after making this i don't have feelings anymore

Long Ass List of Daredevil Sentence Starters
  • "Scream all you want. Come on, let me hear you scream. Scream loud. Nobody gives a shit down here."
  • "I gotta go bribe a cop."
  • "But seriously, yeah, I gotta go bribe a cop."
  • "Please stop giving my mom cigars."
  • "Look, I'm not asking you to do anything immoral."
  • "You've never done this before?"
  • "Maybe we can help each other."
  • "All I did was ask him for a drink."
  • "Define yourself by what you have, value the differences, make no apologies for what you lack."
  • "I thought I detected a whiff of virtue in there."
  • "But I'm awkward and unfashionable. Those things don't seem to apply to you."
  • "I just don't feel like going home okay?"
  • "So let's hop a few bars, not think about it."
  • "Your outfit kind of sucks, by the way."
  • "You haven't told me anything about you."
  • "Okay, good because I was starting to worry you might be in love with me."
  • "I drank the eel. Not a euphemism."
  • "And we are now filled with mighty eel strength!"
  • "After what you told me, I'm never going home again."
  • "I know you're scared, but I'm here to help you. Okay? - You don't have to be scared anymore."
  • "I make a heck of a latte, if you're interested."
  • "Facts have no moral judgment. They merely state what is. Not what we think of them, not what we feel."
  • "I know how hard this must be for you."
  • "You have no idea how any of this is for me."
  • "They have to pay for what they've done."
  • "They won't listen."
  • "We'll make them listen."
  • "You do not want to test me."
  • "You think this is still about you?"
  • "You should have just killed me. You coward."
  • "This is an offer, not an order."
  • "I did some digging into your, uh past activities."
  • "A man/woman that can be bought isn't worth having."
  • "I said you should move on. Didn't say anything about me."
  • "Even though our perception of it changes, one thing remains constant. The past can never be completely erased. It lingers."
  • "I've been lied to before by men/women. Some were even decent ones but they still felt the need to be dishonest about things that mattered."
  • "Hey, that's not a reason, it's an excuse."
  • "He's/She's like a sexual Rain Man."
  • "I want you to touch my face."
  • "Just tell me what you feel."
  • "You need anything else, you know where to find me."
  • "You want the short answer or the long one?"
  • "We need to contain this."
  • "Lying to that woman is impossible."
  • "Choose a side."
  • "I'm the closest he/she has to family. He'd/She'd do the same for me."
  • "That wasn't very smart, but it was fun watching you bleed."
  • "Life is not a fairy tale. Not everyone deserves a happy ending."
  • "Animals don't stop fighting. Not until one of them is dead."
  • "Admittedly, I'm a work in progress."
  • "Let's get this started."
  • "You know what they call stuff like that? Gifts. The special kind. The kind that very few people have. Or deserve."
  • "Smart don't come out of books, kid. Smart is making the right decision at the right time."
  • "Big world. Not all of it flowers and sunshine, and the only way guys like you and me can survive is to grab it by the throat and never let go."
  • "Are you gonna lie there all night or get up off your ass?"
  • "What a shithole."
  • "This is my life and I made something of it, without you."
  • "Relationships are a luxury men like you and me can't afford."
  • "Is that why you left? Huh? To protect me?"
  • "You got heart kid, but heart's not enough."
  • "Anger is a spark, good. Rage is a wildfire, out of control, therefore useless. Just like you."
  • "We all pay for our choices."
  • "I've learned a lot since you've been gone."
  • "You're a dick."
  • "Say that you want my help."
  • "I want you to help yourself."
  • "I don't need a friend. I need a soldier."
  • "In war, people die. If it's not you, it's the guy next to you."
  • "I swear I will not kill anybody. Pussy."
  • "Never is a man more good looking than when he is in love."
  • "You do your job, I'll do mine."
  • "On occasion some dickery may leak out, but doesn't mean I'm wrong."
  • "So, how long before I do something that pisses you off?"
  • "You can't listen to people like that. You have to just block them out."
  • "Yeah, you're just a guy, right? A really, really good-looking guy."
  • "If you weren't half dead, I would kick your ass."
  • "We're gonna be the best damn avocados this city has ever seen."
  • "Misspelling 'Hanukkah' is a mistake. Attempted murder is a little something else."
  • "Well, we seldom get everything we want. Not in this world."
  • "You were really something back in the day. When you had a soul."
  • "I'm not afraid to die."
  • "We'll be together, that's all that matters."
  • "You really think that this will change anything?"

anonymous asked:

I was always begging you to hurt me wasn't I? Well you have. You really have Thomas. Thanks for that. Thanks for making me care and then leaving me. I can really feel the pain. It's what I wanted after all. Thanks for everything. You've given me more than I deserve. You've made me felt more than I thought I could. But I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't want to feel anything anymore.

Originally posted by psiicopataa

anonymous asked:

Stucky staying to get in a hotel room before they talk about them in the 21st century. Steve ends up having a nightmare, saying things like "I'm sorry, Bucky. Please I'm sorry." And "I understand why you don't love me anymore, I'm sorry." And sobbing. Or a night sexy dream where Bucky makes him feel so good and Steve says daddy. You know, if you don't want angst.

Bucky doesn’t sleep. He lets Steve sleep and takes the first watch. They’ve been on a mission taking down the rest of the remaining Hydra bases after Tony cleared Bucky’s name and Steve’s. 

It took a lot of time and healing and T’Challa, along with Wanda’s help, was a life saver but they got there in the end. But that was a story for another time. Steve slept like an angel, he looked so young. Innocent and untouched by the cruelty of the world.

Bucky notices a frown beginning to form on Steve’s lips. A moment later, Steve lets out a small whimper. He’s silent for a moment and then he twists, face flushed. There are tears leaking from his eyes. 

“Bucky…” he whispers, “I’m sorry.” He lets out a hiccuping sob and goes silent. Bucky walks over to his bed and put a hand on Steve’s cheek. 


“I’m sorry,” Steve whimpered in his sleep, “I’m sorry. Please, I’m so sorry. I understand…” 

“Stevie, wake up. You’re havin’ a - 

“…if you don’t love me anymore,” Steve whispered. He lets out another sob, curling in on himself. He’s trembling in his sleep, biting his bottom lip. 

“Stevie, please - 

“You…don’t love me,” Steve moans, crying earnestly, “do you?” Bucky’s heart breaks, of course he loves Steve. He just didn’t know how to bring it up. Stupid of him, he knows. 

“Baby,” Bucky whispers, kissing Steve’s cheeks, licking away the tears there, “sweetheart, wake up.” It takes a couple of seconds but soon, Steve’s eyes are opening. 

“Buck?” he croaks and then seems to realise what happened and backs away, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to - 

“Baby,” Bucky says gently, “c’mere.” He opens his arms and Steve all but lunges into his embrace, sobbing into Bucky’s neck. 

“Sweetheart, I’m here now. I’m so sorry I didn’t say anythin’,” Bucky kisses his temple, “oh, baby doll. Don’t cry, we’re goin’ to be just fine.” 

“I love you,” Steve croaks and clings onto Bucky for dear life, wrapping his arms and legs around Bucky’s neck and waist. “Don’t leave me, please don’t leave me. I can’t - can’t do this without you - 

“It’s okay, Stevie, you don’t need to,” Bucky lay him out on the bed and when he tries to get Steve some water, Steve locked his arms and legs tighter, whimpering. 

“D-don’t,” he mumbled, “please, please don’t.” 

“Okay, darlin’,” Bucky says, kicking off his boots and pulling off his jacket. He gets into Steve’s bed and immediately Steve latches onto him, burying his face in Bucky’s chest. “I gotcha, kitten. I gotcha.” 

“Bucky,” Steve moans, wrapping his legs around one of Bucky’s thighs, fingers digging into the brunette’s chest, “Bucky.” 

“Oh, I know, I know,” Bucky croons, rubbing his hand up and down Steve’s back, “I know. Baby, I know. I love you so much, and I’m never, ever lettin’ you go again. You hear me?” 

Steve nods and looks up at him. He’s all puffy eyed and teary and Bucky thinks he’s beautiful. He leans down and kisses Steve. The noise Steve makes is enough to have Bucky growling and rolling the blond underneath his body. 

Steve looks up at him and smiles sleepily, “stay.” 


anonymous asked:

I, as well as countless other women, can say from experience that once you've gone through an abortion, you don't take the risk of unsafe sex again. At the very least the morning after pill is always an option. Rebecca is an embarrassment to women that have had to have an abortion. If he actually did somehow 'force' her to do that, the writers shouldn't have made her so ready to jump into bed with him. So unrealistic. No self-respect, so I don't respect her either.

This just makes me feel even less for her, she’s been through it before, she’s acting like she was so traumatised by it yet she wouldn’t take precautions. She’s so full of shit, I honestly can’t stand the sight of her anymore.

goodluckgabe  asked:

I don't identify as ace anymore, and for some reason that makes me feel guilty. Do you have any thoughts on why that might be? Thanks!

Maybe you think it was just a phase™ and that everyone was right that invalidated your aceness. Maybe it was a phase but that isn´t bad, after all sexuality can be fluid and for the time you identified as ace you were ace and it was part of your identity.

Just because it was a phase for you shouldn´t make you feel guilty. The human experience is for everyone different, why feel guilty for having your own unique experience.

- Paula

Why Whitney was so hard to beat in Gold and Silver:

Nobody liked Whitney, the third gym leader in Johto. Other than the fact that she was a crybaby who hated to lose (who wouldn’t even give you a badge until you let her calm the fuck down after losing) she was also incredibly difficult to beat, causing almost universal hatred of her Miltank.

A strong, tanky cow, Miltank was capable of wiping an entire team with Rollout, WHILE leaving you unable to attack by using Attract, and even if you manage to get to attack Miltank, she can heal herself to almost full health by using Milk Drink. It was like running into a brick wall that you were in love with that was constantly being rebuilt while you were attacking it. Not a fun fight whatsoever.

Since 2001, no one has truly understood why Whitney’s Miltank was such a problem, and neither did I, but I think I have it all worked out.

See, Whitney’s Milktank has a pretty sinister chemistry to it, just like almost every Miltank, which makes it really easy to use. First, even though Miltank only has two offensive moves, they work well together with Miltank’s natural tankyness. Even though Rollout is a pretty weak attack at first, because Miltank has health to spare, there is plenty of time of Rollout to get powerful with consecutive hits. In the time it takes you to get two or three hits on Miltank, she drops you to zero. 

That’s only a problem because even though Miltank might have taken some significant damage, she’s now rolling and unable to stop. Whatever Pokemon you throw out, there’s a good chance that the last couple hits from Rollout will knock out your Pokemon in one hit.

So, your only hope is to hope that your Pokemon can get hits on Miltank in before they die, while waiting for Rollout to end, so that you can once again have a chance to attack without too much worry. Not only that, but, there’s a good chance that during all of this, you’ve managed to whittle Miltank down a bit, so, there’s still hope left.

That is, until she uses Milk Drink, which immediately erases all your hard work.

Milk Drink can only be taught to a select few Pokemon, and Miltank happens to be one of the sole heirs to that throne. In battle it restores a very large chunk of health to the user, but outside of battle, it can be used on any teammate to help restore of of their health. 

That’s all superb if you have your own Miltank, but, Whitney tends to overuse the ability, causing some headaches.

All of that aside, however, there is one sole reason why Miltank is the hardest Pokemon to beat early in the game.

Besides the fact that you can’t really catch a fighting type Pokemon before Whitney (your only option is Heracross, which are extremely rare, only found in trees, and can be hard to raise) there’s a good chance that your strongest Pokemon at that point would be your starter. 

While most wild Pokemon have a 50/50 chance of being male or female, the starter Pokemon you’re given at the beginning of the game has a 75-80% chance of being male. That’s a pretty strong majority. 

On the other hand, Miltank always has a 100% chance of being female. There is no such thing as a male cow. Those are bulls. Miltank is a cow, thus, always female.

You can see where I’m going with this.

Because chances are good that your starter Pokemon is a male, that makes it able to fall in love with Miltank. Being in love causes all of your attacks to have a 50% chance of failing.

So, your strongest Pokemon, now crippled by feelings, is being relentlessly rolled over by a cow, who after wasting your team, will drink some milk and be completely fine, while you’re left shaking your game system, screaming something that’s likely misogynistic.

That’s why Whitney was such a problem.

So, if you replay Gold or Silver, do yourself a favor:

Raise a strong independent female Pokemon. 

PFL era mainewash, with Wash being such a needy worry wart that he sneaks into Maine’s medbay room at night to sleep with him. After the fourth or fifth morning they’re found cuddling on the bed obviously too small for both, the staff just let him right in, completely disregarding the ‘no late night visitors’ rule and providing him liberal access to the linens closet. If having Agent Washington curled up close and small and drooling on his shoulder makes it easier to administer treatment to Agent Maine then so be it.

I always feel kinda wack when I have a kin (or am questioning one) that I don’t post about and then I see someone make a post calling that character their datemate/husband/love of their life/etc. just after I thought abt /possibly/ making it public bc I feel like it makes it seem like I’m kinning that character just bc someone on my dash loves them


Merlin/The Vampire Diaries AU: Merthur as Delena

Tired of hiding his feelings for Arthur and afraid he will never have the chance to tell him after Camlann’s battle, Merlin reveals his deepest secret to his king. He doesn’t wait for an answer though, he enchants him to make him forget, before he might find out that Arthur feels the same. Before it might be too late to go back.

So Arthur walks away, oblivious again. And Merlin does the same.

anonymous asked:

How do I get closer to Allah? I know He's there, watching me and helping me and sometimes I get so overwhelmed by the fact He never abandons me even though I keep turning my back. But this feeling passes and I'm left again with this big emotionless void in my heart and I suddenly don't even care about Islam anymore. I'm so sick of these moods and how much they ruin everything.

Assalam Alaikom :)

A fluctuating iman is an issue for all of us. We have to constantly work on improving & maintaining our iman, or it will decrease.

How Do I Get Closer to Allah?

Never miss salah. Make thorough wudu. Take your time in salah. Make dua during sujood & after tashahhud. Talk to God in these moments. Dedicate yourself to salah

Make dua often & regularly. Dua is your means of talking to God. Ask for for many things, Allah loves when we call upon him.

Read the Quran every day. The Quran is Allah talking to you. In those moments of despair, open the Quran and let God speak to you. Reflect on the verses you read and how you can apply them in your daily life.

Make dhikr. Spend time remembering Allah, Allah will remember you. Ponder upon the sky & the oceans and think of Allah during your moments of awe. Keep your mouth busy with dhikr.

Perform voluntary acts of worship. Sunnah prayers as well as other sunnahs (like fasting on Mondays and Thursdays) that Rasulullah (pbuh) did served as a means of going above and beyond to show commitment to Allah. You to can do this, and feel the blessings.

Get rid of negativity in your life. Negative thoughts, people, places, habits, they all need to go. We cannot expect ourselves to grow and commit to God if other things bring us down.

Get to Know Allah through the 99 names. Reflect on their meanings and when you have or when you will experience those traits from God in your life. (Example: The Mercy of never being abandoned by God)

Keep good friends. Those who are close to God, will bring you close to God.

Check your character & ego. Be humble, kind, appreciative. Have good manners. Work hard to keep your pride in check. Stay away from jealously. You will see a difference in how you’re able to connect to Allah. (See Surat al-Maida: 27).

Rely on Allah in your darkest & brightest times. Be appreciate when you’re happy. When you’re down, don’t reach out to anyone but Allah. Seek guidance and protection from your Lord alone.

anonymous asked:

Hey, I need advice. I kinda want to come out as transgender, but I'm fighting myself with it. I guess, I really want to come out and get it over with and start being treated like a guy for once, but I'm worried that maybe it's the wrong label or I misinterpreted how I feel and I don't want to change after I come out as official, because then people might not take me seriously anymore. What should I do? Risk it and hopefully be happy or be patient so I don't make a mistake?

You don’t have to be sure about your identity. I’m sure as hell not.

Sometimes your identity will be thrust upon you, as in my case. Some people find labels very useful; some don’t. Some people find coming out very important and cathartic; some don’t. But there’s a myth that there isn’t a spectrum between “out” and “not out.”

You probably have some good friends who suspect that this is something that’s troubling you. Why not talk about it with them? Say that you’re nervous, say that you’re not sure, say that you’d like to be treated like a guy but you’re not sure you would always like to be treated like a guy (gender fluidity is a thing, as is genderqueerness, and you could be either one of these things, or neither.) Say essentially what you’ve said to me – that these are the things you’re worried about. A true friend will hear you out and ask what it is you want. If you’re not sure, that’s fine. If you’d like them to use neutral pronouns for a little while as you explore performing masculinity, that’s fine. If you’d like them to ask which pronouns you’re feeling that day, that’s fine.

Your identity is never a mistake, no matter how much it changes. As we grow and learn more about ourselves and what we want and don’t want, the things we consider truest about ourselves may change. This is true of sexual identity, romantic identity, and gender identity. Feeling like a guy today does not make feeling like a girl tomorrow invalid.

You’re going to be fine, kid.

A Supervillain

what exaclty was magnus’s plan for the wedding? if the epic stare off with alec, which initiated the kiss, hadn’t happened? “my visit tonight wasn’t all for him” he was there to hand over ragnor’s things. was he going to sit at the back somewhere and wait, heart breaking with every word said at the ceremony? not agreeing with alec’s decision, but being a silent, supportive presence none the less. no wonder he was beaming, unable to contain his happiness even long after that wonderous moment, smiling like a goof because oh, alec actually chose him, a possibility he hadn’t let himself dare to consider anymore

Autumn 2015 for the Signs
  • Aries: Patience may not be your strength but you know that good things come to those who wait. And you finally did your time waiting. Whatever it is that you desire is so close, just reach out your hand. It's time to conquer now. You will shine. And always remember that you are loved! 💜
  • Taurus: As the leafs fall you realize that another year is about to pass. Many things rush through your head, many desires that you kept for yourself overwhelm you now. Your house, your room, your entire life may feel like it doesn't fit you anymore. You've always been so constant, Taurus. You never really changed. Do it now if you feel like it. You are loved! 💜
  • Gemini: An old feeling returns. You feel something that you have felt before and chances are very good that it's a positive feeling for you. Enjoy it. There are eyes that you can't forget, could that be? Some old scars that never really heal. They may not heal now but they will stop bleeding. I promise. Remember that you are loved! 💜
  • Cancer: People will realize they did underestimate you, Cancer. You are capable of many things, you have many talents. Now it's your choice how to use them. This is your time to choose. What kind of person would you like people to expect you to be? I know you'll make the righ choice, love. You are loved, always. 💜
  • Leo: Someone caught your attention. They surround you like a fly but you're not annoyed by them. They fascinate you, caught your interest. You know what? This person will play an important part in your future. Everything that happens happens for a reason, Leo. Always remember that you are loved! 💜
  • Virgo: Sometimes it's better to sit in silence. This autumn you may realize that things have been tough for you in the past and that everything is different now. It's your time to go with whatever it is that makes you happy. You enjoy the silence? Then don't start talking to that person again. You owe nothing to anyone. You are loved by the right people! 💜
  • Libra: The sun is setting earlier and earlier every evening but the golden skies are just beautiful, aren't they? And as the leafs turn golden, red, and brown your heart catches fire for something, maybe someone. How long has it been since that happened last? Enjoy your life, it's getting more and more beautiful every day. Just like the sunsets. You are loved! 💜
  • Scorpio: The morning fog may make you feel depressed. You can't see the sky and you feel small. But as the day gets older, the sky gets brighter and the fog disappears. The sun is stronger that whatever it is that tries to cover it, hide it. And you are the sun, Scorpio. You are loved, truly! 💜
  • Sagittarius: This autumn is your time for adventure, Sagittarius! You have caught fire for something? Go for it. Chances are good that the road you take this autumn leads you to something beautiful. You won't regret leaving your old path, love. You are loved by the right people! 💜
  • Capricorn: In autumn, the weather changes from sun to storm and so does your mood, Capricorn. But you are very creative and ambitious this autumn! Evem though you may feel like everything you do is not really enough or what you wanted it to be - I promise you it's perfect. It's your time to make it, darling. You are loved! 💜
  • Aquarius: Autumn is the time for spooky stories and sweaters, sweets and halloween! It's your time to feel comfortable in your skin again after the last months that truly have been tough for you. Your skin is your home, Aquarius. Love yourself, treat yourself, be yourself. Autumn is your time to breathe in and say "I'm blessed and loved" - because you are! 💜
  • Pisces: Don't hide your feelings anymore, Sweetheart. This autumn, speak your mind. People look up to you, you may not have realized that yet. You feel a lot right now and it gets more intense every day. If you love them - tell them. If you can't stand their presence anymore - tell them. This autumn will bring you much joy and freedom. And always keep in mind that you are loved! 💜

anonymous asked:

do you ever have those days where you just don't feel like you are in love with ryan?

Not anymore. :)

But after about three years of dating, I felt the butterflies go away and I freaked. I went through a really rough time with not understanding how love fades like that.

And then I started realizing that deeper love is forged in the choosing, in the raw emotions, and the tears. So in the days when I didn’t think we’d make it, I still chose him. Ryan showed how to do this, because at first, I based the status of our love off of my own giddiness around him. He taught me that love adores another soul without asking for return and without always needing an emotion, because it knows for a fact that it just plain loves the other.

As I learned to do this too… the butterflies came back….except now they aren’t just butterflies, they are deeper, more raw, more consistent, more full, a fleet of birds that will weather every element to get home. They are feelings that will go the distance, bear the weight of the other, and celebrate the joy of life in the sadness and in the celebration. My love is now based off of a knowledge of who Ryan is and his heart. Emotion just enhances this knowledge, but its fickleness cannot always support it. The knowledge and hope is what keeps it steady.

You see, I first fell in love with Ryan as a child…..but I could have never imagined how deep the woman inside of me had to fall in love with him for us to last. That deepness is only forged through pain, laughter, heartache, tears, joy. I needed to come to a point where I thought it was over before I could really understand what it meant to choose him again. 

I now know that love is choosing AND it is emotion. The two are cyclical and must constantly be forged and renewed. As a phoenix dies and is reborn again, I will constantly be growing and renewing, and I will choose to love Ryan in old ways and new ways in every season of life. Even on days when we fight, even on days when it’s hard, even when the love feels like it is fading again (because the reality is, we will ALL feel like this in one season or another) I know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that my heart adores Ryan’s heart. I will choose that always and that choice erases every doubt. I pick him. 

Here’s another post about what I believe on love. Just my personal opinion shared from Ryan and my experiences. :) Love you all!

  • After being accidentally thrown back in time, Emma meets the Evil Queen, who begrudgingly agrees to help her and "that pirate" find a way back to the present. Along the way, they begin to develop feelings for one another, and Regina doesn't want to let go. So Emma convinces her to make a potion of forgetting.
  • Regina: I don't want to forget you, Emma.
  • Emma: [smiles sadly] You have to.
  • Regina: But I'm finally happy. You did that.
  • Emma: That's exactly the problem. If you don't forget me, your heart won't be broken anymore, and you won't cast the curse. And if you had never cast the curse, I'd be an infant here, and our son would never have been born.
  • Regina: [a tear rolls down her cheek] No. I won't drink it.
  • Emma: The fact that I'm here now means you already have. You have to forget me Regina. You have to cast the curse so I can come back in the future.
  • Regina: [stares sadly at the bottle in her hands] You promise you'll always come back?
  • Emma: Always. I know it's not perfect, but I swear to you, one day, I will heal your broken heart.
  • Regina: [produces another small vile] Give this to me, in the future. It is a potion of remembering. I'll forget you for now, but I won't forget you forever.

anonymous asked:

Does Ishida even have any feelings.....I don't know anymore after this chapter.

You know, to be able to make us feel like this, I have to admit that he’s a amazing story teller. It’s hard to make a story like this, to make the readers feel intense emotions and got immersed into the plot as deep as we are now.

We all know he has already planned everything from the start. He knew the risk of making a story like this (maybe that’s the reason why he hide his identity? He said he wants to live in peace.. afterall…), but he executed it anyway.

Some of us might think that he’s cruel and heartless, to kill off our beloved characters that we already related to. But you know Anon, actually we have to thank him for the wild ride he pulled us in. I think lot of us wouldn’t be at where we are now if Tokyo Ghoul doesn’t have a plot as crazy as it is. We might mourn when we lost our favorite characters and be upset at him, but this is his story, the whole plot is his, not ours. So please don’t be mad at him. Just thank him for this emotional journey he created for us. Maybe when TG had ended, we all will close the book, takes a deep breath, and sigh. “What an intense experience.”

Tangled Warrior AU: In which Mulan is the one who stumbles upon Rapunzel’s tower and helps Rapunzel to find the courage to fight back against the thing that holds her captive. After Rapunzel defeats her own fears she leaves the tower together with Mulan who swears to protect her on the way back to Rapunzel’s parents. On their journey back to Rapunzel’s family they fall in love.

You know what I find to be bullshit? The fact that anti-Stydia shippers use Stiles and Lydia’s kiss to say that Stiles totally realized that kissing Lydia was nothing special and that it was even bland and anti climactic in his mind because of his facial expression and lack of words after the kiss. And that it made his crush on Lydia fizzle out.  

You know what I think? I think he was in shock. Shock not only caused from being kissed by the girl he’s had a crush on forever, but also by the fact that he had just experienced a panic attack caused by terrible events, like his dad, Chris, and Melissa being taken by Jennifer.

And let’s look at these facts: The kiss happened in season 3A. The same day Lydia and Stiles discovered that Lydia’s drawing was not just a tree, but the nemeton. Fucking Deaton even paired up Lydia with Stiles that same day for the ritual because he even felt their connection or at least knew about it. 

Stiles kept one of Lydia’s drawings.

He most likely sneaked one of her drawings in his backpack when they were in Morrell’s office looking at Lydia’s notebook, the same day the kiss happened and they found out about the nemeton. And he framed that one drawing to give to her.

That framed picture wasn’t shown until 3B

Why would he do that? Especially if the kiss turned out to be “nothing special” for him according to anti-Stydia shippers. And also according to the anti-Stydia shippers, that kiss meant that Stiles was “realizing he was over Lydia” which to me is ridiculous. 

Throughout 3B, Aiden was well aware of Stiles feelings for Lydia. He made sure to voice it a few times and he was probably even aware of Lydia’s growing feelings and closeness, whether platonic or more, towards Stiles with the whole because of Stiles? line. 

This was around the same time that chaos erupted in Beacon Hills and it severely targeted and impacted Stiles’s life, as well as his friends and family. 

One thing we’ll probably never know is what he planned on doing with that framed drawing. But I have my own ideas, which i’m pretty sure all Stydia shippers thought of also.

My idea is that Stiles’s crush for Lydia was just as strong as ever, even stronger because of the friendship and teamwork that had evolved throughout 3A. And that after the kiss, he was going to use the framed picture to get closer to Lydia, maybe even muster the courage to ask her out on a date. I personally don’t think anything else was written on the note, only For Lydia, and that he would actually say how he felt about her to her vocally. 

But of course, by this time he was already experiencing being possessed and all normal everyday things were pushed to the side because that wasn’t what was important at the time. Stiles’s safety was.

Yes, I know Stiles is with Malia now. Yes, I know that he probably does have some feelings for her. But does he love her? I don’t think so. 

Because to me it seems like he’s flattered that a pretty girl such as Malia is interested that much in him, so in a way that makes Malia attractive to him, which it almost masks itself as love. 

I obviously think Stile’s feelings for Lydia are still there, buried deep, deep, deep down so that way he can have a relationship with Malia, but very much still there.   

Because there is NO way that all those annoyed comments made by Aiden during 3B were put there for nothing if Stiles was over Lydia after the kiss in 3A. It just wouldn’t make sense.

  • "You love yourself more than you could ever love me."
  • "There's no time for tears."
  • "I don't know what I want, so don't ask me."
  • "You have a way of coming easily to me."
  • "You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you."
  • "Nobody ever lets me in."
  • "No one notices until it's too late to do anything."
  • "Love was all you wanted, 'cause you're giving it away like extra change."
  • "You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone."
  • "Even now just looking at you feels wrong."
  • "It was a moment of weakness and you said, yes."
  • "I should've been there in the back of your mind."
  • "They never believed we'd really fall in love."
  • "Man, I didn't kiss her, when I should have."
  • "I'm only me when I'm with you."
  • "You can’t see me wantin' you the way you want her."
  • "Every time you smile, I smile."
  • "Now that you're close I feel like coming undone."
  • "Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure."
  • "I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you."
  • "I said, leave, but all I really want is you."
  • "I don't know how it gets better than this."
  • "Take me somewhere we can be alone."
  • "Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain."
  • "Why are people always leaving?"
  • "I honestly believed in you."
  • "She'll never know your story like I do."
  • "What you're looking for has been here the whole time."
  • "You've got a smile that can light up this whole town."
  • "You say you're fine—I know you better than that."
  • "You might think i'm bulletproof, but I'm not."
  • "Why do you have to make me feel small?"
  • "It's killing me to see you go after all this time."
  • "Sometimes it doesn't work out."
  • "You don't have to call anymore."
  • "I never knew I could feel that much."
  • "My heart's not breaking, cause I'm not feeling anything at all."
  • "You're not scared of anything at all."
  • "I had the best day with you today."
  • "It’s hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair."

Am I the only one suffering severe heartache over Connor Walsh trying to find comfort and get more human interaction? Conceited cocky Connor is gone and now we have this sad young man trying to get his life back together and maybe change it a bit because casual sex just isn’t enough anymore but he can’t get back what made him feel enough so he’s trying to make friends after all this time and I just want to cry and wrap him in a blanket