adorable man that i want to hug

Multi blog event

/ mun is takeing a break from main story while muns sis is home all characters can still be asked but this is on the side I encourage asks for all blogs involved in this event I hope you enjow /

Daisy finds a rip in the void she ends up on the isle of the lost everyone is running around trying to find cruella and daisy looks around trying to find someone

Daisy : wow so many adorable people

Flowey : this place is gross I want to leave

Daisy : oh here I found a person. !!!

Daisy walked over to the man

Daisy : hi you look sad do you need a hug ?

Frollo : no thanks

Flowey : let’s go !!!

( ask Daisy here for now event will continue later )

BTS skinship in public vs in private

my second post in my BTS reactions/preferences series whoopidy whoopidy whoop. are they reactions or preferences? ahhh idek anymore gah

also PLEASE message me any requests you have whether they be dirty reactions or fluffy imagines, I WANNA HEAR THEM ALL :P

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uhhh lemme remind y'all that will solace and nico di angelo are both canonically 15/16 so can we not . sexualize their pure, sweet relationship. nico probably takes like three weeks or so just to get comfortable holding hands. these boys are small and all i want is them blushing and will asking “can i hug you” and nico’s face flaring bright red before he agrees and them going on adorable dates and their relationship slowly building to one of deep trust and love and healthy, emotional support and just. let the boys be kids thanks

edit: good gods y'all i’m not saying teenagers don’t ever have sexual urges i too was once a 15/16 year old i’m not that oblivious, i’m just saying i want to see more of them being a cute couple and not constantly sexualized by the fandom, esp bc, as a gay man, i’m tired of mlm ships getting overly fetishized. and also they’re minors??? the fuck

anonymous asked:

Steph. There's a post going around arguing that our John doesn't love Sherlock but despises him (it's not an anti johnlock post tho) and it made me ridiculously sad. Can you give some examples of John loving Sherlock? :( It really bothered me

Yeah, Nonny, I saw that one too. While I can understand where the argument lies, Uhhhh I just don’t see it the way they do. I’ve written a similar meta before, but I never broke it down before. This isn’t all of them, just a short little list…for instance:

  • FIRST OF ALL: JOHN’S BLOG. If I didn’t know that it was official, I would have thought it was a fan-site. It’s terribly romantic and John essentially fawns over Sherlock in almost every entry. Read especially the entries done during the hiatus. They’re… just… JOHN, PLEASE.
  • Martin’s acting. Just, every time John is around Sherlock, his face does 300 different emotions, but the most blatant is lust / adoration / incredulity. 
  • Anytime the show is in John’s POV, it’s just… Sherlock is this ethereal being that John “can look but not touch”.
  • THE FUCKING PILOT. Just… The whole Pilot. John is literally one step away from jumping Sherlock in a back alley. And the really gay rooftop music. Just. Listen to that and be amazed at how gay that is. That’s ALL from John’s POV. AND John had this look on his face:
  • ASIP:
    • John had a limp until Sherlock came into his life and gave it new meaning.
    • John has trust issues – Mycroft confirms this and says John doesn’t trust easily – yet for some reason he was okay with Sherlock. “And the madman himself? He’s fascinating.”
    • He hits on Sherlock the first night. Granted this isn’t a sign of love, but dear god John had no idea that one little thing and rejection would start his endless pining.
    • Laughing against the wall together, and in awe at Sherlock curing his limp.
    • The eye sex. Good god, the eye sex. 
    • He stands up to Mycroft DEFENDING Sherlock and he has no idea who Mycroft is or what he’s capable of.
    • Even though he didn’t know Sherlock that long, he ran after Sherlock when the phone pinged.
    • He killed a man for Sherlock after knowing him for only about 24 hours, and had no guilt about it.
  • TBB
    • His PIN is “SHER”. Like at this point he’s only known Sherlock for a couple months and he already changed his PIN to “SHER”???? COME ON, JOHN, PLEASE.
    • He goes after Sherlock rather than protect Soo Lin, because he is worried Sherlock will hurt himself.
    • Spends his whole date with Sarah thinking about and talking to Sherlock. He constantly checks over his shoulder to see Sherlock’s reactions to literally everything.
    • And this was all after he just constantly lingers his gaze over Sherlock for the first half of the episode.
    • Eye sex.
  • TGG
    • He has incredible guilt about the blog post that causes the Yard to make fun of Sherlock.
    • “I thought you would have been flattered”. Literally John is hurt that Sherlock seemingly doesn’t like his blog. They had a fucking DOMESTIC because of a BLOG POST and John’s hurt feelings. Hashtag MARRIED.
    • John races back to Baker Street from Sarah’s AFTER SHE’S SUGGESTIVE WITH HIM just to make sure Sherlock is okay.
    • John’s jealousy towards Jim flirting with Sherlock.
    • *sighs* EYE SEX.
    • John was willing to kill The Golem for Sherlock.
    • John, strapped to a bomb vest, took an opening and grappled and held on tight to Moriarty, told Sherlock to run. Essentially, he was willing to sacrifice his body to a slurry of gunfire and an explosion if only Sherlock would be safe from Moriarty.
    • “People would talk.” Why does that concern you so much, John.
    • Then, John was willing to die with Sherlock, without hesitation. They shared one single look and it was done.
  • ASiB
    • John’s jealousy throughout the entire episode; he wouldn’t be jealous if there wasn’t some latent pining.
    • MORE eye sex and toffee eyes, or John looking like a kicked puppy for half the episode because he is sad that Irene seems to have taken his place.
    • John essentially gives up dating in this episode.
    • John goes on a case for Sherlock because Sherlock was too lazy to go on his own.
    • John checking out Sherlock in a sheet. 
    • Followed by them being silly.
    • The unnecessary tackle.
    • John had a date the night that Irene drugged Sherlock, but John stayed home to take care of Sherlock instead. Oh and the bum pat. JOHN, PLEASE.
    • John’s concern about Sherlock’s danger night has him teaming up with both Mrs Hudson and Mycroft.
    • John decided to try to pick up Sherlock again, only to be cock-blocked by Irene.
    • Even though he was with Jeanette, John consistently pays more attention to Sherlock at Christmas, eventually driving Jeanette to call John out on his obsession with Sherlock, naming Sherlock as her “competition”.
    • Irene knows EXACTLY what John likes. 
    • John confronts Irene and tells her to tell Sherlock she’s alive, because he hates seeing Sherlock upset; he thinks Sherlock was grieving about her, and not over his confused feelings John.
    • Irene essentially tells John HE LOVES SHERLOCK. She compares herself to him, AND JOHN DOESN’T DENY IT, but silently acknowledges that yes, he and Sherlock are a couple.
    • John wants to talk about what happened at Battersea, but Sherlock denies him because Sherlock’s scared of his own feelings and thinks he’s protecting John from Moriarty by keeping him at arm’s length.
    • John thinks Sherlock would be hurt to discover that Irene is for-real dead this time, so he chooses to lie, because John doesn’t want Sherlock to go into a sad fit again. John chose the “kinder” option, and then gives Sherlock what he wants when he asks for the phone even though it is not allowed.
  • THOB
    • John goes on a holiday with Sherlock. Just… they go on a holiday. There’s no argument about it, just… they go.
    • John doesn’t deny that he and Sherlock are together when the Innkeeper assumes they are together, rather he deflects, because it’s too close to the truth.
    • John pulls rank to show off to Sherlock for a change.
    • The cheekbones and the coat collar, essentially revealing that he stares at Sherlock all the time.
    • John forgives Sherlock for his brashness, experimentation, and ignorance of John.
  • TRF
    • Eye sex.
    • Another “people will talk” comment when they hold hands, and THEN John still holds onto Sherlock’s sleeve while Sherlock is babbling on.
    • John’s anger at both Kitty and Jim, defending Sherlock’s honour.
    • The rooftop exchange between the two and John’s unwavering faith in Sherlock (“I know you for real”).
    • John’s complete breakdown at seeing Sherlock dead.
    • The graveyard. Fuck.
  • MHR 
  • TEH
    • John physically goes to Baker St. to “move on”. John couldn’t, in 2 years, bring himself to stay at Baker Street because it reminded him too much of Sherlock. Mrs Hudson calls him out on how he was “after” and John doesn’t say anything. Then he is angry about the comment that they were a couple because THEY WEREN’T. He blames himself for Sherlock’s death. 
    • To “move on”, John jumps into a relationship to get over Sherlock believing that his miracle would never come, only to have Sherlock come back at the worst moment and Mary manipulate John into a proposal.
    • Donde Estas, Yolanda? This song pretty much is John’s heart speaking.Actually, most of the music selection is really very “John” and his inner turmoil of trying to understand if he should try to make a move on Sherlock. Music in Sherlock is always important; it’s always projecting the feelings of either John or Sherlock on a subtextual level.
    • More eye sex.
    • John returning to Baker Street on his own, before the bonfire, dressed in his old outfit… It’s the only time in the whole episode he dresses like “pre-S3” John"… And his oscillation on the pavement and all that. 
    • And John’s RETURNS to 221b a second time. Because he can’t stay away.
    • I know it doesn’t look like it, but John forgave Sherlock.
    • “I was hooked. He’s like a drug.” JOHN, PLEASE.
    • #SherlockLives means #JohnWatsonLives. JOHN H. WATSON, PLEASE.
  • TSo3
    • SURPRISE! More eye sex and toffee eyes.
    • Stag night, pretty much all of it. It’s clear John is trying to loosen Sherlock up to make him more receptive to John’s advances. John tries to hit on Sherlock one more time before the marriage, but Sherlock was too drunk to understand what was happening. John assumes, with finality, that Sherlock doesn’t want him that way.
    • The obviously staged tumble forward to grab at Sherlock’s knee, followed by, “I don’t mind” and an indifferent shrug.
    • “I’m there if you want it.”
    • John’s first reaction to Sherlock’s adorable confusion after the best man speech was to hug Sherlock; he loves him so much that he is very moved by Sherlock’s admission to the whole of the room to how much John means to Sherlock. John even cried beforehand, and you can just SEE his FUCKING FACE glow every time he looks at Sherlock.
    • John ALSO grabs and holds Sherlock’s neck not once but twice in this episode.
    • John cluing in at the end of the episode that Sherlock does indeed feel something more for John when they share a look, and not being able to deal with his mistake, so he no-homo’d out of there because it hurt too much.
  • HLV
    • Only a month into their marriage, John is having wet dreams about Sherlock, and is visibly disappointed when Sherlock is not the one at the door.
    • John contacts Mycroft when Sherlock is overdosed.
    • Only to kick him out shortly after because he is upsetting Sherlock.
    • He tries to make Sherlock laugh and succeeds.
    • John’s jealousy once again, this time over Janine.
    • John’s longing looks to Sherlock.
    • John’s subtle “I want to come, too” when Sherlock mentions the case.
    • When John is searched at the flat, he makes a joke about his dick IN FRONT OF SHERLOCK to another man.
    • John’s immediate reaction to Sherlock being shot.
    • John’s off-screen acceptance to let Sherlock show him the truth about his murderer.
    • Mary knew that John loved Sherlock. It’s the whole reason she needed Sherlock gone, because John was starting to stray.
    • She didn’t want John to name the baby.
    • “John, you are addicted to a certain lifestyle. You’re abnormally attracted to dangerous situations and people.” [x]
    • Not really confirmed, but fandom assumes John left to stay at Baker Street during the 6 months we haven’t seen to care for Sherlock.
    • John’s acceptance at Sherlock’s plan for Appledore, even though it’s Christmas.
    • John not even flinching at the “damsel in distress” line.
    • John begrudgingly allowing himself to be flicked in the face just because Sherlock begged him to.
    • John’s horrified expression when Sherlock kills someone for him.
    • The Tarmac Scene, pretty much the whole thing. It’s set up like Casablanca’s plane scene, and John knows he has to let Sherlock go; he fumbles to find the right words to say to Sherlock. John, though, knew exactly what Sherlock was going to / wanted to say, and I think it hurts him that Sherlock never admitted his feelings.
  • TAB 
    • Because this episode takes place entirely in Sherlock’s head, I don’t think we should really include it in this list, but I’m going to anyway, since Sherlock actually picked up on John’s love for him. He knows that John will accept him regardless of his faults if he confessed his love for him. I think this is why S4 doesn’t sit right with me, because it completely diverted from this HUGE revelation that Sherlock had made in TAB.
    • Sherlock understands that John will always choose him, in the end. Again, another thing that makes S4 so OOC.
    • Also something that should be noted, running on the assumption that the modern scenes may possibly be real, John is concerned about the overdose and the fact that it could kill Sherlock.
    • Mycroft’s plea to John signifies that Myc knows about how much John cares for Sherlock.

And these are a crapshoot, because the whole series did a 180˚ with the narrative and John’s character. I’m so angry because I don’t believe for one second John would choose Mary over Sherlock. Anyway, here goes:

Granted, it gets less and less obvious in S3 and S4; S3 because I believe that we are in Sherlock’s POV and he perceives his relationship with John differently, and in S4 because I believe that S4 is a false narrative and it literally took great pains to keep them separated for some stupid reason.

Finally, I’ve also written about why John loves Sherlock in past posts, because of similar discourse:

I hope all of these help you feel better, Nonny, and please, everyone, I most likely will have missed many-a-point, so please add to them – I study Sherlock’s character more than John’s, so I have a harder time seeing John’s cues!


do you ever just want to cry because jason momoa is a real person? he looks so big and scary and he could also snap you in half if he hugged you too hard but he’s so goofy and adorable, he just really loves guinness and his family and if he stood on your foot, he’d probably apologise like crazy and buy you a beer and a burger like….i just want to cry he’s so pure

anonymous asked:

HC where RFA+V+Saeran sees MC kissed by a foreigner but it turns out that the foreigner is her cousin and it's like normal gesture for him. (let's make V get his sight back) (The gang haven't confess to MC yet on this one) how will they react?? (Tbh imma slut for Jelly Gang)

Hello~ Ri had a bit of writer’s block with this request so Nao kindly offered her assistance :3

Ri was responsible for Yoosung, Zen, Jumin and Saeran, while Nao wrote Jaehee, Seven and V~!

We hope you enjoy~!

– NaoRi (our name for collabs ;))


  • He was already having a bad enough day after running into a V look-a-alike after school, and then he came home to see you with a stranger!
  • He figured that it was just your friend or something (although he was a bit irritated that it was a guy) so he left you guys alone to talk with each other
  • Of course, Yoosung lurked around in the kitchen, very clearly subtly keeping an eye on the guy
  • He’d be texting Zen as he anxiously watches
  • Yoosung: Zen!! There’s some weird guy in our house… He’s being a bit too friendly with MC, what should I do?? >_
  • Zen: Hah? I don’t think you should worry, Yoosung. MC didn’t even go for ME—ME, this handsome embodiment of perfection!
  • Texting Zen for help was even worse than not texting Zen for help.
  • AND SO, the MATURE, emphasis on MATURE, Yoosung endured.
  • But then that guy kissed you before he left. And you let him.
  • Yoosung stood up immediately, feeling hurt that you hadn’t even turned away from him. Tears were welling up in his eyes.
  • “MC… who was he? Do you… not like me anymore?” he whimpered.
  • You quickly explained that your cousin was visiting, and you were just catching up. You also mentioned that it was a custom to kiss where your cousin came from (he’d been studying in France for the last few years.)
  • Yoosung almost burst into tears again at the revelation. “I was so worried…! I wanted to act like a man and tried not to let it get to me, but I couldn’t help it… I got jealous again. I’m sorry, MC… A-are you disappointed?”
  • He looked so ashamed of himself but he was so adorable right now, you wanted to hug him to death.
  • You reassured him, “I’ll never be disappointed in you, Yoosung. I think it’s really cute that you’re jealous!”
  • “Cute?! I’m not cute! I’m a man!”


  • He’s never been the jealous type. After all, he has plenty of fans and they cause lots of misunderstandings, so he tries to be as calm as you do.
  • You had been waiting for him to finish a business meeting, so you had gone to a nearby café.
  • Zen was relieved to return to your side—he can’t help but worry about leaving you alone in public. What if fans attacked you? What if other men tried to flirt with you?
  • He was already paranoid about your safety, so when he saw you sitting with a blond, foreign man from the windows of the café, Zen SNAPPED.
  • In a flash, he had crossed the street, entered the café and SLAMMED his hands on the table between you and the foreigner.
  • “Get away from MC!” he shouted, not caring about his public image.
  • The foreigner was shocked at first, but his expression quickly morphed into understanding. In a cheerful, British accent, he said, “Oh, I see. So you’re the actor MC was talking about. I recognize you! Can I have an autograph?!”
  • Zen looked between you and the foreigner, wondering what the connection was.
  • “Zenny, you’ve got it all wrong! He’s my cousin!! But you should be careful around hi-“
  • Too late. The foreigner had kissed Zen’s lips.
  • What the-
  • Well, Zen had been attacked by fans before, so this was not uncommon. But it was just a bit… sudden.
  • “He’s gay,” you finished. “And he’s in love with handsome men.”
  • Oho~! So her cousin thinks I’m handsome!
  • Be prepared for a very intimate, narcissistic discussion between them


  • You went together on one of Zen’s musicals post Christmas
  • Jaehee had been fangirling about Zen’s new role in the play as you went inside the theater
  • You were so immersed in the topic that you bump into a tall, blonde guy and you fall on your ass
  • The guy turns to help you up
  • “I’m sorry, are you al……MC?!? My, what a coincidence, it is MC!!!“
  • “Albert? Ohmaygahd, it is you!!! I missed you so much!!!“
  • He helps you up and he kisses you in the forehead as you hang off him.
  • Meanwhile, Jaehee watches from the sidelines, feeling a mix of emotions.
  • They look so good together, he must be her boyfriend… she did tell me likes Eddie Redmayne, so her type must be British guys after all…?
  • You finally un-dangle yourself from Albert and you loop your arm with Jaehee’s
  • “Jaehee, I’d like to introduce you to Albert, my cousin. Albert, this is Jaehee, my friend…“
  • “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Jaehee; I can call you Jaehee, right?“ he starts, as he takes her hand and kisses the back of it (smooth, dear cousin, VEEEERY SMOOTH)
  • You’ve never seen her blush this much, even when you watched “The Jalapeno topping was pretty spicy“
  • You sit between her and your cousin for fear of him snatching Baehee away from you


  • The two of you were visiting France for one of the C&R company’s biggest business partner’s party. He had taken you along to sightsee and let you experience true French cuisine.
  • He had bought you a long, elegant red dress to wear at the party, and he thought it made you look absolutely beautiful.
  • Maybe too beautiful, he thought, when he saw a couple businessmen approaching you.
  • You were laughing, hugging them and conversing casually despite the formal environment.
  • Jumin had his eyebrows furrowed deeply, a bit irritated that you were being over-friendly with them
  • One of the men leaned in for a kiss, and you returned it.

  • He swiftly walks next to your side, casting a cool gaze on the three French men in front of you.
  • “Qu’est-ce que vous faites avec mon amour? (What are you doing with my lover?)” Jumin asks, suppressing his displeasure. “Comprenez-vous que vos actions pourraient avoir un mauvais impact sur notre relation? (Do you understand your actions may have a bad effect on our relationship?”
  • “Jumin, silly!” you giggled. “These three are my cousins! They’re triplets. They grew up in France with their French father, although I never imagined I would meet them here!”
  • Jumin blinked, taking in the new information. The tension in his arms eased, and he nodded in apology towards the men.
  • Well. He’d be sure to stop assuming. He should just trust that you would make the right decisions.
  • “Je suis désolé d'avoir agi ainsi. Comment pourrais-je m'excuser proprement?? (I apologize for my actions. How can I properly apologize?)”
  • Expect an overly fancy dinner in formal banter—it was almost as if Jumin was trying to compete against them and appear brighter than them.
  • Dammit, was this guy still jealous?

Saeyoung / 707

  • The two of you decided to hang out for a movie and a round of games at the arcade
  • You notice a familiar Middle Eastern guy approaching you as you leave the cinema
  • Seven notices this too
  • Recognition dawns on you
  • “MC!!!“
  • “Faris!!!”
  • You run to him and share a hug and a kiss
  • He’s aware that kissing between a man and a woman in Arab countries are only limited to relatives and lovers, but you don’t look alike, so that leaves him with the latter option.
  • A lover, maybe? But…
  • He’s about to (miserably) slink away and just leave you a message as to his whereabouts, when you turn around and pull him towards the intruder
  • “Seven, this is Faris, my cousin and milk-brother…“
  • The rest of the sentence is drowned out the moment he hears the word cousin
  • Is so overjoyed that he excitedly throws his arms out to him and says, “Hello, 707, I’m Faris! kayf Haalak?“
  • Your cousin is amused, and he returns the greeting, along with a kiss.
  • “bi-khayr, al-Hamdu lillah“
  • After the usual courtesies, you both invite Faris to hang out with you.
  • You’re amused because they’re getting along well… maybe a little too well?


  • Was talking to a prospective customer during one of the RFA parties when you decided to roam around
  • Hears you squeal, but doesn’t mind it until he hears an unfamiliar voice.
  • “MC!!! Mi amore, it’s so nice to see you again!!!“
  • Turns in time to see a handsome male brunette happily give you a kiss on both cheeks
  • Observes the interaction from the corner of his eye
  • Why isn’t he taking his hands off of MC? Isn’t that longer than necessary?
  • Leaves the conversation without excusing himself
  • Makes his way to you, smoothly grabbing a champagne flute from one of the passing waiters
  • You’re surprised when he suddenly appears right beside you and puts a hand on the small of your back
  • ????
  • “I’ve been looking all over for you, MC. Mind introducing me to your friend?“
  • He’s smiling, but you notice how it looks a bit forced
  • “Oh, yeah, this is Alessandro, my cousin who just came in from Italy. Sandy, this is V…“
  • “…the sunshine to her moonlight,“ he continues, the tension visibly leaving his shoulders and he offers a relaxed smile as he extends a hand for your cousin to shake.
  • Sunshine to my moonlight?!? Eh? Ehh? EHHHHHH?????
  • You are a confused and blushing mess
  • “It’s so nice to meet you; MC has told me so much about you!“
  • “It’s a pleasure to meet you too, but I believe this is the first time I’ve heard that MC has relatives in Italy.“
  • V is surprised when your cousin doesn’t reach for the handshake and instead, gives him a kiss on both cheeks too.
  • But they’re hugging a bit longer than necessary???
  • When they finally separate though, you can feel huge waves of tension radiating from these two, even when engaging in a polite conversation.


  • The moment any guy even LOOKS at you, he glares at them. While he’s a softie around you now, he still has his gangster-like tendencies from before.
  • And he can give a good glare that scares people to scramble the hell away immediately.
  • It’s pretty handy when you have to wait in line for amusement parks, movie theatres and restaurant lines.
  • But you never expected him to glare that way at your poor cousin who jumped behind your back.
  • “Saeran, stop scaring my cousin! He’s a good guy,” you said in a worried tone.
  • Cousin? Ah.
  • Saeran puts on a friendly smile, reaching his hand out towards your cousin.
  • “Sorry about that. It’s a habit,” he mumbled, sheepishly rubbing his hand on the back of his neck.
  • Your cousin returns a relieved smile, “Well, I’m glad you’re able to protect MC this way. It’s all good.”
  • Then your cousin kisses your hand in appreciation for explaining the situation before he got killed by your scary boyfriend.
  • Speaking of which.
  • Scary Boyfriend Mode: Activated.
  • Saeran’s gaze turns sadistic, eyeing your cousin with irritation.
  • Cue the screams. Let’s hope your cousin had lived a long life already.

laughter and the smell of sugar twirled in the air and the lights of the festival twinkled like colorful, bulbous stars. those lights seemed to shine in alec’s wide, childlike eyes as he drank it all up, an awestruck smile on his face that made magnus’ heart sigh and the urge to kiss him almost unbearable. he pulled him along and through the crowd, alec’s hand cool and a huge contrast to the warm tokyo atmosphere. the absolute wonder that alec was exuberating was so endearing and sweeter than the ice cream cone he was currently eating.

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V Headcannons

In ode of the upcoming V Route (since in some areas, IT’S AUGUST WOO) I’ve decided to address some V Headcannons that I personally think are completely plausible and holy fuck I love this man here we go

•He loves to cuddle. He’s not used to it, but he sure as hell loves it. Fight me on this I want my boy to be hugged and safe and warm and-

•V probably has sloth merchandise. He likes the way they live and finds them extremely adorable and thank the gods for this pure man and for these pure animals Jesus fucking Christ

•V’s pictures each have #Aesthetic names like, it’s canon one of the names are “Her Shadow” and another “Hope’s Beginning” so fuck yeah he’s aesthetic as hell


•V wears a lot of overalls and sweaters while traveling abroad to take photographs. He likes the feeling and likes how he doesn’t need to wear a belt. I love this man holy shi

•He has a dream journal… if anyone read it they’d be weirded out smh this boy has some weird ass dreams lemme tell you


•Remember how V tried telling Jumin he had terminal cancer in Baehee’s Route? Yeahhh I really hope he faked being sick so he could stay home sometimes during his schooldays. In those days he’d prob take pictures or stare at a wall and think about sloths or smth

•V used to have a cat when he was younger so maybe then he could finally get some pussy
Oh my fucking gods just pour bleach in my eyeballs now fucking hell

•When his sight began to fail, V bought so many sunglasses holy shit he probably has those steampunk sunglasses or even those cheesy five dollar ones with the bright colors and weird shapes. But he probably also has a small collection of fucking expensive as hell sunglasses that are probably worth more than my college tuition jfc

•V tips like a champ like for real he probably tried tipping 200% once and nearly made the waiter faint because it was a multi hundred dollar meal with Jumin who you fucking KNOW eats that expensive good good

•V’s phone battery is probably higher than your stoner cousin rn because he never knows when he doesn’t have his professional camera on him and needs to take a picture of like a flower (or a sloth)

•I stg V probably has read Harry Potter a fuck ton of times no joke and has merchandise and owns all of the movies. If you say a quote, he’ll probably tell you the book, chapter, page, paragraph, and sentence tbh what a dork

•I really hope V had an emo phase and when he first looked at Mint Eye!Saeran was probably thinking “yo what the fuck did Rika show you my old facebook account or what” even tho he’s too nice to say that shit out loud

•V hates chiffon cakes

•I really hope V likes camping for his photography. Like, you won’t hear from him for weeks (lol I bet whenever V goes AWOL the RFA just thinks he’s camping) and once nearly got mauled by a bear trying to take a picture of it (Yoosung’s favorite picture jfc)

•V uses contact lens and one time tore his right lens while swimming and started crying because that was his last right lens fucking hell

•V is such a fucking cutie when it comes to dates like holy shit what a gentleman. Like he’s vanilla af to dating (like do you really think he would date around?) so he tries his best to swoon the MC and it fuCKING WORKS TAKE ME

•He likes to wear eyeliner and once wore sparkly fingernail polish because he’s glitter af

•Doesn’t really watch anime that much, but probably has like a top ten that he likes. He once tried to watch Attack on Titan and nearly cried what a soft boy I love him

•He likes left Twix because Jumin likes right Twix and he thinks it’s funny what a cutie <3

•He likes planting flowers randomly in his house. One time he planted a sunflower next to his head and woke up to a butterfly on his nose aww
Long story short he sneezed -o-

•Alongside his sunglasses collection, you fucking bet your left titty that he has a flower crown collection. Rika tried getting rid of them while they dated, but he hid them and wears them while he goes camping. Smol flower boy uwu

•When he was younger he wanted a fantasy-like wedding but now our smol boy just wants to be loved by someone who won’t FUCKING SCRATCH HIS EYES OUT UHHH

•Used to be a crybaby when he was younger, now he knows how to cry on the inside more 
Someone please pet this boy’s cotton candy hair and tell him it’s gonna be alright ;-;

•You know those kids who would wake up hella early to watch cartoons?
V wasn’t one of them bye

•V wore reading glasses when he was little fight me on this

•V has a blog to help aspiring photographers and totally gives them #1 tips and is uber sweet abt it and holy fuck take my soul

•Once confused a fox and a cat while his eyesight was shit. He brought it in his house and everything. Jumin visited the next day and guess what he thought it was a cat too. It took a surprisingly long time for them to realize cats don’t look like foxes.
Hint he took the fox to the vet and found out after the secretary screamed

•Hates killing bugs but hates bugs

•V’s the kind of person who’s always buying lip balm but always losing them too like if you look under his couch he probably has like twenty down there

•Probably doesn’t take a lot of selfies, but when he does he looks bomb af and makes Zen reconsider his entire life

•Wanna bet my college savings that V has a really cute back tattoo?

•Once milked a cow. He asked permission and was uber polite to the cow, even apologized to it because he thought he was hurting it. Pet its baby and hugged the smol cow. V thinks cows are pretty.

•Once he came home after visiting Jumin and took a shower. Somehow his drain was filled with white cat hair.

•Once gave Saeyoung a kazoo. He regrets it.

•V is probably the type of person who leaves the empty cereal box in the panty and an empty carton of milk in the fridge. He means well but sometimes he just stares at it and decides somehow it’ll be easier to put it back instead of in the trash bin. He lives alone so it’s not like he’s being mean to anyone lol

•Cut his thumb with a spoon once (actually happened to me once, to this day I wonder how the fuck did I manage that) so V only has nineteen spoons now.

•Has a weird scar on his head from a shelf breaking while he was under it. Jumin had a professional interior designer plan out a “safer” living room for him. V was too nice to tell Jumin that it was silly and too embarrassed to admit that he’s just bad at installing things.

•Not a headcannon, just wondering. Do you think V has blue armpit hair?

•Has flower pillowcases but otherwise has plain sheets. Flower boy -3-

•Has a hobby of photoshopping Jumin’s face onto cats. He once accidentally sent it in a chatroom with Zen in it. Freaked the hell out of Zen and apologized, even though he found it kinda funny.

•Every once in awhile, he likes making cool shapes with his smoking pipe and shows them to Zen, smoking bros.

•He doesn’t play video games, but used to indulge himself in a few of Yoosung’s talks about LOLOL. What a sweetie

•Likes crunchy things, probably has like a lot of crunchy, dried fruits and vegetables in his pantry. Him and Zen snack between V using Zen as a model for photos. ZEN has V recommend him brands and his favorites.

•V tried chewing gum a few times, but always ended up swallowing it by accident so he decides he’d rather not. He also doesn’t like how sweet a lot of the brands are.

•A total dork and probably has a lot of movie dates with MC. They probably eat some of his crunchy fruits I mentioned above and drink champagne out of mugs. Once V got scared during a movie and spilled his drink on MC (and in the fruit but he doesn’t care about that) and offered to let her wear some of his pajamas. Nearly had a nosebleed when he saw (ha…) her

•Kinda wimpy when it comes to horror movies, but likes watching them in a big theatre so he knows he isn’t alone.

•Did I already say he is a cuddlebug? Yeah? Too bad, I love this dork and he needs cuddles -^-

That’s basically all I can manage rn if I have any typos it’s because I’m too lazy to proofread.

I learned something while writing these headcannons. It takes a special talent to write them, a talent I do not have but whatever they’re fun to write.


Moments Where Olicity Wanted MORE in Season 5

From the start of Season 5 the UST was there…which made Felicity’s non-boyfriend reveal so shocking at the end of the premiere.

Originally posted by lyricalarrow

Felicity’s attraction to Oliver did not dim and she could not help but say it out loud - but really who could blame her!

Originally posted by smoakyarrow

She adores this man, it is so clear….

Originally posted by feilcityqueen

The relief they both felt when Oliver got back from breaking John out of prison was palpable! They had to hold themselves back.

Originally posted by andjustforthismoment

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anonymous asked:

I was watching the Modern Family episode where 3 year old Lily learns about weddings and then wants to marry her dad (Cam) who loves the idea but her other dad Mitch finds out about it and then tries to outdo their fake wedding and it just keeps spiralling from there. It made me think of what baby jeon would be like with his noona or hyungs after learning about what weddings are for the first time

when jungkook first found out what marriage was, ladies and gentlemen, the boys (all six grown men) realized a three year old had more balls than they ever did. jungkook immediately got on one knee, trying to replicate what he saw on the television and his words, lord take the wheel his words are so pure and precious because he asks past the limitations of trying to articulate what he feels in a way that makes everyone melt to their knees.

with a smooth will noona marry me? you’re swooping him off his feet to your chest, hugging him close with a of course i will, jeon jungkookie and from there it gets wild.

while it was adorable, in the next split of a second, it was complete chaos.

“jungkookie! why marry y/n? there’s so many other girls in the world!”

“shit, if you think so then i’d marry y/n,”

“piss off, man! like hell y/n would marry you,”

“she said yes to a three year old! i wouldn’t be that bad!”

“…this is ridiculous. we’re arguing over a three year old’s fake proposal,”

“then you don’t want to marry y/n? good, one less person to care about,”

“that’s not what i meant!”

“…jungkookie, let’s get out of here, yeah?” you murmur into his ear, and he nods slowly, as long as it makes you happy but - “sit back down, y/n! we’re not done with this!”

Divide: How Much Does Ed Need a Hug?
  • Eraser: 9/10 Ed definitely needs a solid hug right now
  • Castle on the Hill: 2/10 I just want to hug him because this is adorable
  • Dive: 8/10 needs hug and reassurance
  • Shape of You: 0/10 Ed is definitely NOT looking for a hug right now
  • Perfect: 5/10 this is just adorable (side note I want this played at my wedding)
  • Galway Girl: 0/10 Ed is getting more than a hug already
  • Happier: 10/10 he is v sad please help him, please
  • New Man: 0/10 I wouldn't hug him because he's on fire from ROASTING THIS DUDE
  • Hearts Don't Break Around Here: 6/10 needs to be hugged as a thanks for this cute song
  • What Do I Know?: 10/10 but only because this song is really pure
  • How Would You Feel: 8/10 reassure him that you love him too
  • Barcelona: 0/10 He's havin a good time he doesn't need a hug
  • Biblia Be Ye Ye: 4/10 it sounds like Ed had a rough night but he's got a good attitude about it
  • Nancy Mulligan: 10/10 just for a cuddle this is cute thanks for sharing Ed
  • Save Myself: 12/10 he needs a hug to help him see he is worth the entiRE WORLD
  • Overall: Please give Ed Sheeran a hug at your earliest convenience

anonymous asked:

Hc of dating Tim? Thanks!

-is super shy around you first trying to be as polite as possible he dosent want to make a mistake

-once you guys are together he is super comfortable around you and he’s not afraid to be hisself

-only trusts you to make his coffee cause you’re the only other person who makes it just right

-if you’re in the same room his eyes are always glancing towards you

-sci-fi movie marathons

-him falling asleep on you all the time because he trusts you and feels so calm and relaxed when with you

-having to check up on him a lot

-him always reassuring you that he’s fine but you know better

-Tim has gone through a lot and he’s grateful that you’re a constant person in his life

-he’s not afraid to talk to you about how he feels

-at first he felt that he annoyed you about talking about himself since no one really pays attention to his emotions

-but man that first time you listened to him he had never felt so happy and loved that he teared up and when you pulled him in for a hug he full on sobbed

-he loves you so muchhhhh

-he loves holding your hands it calm his anxiety down and just makes him feel better

-absolutely adores it when you give him cheek kisses he feels so loved and happy

-I just want my Timmy to be happy!!!! THATS ALL I ASK FOR!!!!

This is the first time I’m participating in a writing challenge.
Thanks,  @txf-prompt-box, for this prompt: 

Prompt: Someone falling asleep during an important meeting.
Bonus: How does the sleeping person is wakened up?
Double bonus: Told from a 1st person POV.

I was intrigued and that’s what I made of it. English is not my first language, so please overlook any grammar and word inaccuracies.

Telling Mom

Mulder is sitting on the couch and is barely able to keep his eyes open. He hasn’t really slept a lot lately and the lack of relaxation is finally taking its toll on him although he’s used to insomnia and knows how to deal with it. Maybe it’s not so much the lack of sleep that is responsible for his exhaustion but the frequent nightly physical exertion. Butterflies make themselves felt in my belly and I decide to let him fall asleep, anticipating a replenished Mulder in my bed tonight.

“Dana, honey, can you give me a hand?” my mother shouts from the kitchen, keeping the luscious thoughts in my head from taking a life of their own.

I hope she hasn’t noticed anything yet. She looked somewhat suspiciously when she opened the door to us about half an hour ago. I’m not sure Mulder had managed to get that goofy grin off his face, the one he’s been wearing ever since we decided to flush FBI fraternization rules down the toilet and jump head first into this adventure, and boy, what a wonderful adventure it has been so far. I have never been so comfortable with a lover before. It has never felt even remotely like this, so natural, so right, so fulfilling. I guess this is it for me, he’s the one. Mulder is going to be the last lover I introduce to my mother.

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sarcasm-olala  asked:

Hi! If it's okay I'd like to request a bts reaction where he confesses that he is in fact still a virgin and wants you to be his first (since there are so many vice versa versions out there and I feel like it's not too unrealistic that some of them still have their v card)

i’m glad you thought of that. the boys may behave like sex gods on stage, but you never know, you know? so here goes. thanks for requesting! 

BTS Reaction | confessing that they want you to be their first |


Just when things began to get heated, he slowly drew your hands away from his sides and held them to his chest, forcing you to look at him. 

“______, you might want to hear this out before we-“ He drew a breath in, closing his eyes. “I haven’t made love before. I’ve always wanted to save myself for someone I’d want to spend my whole life with. Someone who’d want to spend their whole life with me.“ He opened his eyes and brought his hands up to cup your face. “I was hoping it would be you.”

You blink. “Are you proposing to me?“

He chuckled and kissed your forehead. “Not yet. I just wanted to tell you that you’re going to be my first if we continue tonight.” He slid his hands to your thighs and hoisted you up onto his waist, never breaking eye contact. “When we continue tonight.”

You would have never guessed he was a virgin if he hadn’t told you already.


When he tells you, he won’t be shy. He knows it’s his choice, and unashamedly so. All he hopes is that you would understand that, so he makes sure he looks straight into your eyes when he tells you he wants you to be his first. 

You’re speechless. It’s not just that he was a virgin, it was the fact that he trusted and loved you enough to tell you he wanted you to be his first“Yoongi.” You kiss him, his shoulders sagging under your hands in hidden relief. “That’s- that’s amazing. I’m glad you want me to be your first.”

“You’re not- mad?“

“Why on earth would I be mad?” You push your fingers into your hair and kiss him again. He looked so vulnerable you couldn’t control yourself. “I’m just a bit…confused.“

His face falls. “Confused?”

“You know, about Cypher 3, and that line about sending your listeners to Hongkong. How did you-“

“_____!“ he whines. 


You would have never guessed it, especially not if he hadn’t told you. For a moment you are stumped as he tells you, hands on your waist, you in his lap. When he’s finished, he looks at you expectantly, just a hint of unease behind his usually smiling eyes. 

“_____? Say something.”

You bite your lip, not being able to contain your smile at how much he wanted to know what you thought. “Hobi, I never would have guessed.” You smooth his hair away from his ears and meet his eyes with a reassuring smile. “I’m glad you told me. Hearing you say that-” You swallow hoping he understood your words. “It means so much to me. I would have saved myself if I’d known I could give myself to you.”

“You being my first is more than enough for me, ______.“ He reached up and kissed you again, again reminding you why you’d never expected him to be inexperienced. 

As his lips left small kisses at the base of your neck, you grinned. “At least I get to lead.”

He laughed and eased you into the couch. “You think.”


“…and I want you to be my first. I know it’s a lot to digest, but-“

You can’t help but kiss him. The Namjoon you knew was confident and sure of himself. Seeing him stumble over his words as he told you he was still a virgin, gave you more feelings than you knew what to do with, so all you could do was kiss him. 

“I love you, virgin or not. And the fact that you want me to be your first…Joon, I have no words.“ You smile at his disbelief. “Did you think I would laugh? Joon…“

“No,…it’s just that I didn’t think it would be this easy. That you would accept it without question.“

“Well now you know. Although, I do have a question.“ You tugged on a loose strand of his hair. “How did you write Expensive Girl so well?”

He sighed. “A man can dream, ______. You’re never gonna let me live that down, are you?“

You poke his cheek with a finger. “Nope.


He told you, blushing head to toe, stuttering out the last few words with a breath of relief and a hug to rest his heated face against your cool skin. You don’t know what to be surprised at more, his confession or the fact that that he adored you enough to want you to be the first person he ever made love with.

“And hopefully my last.“ He placed a kiss on your neck, reminding why you would have never guessed he hadn’t made love before. He’d always seemed so comfortable you’d just assumed he was not new to sex. “I only want it to be you, ______. Ever.“

Now it’s your turn to blush.

(he looks like a princess he’s so ethereal how is this possible what is this witchcraft look at those eyes how when why)


He’s not shy, because he knows you’ll love him no matter what. So he doesn’t blush when he tells you, an arm casually wrapped around your waist, nose in your hair, just when you were dropping off to sleep.

As he tells you, you realize that you’d known it all along, you’d just hadn’t come around to becoming aware of it. When he softly murmurs about him wanting you to be his first, you think of all the times you two had kissed, the way his hands had held you like there was nothing more dear to him than you, his hesitation when you toed the line. 

Your eyes just a bit watery, you turn towards him and kiss him, his lips already shaping themselves to yours in eagerness. “That means a lot to me, Tae, wanting me to be your first. I’ll always be here when you’re ready.”

Even through the darkness, you could see his smile. 

Sometime later, you prod at his side. “Hey, Tae.“


“You still have your V card. Get it? Because V-“

He sighs and placed a not-so-chaste kiss below your jaw, effectively cutting off your bad pun. 


You’d guessed already, so you weren’t very surprised when he told you one lazy night when the two of you were just nestled in bed. 

You snuggled into his chest and closed your eyes. “Okay.“

“That’s it?“ He rolled on top of you, and looked at you with wide eyes. He couldn’t believe it was that easy. He’d been worrying for days about what you’d say when he told you about him wanting you to be his first partner ever.

You giggled and held his face with a hand, bringing him down you can kiss him tenderly. “Of course, that’s it. I’ll be here, right next to you, whenever you want your first time to be.” 

He sighed and dropped down next to you, pulling you closer that before. “_____, I love you.”

“I love you too, Mr. International Playboy.“

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Tumblr Prompt ( yoongi x OC)

Part 1     Part 2

arranged marriage. 

Part 3/?

“what are you doing?” I said blankly , fingers clutching the pliers that i’d been using to bend a bit of metal into shape for a pair of earrings. I usually didn’t have visitors in my workshop, which was located over a flower shop in lower itaewon. i loved the cozy place and i hadn’t even know that Min Yoongi knew where the shop was. 

And yet, here he was : dressed in a grey button down, smart black sacks and a tie, shoes polished to a shine and hair styled , holding what looked like three dozen purple orchids . 

“did you buy those downstairs?” i said suspiciously and he grinned, shameless gummy smile making my heart skip three consecutive beats. 

“they’re your favorites aren’t they? you ordered them for the centerpiece in our wedding.” He said smoothly, stepping in and placing them carefully on the table. I stared as he slipped his thumbs into the waistband of his pants, the action drawing my gaze to his lean hips and i felt my throat go dry. 

“What.. what are you trying to do?” I said warily, as he kept coming closer and Yoongi hummed as he casually moved a chair out of the way before making his way over to where i was standing behind my worktable, uncut gems and frames and designs and cutting tools scattered all over the wooden surface. . 

“Something you said…earlier… just stuck with me..” He wasn’t stopping. 

for real. 

i dropped the pliers and stepped back , only to hit the edge of the table. oh, crap. 

He stepped right up to me, crowding me into the corner of where the table met the wall and I gulped, palms reaching up and pressing against his chest instinctively

“what are you doing, Yoongi?” i said , voice high with panic. 

“i’m trying… To love you. To make you happy. isn’t that why you were so angry? Because i wasn’t trying?  So i thought i’d start trying…” He ducked his head and his breath breezed over my ears, making my bare toes curl into the floor.

I flexed my shoulders before pushing forward, fuling intending to push him away but his fingers wrapped around my wrist, not painful but firm, and to my surprise he causally pressed my hands up against his chest.

“i missed you. I’m still sorry… Y/N…” He rubbed his thumbs across the back of my palm and I glared at him. 

“you don’t love me.” I said , voice petulant and upset and he hesitated.

“why do you keep saying that?” He said sharply. 

I stared at him.

“you.. you said you loved Jiyeon..”

“that was three years ago, Y/N. Three years. i spent the last three years with you, didn’t i? And i know.. I know i wasn’t the best of husbands and maybe, Jiyeon had a part to play in that. i …i always felt a bit guilty about leaving her that way… and it may have influenced the way I behaved with you but…”

i stared at him.


“But i never meant to hurt you. i just… I wanted to do the right thing , that’s all.” He released my wrists, before reaching out, rubbing the back of his knuckles across my cheeks before leaning down and lightly rubbing his nose against my neck. “ You smell amazing , baby. is that the one i got you for your birthday?” He whispered softly.

I opened my mouth and then shut it. the words had wiped clean my brain and i’d forgotten what I’d been trying to say. Forgotten what i’d been mad about. 

“I..uh.. wait.. what?”

“I wanted to take you out to dinner. thank you properly.”

“thank.. what are you talking about?”

“For making me the happiest man alive.” His palm dropped, softly pressing against the curve of my belly and my heart leapt into my throat. I felt a whimper build somewhere in the base of my throat. 

“Yoongi…” i choked out , stunned and confused and hurt and just altogether miserable. i didn’t even realize I was crying til his thumb brushed underneath my eyes, wiping away stray drops. 

“Don’t cry…” he whispered, his voice cracking. “ Fuck, every time you cry, i feel like I’m dying, baby.” 

“You’re the reason.” I shot back. “ You make me cry. you always do. You step on my heart. you-”

He gripped my chin softly, tilting my face up before pressing his lips against mine, cutting of my words. I didn’t reciprocate, staying still as he kissed me softly, lips closing over mine, tongue darting out in tentative strokes , while he gripped my waist. My eyes fluttered shut and i let him draw me closer, still feeling shaky as i gripped his shoulders, my head spinning from the kiss. 

it was drugging, this feeling like everything was shaky and dizzy and sinking and the only thing grounding me to safety was his mouth. The taste of him, the only real thing in a life that felt useless. 

 Magic,  a voice said inside my head, he really does breathe magic. He pulled away and i almost leaned forward in protest. 

 “ And you think you haven’t baby? you think you haven’t stepped on my heart?” He said softly and I stared at him. 

“Look at you…fuck. Have you seen the way you look at me? you stare at me , like i hung the bloody moon, Y/N. and i know i don’t deserve all that adoration but damn, baby when you look at me like that, it makes me want to get down on my knees and  worship you. “ he pressed his thumb into my lip. “ that face you make, like i’m the most important man in your life, I could take a bullet for that face. “

I stared at him, wide eyed and slightly slack jawed because…what.


“What .. what are you saying?” i said feeling unaccountably dumb. He couldn’t be saying what i thought he was saying, right? 

He pulled me close and hugged me tight , burying his face into my hair and stroking my back in soothing circles. 

“i’m saying i’ll try harder. “ He whispered. “ Just don’t leave me baby.” 

i gripped the fabric of his shirt and felt my heart pound steadily against his chest. I couldn’t understand or comprehend what had just happened. 

“What … why now.. I.. you ignored me the last two years..”

“Because I broke up with her. For good. She’s gone. and fuck i didn’t even feel anything when i did. But today, when you told me… when you said i was dead to you… “ He stuttered a bit, “ I felt like I really did die. “

I flinched.

“I .. i didn’t mean.. that.” i said softly, gripping him harder.

“i deserved it.” He said softly, voice muffled in my hair. 

I sighed softly.

“Let’s go home, yoongi.” I said softly. 


I brushed my hair out carefully, placing the brush back on the dresser before moving over to the bed. i crawled underneath the covers , hair still a little wet from the shower as i watched Yoongi get into bed. i watched him for a second, my eyes lingering on the skin of his chest. 

He took a deep breath . 

“I missed you.. a lot.” He said thoughtfully and i smiled. 

“come here.” i said gently. He looked hesitant. Like he wasn’t entirely sure what i was asking or why.

“it’s… I’m..”

“come here. Quick.” I held my arms out and he relaxed a little , moving close till he was lying on my arm, face inches from the top of my breasts, one arms coming around to grip my waist. I pressed a kiss to the top of his head. 

“I’ve always … had feelings for you. “ I said hesitantly. “ From the time i was a kid. “

He hummed.

“I noticed.”

I flushed, not particularly suprised. 

“you used to hide behind the buildings and watch me feed those puppies.” He said softly. 

I giggled. 

“You were such a softie.” 

“still am.” He shrugged, fingers slipping up to slip into my shirt before starting to stroke my stomach. 

i hummed. 

“Kiss me.” the words were out before i could filter them out. 

Yoongi shifted, reaching over to cradle my face before pressing his lips into mine. i smiled into the kiss, enjoying the warmth of it. and i felt a bit of worry , my heart jerking inside my ribs. 

“what’s wrong?” He said softly. 

i hesitated. 

“i just … I feel … I’m frightened.” i said softly, not even sure what i was saying. Yoongi frowned.

“What’s wrong baby? are you hurting or…”

I shook my head, tasting a kind of bitterness in the back of my throat. i was probably overreacting. 

“It’s.. it’s fine. I’m fine.” i said softly. 

“I’m here. don’t worry about anything, alright?” He said worriedly, still looking unsure as he brushed my hair back. 

He was right. He was a doctor. He wouldn’t let me get hurt.

Swallowing, i rubbed my stomach hesitantly.

“thank you for this.” He said softly, reaching out and kissing my forehead. “ i’ll take really good care of you. and our baby.”

And i believed him. 


Sometime in the night, i woke up in a sweat. Sweat that soaked through my clothes and the sheets, and i flinched, hating it. what had happened?

Had yoongi turned off the Air conditioner. i lifted my head, trying to reach for him when the pain in my back hit me broadside. 

it radiated all over my back and my eyes nearly rolled back in my eyes at the sheer intensity of it.

“Yoo.. Yoongi..” i managed to choke out and he groaned , stirring slowly.

“Y/N.. what’s wrong , are you-” 

He broke off, suddenly sitting up straight and diving for the switch . 

“Oh God!!  oh…fuck.. baby.. what.. oh shit..!!” He was shouting and i stared at him, confused.

“i think..i twisted my back… I’m sweating ..I..” As the lights came on, i glanced down at myself, vision freezing as i saw myself. 

I was lying in a pool of blood. the scarlet splash of it had stained everything red.  My dress, the sheets, even yoongi . The metallic tang in the air made me retch and i hung over the side of the bed, vomiting into the carpet. i felt sick and incredibly cold. 

yoongi was pulling the sheets off and calling someone.

“hello…i need an ambulance.” He was saying , his eyes wild with panic and i stared, uncomprehending till my stomach cramped again, and i felt another gush of liquid down my thighs. And then my entire vision went black. 


“what the hell just happened? She was fine yesterday?!” Namjoon shouted, panic ringing clear through his voice as he watched her pale face, the slightly blue tinged lips and the ice cold fingers. 

the doctors had pulled yoongi aside, told him in no uncertain terms that he couldn’t be involved. He was unstable at the moment and he was too distraught to be useful. 

yoongi didn’t even protest, his entire life flashing before his eyes. 

Yoongi was in shock, just staring at her as the doctors fitted her with a  ventilator. He was in shock but his brain was already working carefully, cataloging the symptoms : nausea, breathlessness, drop in temperature , the blood loss, the low blood pressure and the labored breathing. 

she wasn’t just losing the baby, his mind supplied unhelpfully. 


“Namjoon… she’s… ” he swallowed . “  .. it’s not a complete abortion. “ 

Namjoon froze. he stared at Yoongi, eyes wide. 

“what?” He whispered. 

“it’s a septic abortion. She’s going into septic shock.” Yoongi repeated blankly. “ she’s dying.”  

Author’s Note : Just one more chapter left. :)