aghosting

There is an apple browning in my hand,
green-strewn and wet and leaning to one side;
           ugly, like the scarlet blotch of my lip
           against the bloodlessness of nature.
There is a name turned black between my teeth,
turned slick and bitter, cherry-fallen,
mixed with rain;
                                               Rot for rot.
There is a girl whose death
                       I am avenging on myself— 

I burn my name         to ash between my teeth,
to ash-black and saliva,                   gesso; ink-
black and raking across my palate;            ink-
thick against my striated,            hollow cheek:
stucco;             I can neither swallow nor spit / 

                       this becomes my mouth,    and
this becomes the
           outline of my body
                                                  against time; a
ghost of ink and gesso         against the teeth /
this becomes, underneath the tongue, the last-
gasping for air,         for name against the tide;
an ocean weighing vacant overhead. 

                       —I cough the water from my lungs;
                      I retch. I consume myself
                      like a fruit.

a. leylâ

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I’m being super lazy and don’t want to make a banner so here have this gif I love.

I’m finally getting to this because I’m slow but yaaaaaaay! 109 followers!

So this is going to be broken up into several different groups. First I’ll do the Circle of Magi, which is the people I’ve roleplayed with at least a bit and are totally awesome. Then I’ll do the Imperial Chantry, which is awesome people I follow but we don’t really interact or haven’t interacted yet but totally want to. And finally the Maleficar, which are people I stalk heavily because I’m a creep.

Circle of Magi

scarecrow-death, etnelibertatem, somuchinformation, thermxdynamics, its-jo-brown, lidiyaromanova, violet-stone-rp, theincatationfetter, onlyoncaptainsorders, askicyhottestqueen, heyitsdarcy, themetallicbird, astrongheartneverquits, thehydraprince, tasedagod, beccaxbarnes

Imperial Chantry

captaincapsicle, the-black-widower, shardsofahero, argentkxng, cajunprinceofthieves, nothingburnslike-thecold, xtelepathx, hesjustfast, thewebcrawler, turnofxrogue, keeponxkeepinon, gimmie-chimmie, ahawkinthevents, blonde-stacy, scarletromanova, mysteriousxmystique, fishfingersneedcustard, wolfwomanandman, natasharomanoffrp, unwantedheir, thelaufeysonbrothers, eideticker, raggedychin, parachutesareoptional, reddebt, hydra-steve, starspanglednomad, ameliarolarchwood, donttrustwhatyouhear, thunderxlightning, agxntbxss, wickedwitchoftheupperwestside, tazerqueen, quicksilvernyoom, essencx, herecomeshavok, whoisromanoff, rrokovoy, valdisbelongstoloki, strange-secretary, gravisludos, plaidshirtsandsalad, crackinghackingmiles, bringfreedomback, epialesknight, virginia-aka-pepperpotts, xholdontightx, burdenedthrone, keytoourevolution, thatswhatmakesitanarmy, jotunwolfmother, regimesfxll, lydialowen, thedoctornumber11, themanwhoregenerates, txrturers, wxnterdxys, fancyspaceman, xdirectorfury, talkaboutwinchester, just-a-crazy–slut, compromisedcarny, an-assassins-creed, successorofcain, sherlock-the-busy-little-bee, i-love-peterparker-more

Maleficar

foundingagentpeggycarter, astrophysicist-jane-foster, lookingformymaker, xpeterparkour, scarredbyxhellfire, iknowmywayout, warlikelady, ginger-redheadhero, sacrosxnct, thebrokengodofmischief, he-let-me-fall, councilmxn