advent calendar meme

If it looks like trash and it acts like trash then it’s probably the Phandom

I’ll start: the ‘DID YOU PUT YOUR NAME IN THE GOBLET OF FIRE??!?!1!’ thing really doesn’t bother me that much. I care infinitely more about the lack of ludo bagman, winky, and quidditch world cup in that movie than I do about this questionable adaptation of ‘calmly’

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Advent Calendar

Day 13 - A throwback OTP

If by throwback you mean ‘first OTP ever that still makes you cry a little when you think about them’… well, that would be Jalex. brittroberson’s Jaxon, um, I want to say his last name was Pelletier or something like that, completely broke my Alexandra’s heart. Never mind that she was almost completely ripped off of Nikita, they had so much chemistry and Tessa was the one responsible for my first 'fade to black’ scene. Prince of Canada and Princess of Ukraine ftw. And I love her. <3

Stephen Holder & Sarah Linden - FCs: Joel Kinnaman & Mireille Enos
- The Killing

I just couldn’t pick one OTP, but I managed to narrow it down to my absolute two favorites. Okay, so The Killing is basically my favorite TV series and much of the reason why it became my favorite is because of the heart and soul of the series: Holder & Linden. I could ramble endlessly about why I love them so much, because they are remarkable individuals despite their demons. Seriously, they’re messed up in some heavy ways, but they still manage to be genuinely caring people. When I first started watching the series I didn’t really ship them, they were just one awesome somewhat dysfunctional partnership in my eyes. And I liked that about them. But before I knew it I was shipping them so damn hard during season 3, I don’t even know how it happened, I was suddenly on the ship. Thinking back on all the things that happened to this pair in the four seasons of the series, I can’t think of anyone that could understand and love these two but each other. The words that Sarah says to Regi after getting married resonate a lot to me, because it’s like she’s speaking from her experience with Stephen without even realizing: “You found your best selves in each other, a person who sees who you are at your core, what you’re good at, what you love doing more than anything… who you really are”. That’s probably what I love the most about these two: they know who the other really is, and they can show their true selves with each other. Sarah has seen Stephen at his worst, and vice versa, and they still don’t turn away from each other. Instead, they embrace all the bad stuff the other is and has done, just as they do with the good parts of one another. I don’t know, I just think it’s so damn beautiful that two people can understand each other to such a deep emotional and psychological level. They’re not the kind of OTP that redeem one another, they’re the kind of OTP that is made of two people who are two sides of the same coin. And being what they are, being so damn similar (especially in the darker aspects of who they are), they know there’s just one person who understands and accepts that fully, one person who always stays, because they’re going through the same things: each other. That’s why Holder is Linden’s home and she is his.

Character PSD by zoeyrph
Quote by Sarah Linden (The Killing)

A fandom OTP

You see, I’m not a fandom person anymore (have not been since I dropped my other blog two years ago), this meme should tell you much. However, Mako and Raleigh will always have a place in my heart. I don’t even care about them romantically so this title is misleading. They are both my OTP and my BROTP, they are my Platonic Kisses TP, they are my Hold Hands TP. They can just stare at each other like they did under the rain when they met forever–it was perfection. Amen. OTP: we’re drift compatible.

                      day 2.  my recent character

mangle of course. i watched the let’s play by markiplier && found the new bonnie the coolest at first, but once mangle was introduced, something hit me. the story of this animatronic made me feel melancholic somewhat && i started to like her the first time i saw her. i went on to research a lot about her, the gender, what her function is, ect. && what reputation she has on tumblr. after figuring out she was the most popular && loved one right now, i went along && made a blog for her. first url idea was manglled or mxngled, but lucky me i got the coolest.

advent calendar meme


Names: Thor Odinson & Sif
Fandom: Marvel
RPG: earthsmightiestheroes-rp
Partner: jediisms

I really just wanted an excuse to put Libby into this meme because Libby is Libby, but Libby is also Thor. The Thor. The best Thor. She just is Thor. This relationship comprises of Sif keeping Thor in check where most others lack the courage/capability to stand up to him, Thor and Sif challenging one another, and ultimately Thor and Sif supporting each other. I know the meme prompt says OTP but seriously, I love Thor and Sif’s dynamic even without the bells and whistles, because they’re sort of one and the same. They have similar temperaments and interests and their relationship has a rock solid foundation since they grew up together. It’s just something that happens and develops so subconsciously and naturally. They are my baes. I adore them a lot and I love exploring their relationship with Libby. I’m very lucky to have a partner who’s so dedicated to Thor and Norse mythology in general. 


advent calendar rp meme; day fourteen (a ship that almost happened but didn’t)

it took me a while to decide on an almost ship, because most of my ships either happen or they don’t. but then i remembered jarolyn, and i decided that they count. so jarolyn it is. joel and carolyn were on supergleeks, one of the best group rps i’ve been a part of in a long time. as they name suggests, it was a superhero rp. carolyn was an adorable ray of sunshine with plant manipulation powers, and joel was… well, joel was basically doctor dolittle.

joel and carolyn are basically adorable, dorky bffs. they both have very similar views on how they want to use their powers for good, and while the two of them probably couldn’t get all that much done if they teamed up to save the world, bless them, they try. they’re both sweet and optimistic and want to see the very best in people, and joel is a huge loser with a huge crush on her. like seriously, he wore a flower crown that she made for him. what an heart-eyed idiot.

they had some tension-y moments where joel probably could have gone for it, but she had a boy and he didn’t want to get in the way of that, so he just sulked like a sad, pathetic loser and watched disney movies with her. they were really good friends, and really cute, and could’ve been good for each other, but alas. maybe in another life~

My oldest OTP

Wolfpup, for those who don’t know, is made up of Gabriel Sarti and Charles Derane. Like said above, it’s my oldest ship. It basically just started as a simple, cute little plot idea between Noir and I, back when this was just a mere curiosity. But it’s now much more, and I cherish them. Charles had never he’d feel so much for someone, and then this silly guy comes into his life and proves him wrong. He’ll never let go of him if he doesn’t have to.

And still going strong as fuck, if you ask me. I’ll never get tired of these two. They’re perfect and beautiful and nobody will ever be able to tell me otherwise. I love how much development they’ve gone through, and how there’s still a lot to do and it never feels boring. It helps that it’s so easy to fit them into any universe Noir and I want them to—and create a whole different story with them as the only fixed points. They complement each other well, and they’re always entertaining to just think about. They’re my sons. Writing them will always be a pleasure.


Advent Calendar

Day 22 - A FC I’m dying to play

Have you looked at that beautiful face? I started liking Katie around the time I was making my first Tom Sawyer gifset. Because, of course, I was going through The Carrie Diaries to make Annasophia gifs… and then I happened across her. And bam. She was my first reason to watch HTGAWM and I’m really really really interested in playing her. Of course, I’ve got an OC with her face already that I haven’t played but, you know. Please.


advent calendar rp meme; day five (a male character of someone else’s)

what can i even say to express my love of marco de luca? are there words for it? i don’t think so. simply put, marco de luca is a pretentious asshole. he is the son of a mob boss, he does what he believes in no matter the consequences, he hates children, he’s an amazing cook, and he only cares about a handful of people. he cares way too much about designer fashion, he is incredibly damaged, and he is the occasionally loving husband of avery.

this was such a hard decision to make, because i have such a love for so many of the characters i roleplay opposite to, but i had to pick marco because he is so simultaneously hilarious and heartbreaking. when i start reading something that miranda’s written about marco, i never know whether i’m going to start laughing or crying, but it’s usually some combination of the two. his relationships with both avery and ophelia are so important to me. he is so important to me.