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Plucking Petals

Wanna One’s Lee Daehwi X Reader

Word count: 3582

FLUFF WDYM FLOWERS DON’T GO WITH FLUFF

• flower boy cafe! Daehwi ( oh god i’d pay to see that 😂 )
• your friends really like this cafe…especially Daehwi ;)
• you just don’t get the hype
• but Daehwi hyPES YOU UP 110%
• ft. bffs Lisa and Somin

tbh…. I haD ZERO ZILCH CLUE WHAT A FLOWER BOY CAFE WAS WE DON’T HAVE IT HERE but I now know because of my intellectual friend @woojinstinygf  tysm beb 💓
Daehwi would fit this I hate it he fits everything how dare he
anyways, I hope my lack of experience with flower boys ( or boys in general ) doesn’t come off strongly. Thank you for requesting this anon ! :)
- admin L
fun fact: Daehwi and I have the same uneven eyelids ‘problem’ but he has taught me to recognise them as a cute trait better.

guYS THIS IS SUCH AS MESS I’M SORRY
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“Oh my god, oh my god Y/N please! Please!” Your best friend, Lisa, begged. “Please! Please! I’m begging you right now.” She grabbed your hands in hers and tugged on them gently.

For the past half hour, Lisa and Somin had been pleading with you to hang out at the new flower boy cafe that had just opened in your estate. Somehow, your best friends were crazy for the idea of cute guys, cakes and aegyo but the thought of it made you feel a little sick. Of course, it was nice to have cuties attending to your every need but it was all a fabricated fantasy and you didn’t exactly like your feelings to be played with. Your friends had been there without you twice but they had enough of going by themselves and thus, were nearly on their knees for this.

“Please! It’s almost my birthday!” Somin pointed out, sticking out her bottom lip. You shot her a flat look. “That shit doesn’t work on me, Somin,” you fired back, referring to her puppy dog face.

Y/N, how bad could it be? Isn’t it her birthday soon anyways? Just endure that place for a little while then you can leave. Maybe it isn’t as bad as you think. A voice inside of your head piped up. 


You groaned. “I hate you guys so much.”

“Does that mean you are agreeing?” Lisa pestered.

“No,” you said, shaking your head. “But now, I will consider it…more than last time. I’ll think about it.”

Somin beamed and clapped. “Yes! I know you would cave in!”

“Y/N, did you know that Lee Daehwi is working there for the summer?” Lisa blushed, nearly letting out a squeal of delight.

Ahh, Lee Daehwi. He was the president of the English Language Drama and Debate Society ( ELDDS ) of another college not far from the one you attended. You had seen him at plays once or twice and even complimented his good looks. Daehwi was incredibly smart and well-mannered but he also emitted this aura of enthusiasm. Flower boy cafes were bound to be his thing, it didn’t come as a shock. He had the brains and beauty, it was no mystery as to why people fawned over him.

“I’m sure that cafe would be flooding with people because of him! All the more we must go! Daehwi is a limited time offer!”

“Stop objectifying him.” You said flatly.

“Sorry…but you know what I mean! Don’t you think you would look cute with him?” Lisa suggested, wiggling her eyebrows. Somin ‘oohed’ and high fived Lisa, smirking.

You nearly spit out the water you were drinking. You coughed violently, trying to pump out the water from your lungs. Once you had more or less regained your senses, you continued. “What? What! Lisa! Stop it, that’s too much. Don’t be like this, for both our sakes.”

Lisa tsked. “Just wait and see, Y/N. No one can withstand the charms of Lee Daehwi.”

You pursed your lips together, they were coated with a new shade of red today. “We have to see, Lisa. We shall see.”

Lee Daehwi wasn’t going to steal your heart, you were sure of it. No matter how flowery his words may be.



Somin’s birthday quickly approached and it was her wish that she could celebrate it at the flower boy cafe with you and Lisa. At first, you opposed as strongly as you normally would have but softened when you realised how irrational you were being. It was your best friend’s birthday, it was going to be her day.

So you sucked it up and agreed to celebrate in the flower boy cafe with your friends. To say they were ecstatic was an understatement.

“Guys? What are you doing here?” You asked, wide-eyed and still clad in your pyjamas. You examined every inch of your best friends, they were well dressed, hair curled and probably had much more makeup on than usual. They looked ready for the red carpet. “Oh! Happy birthday Somin!”

Somin squealed and hugged you, “Ahh, Lisa, we have one hour to transform this ugly duckling into a beautiful swan!”

You didn’t know whether to be insulted or insulted flattered.

Against your will, you were thrown into a hot bath with scented rose petals which you didn’t even know existed, so it came as a shock when Lisa plucked it out from the cabinet under the sink. It was like she knew your life more than you did.

Once you were all fresh and clean, Somin dried your hair while Lisa began applying makeup to your face. “Yah, I envy your skin so much. So smooth, you should be in an Innisfree commercial,” Lisa said.

“Did you guys know that Daehwi was in an Innisfree commercial? I’m pretty sure some shops still screen his photoshoot. It was a blessing,” Somin announced, her eyes clouded over as if she was dreaming. “Lee Daehwi…..”

You clapped your hands in her face to signal that your scalp was getting too hot from the hair dryer. “Somin, …please concentrate! My hair is going to catch fire!” You shrieked but ended up laughing and nearly smacking the bb cushion out of Lisa’s hand.

For the next hour or so, you let your friends doll you up in preparation for your first and last time ever setting foot in that damned cafe. Somin looked every bit the part of a party princess from her black crop top and red mini skirt, delicate golden crown earrings hung from her ears. No one would be able to take her eyes off her. But her gaze was fixated on you and tears nearly welled up in her eyes. “You…look amazing! Thank you for agreeing to go with us! My birthday would not be the same without you.”

You could only hug and reassure her that as long as she was your best friend, you would do almost anything for her.

Even going to weird flower boy cafes.



I take that back………..Why did I agree to go to this ridiculous place?

Today’s concept appeared to be flowers, flowers and more flowers. Every single waiter had either a flower crown on his head or some sort of flower related ornament as part of his 'uniform’.

How is this legal?

You tentatively shuffled a step forward into the cafe.

“Hello! Woah, someone call God because I think he sent down an angel.” A voice complimented, it’s owner gently placed your hand in his before bending down to kiss it. “I’m Daehwi, at your service.”

It took you everything to not recoil and punch some sense into the president of English Language Drama and Debate Society, his pickup lines were awful! (bomb pickup lines created by yours truly™) Instead, you forced a smile on your face and gently removed your hand from his grip. Apparently, that wasn’t the reaction he had been hoping for, he pouted and whined in a small voice. “Am I not cute enough for you?” Daehwi allowed his puppy dog eyes to take centre stage, behind you, your friends were bursting with happiness, you could pretty much feel it radiating off them.

You had to admit, this scene surprisingly fit him well, plus, he was naturally adorable so it made his aegyo either ten times more cringy or ten times cuter. For now, you could tolerate it. You sighed, “You are adorable. Could you please show us to our table?”

Have Somin and Lisa suddenly become mute? Why am I doing all the talking?

Daehwi snatched a couple menus off their place at the cashier and nodded. “Certainly, right this way.”

You couldn’t help but admire his legs in those skinny jeans as he walked. ( i nEed to mAkE SURE MY BABIES ARE GETTING FED )

“You must be tired since you have been running through my head,” he proclaimed, shooting you a suave wink as he pulled out a plush velvet chair. You opened your mouth to protest but Somin and Lisa had already settled onto the love seat across and sent you a 'zip up’ gesture. Without an audible reply, you sunk into the armchair and quickly grabbed a menu in hopes of Daehwi taking the signal and leaving you alone. Quite the contrary, he took this opportunity to kneel down to your level and pushed the card down so your eyes met his. It was then that you realised how gorgeous his eyes were, especially his unevenly folded double eye lids, they made him more quirky and unique.

“Did you know? I’m sweeter than all these things written on the menu combined?” Daehwi said smoothly, fluttering his long eyelashes.

You giggled despite how lame it was, satisfied with finally eliciting a reaction out of you, Daehwi bounced away but hung around his group of tables. The other customers whispered about his obvious attention directed towards you. You tried hard to tune out to those, cheeks already turning red.

“Ahhh, and who said they would hate this place forever?” Lisa teased, squealing. You frowned at her, shaking your head but the pinkness of your cheeks was a contrast to what you said. “S-stop it.” You stuttered out. You nearly smacked yourself for being so affected by Daehwi’s actions.

He does this to like two hundred other customers three times a day. Why are you so affected? Get a grip, Y/N! Stop feeling so special. It’s literally his job, it’s not like he likes you.

“Yah! You’re crushing so bad on Daehwi right now! Look at your face!” Somin giggled, she subtly pointed to the boy with silvery dirty blonde hair who was fixing his peach coloured flower crown and let out a small annoyed huff when it didn’t seem to cooperate with him.

It was true, Daehwi was the most charming boy you had laid your eyes on. Major crush material, huge boyfriend material.

You smiled smugly, playing with a lock of your perfectly curled hair courtesy of Somin.

You weren’t going to fall for the flower boy, you were going to make the flower boy fall for you.



Daehwi set your cup of tea down on the coaster without messing up any of the intricately displayed macaroon towers - Somin had insisted on it -.

Skills.

You were mildly impressed he hadn’t messed up on anything yet. Before he left, he tapped you on the shoulder and made a heart with his fingers before pressing it to his plush lips and blowing you a kiss. Though you were screaming internally, you kept your unfazed look on and pretended to catch it, only to crush it and let it go. It did hurt when the smile on Daehwi’s face fell but he quickly recovered.

“Does Y/N not like Daehwi? Daehwi is hurt!” He wailed, sticking out his bottom lip and crossing his arms over his chest. ( guys kms idk how to describe aegyo and I’m not good at it either ) “Can Daehwi show you more aegyo? Will you love me then?”

Oh my god. He should be paid double to act like this.

Without any warning, ( someone come collect their mans ) he cupped the sides of his face and squished his cheeks together, furrowing his brows and pouting. “Y/N? Do you like me now?” ( bOii I’M SORRY I DIDN’T MEAN TO DO YOU LIKE thIS )

He’s so extra……

“Daehwi, you’re already prettier than the flowers in your hair,” you complimented sincerely.

For the first time, Lee Daehwi, the confident, assured President became flustered. His eyes went as large as tea cup saucers and he opened his mouth multiple times wordlessly. He covered up with his 'bbuing bbuing’ and shuffled back to the counter, pink blush extremely prominent. Another boy with black hair saw what had happened and punched Daehwi’s arm playfully, repeating his actions and mocking him.

He seems like a perfect fit for Somin. Doesn’t Lisa know him from somewhere? School? Oh! They were in the same theatre department before he graduated.

She hid her face when you glanced at her. Lisa reached over and smacked your shoulder, grinning. She raised her hand.

“Seongwoo oppa, it’s Somin’s birthday today. Does she get anything…I don’t know…special?” Lisa tapped a finger on her lip, looking deep in thought.

“No-”

“Somin! Oh gosh, happy birthday!” Seongwoo wished her, a bright smile on his face as he plucked out a flower crown from his apron pocket and placed it on her head. Seongwoo took her hand in his and kissed hers gently. You struggled to hold in your giggles.

Back in the kitchen, Daehwi was plucking petals off a daisy violently. “She loves me, she loves me not….she loves me, she loves me not. She…..”

His best friend, Bae Jinyoung, saw the state he was in and sighed. “Yah, Daehwi, just tell Y/N how you feel.”

“I can’t! I’ve liked her for so long yet I’m messing up every chance here! Why is my job so hard!” It was his eighteenth time re-tying the flower crown around his head, a sign of his anxiety increasing. Eventually, he gave up and let his bangs flop, it was long enough to conceal both eyes.

At least it hides my weird eyelids…..Wait, why tf is Jaewhan hyung mopping the floor now? Daehwi wondered as he exchanged his half bare daisy for the tray Jinyoung had arranged nicely. Suddenly, as if a light bulb ignited, he had an idea. Without a second thought, he gracefully used the lack of friction to his advantage and slid all the way to your table, tray balanced in hand. Daehwi made eye contact with you and delivered his line perfectly. “That’s how I slid into your DMs, babygirl.” ( fckboi alert! )

Your small smile was nowhere near Somin and Lisa’s excited clamours. Disappointed, Daehwi hastily set the tray down and rushed back to the kitchen. Unfortunately, the universe had other plans and Jaewhan’s cleaning skills were terrible.

Too!! Much!! Soap!!

He let out a tiny yelp as he slipped on the damn patches of marble, landing with a thump.

Without thinking, you rushed out of your seat to check if he was all right. “Daehwi! Oh my god! Are you hurt?” Your hands found his, you helped him to his feet, completely unaware of the eyes boring holes into your back.

“Oh! Your flower crown!” You retrieved it from the ground and carefully nestled it on Daehwi’s curls. “No prince is complete without his crown,” you blurted out before slapping a hand over your mouth.

“I-I…I think I just fell for you,” Daehwi declared, pun-intended. You gaped at him in disbelief and lightly slapped his shoulder, unable to stop the laughter.

“You’re awful.”

“But you love me.”

“No, your aegyo sucks.”

He gasped in mock offence, eyebrows creased, arms folded, cute little foot stomp. “Yah! Daehwi’s aegyo is the best! I can do the gwiyomi song for you!”

“Don’t you do that for everyone,” you pointed out. “I never come here. Make my first time special.” You trotted back to your seat in triumph, not really sure what you were happy about though. Maybe it was because you challenged a cutie to do something special, personalised just for you.

Somin and Lisa’s jaws dropped, however, there was still some sort of smugness and 'I knew it’ that emitted off them. ( you know, 'pretends to be shocked’ )

The rest of the went by joyously, you were glad to catch up with your best friends even though you saw them every single day. Lisa updated you with the latest gossip - “Did you know that Lai Guanlin hasn’t been in school recently? People think he’s travelled back to Taiwan to train as a professional basketball player.” “Everyone thinks that Ha Sungwoon is in love with his sugar daddy, Yoon Jisung. I ship it.” - Somin unwrapped her presents - “Because I want to capture you crying on camera.” - and pulled a fake shocked look many times yet cried in the end. Seongwoo was there to dry her tears.

Shameless couple.

Daehwi had not returned to your table since then, in fact, he didn’t seem to be in the cafe anymore and that sparked your curiosity. When you asked Ong, he shrugged and apologised. You hoped you would see Daehwi at least once more before leaving but when it was Seongwoo and Park Jihoon who carried out Somin’s birthday cake, you began to lose hope of seeing him ever again.

Maybe I’ll just start attending school plays more often….just for Daehwi. I’m so hung up about this I can’t help it.

With Lisa at your table, the cake disappeared in record time. It was no surprise, really. You took time to savour the sweetness, creaminess and softness. Also an excuse to spend extra time here waiting for Daehwi to make an appearance.

“Y/N has got it so bad for the flower boy! Finally! I thought she’d never like someone,” Somin rejoiced. “You have to thank us if you do end up dating him, Y/N. Two of us made it happen.”

“I’ll ask him out only if you kiss Seongwoo…uh, on the cheek of course,” you retorted back, taking a sip of your beverage.

Where! Is! Lee! Daehwi!

Somin groaned and her eyes narrowed. “Fine, if that’s how you want things to be.”

It was an easy task for her. Somin never struggled with dating, regardless of who it was.

“Let’s go. We still have about three other cafes to go to before the sun downs,” Lisa beckoned, grabbing her fancy cross body bag.

“I can get the bill. You guys can pay me back later.” You marched over to the cashier. “Yo, Seongwoo, are you sure you don’t know where Lee Daehwi is?” you hissed.

Seongwoo bit his lip, sighing. “Okay, okay. He just told Jaewhan to cover for him and ran. His break is ending in a couple of minutes though but it doesn’t seem like he’s in the area.”

“Oh….” Your face fell, mildly upset. “It’s fine. Thanks. How much?”

Seongwoo told you the price and you nearly dropped dead. “I can add a 20% employee discount! You guys are my friends anyway.” He tapped a few buttons and the price decreased. Still, it blew a hole in your wallet, bank account dented.

“Thank you, Seongwoo oppa! Please date Somin. Please!” You chirped. He laughed.

All of a sudden, the door to the back room burst open and a frantic Lee Daehwi came tumbling out. He looked like he had returned from running a marathon. His apron wasn’t on and his flower crown was lopsided but in his arms was a bouquet of deep red roses, all fresh and lush. “Y/N!” He rushed to your side, somewhat out of breath and flushed.

“Daehwi? Are you okay? What happened?” You quizzed worriedly. Why was he so anxious? Did he run? In those ridiculous shoes?

“Y/N, you-you called me a prince just now but what prince would be fit without his princess. Here, I-I bought these for you. I hope you enjoyed your time here, no matter how much you hate this place.” Daehwi beamed hopefully at you, placing the flowers in your arms.

“Daehwi….you didn’t have to!” You squeaked, lost for words. You covered the left side of your face with your hand, avoiding other customers gazes.

“Y/N, I’ve never done this for anyone. You are saved in my heart,” he paused to perform his aegyo.  ( Park Jeojang is shaking! ) “I’ve had a crush on you for forever. Ever since I saw you at one of the debate tournaments supporting Somin. I fumbled so much in my speech because of you. Then, I managed to know more about you through your friends as creepy as it sounds. Now I’m confessing, oh god. How crazy is this?” He babbled, clearly flustered and worried. His face reddened and his eyes could only linger on the floor. His weird shoes scuffed together.

“Hey, Y/N!” Somin yelled, once she had your attention, she pressed a quick peck to Seongwoo’s cheek, right on his constellation. He grabbed her hand and pulled her close. “So, what are you doing later on?”

Oh my god.

You could feel the heat rising to your cheeks, your grip on the roses grew tighter. “Uh, Daehwi?” He looked up at you, smiling shyly.

“Thank you, I’m flattered but-”

The crestfallen look that crossed his face as enough to make anyone burst into tears. Your hand enclosed his, squeezing it comfortingly.

“But, are you free tomorrow?”

“Considering the fact that dyeing my hair alone cost $350, I’m worth a dime. But princesses deserve diamonds.” Daehwi winked cutely despite his heart gradually cracking.

“Let’s go on a date. Call me,” you managed to squeak out without messing up before slipping him a napkin with your number scribbled on it. You winked as you let go of his hand and practically skipped out of the shop, leaving a shell-shocked Daehwi in it. He gaped at your disappearing figure for a good thirty seconds and then neatly folded the napkin before stuffing it into his wallet. His blush was comparable to the strawberry cake Jihoon was serving. Once he came back to his senses, he fist pumped and jumped for joy.

Seongwoo rolled his eyes at the amount of half bald flowers and flower stems scattered around Daehwi’s locker. “I’m glad he doesn’t have to pluck petals anymore.”

chuklebrotherz  asked:

Bumblebee pregnancy donation prompt. As Blake was taken to the hospital to give birth, Yang, Ruby and Weiss wait patiently in the nearby waiting room. Yang is a mumbling mess, Weiss is bossing around doctors and Ruby is trying to calm them all down.

A/N: Ahhhhh gosh this one was fun and adorable~

Donation prompt info!

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“Oh my god, oh my god, oooh my god.”

“Yang, c-calm down.” 

Although Ruby said as much, she couldn’t stop the nervous, excited tremor from working its way into her own voice. 

They were in the hospital lobby, with a quiet, professional kind of atmosphere hanging all around them. 

But everyone there was a mess. 

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A Series of Fortunate Events (Mingyu, Ambrosius AU)

Chapter 1

Summary

Ambrosius Academy was one of the most prestigious academies in the entire world. Based in Switzerland, the brochures showcased superior education, superior housing, superior everything really. And they weren’t wrong. Not many boarding schools had proper doors to close the bathrooms with instead of just curtains.

Very loosely based off of sassy go go/cheer up

Word Count: 1641

“So you seriously don’t like ANYONE? Yah how is that even possible? Are you real?”

You just rolled your eyes at your group of friends and went back to revising the notes in front of you, “Looking at you guys right now, no one would believe that we’re going to have midterms in a week.”

Wonwoo chuckled and looked up for the first time since you had all sat down together to study, “I know right? I’m regretting coming along.”

“I think the biggest mistake was letting Seungkwan come along” you said, acting as if he wasn’t sat in front of you.

“Noona we’ve been studying all day!”

“Kwan-ah there’s no point in calling me noona if you’re planning to drop honorifics anyway” you chuckled, “But to answer your question, yes there is absolutely no one that I have a crush on”

“But what do you do if you see someone you think is attractive?” Eunbi asked, tapping her pencil against her head absently. You looked at your roommate and friend in confusion, “what do you mean? I acknowledge that they’re attractive and then move on with my life.”

“Ohhhhhh” they all chorused, teasing you, “Wah Y/N when did you get this cool?” Wonwoo chuckled, grinning wider when you threw an eraser at him.

“I’ve always been this cool you punk” You grumble, huffing playfully. You really didn’t get their question though, finding someone attractive didn’t really mean much to you; almost everyone was attractive in some way.

“Then who’s someone you find attractive?”

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Recovery

ANON ASKED : Could u do an ashton blurb where u are a recovering drug addict? (I used to do coke but I’m 4 months sober wooooo!)

Pairing: Reader/Ashton

Request: Yes

Rating: R (Drug Trigger Warning)

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“Ash, I’m so sorry.” You said as soon as he walked in the room.

He was in the middle of rehearsal when your friend who was watching over you called him and told him to come home ASAP. You were in his bed suffering from fatigue, anxiety, irritability, insomnia, itching and cold sweats.

“Don’t you dare apologize Y/N. Just focus on getting better.” He said dropping his stuff at the door and walking towards you.

“How long has it been?” He asked.

“A week. I miss it Ash…” You admitted.

“Don’t talk like that.” He hugged you.

“Oh my God, babe you’re burning up.” He said feeling the heat radiating from your skin.

“I was actually about to turn the heat up, I’m freezing.” You said.

“I hate this.” You complained, walking to the bathroom.

“I hate it too. Seeing you this way makes me … I just wish I could take the pain away.” He said walking behind you.

“Thank you for staying. After I told you about my addiction you never changed. I’ve been in and out of rehabs and been through two suicide attempts since and you never left … Why?"  You asked.

"Well for starters why would I leave you when you need me most? Im not going anywhere and that is a promise. Second, I love you and you’re the most important thing to me, it’s gonna take more than a drug addiction to make me leave.” He said, kissing your face and making you smile.

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“Y/N GET YOUR CUTE ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!” Ashton yelled from downstairs.

It had been months since your last usage and Ashton was so proud of you. So proud that he planned the entire day for the two of you.

“I’m coming, I’m coming ! Gosh, calm down.” You said coming down the stairs.

You were wearing a snug, long-sleeved, black dress that hit right above your knees. You wore red heels, red lipstick and red earrings to match.

“Wow. I’m the luckiest guy in the world. You look perfect babe.” He complimented you.

“Thanks Irwin, you don’t look too bad yourself.” You giggled.

“Shall we?” He offered his arm.

“We shall.” You smiled.

Once you got in the car he blind folded you and took you to your favorite restaurant. Afterwards, you headed to the arena to watch tonight’s show.

“Ahhh ! Y/N Im so proud of you!” Luke picked you up.

“We all are !” Calum hugged you once Luke set you down.

“How does it feel?” Michael asked.

“It feels good to be quite honest, I’ve actually never felt better. I couldn’t have done it without you all. You guys saved my life. Thank you.” You

“Awwwwww!” Michael cooed.

“Group hug!” Luke smiled.

“Guys, show time” A stage crew worker told them.

“Wish us luck babe.” Ashton kissed your cheek.

“Break a leg guys.” You smiled, going to the side of the stage.

You sat silently, smiling through their performance. Mid-show Ashton paused and grabbed his microphone, pulling it towards him.

“You guys know my girlfriend Y/N right? Well I have a secret and I really hope she doesn’t mind me sharing because it’s fucking amazing.”

“She used to be addicted to heavy drugs. Like dangerously addicted, addicted for years. However, she’s been sober for months now and I just wanted to let her know how her proud I am.” He said.

You didn’t mind, you wanted to hear what he had to say.

“I have a poem to read too.” He added.

“ Calm me a cheesy boyfriend but she deserves it.” He giggled.

“A shot to kill the pain. A pill to drain the shame. A purge to end the gain. A cut to break the vein. A smoke to ease the crave. A drink to win the game. An addiction is an addiction because it all hurts the same.” He said into the microphone.

Tears stung your eyes as he looked back at you.

“I love you sweetheart. I love you more than those drugs ever did.”

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A/N : Im so proud of you anon ! Congrats ! Please give me feedback everyone (:  Request if you want xx

My Loft 89 experience!

I guess I’ll start with the evening before the Ottawa show. I was at home, and I was on tumblr but just kind of casually scrolling. I wasn’t self reblogging at the time (didn’t know Tay was online), and I was just looking through pictures. I closed my phone just as a notification popped up, but I didn’t think anything of it. I put my phone down on a chair in the living room, went to the bathroom, and when I came back I just saw a message on tumblr from skinnycarameltay saying something like “CASSVND DJVHS OHMYNSK” and I was like oh my god what it going on…I thought maybe she had just gotten a like and wanted to message me about it (we’re friends so that would not be out of the ordinary). So I open my phone and it opened to my notification page and all I see if the message from Sav, and then right underneath it was a like from Taylor about our costume post for the tour shows in Ottawa and Montreal. It had like 9 photos of us in the photoset and our seat information. As soon as I saw it I started shaking and I just dropped to the floor and started crying. My parents were like oh my god are you okay?? I tried explaining what just happened but I was too overwhelmed to speak properly. I texted purelyjamie like a billion times but she wasn’t answering because she was driving, so I just ran to my room and sat on my bed and sobbed for an hour straight because I was so happy. 

We showed up to the venue at around 4pm and within 30 seconds upon arriving we had people running up to us saying they had seen us online and hoped we would get loft. It was such an amazing feeling to have that much support from other fans! Soon enough I found Kevin outside and walked up to him and said “heeeeeeeey Kevin” while giving a little wave, and he was like “Heeey, WAIT A MINUTE, I remember you, we’ve met before!” and I was like “Yep, I’m one of the Detroit pop tart girls!” and he was so stoked to see me (I’m legit one of his favourites, he told me like 6 times). We hugged and then he took a picture of Jamie and I, and then told us to meet him inside at the Taylor Nation booth. Not much longer I check Twitter only to find that Jamie and I were included in a picture Taylor Nation posted, which was soon posted on Instagram! 

We were also approached by CBC Ottawa to do an interview before the show, alongside lifeaccordingtotheginger. It was hella rad and my parents missed it even though I texted them to let them know. 

Once inside we went straight to the TN booth and so many people came up to us and commented on our costumes. Right before getting the picture, clearblue–water joins us at the booth, and we all go up to Kevin and Ash is like “the second pop tart girl is here now!” and oh my god, he was so freaking happy to see us. He hugged us both again and I got glitter on him. We got out of the line and he still kept talking to us as other fans took the TN booth pictures. It’s all fun and great and then he DROPS THE BOMB AND TELLS US THAT EVERYONE BACKSTAGE WAS TALKING ABOUT US AND OUR COSTUMES and I’m here like WOAH WAIT WHAT??? We talk a bit more and Ashley mentions how she showed up at noon so she could be at the front for pit, and how she was going to do the same for Montreal the following day. Then he turns to us and asked us when we arrived, we said 4pm, and then he goes “well you won’t have to show up as early tomorrow, we got you covered for tonight” and once again I’m like WHAT DOES THIS MEEEEEAAANNNN???

Taylor gets on stage and we’re freaking the hell out, of course. Midway through IKYWT, right before the bridge, I pull out my phone because I wanted to record her singing the high note, but then I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn around and see a girl from Taylor Nation looking at us and I’m immediately stunned. She was like “Heeeeey guys, how’s it going? Are you enjoying the show so far?” BVKAVB YES, then she goes on and asks if we have ever met Taylor, we said no because she hadn’t, and she says “Would you like to go to Loft 89? Taylor specifically asked to meet you guys” and then I burst into tears and pretty much curled up into a ball and cried, and cried, and cried. She put the bracelets on her, gave us the paper, and then I gave her a hug and I cried some more. 

We left with a minute remaining in the concert because we were too afraid of missing the Loft gathering because of the crowds. Kevin’s there again and was like “Heeeeeey, good to see you guys” (I love him so much). So they give us all the rules, Kevin takes down our names and birthdays (don’t ask why, I really don’t know) and then they lead us off down this staircase and I was in shock so I really have no recollection of where it was. There were a bunch of outfits on display before entering but I didn’t take pics because I was too excited. 

Loft 89 is actually a lot smaller and cozier than I anticipated. I immediately yelled “OH MY GOD, THE PIZZA” as soon as I saw it. It was Domino’s. It was amazing. I inhaled it. I wish I would’ve taken more pictures of the room itself, but I was spazzing. I sat on the carpet and got it covered in glitter, the girl from TN laughed. Everyone was mingling and it was so fantastic, and then we get told that she’s coming and not to crowd her when she comes in, and then she will visit each group. We were next to the entrance so I couldn’t actually see her walking towards it, but I just heard “HIIIII GUYS!” AND SHE WALKED IN WITH THE CUTEST OUTFIT AND THE MOST EXCITED FACE! She immediately turned over to us and said “I SAW YOU ONLINE AND JUST HAD TO MEET YOU” and gave us all a massive hug and held us so tight. As we pulled away from our hug I was like “I totally just covered you in glitter” and she was like “Yes, I love it!” She immediately started asking about our costumes and the process of making them. We spoke about the photoshoot itself, and she said she loved how we were actually in the woods. I said “well, I have a forest in my backyard so I figured I should use it” and she said “Yes! That’s kind of the intended purpose” and then I rambled on about how we were like half in the woods, half out of the woods, like “are we in, are we out? What is going on?” and she got all excited and was like “oh my god YES, that’s the exact meaning of the song! Oh, so much confusion, what is this situation?” She said we perfectly executed looking completely lost in our photos and I was like “Thanks, we were really going for that. We even were holding leafs” and she burst out laughing and just repeated “We were holding leafs, oh my god” and laughed some more. I really hate that I’m completely blanking on a lot of things we spoke about, but it was just so amazing talking to her. She looks right at you and holds eye contact the whole time, making you feel so special and like you’re the only one in the room.

OH MY GOD, k so Ashley gave me a slip of paper with her url on it, so I pulled it out of my bra (I didn’t have pockets, it was my only option) and I was like “Hey Taylor can I give you this? It’s Ashley’s url, you need to check her out” and she took one look at it and said “Ahhh yes, yes I like it, I remember her” and it took everything in my not to freak out, but I was smiling like an idiot. Then she was like “I’m just gonna slip this in here and save it for later” as she tucked it in her skirt. 

The next thing I remember is her asking if I wanted my poster signed, which I obviously did. I asked her if she could personalize it and she said “YEAH! Of course!” She asked me what my name was, “Cassidy” “With a C?” “Yes!” “A-S-S-I-D…with a Y?” “Yes! You’re really good at this!” “Oh thanks, I’m proud of this right now.” Then I asked her to write “Don’t you know, you’re really gonna be someone” and tried not to cry when she did. Then she went over and signed Jamie’s notebook and looked through her calligraphy and told her she had the most beautiful handwriting and she wished she had it. Then she signed Emily’s phone case and Emily said yeah I’m not dressed up and she said “I know,you weren’t in the photoshoot” and Emily explained that work was crazy and that she was working 31 hours a week at a job that was only supposed to be part time and Taylor was like oh my god. 

Then we took pictures and I leaned my head into her shoulder (SHE’S SO TALL LIKE WHAT) and I felt her head tilt against mine. We took two photos, one with and one without flash, and obviously she looks amazing in both. Then she was saying how great it was to see us and she was so happy we came, and she loved our outfits. We each gave her another hug and she headed off to the next group. 

I saw tree-paine hanging out around the entrance and said hi and asked if she would get a picture, but she said she tries not to get in any, and I was like “no no I understand, it’s chill, I was just trying because of this ginger connection” and we both held up our hair and pointed at each other. Then I said her cat is amazing and we both started talking about our cats and how hers wants affection from her all the time and is always like “love me!” and mine is very selective about when she wants attention. She said that he is very special and that she doesn’t ever reveal his real name because it’s really strange, and it’s not something normal like “John or Josh” and here I am thinking those aren’t normal names for cats at all. Then I said that my cat’s nickname is “Nugget” so it can’t be that bad. She said “well, it’s not that, but it’s definitely up there for oddness” and I said “As long as it’s not something like Princess Monster Truck then I think you’re okay” and she laughed and said “Ok that is very true, it’s not something like that.” 

Taylor made her way around the room and as she was leaving I gave her my letter that I initially forgot to give to her, so I asked if it was okay if I gave this to her and she was like “Yes, totally!” and took and and flipped through it before saying “Bye guys, I love you so much!” 

And that is the story of the most amazing night of my life. I hope I haven’t forgotten anything, but I probably did

Taehyung - Wait for me

[FOR rememberkalea]

As requested here’s a part 2 for Taehyung’s promise. 

Sorry it took me awhile OTL. I hope you guys like it! 

Part I | Part II

Looking back at it, a year without Taehyung felt like it was only yesterday he bid his goodbye before his debut—  it felt like a big piece was missing away from you. 

His voice echoed in your mind like a broken record  when he called you the other day. “Come over in our dorm, we’re celebrating our first anniversary” you smiled at the thought of him.

Upon his invitation you rejected it and found yourself an excuse not to come. You could not forget how he was whining on the other line. “Yah ____! You said you’ll be my number one fan! You’ve never come to any of our fan meetings or recordings!” he complaint, pausing for a moment before he attacked you again “I bet you don’t even have our albums!” a faint of hurt glistened in his voice making you softened and sighed. 

“I have all of your albums and your posters are all over my room! My friends even think I’m inlove with you, with the amount of BTS and Kim Taehyung I have in my room" 

Taehyung smiled at your confession. “____ aren’t you in love with me?” he teased painting a crimson colour on your cheeks. 

"Yah Kim Taehyung you wish! I told you I like one of the oppa in your group. Make sure you say good things about me to that oppa” you giggled. 

Taehyung chuckled “Jin hyung is too old for you ___” 

“And the name V is too cool for you and I don’t complain about that” you countered just making Taehyung grin, realizing how much he misses you already. 

You heard another voice from the other line before you heard Taehyung groaned. “I have to go ____ think about it arasso? Come over, I miss you already!!!” he said before hanging up. 

You sighed as you look at your phone’s wallpaper— it was a picture of you and him. “I miss you too Taehyungie” you mumbled

You kept in touch with Taehyung, you’d tease him every once in a while how he is now known as V. Although your communication isn’t often, you’ve never grown apart. Not even the distance got in the way of  your feelings for him. Taehyung is now a star but he never changed that made you love him even more. 

Here you are looking at the mischievous boy you fell in love with. 

”___ you had been staring since I came” Taehyung said as he kept his eyes to the music sheets he had been trying to learn. His CEO had let him and his band members to have the day off. You were the one who first came to mind when day off was mentioned. So he decided to come visit you since you rejected to visit. 

“You look so skinny Tae” you said ignoring his statement 

He sighed and looked at you. You took this chance and grab his cheeks. “Waaa look at this. Where’s your cheeks gone? It’s not squishy anymore!” you said, stretching his cheeks. “Do you even eat?”

He frowned. “I’m still handsome though, right?” he grinned, showing the square-ish grin you missed. 

You made a disgusted face before shaking your head. “Ew. You’re still conceited though” you said letting go of his cheeks. 

Suddenly he attacked you with a bear hug. “Ahhh! I missed you so much ____!” 

Flustered, it took you a minute before you hug him back. “Missed you too Tae Tae” 

He couldn’t help but smile, he loved it when you call him Tae Tae.

“Now I heard since I left you became popular with boys in school?” he said with a smirk as he pulled away 

You nodded. “I guess” you replied shrugging as you looked down

He frowned at your reply but at the same time he felt relieved to see you weren’t interested with the attention you were getting.  ”Why don’t you look happy” he asked, lifting your chin up

“I don’t know…”

“Is it because you’re in love with me?” he joked with a grin. 

You looked at him in disbelief before slapping his arm. “You know what your stage name really does suit you. V for Vain” you retorted as he laughed. 

You would’ve thought he would had retorted back but he was somehow scrolling through his phone making you roll your eyes at the alienated boy in front of you. 

A song started to play from his phone, a song you heard at your early ages. This I Promise You - N’Sync. 

He stood up from your bed and extended his arm out, asking for you to take his hand. You looked at him confused. “What are you doing Tae?” 

“Dance?” he said in a matter-of-fact as if its the most common thing you do. 

“Why?”

“Because I didnt get to dance you at prom” he mumbled enough for you to hear and enough to make you flustered. 

“Prom was two months ago Tae” you said, though you stood up.

“I know and I didn’t get to dance with you.”

“Because you weren’t th—" 

Taehyung suddenly pulled your arms so you were now infront of him. He put your arms around his neck as he placed his on your waist. 

"I know I wasn’t there. I was in Inkigayo promoting. But now I’m here I want to dance you” he said,

You looked up at him but quickly retreated, you face flushed when it turned out that he had been looking at you, sincerity filled his eyes. 

How can he turn from a dork to…that

“You’re weird you know that?” you whispered

Taehyung tilted your chin up, “Don’t you think I know that ___?” 

You blinked, “I thi—”

“I know you, you know” he cut in and pulled his tongue out. You scrunched your brows for a minute trying to comprehend what he just said before rolling your eyes. 

Alien Taehyung is back you thought. 

You stared at his eyes, “You interest me Kim Taehyung, did you know that?” 

“I know” he whispered as his eyes fell onto your lips. “Can I ask you a favor?” he asked reverting his gaze back to your eyes. 

You nodded. 

“Wait for me…” he whispered.

Unsure of what he meant you nodded regardless as desperation penetrate through his eyes. 

You leaned your head on his chest as the both of you swayed back and forth, slowly, trying to keep up with the rhythm with the music. Taehyung wondered if you could tell how fast his heart was beating right now.  

Similarly you thought the same. 

“Don’t show interest to the guys in school arasso? Wait for me” he whispered.