снег by zemfira is about that feeling when you and a female friend have Subtext and have probably kissed at some point, probably repeatedly and under the influence, but she is having a Crisis about it bc she considers herself straight and does not know What She Wants, or rather she knows but does not want to admit it to herself and your gay ass is 💔 but also frustrated by friend’s double standards / willingness to engage in such activities with you but not acknowledge it

like, this Exact Thing. imo it is z’s gayest and most painfully adolescent composition and for this reason i treasure i