after making this i don't have feelings anymore

Long Ass List of Daredevil Sentence Starters
  • "Scream all you want. Come on, let me hear you scream. Scream loud. Nobody gives a shit down here."
  • "I gotta go bribe a cop."
  • "But seriously, yeah, I gotta go bribe a cop."
  • "Please stop giving my mom cigars."
  • "Look, I'm not asking you to do anything immoral."
  • "You've never done this before?"
  • "Maybe we can help each other."
  • "All I did was ask him for a drink."
  • "Define yourself by what you have, value the differences, make no apologies for what you lack."
  • "I thought I detected a whiff of virtue in there."
  • "But I'm awkward and unfashionable. Those things don't seem to apply to you."
  • "I just don't feel like going home okay?"
  • "So let's hop a few bars, not think about it."
  • "Your outfit kind of sucks, by the way."
  • "You haven't told me anything about you."
  • "Okay, good because I was starting to worry you might be in love with me."
  • "I drank the eel. Not a euphemism."
  • "And we are now filled with mighty eel strength!"
  • "After what you told me, I'm never going home again."
  • "I know you're scared, but I'm here to help you. Okay? - You don't have to be scared anymore."
  • "I make a heck of a latte, if you're interested."
  • "Facts have no moral judgment. They merely state what is. Not what we think of them, not what we feel."
  • "I know how hard this must be for you."
  • "You have no idea how any of this is for me."
  • "They have to pay for what they've done."
  • "They won't listen."
  • "We'll make them listen."
  • "You do not want to test me."
  • "You think this is still about you?"
  • "You should have just killed me. You coward."
  • "This is an offer, not an order."
  • "I did some digging into your, uh past activities."
  • "A man/woman that can be bought isn't worth having."
  • "I said you should move on. Didn't say anything about me."
  • "Even though our perception of it changes, one thing remains constant. The past can never be completely erased. It lingers."
  • "I've been lied to before by men/women. Some were even decent ones but they still felt the need to be dishonest about things that mattered."
  • "Hey, that's not a reason, it's an excuse."
  • "He's/She's like a sexual Rain Man."
  • "I want you to touch my face."
  • "Just tell me what you feel."
  • "You need anything else, you know where to find me."
  • "You want the short answer or the long one?"
  • "We need to contain this."
  • "Lying to that woman is impossible."
  • "Choose a side."
  • "I'm the closest he/she has to family. He'd/She'd do the same for me."
  • "That wasn't very smart, but it was fun watching you bleed."
  • "Life is not a fairy tale. Not everyone deserves a happy ending."
  • "Animals don't stop fighting. Not until one of them is dead."
  • "Admittedly, I'm a work in progress."
  • "Let's get this started."
  • "You know what they call stuff like that? Gifts. The special kind. The kind that very few people have. Or deserve."
  • "Smart don't come out of books, kid. Smart is making the right decision at the right time."
  • "Big world. Not all of it flowers and sunshine, and the only way guys like you and me can survive is to grab it by the throat and never let go."
  • "Are you gonna lie there all night or get up off your ass?"
  • "What a shithole."
  • "This is my life and I made something of it, without you."
  • "Relationships are a luxury men like you and me can't afford."
  • "Is that why you left? Huh? To protect me?"
  • "You got heart kid, but heart's not enough."
  • "Anger is a spark, good. Rage is a wildfire, out of control, therefore useless. Just like you."
  • "We all pay for our choices."
  • "I've learned a lot since you've been gone."
  • "You're a dick."
  • "Say that you want my help."
  • "I want you to help yourself."
  • "I don't need a friend. I need a soldier."
  • "In war, people die. If it's not you, it's the guy next to you."
  • "I swear I will not kill anybody. Pussy."
  • "Never is a man more good looking than when he is in love."
  • "You do your job, I'll do mine."
  • "On occasion some dickery may leak out, but doesn't mean I'm wrong."
  • "So, how long before I do something that pisses you off?"
  • "You can't listen to people like that. You have to just block them out."
  • "Yeah, you're just a guy, right? A really, really good-looking guy."
  • "If you weren't half dead, I would kick your ass."
  • "We're gonna be the best damn avocados this city has ever seen."
  • "Misspelling 'Hanukkah' is a mistake. Attempted murder is a little something else."
  • "Well, we seldom get everything we want. Not in this world."
  • "You were really something back in the day. When you had a soul."
  • "I'm not afraid to die."
  • "We'll be together, that's all that matters."
  • "You really think that this will change anything?"

anonymous asked:

Could you write something about our!Ciel and real!Ciel's meeting after not seeing each other for 4 years after the fire, with real!Ciel as a less yandere brother?

Hi anon, it’s been a bit less than three weeks since you sent this in, I think? 

Well, I hope you get a chance to read it. And that you find it at least mildly satisfactory. :)

Rating: G+

Warnings: Might give you some feels. 


‘’I’ve missed you,’’ he says, and the words come out not quite right, sounding more like an accusation than anything else. It doesn’t make them any less true.

‘’I know,’’ the other responds, eyes fixed to the ground. ‘’I know, I—I’ve missed you too.’’

A snort, then, ‘’Is this the part where we kiss and make up?’’

The corners of the other’s lips curl bitterly upwards. ‘’No,’’ he says, ‘’I don’t think so. You died because of me.’’

The truth, once spoken, weighs heavy on them. They know it can’t be fixed, something once lost can never be regained after all, but he’s here, he’s back, he’s standing less than three inches away, and they miss each other. So much it hurts.

‘’No,’’ he says, voice filled with pure determination, ‘’I died because of them.’’

‘’I let you die, then.’’

Silence. Silence so loud it’s almost deafening.

His mouth twists into something unpleasant. ‘’That you did,’’ he says finally.

‘’I’m–sorry. If it means anything, I truly am sorry.’’ The other’s gaze remains downcast.

‘’Look at me.’’

‘’I can’t.’’

‘’Look at me!’’

Words have never before hurt this much. Look at me. Such a simple sentence, such a simple act. All he has to do is lift his head up and open his eyes. And then he’d see. The consequences of his sins, the damage he’s caused. He’d see them all.

He’d see his brother again.

‘’I can’t,’’ he repeats. His eyes sting with unshed tears. ‘’I can’t. I can’t, I’m sorry. I’m—‘’ The rest of his words get drowned out by sobs. For the first time in years, he cries. He sheds the tears he didn’t shed when he saw his brother’s corpse sitting lifeless atop a bloodstained altar; he sheds the tears he didn’t shed when he saw his parents’ names engraved in cold slabs of marble; he sheds the tears he didn’t shed the day he brought a red dress inside the church. ‘’I’m sorry,’’ he wails, the words pitifully insufficient.

‘’Stop.’’

A pair of spindly arms wrap tightly around the crying child. He buries his face in the nape of his brother’s neck. ‘’I’m sorry.’’  

‘’Stop. It’s all right. You don’t have to carry this all on your own now. I’m here, and I’m never leaving your side again.’’ It’s all he can offer right now.

He hopes it will be enough. 

A final sob, a sniffle, a tightening of arms around his neck. Then, ‘’I know. I missed you.’’

‘’I missed you too.’’

… … … … … …

A/N: Thank you for the request, anon. Writing this made for a nice change of pace. I hope me choosing not to use names doesn’t make it too confusing, I tried to keep it linear. 

anonymous asked:

I was always begging you to hurt me wasn't I? Well you have. You really have Thomas. Thanks for that. Thanks for making me care and then leaving me. I can really feel the pain. It's what I wanted after all. Thanks for everything. You've given me more than I deserve. You've made me felt more than I thought I could. But I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't want to feel anything anymore.

Originally posted by psiicopataa

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Me waiting for Old Xian to finish her next chapter of 19 Days that will hopefully focus on what happened after Zhan XiXi asked Jian Yi if he liked him but also I am anxious that Old Xian will laugh it off and push this plot moving moment away because she has never followed through with any of the love confessions in any or her work ever before and this could very well be another example of not following through with a cliffhanger, but I am also holding out hope that she will write a love confession scene where Jian and Zhan’s feelings are mutually exchanged because that would be the first time she’s ever done that with one of her manga, but it will also make tons of people happy to finally have a pair be visibly canonized in 19 Days. Also a kiss scene where Zhan doesn’t kick Jian’s ass right after would be nice.

Lmao but idk, fam. Lol.

anonymous asked:

Stucky staying to get in a hotel room before they talk about them in the 21st century. Steve ends up having a nightmare, saying things like "I'm sorry, Bucky. Please I'm sorry." And "I understand why you don't love me anymore, I'm sorry." And sobbing. Or a night sexy dream where Bucky makes him feel so good and Steve says daddy. You know, if you don't want angst.

Bucky doesn’t sleep. He lets Steve sleep and takes the first watch. They’ve been on a mission taking down the rest of the remaining Hydra bases after Tony cleared Bucky’s name and Steve’s. 

It took a lot of time and healing and T’Challa, along with Wanda’s help, was a life saver but they got there in the end. But that was a story for another time. Steve slept like an angel, he looked so young. Innocent and untouched by the cruelty of the world.

Bucky notices a frown beginning to form on Steve’s lips. A moment later, Steve lets out a small whimper. He’s silent for a moment and then he twists, face flushed. There are tears leaking from his eyes. 

“Bucky…” he whispers, “I’m sorry.” He lets out a hiccuping sob and goes silent. Bucky walks over to his bed and put a hand on Steve’s cheek. 

“Stevie?” 

“I’m sorry,” Steve whimpered in his sleep, “I’m sorry. Please, I’m so sorry. I understand…” 

“Stevie, wake up. You’re havin’ a - 

“…if you don’t love me anymore,” Steve whispered. He lets out another sob, curling in on himself. He’s trembling in his sleep, biting his bottom lip. 

“Stevie, please - 

“You…don’t love me,” Steve moans, crying earnestly, “do you?” Bucky’s heart breaks, of course he loves Steve. He just didn’t know how to bring it up. Stupid of him, he knows. 

“Baby,” Bucky whispers, kissing Steve’s cheeks, licking away the tears there, “sweetheart, wake up.” It takes a couple of seconds but soon, Steve’s eyes are opening. 

“Buck?” he croaks and then seems to realise what happened and backs away, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to - 

“Baby,” Bucky says gently, “c’mere.” He opens his arms and Steve all but lunges into his embrace, sobbing into Bucky’s neck. 

“Sweetheart, I’m here now. I’m so sorry I didn’t say anythin’,” Bucky kisses his temple, “oh, baby doll. Don’t cry, we’re goin’ to be just fine.” 

“I love you,” Steve croaks and clings onto Bucky for dear life, wrapping his arms and legs around Bucky’s neck and waist. “Don’t leave me, please don’t leave me. I can’t - can’t do this without you - 

“It’s okay, Stevie, you don’t need to,” Bucky lay him out on the bed and when he tries to get Steve some water, Steve locked his arms and legs tighter, whimpering. 

“D-don’t,” he mumbled, “please, please don’t.” 

“Okay, darlin’,” Bucky says, kicking off his boots and pulling off his jacket. He gets into Steve’s bed and immediately Steve latches onto him, burying his face in Bucky’s chest. “I gotcha, kitten. I gotcha.” 

“Bucky,” Steve moans, wrapping his legs around one of Bucky’s thighs, fingers digging into the brunette’s chest, “Bucky.” 

“Oh, I know, I know,” Bucky croons, rubbing his hand up and down Steve’s back, “I know. Baby, I know. I love you so much, and I’m never, ever lettin’ you go again. You hear me?” 

Steve nods and looks up at him. He’s all puffy eyed and teary and Bucky thinks he’s beautiful. He leans down and kisses Steve. The noise Steve makes is enough to have Bucky growling and rolling the blond underneath his body. 

Steve looks up at him and smiles sleepily, “stay.” 

“Always.” 

anonymous asked:

How do I get closer to Allah? I know He's there, watching me and helping me and sometimes I get so overwhelmed by the fact He never abandons me even though I keep turning my back. But this feeling passes and I'm left again with this big emotionless void in my heart and I suddenly don't even care about Islam anymore. I'm so sick of these moods and how much they ruin everything.

Assalam Alaikom :)

A fluctuating iman is an issue for all of us. We have to constantly work on improving & maintaining our iman, or it will decrease.

How Do I Get Closer to Allah?

Never miss salah. Make thorough wudu. Take your time in salah. Make dua during sujood & after tashahhud. Talk to God in these moments. Dedicate yourself to salah

Make dua often & regularly. Dua is your means of talking to God. Ask for for many things, Allah loves when we call upon him.

Read the Quran every day. The Quran is Allah talking to you. In those moments of despair, open the Quran and let God speak to you. Reflect on the verses you read and how you can apply them in your daily life.

Make dhikr. Spend time remembering Allah, Allah will remember you. Ponder upon the sky & the oceans and think of Allah during your moments of awe. Keep your mouth busy with dhikr.

Perform voluntary acts of worship. Sunnah prayers as well as other sunnahs (like fasting on Mondays and Thursdays) that Rasulullah (pbuh) did served as a means of going above and beyond to show commitment to Allah. You to can do this, and feel the blessings.

Get rid of negativity in your life. Negative thoughts, people, places, habits, they all need to go. We cannot expect ourselves to grow and commit to God if other things bring us down.

Get to Know Allah through the 99 names. Reflect on their meanings and when you have or when you will experience those traits from God in your life. (Example: The Mercy of never being abandoned by God)

Keep good friends. Those who are close to God, will bring you close to God.

Check your character & ego. Be humble, kind, appreciative. Have good manners. Work hard to keep your pride in check. Stay away from jealously. You will see a difference in how you’re able to connect to Allah. (See Surat al-Maida: 27).

Rely on Allah in your darkest & brightest times. Be appreciate when you’re happy. When you’re down, don’t reach out to anyone but Allah. Seek guidance and protection from your Lord alone.

anonymous asked:

I think I really fucked up my life. I am a non trad who decided to pursue medicine after undergrad. I had a poor 2.6 undergrad gpa as a non-science major. I took all my science pre reqs and came out with a 3.2 cum science gpa. Not spectacular I know. I spent too much of my time working to make sure I was able to pay undergrad loans and bills. Now Im 4 years out, Ive taken the MCAT 3x now, and I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like such failure. Do you have any advice for me?

people are not failures. people fail, but it is what they learn from it and what they do afterwards that makes them who they are.

knowing ONLY what you have told me about your path, i would say that it may be time to think very critically about what it is that you want out of a career that you believe you will get out of medicine. getting a medical school spot is a rare and elite accomplishment, but it is NOT an achievement in itself. and that is not to take anything away from the people who have gotten into medical school, but to give you some perspective.

the path to happiness is not a ladder, where if you can’t make it up one rung, you can’t get to the top. it’s a jungle gym. there are many paths to fulfillment. and i would say that, objectively, for you, the path you’re on is not taking you to a good place. you are still young, you can still figure things out, and there is no shame in taking a different path that is better for you.

you can still win. you can still help people in a meaningful way and you can still be a respected person and you can still do whatever it is you believe that being a doctor is. but medicine IS a ladder, and if you can’t make it up the ladder, i’d suggest switching to the jungle gym.

and i say this, of course, as a ladder-jumper. the jungle gym is not that bad. it’s actually a lot funner, and more humane, and i’m still trying to help the people on the ladder :)

anonymous asked:

I, as well as countless other women, can say from experience that once you've gone through an abortion, you don't take the risk of unsafe sex again. At the very least the morning after pill is always an option. Rebecca is an embarrassment to women that have had to have an abortion. If he actually did somehow 'force' her to do that, the writers shouldn't have made her so ready to jump into bed with him. So unrealistic. No self-respect, so I don't respect her either.

This just makes me feel even less for her, she’s been through it before, she’s acting like she was so traumatised by it yet she wouldn’t take precautions. She’s so full of shit, I honestly can’t stand the sight of her anymore.

goodluckgabe  asked:

I don't identify as ace anymore, and for some reason that makes me feel guilty. Do you have any thoughts on why that might be? Thanks!

Maybe you think it was just a phase™ and that everyone was right that invalidated your aceness. Maybe it was a phase but that isn´t bad, after all sexuality can be fluid and for the time you identified as ace you were ace and it was part of your identity.

Just because it was a phase for you shouldn´t make you feel guilty. The human experience is for everyone different, why feel guilty for having your own unique experience.

- Paula

anonymous asked:

I wish I could feel fabulous like you.

It may take time, but if you try you can make it there one day. And if you can’t believe in yourself, store bought is fine.

!!!!!!!!

FYI for anyone getting asks from @exploringjade, they repost and they know it and don’t care. They re-edit gifs/edits and seem proud of this fact?? If I see them on my dash I’m probably going to unfollow.

RULE 2) Don’t ask me where I get my sources. Just know that they are drawn from weheartit.com and edited.

I mean who even uses weheartit anymore??!?!

Why Whitney was so hard to beat in Gold and Silver:

Nobody liked Whitney, the third gym leader in Johto. Other than the fact that she was a crybaby who hated to lose (who wouldn’t even give you a badge until you let her calm the fuck down after losing) she was also incredibly difficult to beat, causing almost universal hatred of her Miltank.

A strong, tanky cow, Miltank was capable of wiping an entire team with Rollout, WHILE leaving you unable to attack by using Attract, and even if you manage to get to attack Miltank, she can heal herself to almost full health by using Milk Drink. It was like running into a brick wall that you were in love with that was constantly being rebuilt while you were attacking it. Not a fun fight whatsoever.

Since 2001, no one has truly understood why Whitney’s Miltank was such a problem, and neither did I, but I think I have it all worked out.

See, Whitney’s Milktank has a pretty sinister chemistry to it, just like almost every Miltank, which makes it really easy to use. First, even though Miltank only has two offensive moves, they work well together with Miltank’s natural tankyness. Even though Rollout is a pretty weak attack at first, because Miltank has health to spare, there is plenty of time of Rollout to get powerful with consecutive hits. In the time it takes you to get two or three hits on Miltank, she drops you to zero. 

That’s only a problem because even though Miltank might have taken some significant damage, she’s now rolling and unable to stop. Whatever Pokemon you throw out, there’s a good chance that the last couple hits from Rollout will knock out your Pokemon in one hit.

So, your only hope is to hope that your Pokemon can get hits on Miltank in before they die, while waiting for Rollout to end, so that you can once again have a chance to attack without too much worry. Not only that, but, there’s a good chance that during all of this, you’ve managed to whittle Miltank down a bit, so, there’s still hope left.

That is, until she uses Milk Drink, which immediately erases all your hard work.

Milk Drink can only be taught to a select few Pokemon, and Miltank happens to be one of the sole heirs to that throne. In battle it restores a very large chunk of health to the user, but outside of battle, it can be used on any teammate to help restore of of their health. 

That’s all superb if you have your own Miltank, but, Whitney tends to overuse the ability, causing some headaches.

All of that aside, however, there is one sole reason why Miltank is the hardest Pokemon to beat early in the game.

Besides the fact that you can’t really catch a fighting type Pokemon before Whitney (your only option is Heracross, which are extremely rare, only found in trees, and can be hard to raise) there’s a good chance that your strongest Pokemon at that point would be your starter. 

While most wild Pokemon have a 50/50 chance of being male or female, the starter Pokemon you’re given at the beginning of the game has a 75-80% chance of being male. That’s a pretty strong majority. 

On the other hand, Miltank always has a 100% chance of being female. There is no such thing as a male cow. Those are bulls. Miltank is a cow, thus, always female.

You can see where I’m going with this.

Because chances are good that your starter Pokemon is a male, that makes it able to fall in love with Miltank. Being in love causes all of your attacks to have a 50% chance of failing.

So, your strongest Pokemon, now crippled by feelings, is being relentlessly rolled over by a cow, who after wasting your team, will drink some milk and be completely fine, while you’re left shaking your game system, screaming something that’s likely misogynistic.

That’s why Whitney was such a problem.

So, if you replay Gold or Silver, do yourself a favor:

Raise a strong independent female Pokemon. 

PFL era mainewash, with Wash being such a needy worry wart that he sneaks into Maine’s medbay room at night to sleep with him. After the fourth or fifth morning they’re found cuddling on the bed obviously too small for both, the staff just let him right in, completely disregarding the ‘no late night visitors’ rule and providing him liberal access to the linens closet. If having Agent Washington curled up close and small and drooling on his shoulder makes it easier to administer treatment to Agent Maine then so be it.

Tangled Warrior AU: In which Mulan is the one who stumbles upon Rapunzel’s tower and helps Rapunzel to find the courage to fight back against the thing that holds her captive. After Rapunzel defeats her own fears she leaves the tower together with Mulan who swears to protect her on the way back to Rapunzel’s parents. On their journey back to Rapunzel’s family they fall in love.

I WANTED TO DO A STREAM TONIGHT but i would feel so bad because it would be so late after work! i always feel so guilty when i hold such stupid late livestreams, which is literally the only reason i haven’t had any. i work late, get home late, and then no one’s able to make it!

so i did want to stream and do a comic tonight, but this may very well be another streamless night–i hate working saturdays but i keep getting put on them

BUT STILL there will be a destiel comic/piece of SOME sort today i just gotta…find a little time..

anonymous asked:

Hey, I need advice. I kinda want to come out as transgender, but I'm fighting myself with it. I guess, I really want to come out and get it over with and start being treated like a guy for once, but I'm worried that maybe it's the wrong label or I misinterpreted how I feel and I don't want to change after I come out as official, because then people might not take me seriously anymore. What should I do? Risk it and hopefully be happy or be patient so I don't make a mistake?

You don’t have to be sure about your identity. I’m sure as hell not.

Sometimes your identity will be thrust upon you, as in my case. Some people find labels very useful; some don’t. Some people find coming out very important and cathartic; some don’t. But there’s a myth that there isn’t a spectrum between “out” and “not out.”

You probably have some good friends who suspect that this is something that’s troubling you. Why not talk about it with them? Say that you’re nervous, say that you’re not sure, say that you’d like to be treated like a guy but you’re not sure you would always like to be treated like a guy (gender fluidity is a thing, as is genderqueerness, and you could be either one of these things, or neither.) Say essentially what you’ve said to me – that these are the things you’re worried about. A true friend will hear you out and ask what it is you want. If you’re not sure, that’s fine. If you’d like them to use neutral pronouns for a little while as you explore performing masculinity, that’s fine. If you’d like them to ask which pronouns you’re feeling that day, that’s fine.

Your identity is never a mistake, no matter how much it changes. As we grow and learn more about ourselves and what we want and don’t want, the things we consider truest about ourselves may change. This is true of sexual identity, romantic identity, and gender identity. Feeling like a guy today does not make feeling like a girl tomorrow invalid.

You’re going to be fine, kid.

Yours,
A Supervillain

TAYLOR SWIFT REALISTIC SENTENCE MEME [PART 1]
  • "You love yourself more than you could ever love me."
  • "There's no time for tears."
  • "I don't know what I want, so don't ask me."
  • "You have a way of coming easily to me."
  • "You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you."
  • "Nobody ever lets me in."
  • "No one notices until it's too late to do anything."
  • "Love was all you wanted, 'cause you're giving it away like extra change."
  • "You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone."
  • "Even now just looking at you feels wrong."
  • "It was a moment of weakness and you said, yes."
  • "I should've been there in the back of your mind."
  • "They never believed we'd really fall in love."
  • "Man, I didn't kiss her, when I should have."
  • "I'm only me when I'm with you."
  • "You can’t see me wantin' you the way you want her."
  • "Every time you smile, I smile."
  • "Now that you're close I feel like coming undone."
  • "Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure."
  • "I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you."
  • "I said, leave, but all I really want is you."
  • "I don't know how it gets better than this."
  • "Take me somewhere we can be alone."
  • "Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain."
  • "Why are people always leaving?"
  • "I honestly believed in you."
  • "She'll never know your story like I do."
  • "What you're looking for has been here the whole time."
  • "You've got a smile that can light up this whole town."
  • "You say you're fine—I know you better than that."
  • "You might think i'm bulletproof, but I'm not."
  • "Why do you have to make me feel small?"
  • "It's killing me to see you go after all this time."
  • "Sometimes it doesn't work out."
  • "You don't have to call anymore."
  • "I never knew I could feel that much."
  • "My heart's not breaking, cause I'm not feeling anything at all."
  • "You're not scared of anything at all."
  • "I had the best day with you today."
  • "It’s hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair."
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Merlin/The Vampire Diaries AU: Merthur as Delena

Tired of hiding his feelings for Arthur and afraid he will never have the chance to tell him after Camlann’s battle, Merlin reveals his deepest secret to his king. He doesn’t wait for an answer though, he enchants him to make him forget, before he might find out that Arthur feels the same. Before it might be too late to go back.

So Arthur walks away, oblivious again. And Merlin does the same.

Autumn 2015 for the Signs
  • Aries: Patience may not be your strength but you know that good things come to those who wait. And you finally did your time waiting. Whatever it is that you desire is so close, just reach out your hand. It's time to conquer now. You will shine. And always remember that you are loved! 💜
  • Taurus: As the leafs fall you realize that another year is about to pass. Many things rush through your head, many desires that you kept for yourself overwhelm you now. Your house, your room, your entire life may feel like it doesn't fit you anymore. You've always been so constant, Taurus. You never really changed. Do it now if you feel like it. You are loved! 💜
  • Gemini: An old feeling returns. You feel something that you have felt before and chances are very good that it's a positive feeling for you. Enjoy it. There are eyes that you can't forget, could that be? Some old scars that never really heal. They may not heal now but they will stop bleeding. I promise. Remember that you are loved! 💜
  • Cancer: People will realize they did underestimate you, Cancer. You are capable of many things, you have many talents. Now it's your choice how to use them. This is your time to choose. What kind of person would you like people to expect you to be? I know you'll make the righ choice, love. You are loved, always. 💜
  • Leo: Someone caught your attention. They surround you like a fly but you're not annoyed by them. They fascinate you, caught your interest. You know what? This person will play an important part in your future. Everything that happens happens for a reason, Leo. Always remember that you are loved! 💜
  • Virgo: Sometimes it's better to sit in silence. This autumn you may realize that things have been tough for you in the past and that everything is different now. It's your time to go with whatever it is that makes you happy. You enjoy the silence? Then don't start talking to that person again. You owe nothing to anyone. You are loved by the right people! 💜
  • Libra: The sun is setting earlier and earlier every evening but the golden skies are just beautiful, aren't they? And as the leafs turn golden, red, and brown your heart catches fire for something, maybe someone. How long has it been since that happened last? Enjoy your life, it's getting more and more beautiful every day. Just like the sunsets. You are loved! 💜
  • Scorpio: The morning fog may make you feel depressed. You can't see the sky and you feel small. But as the day gets older, the sky gets brighter and the fog disappears. The sun is stronger that whatever it is that tries to cover it, hide it. And you are the sun, Scorpio. You are loved, truly! 💜
  • Sagittarius: This autumn is your time for adventure, Sagittarius! You have caught fire for something? Go for it. Chances are good that the road you take this autumn leads you to something beautiful. You won't regret leaving your old path, love. You are loved by the right people! 💜
  • Capricorn: In autumn, the weather changes from sun to storm and so does your mood, Capricorn. But you are very creative and ambitious this autumn! Evem though you may feel like everything you do is not really enough or what you wanted it to be - I promise you it's perfect. It's your time to make it, darling. You are loved! 💜
  • Aquarius: Autumn is the time for spooky stories and sweaters, sweets and halloween! It's your time to feel comfortable in your skin again after the last months that truly have been tough for you. Your skin is your home, Aquarius. Love yourself, treat yourself, be yourself. Autumn is your time to breathe in and say "I'm blessed and loved" - because you are! 💜
  • Pisces: Don't hide your feelings anymore, Sweetheart. This autumn, speak your mind. People look up to you, you may not have realized that yet. You feel a lot right now and it gets more intense every day. If you love them - tell them. If you can't stand their presence anymore - tell them. This autumn will bring you much joy and freedom. And always keep in mind that you are loved! 💜

what exaclty was magnus’s plan for the wedding? if the epic stare off with alec, which initiated the kiss, hadn’t happened? “my visit tonight wasn’t all for him” he was there to hand over ragnor’s things. was he going to sit at the back somewhere and wait, heart breaking with every word said at the ceremony? not agreeing with alec’s decision, but being a silent, supportive presence none the less. no wonder he was beaming, unable to contain his happiness even long after that wonderous moment, smiling like a goof because oh, alec actually chose him, a possibility he hadn’t let himself dare to consider anymore