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anonymous asked:

This isn't exactly positive and I'm sorry, but do you have any advice for making preparations before coming out to your family? Like in case they cut you off completely?

1. find out where you can stay if they kick you out. ask friends, ask their parents, any extended family you feel safe asking, find out if there is a shelter for homeless LGBT youth near you, anything.

2. pack up what you want. there are some good videos online like on youtube that can show you ways to make your clothes take up as little space as possible. obviously you cant pack all of your stuff, but be prepared for the possibility that you might not see what you dont pack ever again.

3. if you have money in a bank account that your parents have control over, get as much of that money out in cash. don’t skip this. that might be your only source of money and your parents could easily take that money away from you in your account. it’s okay if you cant get all of it, but get as much as you can.

4. emotionally prepare yourself. its often easier to think about getting cut off from your family than it is to actually get cut off from your family. you know whats best for you, but make sure you are ready to hear what might be some of the cruelest things you will ever hear from your parents and family.

5. know what things you have now that are paid for by your parents. it might be a good idea to get a burner phone that you can use in case they cancel your phone line. transfer your contacts or have them written down.

6. prepare for the worst. of course, hopefully the worst won’t happen, but you want to be prepared for whatever might come, and its always better to be overprepared than to be underprepared. see if you can find online accounts of other LGBT+ youth that got kicked out, how they managed, what they are doing now. try to find any LGBT+ centers near you who you can talk to.

good luck, anon. hoping it doesn’t come to any of this, but proud of you for being prepared. feel free to come back and update me if you’re in a position where that’s possible. best wishes

anonymous asked:

Tbh I love your content and personality but what made me wanna message was actually to thank you for inspiring me to go to the gym. I honestly wanna start living a healthy life and be happy and bring happiness to those around me, but I'm also shy of my body because of terrible things I have done to it :^/ I would say it off anon but maybe I'll post a pic once I start to gain confidence ill tag and thank you again. Ps my fave cat Pokémon is Incinaroar cuz I wanna look as confident as they do.

It means so much for me to know that I’ve given you the inspiration to hit the gym! It makes me even happier that you’ve gone through this sort of change, I believe that you can do it! Thank you for taking the time to write this! You have no idea how much I appreciate knowing this! I’m happy for your sake and I hope that it has helped you a lot, my friend! I wish you nothing but luck and that you’re able to achieve your goals as the greatest Incineroar ever!

memefont  asked:

How did you walk Mary home?? Me and my friend can't figure it out. Would you mind helping?

I don’t know if doing Robert’s first date is necessary or not, but if you go on a couple dates without doing Joseph’s second date, the scene with Mary triggers and instead of stonewalling you because you’re creeping on her man she lets you walk her home and you have a heart to heart.

Unfortunately it’s bugged so even if you successfully walk her home earlier, the event will always re-trigger when you do Joseph’s second date and she’ll be angry and not let you walk her home again. It overwrites you successfully walking her home and whatever difference that was supposed to make in the long run doesn’t happen.

Remember in Firefly, how Inara had that shitty client, and when he told her she was going to starve, she said, “Actually, that’s not how it works. You see you’ve earned yourself a black mark in the client registry. No companion is going to contract with you ever again.” 

I was just thinking. Wouldn’t it be cool if women had a registry like that, where they could warn other women away from the dangerous guys?

The cryptid hunter

Theory but kinda spoilers as well.

So this whole everyone was thinking Robert is a cryptid hunter so he’s gonna try to hunt Damian. Well… Joseph is a cryptid. Robert is hunting him. That’s what he’s been doing this whole time keeping an eye on the family.

There’s also so many subtle things when you play though again that you’ll notice. Like the twins trying to steal carmensita’s soul.

anonymous asked:

Your images and dreams draw me like a moth to a flame. I half-remember things when I read them.

I’mma give you homework then. You’ll need a cheap notepad/memo book/journal and a writing utensil you’re comfortable with. Each time you get that tuning fork feel, write down your feelings and associated thoughts.

You’re having a gut level response to stimulus, but your brain hasn’t quite developed the language for communicating that response so it remains “half-remembered” and “Keri’s driving me nuts”.

You’ll start to see a theme develop. Maybe around a color. Maybe around a symbol, or a procedure. Maybe you see a lack where you are unconsciously expecting a certain thing to happen but since it doesn’t, you stare at the screen in frustration.

Capture the feelings, evocations, and sensory perception. Start building your language so when that tuning fork resonates again, you can sing your song in that key.

anonymous asked:

Tsuna, Xanxus and Gokudera trying to win back their civillian ex

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Tsuna

You dropped on your couch like a log that night, coming home so late for working hard so much. Not only that but you had a fierce argument with your boss because he was practically forcing you into taking a vacation leave.

But how could you?

Leaving your mind idle would only allow the memories to come flooding in and hurt you again.

Tsuna…

Why all of a sudden?

How could he just suddenly tell you he’s grown tired of you?

Not your precious Tsuna. Not that sweet, slightly awkward man who treated you like you were his whole world… But as soon as you asked him about it his usually warm eyes turned cold. Like iced gold. In just one second it felt as though a chasm had opened up between the both of you. All of a sudden he felt like a million miles away and suddenly… he stopped calling. For three weeks you’ve waited. You were still waiting. You felt like a moron.

Even a complete idiot would know what that meant.

BZZZZTTT!!!! BZZZZTTT!!!! BZZZZTTT!!!!

KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK!

The vibrating of your phone and the knocking on your door forced you to open your eyes and you sighed.

You answered your phone as you struggled to get up to answer your door. “Hello?”

“Hey, it’s me.”

“Hayato?” you asked, confused. “What’s up?”

You heard him cough awkwardly on the other side but spoke gruffly anyway. “I know this is an awkward question but… have you seen him?”

You blinked before smiling sadly, making your way towards the door where another set of knocks came on again. “You know he’s dumped me. He hasn’t called since…”

“…I know but… Please. He’s missing; this is not normal for him. If you see him please… Please let me know!”

Beginning to worry as you listened to Hayato’s pleas you open the door and your eyes widen when you saw the topic of your current conversation leaning against the threshold of your door, his arms crossed over his chest and looking at you from the corner of his eyes.

“Hayato,” you calmly said through the phone as you stared at Tsuna’s face. “I think you better pick him up.”

“Wha―”

But before Hayato could finish his question the phone was taken from your hand and Tsuna started speaking. “Hayato. Don’t wait up.”

He ended the phone call as he backed you into your apartment and threw your phone on the carpet as he did so.

“I don’t think there’s anything else we need to talk about anymore, Tsuna,” you said as calmly as you can. “You made it perfectly clear that you don’t want anything to do with me.”

“Did your boss give you your vacation time?” he asked, ignoring what you just said.

You looked away. It hurt to look into his eyes. “What does that have to do with anything?”

“I specifically told him that if you get sick from overworking; I’ll put him in a drum and bury him in cement.”

He said it so coldly, so casually you knew there was no way he was joking. “So that was you?”

“…We need to talk.”

“You didn’t seem interested in anything I had to say before,” you walked around him towards the door to open it for him as you said so. “I think you should leave now.”

But before you could open the door you felt yourself being pressed against it from behind, his hand on the one you had on the door knob and you gasped at the feel of his breath against the shell of your ear as he spoke. “If I were ten years younger I would have given up on this. I know for a fact I’d only cause you pain. I didn’t try to call because… I tried to see if I could still live without you.”

The admission touched a nerve in you but it did not make you angry. Just extremely sad at the struggle he had had to fight with to come to whatever decision he had reached tonight. And you were half afraid this was going to be the last time you’d see him.

“And?” you whispered back as your tears pricked your eyes, your lips trembling from the emotions you’ve been trying to bury all this time even as you whisper out his name. “What did you find out?”

You felt him bury his face in your hair and breathed you in like you were the last source of oxygen on earth. His arms coming around you tightly. “That I’m not fifteen anymore. And I’m not going to walk away from what belongs to me. So I’m sorry… I can’t give you up.”

Xanxus

You felt a migraine coming up as you saw another member of the Varia guarding your front door as you stepped out to go to work for the third week in a row. Fed up, you march towards Levi who was doing an excellent imitation of a stone gargoyle and put your hands on your waist demanding his attention.

“Is he listening?” you asked irritably.

Levi’s answer is to sweat bullets and try to ignore you. Xanxus’ orders were very specific. You were not to be touched or harmed in any way. Anyone who tries will be promised a very painful flaying.

Normally you would be too stubborn to even acknowledge their presence but this was just getting ridiculous.

Grabbing Levi’s ear and dragging the earpiece towards you you started yelling into it. “You JERK! Make them stop! Are you trying to pick a fight with me?! This is the reason why I left you in the first place! Stop hovering and let me live like an ordinary person! I don’t need you protecting me all the time, you paranoid, idiot! Call them all off or I will never forgive you!”

You shoved Levi back and stomped off to work. However, with every step your anger melted away into something sad and aching. It wasn’t like you wanted to break it off with him. But Xanxus’ love was becoming suffocating. It was as if he was determined to have you coddled and watched over twenty four seven. Sometimes you even thought you couldn’t go to the bathroom without being watched.

As your relationship with him progressed it became obvious to you that he was not just an overzealous, arrogant, violent tempered bum you knew so well. Xanxus had always struck you as a man with power. More than just authority, but true blue power. Power that always amazed you were allowed to touch whenever you slept beside him. Whenever you touched him. Whenever you kissed him. And in the end it was the real reason you left him. You grew uncertain.

Uncertain that you will never be good enough for someone like Xanxus. Like you would only get in his way. And though it broke your heart you thought this was better than being a burden to him.

You went on to work as usual and the light feeling you had on your back told you that at least Xanxus listened to your request. You went on with your duties with a bittersweet smile on your face. And when the day ended you went home as usual, thinking of crying yourself to sleep again tonight as you thought about him. Praying you would get over him soon so you could stop suffering.

Suddenly a hand reached out from the darkness and covered your mouth, effectively keeping you from screaming. You were pulled into a dark alley kicking and screaming. You managed to bite the hand holding onto you and managed to get enough breathing room to squeeze out a scream before a fist knocked you down.

Before you lost consciousness you caught a glimpse of crimson eyes burning furiously in the dark.

You woke up in the back of a moving car and terror made you immediately react violently and struggle against the feeling of a pair of hard arms holding onto you like you were a lifeline.

Fuck, quit that, you idiot!”

The familiar rumble of that voice froze you enough to recognize just whose arms were holding you. And there, staring back at you, were Xanxus’ beloved red eyes.

“Xanxus…”

His calloused hand ran feather light against your sore, swollen cheek and the violence that has always been a constant presence in his eyes flared in a fury you had always suspected he was capable of.

“I’m going to keep that fucker alive and in pain as long as I can until your bruises heal. And then I’m killing him with my bare hands.” He promised before gently pulling your chin up to make you look at him. “I’ll kill anyone who tries to touch you with my bare hands.”

You couldn’t help it, your tears fell even as you buried your face in his shirt. “Are you deaf? I told you… We’re through.”

You felt his arms tighten around you even more and you couldn’t help but surrender yourself to the familiar comforting safety his embrace always made you feel even as you heard him speak gruffly. “Like I ever agreed to something that stupid.”

Gokudera

“This is Red Storm to Blue Rain. Do you copy?”

“Blue Rain here reading you loud and clear.”

“Hey, Sunshine. You there?”

“IT’S YELLOW SUN! WHY DO YOU KEEP CHANGING MY CODE NAME?!”

“Because it’s lame, that’s why.”

“Green Lightning, please kindly shut up.”

“I swear I’m coming up with the code names next time you screw up, Ahoudera.”

“Maa, maa, are we ready with the plan?”

“That depends. Do you guys have the item?”

“Right here. Green Lightning just got it to us in the nick of time.”

“Then the mission is a go. Approach subject with caution. Red Storm, out.”

You gaped at the sight of Takeshi and Ryohei standing on your front door holding a very large bouquet of flowers in between them. Now these were two guys you never thought would see again.

“SPECIAL DELIVERY~!” the both of them sang out.

“Umm… What is this?” was all you could ask as both carried the bouquet through your front door and onto your dining room table.

“Just helping out a friend say sorry.” Takeshi replied with his usual grin.

“Yup!” Ryohei gave you a thumbs up. “Hope you make up real soon. He’s miserable without you.”

“I don’t think we’re supposed to say that.”

“Tch, and that’s why he’s in this mess,” Ryohei rolled his eyes at the other man. “That Octopus-Head needs to be more honest with his feelings.”

“Anyways please excuse us!” Takeshi waved at you as he and Ryohei stepped out of the door.

“W-wait!”

You froze when Takeshi pinned you with a smile and hazel eyes that seemed much too serious than he normally was. “Please keep in mind. Everything he does, he does it to keep you safe.”

You blinked back. “…How is working at the post office supposed to keep me safe?”

Their only response were twin grins from both athletic men before they both stepped out of the house and you were left with that enormous bouquet in your dining room. When you came closer you somehow saw the note buried in the flowers. Opening it up you couldn’t help the watery smile that crossed your lips as you read the written message.

‘I’m an idiot. I’m sorry.’ -Hayato

You sighed and sat down on a dining room chair, contemplating the bouquet of flowers on your table even as you held on to the note in your hand.

“Stupid Hayato,” you mumbled out as you stared at a blushing tulip with troubled eyes. “I already know you’re an idiot and I love you despite that. I just want to know why you keep ending up wounded all the time. Stop keeping secrets from me, moron.”

Hayato listened to your words through an ear piece via the tiny listening device he had had Lambo add into the bouquet at the last minute as he lay in bandages on a medical wing bed and smiled sadly.

If only it were that simple…

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“You think that I’d forgotten you, pet? My mind has been occupied, I’ll admit, but I promise that I will never not crave the way you moan my name, beg me to come and touch you and make you mine. Now that I’m here with your naked form beneath my hands, I can see the tears in your eyes and hear every sound that leaves your breathless lips as I pull you back and forth towards the edge, again and again - never letting you over it until I have satisfied my addiction. At least for now.”

Coffee Fairy - Miles Luna x Reader

Name: Coffee Fairy

Pairing: Miles Luna x Reader

Word Count: 577

A/N: This is based on Miles’s tweet saying that he flirts by making faces at girls and hoping they smile. Just a quick thing I put together at work.

You took your hands off your keyboard to resist the urge to smash your entire laptop into the floor of the Starbucks. No matter what order you wrote words in, it all sounded like garbage. Your characters had just decided that today of all days was the time to refuse to do absolutely anything that you wanted them to do. You picked up your coffee to take a sip only to find that your cup was empty. Again.

You sighed and looked up to gauge the length of the line only to see that it was starting to stretch towards the door. Even coffee seemed intent on betraying you today.

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*Bogus dceu rumor about Affleck comes out right before the DCEU panel tomorrow at SDCC*

Some people in the dceu fandom: well, it’s time to hang up our hats, he’s really gonna leave right this instant, how could this anonymous source be wrong? It’s not like we haven’t heard these rumors before, over and over again, from the same anonymous sources that don’t seem to exist or ever be right. 


Y’all are just gonna let these rumors play you again? Again? We’re getting movie news on the 22th, maybe chill until then.