I was singing along to one of my favorite Adele songs and I got choked up. I’ve listened to and sang this song quite a few times, it’s easily become one of my top 5 of her songs. Of course, it’s made me emotional before cause I mean…it’s Adele. But this time was different. “Yeah-yeah-yeah…everything changed me.” It made me think of you. Now you may read through the lyrics and think why? Let me explain. It doesn’t relate to how I feel. It’s not something I’m about to sing to you. But I started to imagine…what if it was something you were gonna sing to me? I even imagined, what if it was something I was gonna sing to you? I’m not quite sure which of those thoughts crushed me most. “You have given me something that I can’t live without You mustn’t underestimate that when you are in doubt.” I pray that you are never in doubt. It’s a fact that I won’t be. For a moment, this song reminded me of the recent past. It’s painful to remember and it still hurts sometimes. So many relationships…friendships… so many things have gone wrong. I’ve been hurt so bad. I’ve experienced the worst pain. But it’s scary to realize that, I really haven’t experienced the worst pain. And well, I hope I never have to. The worst pain would be you waking up one day and realizing you no longer love me. Baby, I never want to be oceans apart from you. Yes I can handle the physical distance. But I can’t and could never handle an emotional separation from you. Let me make you a promise, that I will never sing you this song. Because I can’t ever leave you. I won’t ever walk away. I’ll always be clear to you. I’ll always be open. I’ll never distance myself, I’ll only draw closer. I will strive every single day to make sure you’re happy. I’ll do everything and anything I can for you. I’ll give you all I can and the most of me. You already have all of me. I know with my every inch, this is meant to be. I don’t regret a single thing and I never will. You are the best decision I ever made. I’m sure I’ll make a lot of mistakes along the way. But there is one I will never make. Every day, I choose to be with you. Because, you healed my heart. And I know you’ll continue to make it full. I love you. You love me. And that makes the world so bright.