Imagine having a baby with Sonny Carisi
(A/N: Sorry for the long wait, I re-worte this whole thing to make it ten times better and consequently much longer. I don’t know why but I’m currently obsessed with babies. That’s a lie. I do know why, my cousin is pregnant and I’m super excited. I’m definitly going to make continuations with this little family I’ve created. I love it so much. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. It;s just so cute and fluffy. Ahh.)
Imagine having a baby with Sonny Carisi
“No.” you stated, shaking your head.
“What?” Sonny asked his voice a mixture of confusion and shock.
“I said no.” you repeated.
“What do you mean?” he questioned.
“I mean what I said, no. I won’t do it.” you states once again before turning away from him.
“Why not?” he asked, getting up and spinning you back round to face him.
“Because you’re only asking because I’m pregnant.” you informed.
“That’s not true.” he tried to reassure.
“Yes it is.” you argued, “Why are you asking now today then? What’s so special about today?”
He didn’t have an answer for you. He face screwed up trying to come up with a believable answer that would satisfy you. You decided to put him out of his misery.
“Exactly, you’re only asking because we found out we’re having a baby.” you confirmed.
“Y/N, I’m asking because I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you.” he tried to reason, grabbing hold of your hands.
“Sonny, it’s not that I don’t want to marry you. Of course I do. I love you more than I love myself. Which you know is an extremely hard thing to do with a narcissist like me.” you joked trying to be serious for comedic effect, “But I didn’t want you to ask like this. Like you’re obliged too.”
“I don’t feel that way…” he began.
“I know you don’t but that’s what everyone going to think.” you reminded.
“Since when do you care?” he questioned skeptical.
“I don’t care what they think. I care about how I feel. I don’t want to get married now especially after finding out we’re having a baby. It’s too much effort.” you sighed, nursing your temple as the mere thought of it was giving you a migraine.
“Alright,” he agreed reluctantly, “When do you want me to ask?”
“A year.” you stated.
“A year?” he questioned.
“One year.” you repeated for reassurance.
“And you’ll actually say yes in one years time?” he asked jokingly.
“Depends on how cute this kid is.” you winked.
A smile broke out on his face, chuckling he grabbed hold of you and pull you close. Putting his arms around your waist. Instinctively, you put yours around his neck.
“If they look anything like you. It’s practically grantee.” he whispered into your ear. leaning down.
“And if they look anything like you. God save their soul.” you teased, shaking your head playfully and giving him a wink.
A flash of annoyance flashed across Sonny’s face as you broke into laughter. After trying to be miffed he eventually gave in. Leaning down and placing a kiss on your chuckling lips.
You had been in a relationship with Sonny for four years and been partners at SVU for four and a half at that point. You had just celebrated your forth anniversary of dating with a low-key dinner at your shared apartment that you two had bought two years pervious, a few weeks ago. Up until yesterday you thought that was going to be the latest milestone for a while. That was until yesterday.
You had found out you were expecting a baby. You’d found out together. You’d been throwing up non-stop all night the day before yesterday. In fact you had to take the day off as you hadn’t gotten any sleep. Sonny had gone to work and you were at home trying to rest and get better. It wasn’t until you looked at the calendar on the fridge. That the you considered the thought that it might have not been that two day old chicken and mayonnaise sandwich you’d stolen off Finn that was making you sick.
Sonny called you about midday to see how you were doing and to see if you needed anything.
“Is there anything else you want?” he asked after you told him that you’d run out of bread and you wanted him to bring home chicken soup for dinner.
“I don’t want you to get your hopes up but I think I might be pregnant.” you practically whispered down the line.