ahs:-a

Kind of annoying how, when I finally get to talk to a therapist, it’s at the gender clinic where I can’t show too many signs of mental problems if I don’t want to wait years before getting hrt.. It’s fine, I can play it casual like “yeah school sucked at first, but high-school was awesome and I made a lot of friends outside of school so it’s really whatever nothing too dramatic” without mentioning that school sucked because the other kids literally threw stones at me and I have serious vulnerability issues that usually keeps me from getting closer to people than Fun Banter™ because anything deeper than isn’t worth the extreme uncomfort of opening up about stuff