Stargazing | Theo Raeken
Just a small drabble requested from a lovely person on wattpad that is also @james-buns , I post the stuff that I post here but sometimes new things too.
Hope you like it, feedbacks are always appreciated. Ily
It was a cold winter night. The sky was surprisingly clear and a calming breeze carried the leaves around and made your jacket flutter a little.
The forest’s ground was cold and uncomfortable but you didn’t care because the view in front of you was spectacular.The stars seemed to shine more and the moon was almost full.
You reached for Theo’s hand and squeezed it a little bit. Theo silently looked at you, your steady heartbeat almost drifted him to sleep. He looked at you closing your eyes and taking a deep breath of that refreshing air.
“Why are you staring at me Theo?” you whispered, turning around.
He didn’t answer he just kept staring at you. You furrowed your brows.
Why was he acting like that?
He didn’t answer again, he just kept staring. He was starting to creep you out.
“Is there something wrong?”
You gently caressed his face and he closed his eyes at the touch. A lonely tear fell down his cheek and then on the ground. He grabbed your hand, squeezed it hard and then turned around on his back so you weren’t touching him anymore.
“I am dangerous, I am evil but most important, I am not good for you.”
Your heart skipped a beat and you took a shaky breath.
“Are you leaving me?”
He laughed and shook his head.
“I wish I could, but I am too selfish to think about your safety.”
“What are you talking about?”
“When I was a kid I killed my sister, I watched her slowly die of hypothermia just so I could have her heart. Those doctors told me that I could have been powerful I took her heart and transplanted it in me.
Last year I did a lot of bad things, I temporarily killed one of the few persons that trusted me and I tried to take his place. I tried to kill a lot of other people.
Everything changed when I met you, suddenly I didn’t care about the dread doctors or the other stuff, all I cared about was you. All I care about it’s still you but that doesn’t mean that I deserve you.”
“I don’t care, I don’t care about your past Theo, I care about your future, our future so now stop it and hold me.”
He looked at you, more tears escaping from his eyes. He stretched his arms towards you and grabbed arms, pushing you to his chest.
“I love you Y/N Y/L/N, and I always will.”