So Depression Month™ has been a real blast.
i feel like an asshole for letting it take me over and getting virtually no work done?? i feel like such a failure i actually had a damn DECENT day yesterday & got work done but i had a complete 180 today woke up late didn't finish a single thing and still haven't even eaten i'd have wasted away by now if it weren't for literally just 2 ppl giving a damn & dotting on me it's alarming how i'm not able to function like a normal goddamn person?? i'm a moron and refuse to take care of myself??? i'm laughing idk why i'm like this i need help but i'm never gonna get it ahaha