Sometimes it’s just SO frustrating not being able to talk to Gage as often as I’d like. And when I’m finally able to, he’s just so tired I almost feel guilty keeping him awake any longer than he needs to be. So I’m stuck between wanting to talk to him and wanting him to get a decent amount of rest/ stay on task with what he’s doing. Which leads me to being ONE GIANT EMOTIONAL WRECK. And then I start to beat myself up for getting so worked up over something so silly. This whole military thing is just annoying.
It’s great to actually do your own workouts outside of your tech school PT. Instructors are pretty chill with PT except on the first day, where everything is supposed to push you and make you work harder. After that you’re expected to be an adult and take care of yourself and maintain a healthy lifestyle. Lucky I also have a wingman to workout with so we don’t both get lazy. Makes any workout easier when you know someone is sharing the pain and gain with you.