aha.... this is beautiful

my thoughts on logan *spoilers*

-never in a million years did i think i would cry so many times during an xmen ~related~ film but bitch!!!
-this movie came after me so many times i am shook
-this was such an emotional experience
-it was so packed too i usually go on discount days but i had to see this and wow literally not a seat left open!!!
-first movie from the franchise to be rated r and damn!!! It really needed it, i can’t imagine the film being pg 13
-i really loved the r rating… the gore the cussing the darker and more mature tone was something i didn’t think i needed til i saw this film
-the darker tone made it so much more intense and made logan feel more human
-fight/action scenes were all pure gratuitous fun i enjoyed all of it
-laura is adorable and shes a bad bitch my daughter will be like that!!! like wow this girl got paid to deadass be silent for half the movie but when she talked i was shook af
-and the nurse gabriella being aleida from oitnb like hey girll!!
-the banter between professor x and logan ugh and when logan called charles his dad
-this side of wolverine/ logan was so raw and sad.
-he def was not the mutant hero ive grown up watching but that was also the refreshing part bc it made it seem more realistic to me
-heartbreaking to watch someone spiral downward especially with the drinking and self hatred and the suicidal thoughts ugh
-laura is a mini wolverine but gonna grow to be so much stronger i love her every time she fucked someone up i was screaming YAAS
-finding out shes his daughter ugh i knew it bur dang!!
-honestly pierce the bad guy was sexy af i was having dirty thoughts while hating him at the same time
-i’m not a box of avocados logan
-logan is really so broken and traumatized inside
-charles telling logan that this is what its like to be normal before he left with that mans to fix the water or whatever
-and its sad to see charles so weak and sick and trapped in his mind and broken as well after what he did in westchester
-losing control is so awful and seeing someone who was once so great be at this point hurts
-when charles woke up in that familys house and was talking about how he remembered things and that it was the best night of his life but he didnt deserve it I WAS CRYING
-then i was like OMFG LOGAN IS ABOUT TO KILL HIM??? Turns out it was his fuckass clone mutant but i was still shook
-hugh jackman is a daddy he can still get it
-logan coping with charles was so sad this father son relationship rly fucked me up it was so cute when they were joking abt the past at academy during dinner
-laura gives me life!!! W her docs and cute ass outfit in sunglasses but she still vicious yas queen
-her relationship w charles was so beautiful too
-her driving!!! Aha and finally speaking that was a funny cute lil scene i was expecting her to be a little sassier but that wouldnt fit the tone of the movie so its all good
-all the cute lil mutant kids!!!! omfg so adorable its really fcked up what they were doing at transigen i was heated ugh
-they were so sweet helping him and ugh the scenes just between logan and laura rlly fucked me up like when she held his hand after he buried charles…
-my god the development of these relationships really messed me up!!!
-honestly his self loathing and pity party was getting a little annoying and the whole im no good for you act etc etc but i understand i guess
-telling laura she and her friends reminded him of the xmen RIP
-“people hurt me” “were different i hurt people”
-ugh i literally love them so much when he told her he was gonna shoot himself w that bullet then she took it from him wow cryin
-him being like u dont need me everyone i care about gets hurt or killed then she roasted him with the “THEN I GUESS ILL BE FINE” like damn girl
-ugh him coming to the rescue and taking the green stuff ugh i just knew this wouldnt end well but the fight scenes and seeing some of the kids use their powers was nice
-also enjoyed all the bad guys gettjng absolutely destroyed
-literally FUCK clone logan so hard she was really goin at him but i knew logans fate was inevitable since it was hughs last hoorah but wow
-i was in fucking puddles then she held his hand and called him fucking daddy!!!! THAT RUINED ME WHEN SHE ACKNOWLEDGE HE WAS HER FATHER HOLY FRICK
-“so this is what it feels like” logans last words realizing what its like to care for someone again/what it feels like to die omg laura crying made me cry
-the end. thank u for sticking w me if u read this whole thing talk to me about it im emotionally unstable
-idk i prob left some stuff out but this is a lot already im lowkey so sad rn
-i cant wait for the next xmen movie with the other cast i need more this was all my childhood upto now i need it all please

Products for Oily, Acne Prone Skin Master Post

Alright as requested here is the next product recommendations masterpost!

Cleanser: Pacifica Kale Detox cleanser, Neutrogena oil-free acne wash, and Origins zero oil deep pore cleanser.

Toner: Murad clarifying toner, Mario Badescu glycolic acid toner, Missha time revolution clear toner, and Nip and Fab’s bee sting fix toner.

Exfoliate: Nip and Fab extreme glycolic fix pads, The Ordinary salicylic acid 2%, and foods like pineapple, papaya, and pumpkin. 

Moisturizer: Pacifica kale luxe lotion, Aveeno ultra calming daily moisturizer, and juice beauty oil free moisturizer. 

Serum: The Ordinary’s AHA peeling serum, Mario Badesu’s vitamin C serum, and Perricone MD intensive pore treatment. 

Spot treatment: The body shop tea tree oil blemish gel, Mario Badescu drying lotion, and honey with cinnamon.

Sunscreen: Kiehls super fluid UV sunscreen, Neutrogena clear face sunscreen, and the Sun Bum facial sunscreen.

Masks: Aztec Indian healing clay with apple cider vinegar, Queen Helene mint julep mask, and Murad’s clarifying mask. 

Those are my recommendations! I’ve tried to really be conscience in picking products in all different price ranges so there are some higher end ones, but also some very affordable ones!


after pulling an all nighter, I finally finished the B.A.P. pieces for WAKE ME UP !! It’s the first song I heard by them, and it’s soooo good. I lost count of how many different performances I watched for it aha;;


( commissions are open!!! )


“Did you know,” Mikael says to Yousef, one Friday evening, whilst they’re both lying in bed because nothing could be better than this, with the curtains shut, “that the Prophet Yusuf was given half the beauty of the entire world to him? It says in the Qur’aan that when he used to pass by women who were working, the women would end up cutting their fingers off because they couldn’t stop looking at how beautiful the Prophet Yusuf was.” 

“Aha, I knew that. Why do you think my Mum called me Yousef, huh?” Yousef chuckles, raising his eyebrow in question at Mikael, as he holds him a little more tighter, a little more closer to his body. 

Mikael doesn’t reply back immediately; he just has the ghost of a smile on his lips. He lets his eyes wander, his gaze linger, studying Yousef’s face as if for the first time. His eyes, his nose, his lips. He lets himself give in to the simple pleasure of feeling Yousef’s skin under his own, before he exhales out all the air his lungs were holding in. 

“Wallah, Yousef …” says Mikael, you’re the most beautiful boy I’ve ever seen.”

BTS when their gf gets catcalled

Anon Asked: Can I get a reaction to bts being in the car with the s/o and the s/o being cat called from the car next to them.

I hope you do like it! 

Namjoon: It was obvious the boys in the car next to you thought Namjoon was your brother or your friend, the thought of him being your husband did not cross their minds at all.

“You useless fucks!” Namjoon shouted reaching for the car door handle, you gripped onto his left arm and pulled him back.

“Forget abou-”

“Did your parents not teach you how to treat a girl?”

Originally posted by yoonseok

Jin: He was the more of a lecture type, obviously the boys didn’t take in what he was saying because they were too intimidated from Jin’s facial expressions. You how ever were laughing your ass off from seeing your boyfriend giving lectures about cat calling to two teenage boys at a traffic light.

“Imagine if some slimy guy said that to your sister or even your mum! Think about that next time before you make a disgusting comment on my beautiful girlfriend”

Originally posted by ksjknj

Yoongi: He would be really cocky, a completely different reaction from the boys’ expectations.

“Aha, I know my girl has great legs, a beautiful face, luscious lips that suck me d-”


Originally posted by yoongiyi

Hoseok: He would loosen his seatbelt and turn towards them swearing at them and pointing, obviously angry at the treatment to his wife.

“I swear to god if I see your butt ugly faces I will rip all of your fucking throats out one by one”

Originally posted by yourpinkpill

Jimin: Jimin is the most scariest when he’s angry out of all of the boys, so I would imagine he would be the one to get out of the car.

“Jimin, Baby what are you doing?”

“Teaching this guy a lesson” He growled stepping out of the car and running to the other, slamming his hands down on the hood of the car making the other guy drive off.

Originally posted by vminv

Taehyung: He would continue to threaten the two teenage boys in the car to your left, only to stop when you practically beg him too.

“You’re lucky I won’t get out of this car you little mutt”

Originally posted by mvssmedia

Jungkook: I imagine him being like Yoongi, learning from his hyung. Being the cocky one that he is, he likes showing you off.

“Yeah she has a pretty face but did you see her ass though?”

“Jeon Jungkook!”

Originally posted by suga-mummy

A pocket full of opulence spells.

1. Eat fresh apricots at the height of their season (from farmers markets or picked by one’s self) to attract feelings of affection. Pair the nectar with champagne or sparkling fruit for a boost of your perceived beauty. 

2. 1001 nights tonic- Put ½ cup freshly picked rose petals to nurture existing relationships, ¼ cup lavender to encourage confidence, 2 cups water to cleanse the self and 1/3 cup witch hazel to banish negativity. Pour into a glass container with a spritzer after letting sit for three days, apply to body and face. 

3. Sleep with a pearl necklace (real or otherwise) beneath head to ensure the protection of your current monetary and spiritual wealth. Place a single pearl within one’s pillowcase or pocket when away from home. 

4. Place flowers given by a loved one freely beside the bed to inspire dreams of future goals. Thread the dried blossoms through the rings of your curtains when replacing the flowers 

5. To soften the edges of one’s personality for the purpose of turning a new leaf in one’s life, nightly, dress in comfortable sleep clothes while standing in front of a mirror. Repeat to oneself “I am allowed to be tenderhearted, I allow myself to be soft.” 

BTS when they catch their s/o sneaking a midnight snack

never had a request i’ve related to more than this

I SUCK AT DOING STUFF ON TIME school has begun
not sure whats next we’ll see but you guys rly love svt hiphop unit lol

Request: BTS reaction to you sneaking out of bed and having a midnight snack without them😂 I love your reactions!!💕💕


Originally posted by bwiseoks

Jin grunted awake to the sound of wrinkled foil, “gydtys?” he slightly opened his eyes to see your face lit up from your phone screen and your jaw chewing on something, “Y/N? Baby?” his voice was still raspy when he called for you.

You paused chewing and looked over to Jin, "hm?” 

“What time is it? And what are you eating?”

“2:48 am. And a granola bar,” you mumbled blushing slightly.

Your boyfriend just chuckled softly and went back to sleep hoping that you’d join him soon.


Originally posted by m4lla

Yoongi rolled over only to be disappointed when he didn’t find you there, “the hell?” he rubbed hooded eyes before opening them and borderline hissing at the “harsh” stream of light from the kitchen that had made its way to your bedroom doorway.

The boy grunted and dragged himself from the bed to find his counterpart. He squinted his way into the kitchen and found you sitting on the counter taking on a jar of cheese balls.

You smiled and waved at Yoongi as he rolled his eyes and walked towards you. Instead of smiling or waving back he pulled you down and lead you by your wrist back to bed, “Yoongi, what the heck, I’m hungry,” you argued without a response from the boy.

Instead of speaking he picked you up and put you in the bed before getting in behind you and wrapping you in his arms, an excessive amount of blankets, and his love.


Originally posted by ttaegiis

You hummed at the taste of the amazing milkshake you had been craving all week. You jumped when you felt  warm arms snake around you and Hoseok’s chin rest on your shoulder. You leaned into your boyfriend’s touch before immediately being washed over with guilt, “I woke you up didn’t I?”

He cooed when you turned around to face him and he saw your pout, “it’s fine, Y/N, I just missed you,” he kissed your forehead.

“I’m sorry,” you looked down at your milkshake losing your appetite.

“I promise it’s fine, Princess, just come back to bed with me,” you nodded and let him pull you back to bed


Originally posted by nikatato

You were walking back to Namjoon’s bedroom, pizza rolls in hand, when you heard the tv on in the living room. You sighed and went to go turn it off feeling like you had before you went to bed.

But when you got to the room where the tv was you saw that it was on for a reason, “joonie? what the heck?”

“hey y/n! why are you awake?” wha… you could ask him the same thing!

“why are you awake?! come to bed now! you need rest you never sleep when youre not home i kn-”

“shhhhhhhh, you come to me instead, we can hang out,“ he smiled at you and you  forgot how to say no.

“You have to sleep,” you stood your ground even though you were really sleepy and not ready to argue.

“20 minutes,“ he pleaded and finally after taking a long hard look at your pizza rolls, you caved and went ahead to sit on your boyfriend’s lap(which honestly you regret because he at like half your pizza rolls in minutes and then you fell asleep so you don’t even know if he kept his word!!).


Originally posted by jimiyoong

You felt around in the cabinet not yet willing to fully open your eyes before finally grabbing Jimin’s box of Frosted Flakes. The first handful of cereal hadn’t even hit your tongue when the way too bright kitchen light flickered on, “fuck,” you squinted and shielded your eyes.

“Aha!” your boyfriend exclaimed, “I knew my cereal was disappearing, you beautiful thief, Y/N!”

You just groaned in response, still only halfway awake, “don’t patronize me,” you walked past him back towards the bed still holding the cereal box, “come back to bed and have some with me, Jimin oppa,“

He had no chance competing against your “innocent” charm and hesitantly but happily followed you in the hopes of receiving cuddles and sleep.


Originally posted by dazzlingkai

You groaned in frustration looking around your cabinet for the 5th time. You knew exactly where you had hidden your gummy worms and you even checked again before bed but of course now they were missing. You were about ready to give up, sighing and throwing your head back in defeat and annoyance when you felt a kiss on your forehead.

You opened your eyes to be graced with your boyfriend’s presence, “morning,” he whispered to you grinning like a freaking weirdo.

That was mean, you thought to yourself and unconsciously pouted. The boy met your pout with a gummy worm pressing to your lips, “hey!” you looked at his hands, saw your bag of gummy worms, and promptly snatched them away, “those are mine! Off limits!”

“I’m sorry princess!” he giggled but sincerely apologized, “let’s go back to bed and share them.”

“I’ll come to bed,” you took a bite of the worm he had given you, “but sharing is out of the question.”


Originally posted by officialwookkibby

You watched your boyfriend’s dumb cute face while he slept and you chewed on your overly chewy disgusting really good gushers. You had specifically told him that you wanted tropical flavored fruit by the foot and he deliberately got stupid gushers instead because he loved them soooo much so now you were forced to wake up at 3am for the next week and steal a pack or two until they’re all gone so he can’t have any so there.

You scoffed and rolled your eyes, getting annoyed just thinking about it, “jerk,” you whispered and kissed his stupid nose when it twitched.

You froze when he started stirring in his sleep, “Y/N?” You whimpered in response hoping he didn’t hear you so you wouldn’t be embarrassed. Too bad he opened his eyes slightly smiled at you, “love you,” you blushed and rolled your eyes at him, pushing a blue gusher into his mouth to shut him up.

“Whatever,” you sighed and granted him a peck on the lips when he finished the candy. He kissed your forehead and let you come closer to cuddle with him until you fell asleep again