admire from a distance

Hard to Get - Thomas

Author: @mf-despair-queen

Characters: Thomas/Reader

Word Count: 9,016

Warnings: NSFW, 18+, Kinky Thomas, Multiple Orgasms, Oral (both receiving), Bondage, Hair Pulling, Public Oral Sex, Masturbation, Thomas’s giant dick pressing into his jeans (cause hot damn we all know it does)

Notes: Some cute lil nonnie said they wanted me to write another Thomas smut. So kinky Thomas it is. Thanks @stilinski-jpeg @minhosmeanhoe and @dylan-trash-tbh for yelling at me to write this so much. Otherwise I would have kept procrastinating. I hope this is worth yelling at me so much. 

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anonymous asked:

Hi Would I be able to ask for EXO reaction when they meet a beautiful girl from another country such as Poland (from which I come c:) and are stunned by her beauty? I love your blog and wish you all the best! (Sry for my bad English)

Poland, you say? My też! Pozdrawiamy wszystkich polskich czytelników naszego bloga!

Baekhyun: 

He’s stunned and stares a lot, wondering from which country you come from. He wants to approach you and maybe talk to you for a while.

Chanyeol: 

When he hears that you’re from central Europe, he’s surprised since he’s not very familiar with their culture and he thinks that you’re pretty with your foreign appearance.

Chen: 

Your looks fascinate him and he’s very curious about you and your country, approaching you and asking few questions about it.

D.O: 

He gets shy and doesn’t really approach you because of that, but he still admires your beauty from distance, wishing that he could talk to you without it being awkward.

Kai: 

You look so different from other girls he ever met and it’s magical for him. When he hears where you’re from though, he’s surprised (Poland? Where’s that? 😂)

Kris: 

This big guy feels intimidated by your looks and feels stiff around you, though he still wants to get to know you better.

Lay: 

Your conversation is smooth and nice, He acts like a gentleman he is, but it’s clear that he wants to ask you out, and so he does later.

Luhan: 

You’re gorgeous to him and he approaches you with a smile, flirting and trying to impress you. You end up talking with each other a lot and becoming close.

Sehun: 

He also gets so shy around her and every time you make eye contact he looks away because your eyes are to pretty for him. In the end he asks for your number.

Suho: 

He’s mature and kind, he doesn’t want to overwhelm or offend you by asking many questions even if he’s curious. Instead he just simply talks with you and suggests to stay in contact.

Tao: 

He finds you very attractive and stares a lot. He approaches you only after you notice his gaze and then is his happy self, asking if you’d like to spend more time together.

Xiumin: 

For a while just flirts with his gaze, looking away every time you’d capture him staring, but you know he’s just playing by the smile he has on his face.

- Admin Gumi and Admin Tian 

anonymous asked:

1. The polish journalist, who was given broccoli by Harry, talked about the interview recently and I haven't seen it anywhere yet, so I thought I would share the translation! "I was very impressed with Harry. He acted like a true gentleman and was incredibly nice. I admire him for kind of distancing himself from all of the things that are happening around him without letting anyone down. He's just really nice and funny"

2. “When he looks at you, he seems super interested in what you’re saying. He looks at people in a very specific way. He would look at me the whole time and sometimes it was so intense I just couldn’t keep that eye contact with him anymore. I think I even stuttered once when he looked at me cause I didn’t know what was going on, but then he smiled, winked at me and we made it!”

3.“Me and the other journalist where sitting in our chairs already, and Harry was eating lunch somewhere. At some point he yelled, ‘Hey, anybody wants some broccoli?’ Everybody said, ‘No, thank you’, which is what every normal person would do. But, of course, I had to be like, yeah, I want your broccoli. So I said I wanted it and was sure it was a joke and a minute later I learned it wasn’t”

4. He came up to me gave me a hug, asked me about my name, how I was, where I came from and then he just stood in front of me. I had no idea what he wanted, it was very awkward. That’s when I noticed Harry was holding a plate with his half eaten lunch on it. I think none of us knew what to do next so he said he brought me some food. I told him I thought it was just a joke. He said that I need to take some of his broccoli. There were no forks or anything, but he insisted, so I ate the broccoli.“

First of all, thank you loads for this. It’s really lovely of you to share this, and I certainly haven’t seen it around so far!

Second of all, this is… there’s something so… I don’t know if I have words for what this is. It’s so *casual* and it matches *every* perception of him so well that it’s… wow. He is who he is, through and through. Good for him. 

Thanks again, love! xx

It’s a fear I have; what if I really do ruin everything I touch.
Loving for the rest of my life would feel like standing in an art museum. Wanting to be passionate, to create, but unfortunately failing every time. So instead, I admire, always admiring from a distance.
—  Leonardo

Listen, being a fanfic writer is the weirdest thing. You write alone, building a world in your brain, seeming like a normal crazy person in this large world. But then you post the story and it’s like a revelation. The gates of heaven and hell open simultaneously and you’re left in a dilemma because you are the focus of a thousand eyes and you are the focus of a thousand eyes. You might not even be using your given name and might be the most ignored person in the ‘outside world’ but in the space of your laptop screen and that story, you become some sort of a fairy godmother who grants the deepest wishes of people craving more stories. 

Then you come onto Tumblr or some other site where fandoms hound, where you meet other people. Some of them turn out to be writers who have made you weep into your sodden pillow at 3 a.m. because of a 11 chapter fic. You feel like a termite in comparison to them and stare intensely at their blogs every day, creating wondrous imaginations about how they might be. There are pedestals for gods and then there are thrones for these mere mortals who are immortal in your opinion. You have hated the kudos button for restricting your love for them. You don’t dare to look them in the eye or chat with them.

And then one day they reblog one of your posts or like it or do something equally simple. You hear angels cry and have endless internal screaming chants, with a few tears trickling down your cheeks. You think you have achieved nirvana. Is there anything more to do in this worthless hellsite life, you wonder. What more could you ask for?

So you try to act mature and think you have made a fool of yourself.

Turns out, they’re equally pathetic as you and have been gushing over your work as well.

You learn quickly that you’re all on the same boat and that moment, that moment of realization is when you understand why words are magic and writers are ridiculously human.

Fanfic writers are the most attention seeking, tired, annoyed, dorky people and anyone who thinks that they are people you need to admire from a distance needs to try having a chat once. You’ll find the resemblance of lost puppies or old cats.

acomaf characters as zodiac signs

— based on what I know and personal opinion

Aries: Cassian
A firecracker literally.
Rebellious and doesn’t give a shit sometimes but it’s alright because deep down they really and truly care and will do anything to save the ones they love. Typically fast paced people and rush to do things. Tend to be great sarcastic friends that you hate but you can’t stay away from them because you love them. Yup I feel like cassian is an Aries.

Taurus: Lucien
THE LOYALTY. Taureans are typically very loyal signs, and would be considered followers. Taureans are stubborn, yet put family first. I feel like a Taurus would be luciens zodiac sign. May be soft out the outside but strong and good willed on the inside. Hit them in the right spot and their feelings will get hurt. Sometimes they are conflicted between choices and are scared of change and what others may think of them.

Gemini: hybern + queens + ianthe + Jurian
sarcastic assholes and two faced bitches. who the frickity frackity cares they can die in a hole (I actually love gemini’s irl but these are the only gemini’s I hate-all based on stereotypes though sorry)

Cancer: Alis
Caring and shy. Empathetic and sentimental. Very loyal and Alis would definitely be a cancer.

Leo: Mor
A leader and a person who has passion and follows their heart. Leo’s are generally generous and loving with the people they love. They are risk takers and strong willed people. Mor is definitely a Leo for she has a heart of gold.

Virgo: Tamlin
Virgos can be a bipolar sign. Although they are down to earth, they have laws in order to keep order. Virgos are very organized with what they do, and categorize people in their lives most of the time, much how like tamlin only sees feyre as a trophy wife, not a fighter, or a women capable of herself. Or how he uses Lucien for emissary business but doesn’t entirely see him as a friend. Virgos can be very opinionated, but on the bright side, deep down, virgos just want the best for the ones they love.

Libra: Rhysand
First off the compatibility of Sagittarius and Libra is very high ;) secondly libra is the sign of harmony and relationship and strives for balance (somewhat like rhys) and are known for their good taste and charm (rhys!!!) Libras are diplomatic signs—they are concerned with the issues of social justice and simply want to ensure fairness. They make also struggle in making firm decisions (rhys debating whether to tell feyre she’s his mate lol)
Libras are the type of people you want to be around to have fun, to have space and libras will sacrifice in order to serve their duty.

Scorpio: Azriel + Amren
Both are mysterious but Azriel is quiet unlike the rest of the inner circle. Scorpios are headstrong, and may seem intimidating and unapproachable, and observes situations rather than get involved. With amren, she is more of a powerful and cunning Scorpio, with a dry sense of humour. Azriel is more serious and compelled to himself more but admires others from a distance. Scorpios are not mean or scary but their personality and friendship is a trait to be cherished.

Sagittarius: Feyre
Her birthday is also on the longest night of the year which falls under Sagittarius + this sign is very adventurous, righteous, and energetic. Sagittarius’ hate when they are concealed or brought down to do things. They simply endure freedom and expression within themselves without being restricted. They know what’s best for them and are fierce leaders. Basically describes feyre!

Capricorn: Nesta
Nesta — cold, ambitious, cunning. A Capricorn usually wants people to see their ‘outside’ image to portray themselves as something they want people to see or to protect themselves. Personally I feel that Nesta is that type of person to act mean but inside she is caring and loving. Capricorns tend to hide their inner feelings and don’t like to share much.

Aquarius: Tarquin + varian + cressiada (I forgot how to spell her name I’m making this 2:45 am)
Rebellious and young. Carefree but has morals to follow. Branch out their opportunities and simply want more for the good of others or their own. Idealistic, independent and faithful.

Pisces: Elain
A true good willed person, kind and forgiving. Pisces are dreamers and inventors and will do anything if it means goodness and prosperity. Although they seem like a good two shoes most of the time, Pisces can easily become mean and vengeful and unkind. A true deceiver. I’m not implying that Elain is mean, but in acowar I hope to see her become more open and in control of her decisions, become more strong willed and a little bit daring.

fandomsnstuff  asked:

Key word: royalty au

thank youu! (note: I got very excited about this and couldn’t bring myself to stop, so here’s a ridiculously in depth royalty au for you! hope you like it! <3 )

Keyword Requests!

  • Prince Yuuri who is the most eligible bachelor in the whole world, but because it’s Yuuri he doesn’t believe it, and thinks his people see him as a useless and weak crown Prince. 
  • King Victor who has recently been crowned, and is being nagged by his uncle and adviser Yakov to find a partner already. 
  • The two meeting a few times at various important parties/diplomatic meetings, but Victor doesn’t really notice Yuuri, as Yuuri is shy and keeps to himself whilst his parents are still in charge. 
  • Yuuri admiring Victor from a distance, because he has this presence and class and kindness that he craves to have as a royal. 
  • At Prince Phichit’s insanely huge birthday bash (a masquerade, because obviously, that cliche is great), Victor and Yuuri don’t recognise each other. 
  • Yuuri asking Victor to dance, because the guy was being bothered by a bunch of people who’d worked out who he was, and basically they fall for each other there and then on the dance floor and spend the whole night together. 
  • Victor finding out from Phichit who Yuuri was after the first night, but Yuuri being utterly oblivious the entire time, and thinking he’d just be wooed by some cute young lord or something (Phichit had assumed Yuuri had already worked it out). 
  • Victor also assuming Yuuri knew who he actually was.
  • The two of them (still in masks due to Yuuri’s request as he was nervous) hanging out at Phichit’s ridiculous week-long celebration, and just being cute and swooning over each other.
  • Victor having to return to Russia, but asking Yuuri if he’d consider marrying him when he returned from his business, and Yuuri (still thinking this was just some lower aristocrat) saying yes, but not really believing it would happen. Victor takes this as an acceptance of his proposal, and goes home to tell Yakov he’s engaged. 
  • Victor turning up at Yuuri’s palace a month later because he was invited by Yuuri’s parents after Victor wrote to them apologising for not askign their permission first.
  • Basically just everyone assuming Yuuri knew what was going on, as they waited for Victor to propose, and Yuuri being a completely oblivious and clueless awkward mess who isn’t entirely sure why Victor is being so cute and super weirdly close to him, and thinking how similar he was to the man at Phichit’s party, but not putting two and two together even when they spend so much time together. 
  • Victor giving Yuuri a ring one night and apologising that it was late. Yuuri being totally caught off guard and extremely panicked and confused. 
  • The whole story coming out and both Victor and Yuuri screaming into pillows on the floor in embarrassment as everyone around them is just like “You two are fucking idiots, clearly you’re meant for each other”
  • And they lived happily ever after…
Dating Jimin Includes:

Originally posted by okayoongz

He looks so boyfriend here brb gonna set myself on fire

  • we all know chimchim is shy af
  • would’ve been alright admiring you from a distance until tae started talking really loudly about how much he likes you, unaware that you were in the room whOOPS 
  • I mean now the cats outta the bag you gotta start dating this beautiful man
  • he’d be really cocky and happy that he’s with someone shorter than him
  • “How does it feel to be dating someone taller than you?”
  • “there is literally a 10cm difference between us,  jimin.”
  • There are two sides to him
  • The jimin that’s so soft and cuddly and just overall a squish that makes it his life goal to shower you in kisses
  • Park jimin that is the biggest tease and always licks his lips when he looks at you or just undresses you with his eyes and alWAYS MAKES UNNECESSARY SEXUAL TENSION LIKE CHILL FAM YOU JUST CAME FOR A GOOD TIME BUT HONESTLY YOU FEEL SO ATTACKED
  • there’s no in between lol
  • there are times where he’ll become distant because it’s hit him that you’re actually really amazing and beautifully breath taking and he doesn’t really deserve you
  • and when he realises this he kinda gets insecure and sad which makes you sad because he doesn’t realise how amazing he is
  • it then becomes your mission to cheer up you 10cm-taller-than-you boyfriend because you love him very much and cant bare it when he feels like this
  • endless amounts of kisses on his lil chubby tummy to reassure him that you love him regardless of if he has abs of not
  • but you’ll support him if he’s determinded to get abs, even if that means getting yourself up at the ass crack of dawn to go jogging or the gym or something with him
  • you’re literally only there for moral support when he’s at the gym cause you? on a treadmill?? naahh fam
  • congratulations, you’re that couple that refer to eachother by nicknames like literally all the time
  • but they’re cute so i’ll give you that
  • you playing with his fluffy hair cause you don’t know when the day will come when it all just disappears cause of the constant dyeing like seriously this is a concern of mine.cause it’s really soft
  • lots of back hugs
  • or just hugs in general
  • eye smiles are your ultimate weakness and bitch does he use that to his advantage
  • “jagiya can we please go to the fair this weekend?”
  • “i don’t think i can, i mean i have a lot of stuff to do”
  • “oh okay. i respect you decision” *eye smiles*
  • “you know what nvm im free”
  • him constantly lip biting sMH
  • him pressing himself against you when he’s in the mood cause that gets you in the mood and thEN YOU’RE BOTH IN THE MOOD AND JUST ENDS UP WITH AN INTENSE MAKE OUT SESSION OR THE SECKS
  • he’s a switch
  • jimin is a switch
  • park jimin is a switch
  • did i mention that park jimin is a switch?
  • cause he’s a switch
  • honestly the sex just depends on his mood
  • so you can expect either fluffy soft vanilla sex or rOUGH INTENSE MINDBLOWING SEX
  • either way, he’s there just worshipping you and your body cause he’s just so ground breakingly, unbelievebly in love with you
Rivamika Meta Masterlist [Part II]

[Part I]

ROMANTIC RIVAMIKA

  1. Does Levi have feelings for Mikasa? ( @canon-rivamika )
  2. Do you think Isayama ships Rivamika? ( @canon-rivamika )
  3. What do you think makes Levi and Mikasa compatible? ( @perksofbeingawaifu )
  4. Romantic Rivamika might not sail, but what about platonic Rivamika? ( @ackerslave )
  5. How do you explain Levi’s frequent, speechless glances at Mikasa? ( @canon-rivamika )
  6. There are many ways Rivamika can develop, and it doesn’t need to be romantic to be canon ( @suniuz )
  7. Levi is secretly Isayama’s self insert character and Mikasa is based on his dream girl ( @amayaokami )
  8. Why is Levi so obsessed with the fact that Mikasa cares about Eren? ( @canon-rivamika​ )
  9. Rivamika and the age gap ( @viktornikiiforov / @alienheartattack )
  10. The age difference of Levi and Mikasa ( @whyiloverivamika )

ACKERMAN & EAST SEA CLAN THEORIES

  1. Levi and Mikasa were experimented on ( @matsuoqa )
  2. Levi knew about Kenny’s surname ( @stishovite )
  3. Levi didn’t know about the Ackerman thing at all ( @fuku-shuu / Husam )
  4. Kenny trained Levi to be the perfect solder, Levi’s memories were implanted into Mikasa by the Reiss, Mikasa’s kidnapping was actually an order from Kenny so she could be used as a weapon by the royal family ( @canon-rivamika )
  5. Isayama planned Levi and Mikasa’s connection from the start, so did Mikasa’s parents die randomly? ( @fuku-shuu )
  6. Clue for Levi being Asian ( @ackersexual )
  7. Levi’s age and his true relation to Mikasa ( @mundanekamilia )
  8. Asian and Ackerman persecution, Mikasa is the ultimate product of two powerful bloodlines ( @fuku-shuu )
  9. Kenny wants an Ackerman arranged marriage! ( @alienheartattack )
  10. Levi needs to come out as an Ackerman ( @amayaokami )
  11. Deathbed Ackertalk ( @shortie-levi )
  12. When is there going to be the Ackertalk and how will it be? ( @snkception / @generouslycoldstranger )
  13. Perhaps Levi slowly started to suspect he might be an Ackerman like Mikasa, since they were more alike than he initially thought ( @iamthewallrose )
  14. The Ackermans and the Asian Clan ( @beyond-the-dork )
  15. Ackerman powers actually come from warrior memories implanted on them by the Reiss ( @canon-rivamika )
  16. Little Mikasa did get an Ackertalk from her parents ( @momtaku )
  17. Mikasa is “some sort of unholy hybrid of rebellion for the monarchy” ( @momtaku )
  18. The Ackerpower includes healing powers! ( @falcon94ssy )
  19. Random Ackerman / Warrior thoughts ( @momtaku )
  20. Mikasa heals very quickly, but what about her cuts / burns from chapter 83? ( @canon-rivamika​ )
  21. The “Ackerbond”, Mikasa and the guidebook interviews ( @momtaku )
  22. In order to tie up all the loose ends in the final arc of the manga, Isayama will need to address the Ackermans and East Sea Clan mysteries again, either in the form of a new Ackertalk or something else ( @canon-rivamika )
  23. What if Flegel Reeves brings up the Ackertalk again by mentioning Levi’s surname to Mikasa? ( @leviyato / @canon-rivamika )
  24. The Ackerman Family, the Eldians and the Marley: Does Mikasa have Eldian blood? What about Levi? ( @canon-rivamika )
  25. There must be Ackerman info in Grisha’s files ( @canon-rivamika )
  26. It seems that at least part of both the Ackerman and East Sea Clans, who served the Fritz King long ago, fled from the mainland to Paradis Island, but did they inherit Ymir’s blood? ( @canon-rivamika )
  27. Why did the Ackermans and the East Sea Clan flee with the First King to Paradis if they were considered enemies of the crown? Because long ago, they served the royal family directly ( @canon-rivamika )
  28. East Sea Clan quick thoughts ( @falcon94ssy )
  29. What does Mikasa know after the Ackertalk according to the recent Levi AU Smartpass interview? ( @daydream24-7 / @ackerslave )
  30. How relevant is the Levi AU Smartpass interview? Did Levi and Mikasa have a second Ackertalk after all? ( @kenken-chan )
  31. Why is Levi stronger than Mikasa if they’re both Ackermans? Wasn’t Kenny just as strong as him? ( @ackerslave )
  32. When did Levi really awaken his Ackerpower? ( @canon-rivamika​ ) 
  33. The power of the titans runs in the blood of each Ackerman ( @falcon94ssy )

RIVAMIKA IS NOT INCEST

  1. The closest familial relationship between Levi and Mikasa is third or fourth cousins ( @el-rabbit )
  2. Levi and Mikasa being related doesn’t sink the Rivamika ship ( @mirime-kisarrastine )
  3. If you think Rivamika is incest, the major bloodline inside the walls is even more related ( @fuku-shuu / @ackersexual )
  4. Ackerman Family Tree explained ( @amayaokami )
  5. Levi and Mikasa are only distantly related, and their relationship can evolve in a good way since he sees her differently ( @canon-rivamika )
  6. Levi and Mikasa didn’t address each other by name during their fight, perhaps they aren’t ready or willing to see each other as family yet ( @canon-rivamika )
  7. How should I answer when people say that Levi and Mikasa are related? ( @canon-rivamika )
  8. Only because two people come from the same bloodline doesn’t mean their relationship is incest ( @sassans / @canon-rivamika )
  9. Levi’s age and bloodline were relevant to the storyline, but only up to the Uprising Arc ( @canon-rivamika )
  10. Levi and Mikasa are distant cousins according to both Chapter 65 and the ANSWERS databook ( @canon-rivamika )
  11. Would Rivamika be the most popular ship if they had different surnames? ( @amayaokami )
  12. Back in the day chapter 65 was realeased we didn’t even need the new ANSWERS databook to prove that Levi and Mikasa were distantly related ( @fuku-shuu / @k-lionheart / @thirstylevi )
  13. It’s curious how Isayama made sure to confirm Levi and Mikasa were very distantly related ( @amayaokami

LEVI ACKERMAN

  1. Levi’s flower is the Hydrangea ( @ackersexual )
  2. Levi is in his early 30’s, do I have to let go of Rivamika? ( @riivamika )
  3. Levi’s body posture when talking to others (including the Ackertalk) ( @momtaku​ )
  4. The correct, formal way to address Levi is by “Heishichou” and Mikasa is the only recruit that calls him directly by this title ( @canon-rivamika​ )
  5. A Timeline of Levi Ackerman ( @shortie-levi )
  6. In no way is Levi not emotional ( @ereminions / @l-e-v-i-ackerman )
  7. Levi was in Erwin’s exact same position when Mikasa confronted him, and sees in Mikasa a reflection of his young self ( @canon-rivamika​ )
  8. Is Levi a rightie or leftie? ( @canon-rivamika )
  9. Shipping Levi with happiness comes first ( @canon-rivamika )
  10. What kind of people Levi likes? Isayama: Tall people ( @papermoon2 )
  11. What if Levi’s cravat was made from scraps of his mother’s old shirt? ( @yuyuworld )
  12. “Levi doesn’t care about anyone” - okay, so, please explain this ( @titan-princess )

MIKASA ACKERMAN

  1. Mikasa’s character development in the Uprising and Return to Shiganshina Arcs ( @erensjaegerbombs​ )
  2. Contrary to popular belief, Mikasa has been in the spotlight in the Return to Shiganshina arcs ( @aotopmha​ / @daydream24-7​ )
  3. Mikasa’s mysterious headaches ( @teetanjaeger​ / @iero-nipple​ / @canon-rivamika​ )
  4. About EMA going their separate ways and what that means for Mikasa ( @canon-rivamika )
  5. Mikasa’s relationship with Levi helped her mature ( @canon-rivamika )
  6. Mikasa and Eren were wrong for disobeying Levi’s orders, but the dissing has to stop ( @canon-rivamika )
  7. Will Mikasa go back to being overprotective over Eren and Armin? ( @canon-rivamika )
  8. Will Mikasa ever go back to being an ordinary girl like she used to be in her childhood? ( @etoincognito )
  9. Mikasa’s character development wasn’t ruined by the serumbowl, on the contrary ( @raelis1 / @aotopmha​ / @daydream24-7​ )
  10. Where’s Mikasa’s opinion on the Ackerman ordeal? ( @daydream24-7 / @canon-rivamika )

PARALLELS

  1. Shikishima, from the Live action movie, is the name of a battleship, just like Mikasa ( @fuku-shuu )
  2. First Mikasa, now Levi jumps to save Eren from Reiner ( @amayaokami / @ariam-jan )
  3. Shiganshina Trio and veterans parallel ( @iamthewallrose )
  4. Levi and Mikasa’s first titan kills ( @wilya-fui )
  5. Ackermans and their lieges, who changed their lives ( @momtaku )
  6. Levi and Mikasa: Last words from their families ( @canon-rivamika )
  7. Mikasa looked really impressed when Levi appeared in front of EMA for the first time to save them. Perhaps she always admired him from a distance? Is that why she copies his attack moves? ( @fuku-shuu / @megillien / @amayaokami )
  8. Levi’s cravat and Mikasa’s scarf may be their tribute to their loved ones, a memento from innocent days long gone ( @lenok993 )
  9. A heroic parallel, Part 2: Mikasa & Levi ( @jeanandthedreamofhorses )
  10. The very moment Levi and Mikasa realized they were on their own ( @fuku-shuu )
  11. Mikasa’s trust in Levi is much akin to Levi’s trust in Erwin ( @canon-rivamika )

Updated 05/05/17

if someone told me, on the day that i started this blog, that i would have over 1k followers within a month and a half, i would instantly laugh and say, “no way! that’s crazy. you’re kidding, right?”

well, here i am. a month and a half later with over 1k followers. i’m beyond SHOOK.

thank you everyone for all your kindness and support!! it truly means so much to me. you have no idea how happy i am. ;;

before i list everyone for this follow forever, i have a few special shout-outs (get ready for some extreme sappiness lol).

@jinstudies: jin, you were the first person that followed me and that i reached out to. it’s always a joy talking to you and sharing our struggles that come with being a music student, ahaha. thank you for being a lovely friend, and good luck with your phd studies! hope you can come to cal! :)

@sktjihoon: josh, you were the first person who messaged me personally and asked for my advice about how to get into uc berkeley! thank you for reaching out to me, and i sincerely hope that my tips helped you. even though we don’t always talk, i appreciate you for sticking with me since i first started this blog and for being so nice and friendly! hope to see you around at cal someday! ^_^

@hqstudyblrnetwork: i can never forget about my fam - @bokutodiscovers, @studytaken, @stvdybuddies, @jiyeonstudies, and @witoko. bokuto, aida, christy, kat, ji, soraya…thank you for being there for me and for being among the first few friends that i made in the studyblr community. you’re all such absolutely wonderful people, and i’m so glad that i met you guys and that we all share a love for haikyuu!! <3

@mango-studies: helen, you are such a kind and lovely friend. you’re so nice and smart and sweet! i genuinely appreciate you for reblogging my original content so frequently and leaving me such nice comments. it really means a lot to me! ^_^

@bionctes: lily, i probably wouldn’t have made it this far without your support. thank you so much for promoting me! you’re so cute and sweet, and i always enjoy talking to you and fangirling with you about yuri on ice, ahaha. you are a literal ray of sunshine. :’)

@astralwritings: alli, i’m honestly so grateful that we are friends and that you often reach out to me to talk about life, among other things. you’ve dealt with so much, and i’ve enjoyed seeing how strong and resilient you truly are. i know that someday you’ll go far and accomplish great things! keep on keepin’ on! ^_^

@kikkistudies: kiki, you’ve told a few people that they’re an angel, but in all honesty, YOU are a true angel. you are so sweet and thoughtful and too pure, you leave the nicest replies on my posts, and your overall kindness makes me happy to think that there is still hope in this world. you deserve all the best. :’)

@lavistudy: henry, oh gosh…where do i even begin? you are such a lovely and wonderful human being. you are so kind and sweet and friendly and pure, and i never would have imagined that someone like you would reach out to me and want to be friends. thank you for being there for me whenever i needed to talk to someone. thank you for cheering me on whenever i slayed my exams. thank you for all the music and anime recommendations. thank you for the late night conversations. thank you for all the memories that we’ve shared. just…thank you for EXISTING. honestly, you deserve all the flower crowns in the world. no need to wait for a cellist to notice you. kiki is right. you are a literal angel. <3

and now, time for my long list of studyblrs that i will follow forever! everyone is listed under the cut. since i follow back most studyblrs who follow me, i have quite a lot of mutuals, so my non-mutuals that i admire from a distance will be bolded instead! :D

thank you everyone once again! i still honestly can’t believe that there are literally over a thousand people following me. that’s incredible! i wish that i could give all of you a hug in real life, ahhh.

much love,
katrina

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My Type of Guy - Stiles Stilinski Imagine [Smut]

Author: dylanowhy

Summary: Scott McCall invites you to the schools senior prom, as friends of course, but there is this certain dark haired boy who has been pushing your buttons lately. Who would have thought that later on he’d be pushing you into a pile of gym mats.

Pairings: Stiles Stilinski x Reader

Warnings: Language. Smut. Unprotected Sex.

Word Count: 2957

Originally posted by teenwolf--imagines


Some said he had dark hair, perfect to match his light-hearted eyes. However, you had never seen him up close before, always admiring him from a distance. You had known about Stile for years, ever since 5th grade when all he ever did was talk about baseball and Lydia Martin, but you’ve never approached him, always too afraid to speak, thinking that you would make a fool of yourself. Most people looked over the mole blessed boy, and you never quite understood how. There was so much more to him than anyone gave him credit for. The loud whistle sounding from Coach is what snapped you back to reality, bringing your attention back to the point, his hair. From the distance you sat it seemed light, a deep honey brown color that shined in the sunlight, complementing his soft pale skin that was being slightly washed out by the deep red covering his body. He was doing some type of dance, it almost made you snort, apparently he made a shot, something that was rare coming from him. It’s not like he was a bad lacrosse player, he was just never given the chance to show what he was really made of.

“What do you think Scott is going to do since Kira is not here anymore?” One of the many gossiping girls of Beacon Hills asked another, watching as Scott and Stiles high fived each other, bright smiles on their faces. “I am hoping he is open for trying new things, being with different people.” The other replied, it made you roll your eyes. You weren’t sure what happened to Kira, no one really was. Her father had given light detail and acted like it was no big deal his daughter went off in the middle of the school year, it had always made you curious, but you never were one to push any buttons. You actually cringed when you thought about what the girls across from you were talking about. There was a dance coming up at the end of the week, something about being seniors and how it was important to have one last dance. It was also known as prom, but you didn’t like to use the term. The theme was masquerade, and almost everyone had a date. Of course, you did not fall in the line of people who were going with a significant other, but that didn’t bother you. You had better things to do then to dance in a pool of sweat with some guy who only asked you because he wants to get lucky. No, you did not need to go to —.

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Mine

Summary: Castiel has been crushing on you for a very long time now, yet he never told anyone except for Dean, who had enough of watching his best friend denying his feelings and decided to take matters into his own hands, leaving you with a big surprise.
Requested by: Anonymous

Words: 1084

Pairing: Castiel x Reader

Originally posted by canonspngifs

Warnings: smut, jealous!Cas, rough sex, grace play, NSFW gifs, unprotected sex

A/N: Written for Smut Appreciation Day!

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Dean had known about Castiel’s crush on you for months now. He had told Cas that he would wait and give him time to figure out how to tell you, considering Cas had told him he wanted some time to figure it out.

But now about three months after Dean had found out, Castiel had still not made a move and it drove Dean insane. He hated seeing how Castiel was looking at you, admiring you from a distance but yet he would never go for it.

Sure, Cas was a way different person than Dean, but then again he was never that shy about saying out loud what he felt.

Dean had enough and he promised himself he would make sure Castiel would now finally tell you how he felt. No matter what it would take.

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  • what she says: i'm fine
  • what she means: why does jughead say there were only really three people in that booth when he was DEFINITELY THERE AS A SOLID FOURTH PERSON? does he mean the other three only had eyes for each other? does he mean he felt he didn't belong there, or does he mean that he feels he fundamentally doesn't matter to these people, who seem to be the only people he knows and is at least vaguely friendly with? what happened between jughead and archie? why does jughead think this boy who took a hard punch for him doesn't care about him? how quickly did archie start to call betty his "best friend" after he ditched jughead? or was that already how it was? why does nobody tell jughead every day that is wonderful and worthwhile and that he is very funny and actually jughead it's very nice to see you happy sometimes although sure sardonic sad mooning insomniac is a surprisingly good look on your face, well done on that? does jughead understand archie not-hugging him as a selfless act of love against archie's own nature because look at archie, he's a giant confused teddy bear who just wants to hug his friends because that's how he communicates feelings best? does archie understand that too? does jughead feel like in order to be able to survive high school he has to not exist as himself or a person for much of it? is he just trying to disappear to survive? in which case why is his sass-o-meter constantly turned up to 11? why doesn't he have a little coterie of freshman journo-wannabes with unfortunate beanies? do any of jughead's friends admire his hair from a respective distance but sincerely tell jughead that it looks good? when is veronica going to carefully paint his nails in with a scuzzy black nail varnish? why does this mean so much to me? jughead deserves many hugs and burgers entirely on his own terms!!!! why doesn't archie hold him, respectfully, in private!!!! "is this ok man? i just... i missed you, you know?" while archie's dad sheds an Extremely Proud tear bc the boys Need Each Other, They Always Have. is veronica ever going 2 get 2 say "it's time to be the protagonist in your own story, girl!" to jughead? is he ever going to get to know that he is loved and hat he deserves to b loved???? THIS IS THE ONLY SUSPENSE I NEED
Looking at you (Part Eleven)

Lots of healing in this Chapter. Tony is finally on the upswing of things, and the team is pulling back together.

This is the second to last update, so catch up on Chapters 1-10 HERE so you don’t miss anything before chapter twelve!

Enjoy :)
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It seemed like forever, but things slid back into a semblance of normal at the compound.

The once a week nights at the hotel helped a lot.

Sometimes Tony held tight to the cool metal arm, shaking, screaming his pleasure into the dark as Bucky took him apart slowly, carefully, expertly. Other times the soldier was the one shuddering, groaning, crying out as he came with Tony thrusting deep inside him. And then some nights they would just lay together and talk about their days, with the lights off and the covers pulled tight around their shoulders and their foreheads touching, their hands roaming gently all over each other.

But no matter what they did, it all helped.

Tony still jumped if someone startled him, was still much quieter than he used to be, but he wasn’t running from the room every time the team argued. He didn’t flinch away when Steve spoke to him. The lab had music playing again, even if it was much softer than it had ever been before.

When Natasha sat next to him on the couch now, Tony didn’t automatically get up and leave. He could sit with her to close to half an hour as long she didn’t expect too much conversation.

Sam made a point to come and eat breakfast with Tony every morning, even if Tony was only having juice, and they could talk over breakfast for several minutes before Tony started feeling uncomfortable and wanted to leave.

Wanda had started doing things like levitating items over to him, and flicking a door open any time Tony needed it, He’d nearly fallen over in fright the first time his office door shot open and banged against the wall to let him out, but he had managed to smile at her anyway, and she had absolutely lit up, thrilled to be doing something for him.

Vision flitted in and out, as he usually did, ending his day with a visit to Tony’s lab to wish him goodnight, and to reassure Tony that he was there if he ever wanted to talk. Tony had stopped grimacing every time Vision spoke, and the (being?) man took that as a personal victory.

Eventually, even movie nights started again. The team certainly didn’t dogpile on the couch like they used to, and Tony still sat closest to the door, but he smiled along with the comedies, and discussed plot points during the dramas, and didn’t leave before the movie ended, content to stay with the team until everyone was heading to bed.

It wasn’t perfect.
But it was better.
And he hadn’t had a panic attack in weeks.

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