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“Don’t be beautiful. They keep saying that beautiful is something a girl needs to be. But honestly? Forget that. There are an eternity of other things to be other than beautiful.” Insp.

Instead of a spin off of pretty little liars, I want a prequel of events in order starting with the parents when they were young. Young Peter Hastings and Veronica Hastings, Mary Drake, Jessica Delaurentes. I also want the young montgomery’s including the depressed brother. I want Mary drakes affair with pastor Ted. I want to know Mary Cavanaugh’s back story that led her to Radley. I want to know the story of Caleb’s rich mommy and his struggling dad. Tween melissa, jason, ian, garret, etc. 

I want Pretty Little Backstory with all the parents trying to deal with mental illness and complicated love stories raising adorable pretty little kids.  Yes, please. And no Addison Derringer. Stop trying to make Alison 2.0 happen. 

What’s a title? I don’t do titles.

So @bitsfordays was talking about their ideas for a Nurseydex child and I Immediately fell in love with Addison Rihannon Poindexter-Nurse (there’s a Cameron in there too I’m not sure if it’s before or after Rihannon). I’m gonna write something for Bella (the Zimbits child) too but right now?? Addy has my full attention.

There were two things that William J. Poindexter knew for a fact.

The first being that his friend Jack Zimmermann should’ve gone first in the draft in 2009. If you tried to argue that against him he would fight you down on it with stats and projections for Jack’s career at the time. He respected that Jack chose college instead and felt like his time with Jack in the NCAA was invaluable now that he played in the NHL (occasionally against Jack for a couple years before he retired).

The second thing was that hockey was one of the most dangerous sports in history. Will knew this because he played the damn sport. So, of course, he was very familiar with what it entailed and the many different injuries that could come from it. (He remembered his first concussion pretty well; you don’t exactly forget getting checked into the ice that hard.)

So when Addison decided she wanted to be just like her daddy and play hockey, Will was pretty determined when he said no. And then Addison had pouted her lip at him and the tears started welling up in her pretty eyes and she was gonna cry, oh fuck, she was really gonna be upset over this. He tried to stay firm but then she had gone running to Derek, crying really badly and Will found himself calling his GM to find out if they were doing youth hockey at the rink.

Will already knew what the conversation topic of the night would be when Derek laid Addison down for bed.

“I already called. It’s still early enough in the season that she can play on the team, but…” Will sighed.

Derek was smiling at him, his current read closed on his lap. “She was really upset today when you said no.”

You know how dangerous hockey is. I know how dangerous hockey is. I don’t want her to get hurt too bad.” Will put his head in his hands. “But then she started crying…”

“Mhmm. And Daddy pulled out his phone to make sure his princess could play,” Derek laughed. He opened his book and flipped to where he had left off. “She’ll be fine. We played hockey in college and you play hockey now. I don’t think it ever hurt us that bad.”

Will gave his husband the most deadpan look he could muster. Derek glanced over at him and burst into another fit of laughter. Will could hardly keep up the expression when Derek laughed like that, and found a smile pulling at his lips as he leaned over to plant a kiss on Derek’s own.

“Okay, so she’ll get a couple bruises and scratches,” Derek admitted when Will was done kissing him, “You know Addy’s got no problem telling us when she doesn’t want to do something.”

Thoughts of bath time after outside time came to both of their minds and Will nodded his agreement. If Addison didn’t like something, she was very vocal about it.

“Yeah. Yeah,” Will agreed. “I’m still pretty against it, though.”

Derek snorted. “Of course you are.”

“She can only play at our rink. And I’m gonna ask around tomorrow and maybe see a game or two before I decide she can actually play.”

“Whatever makes you happy, Dex.” Will smiled at the old nickname. It was still a comfort to hear, even after all these years.

“G’night, Der.”

“Night, Will.”

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Another part to my nurseydex children series! Ive offically deemed this Au “Things That Stop You Dreaming” and it can be found on AO3 under that title!

Enjoy Addy being cute af, plus an introduction to Bella! 

(pst, i posted this in two parts on AO3 but yall will get it all in one bc im lazy)

“Daddy, are we there?”

Derek sighed and looked at his daughter for probably the seventh time in the last 10 minutes he’s been driving. This was the seventh time she asked.

“Addison, I know you have the route to the rink memorized, so I know that you know that we are literally in the arena parking lot. You don’t have to antagonize me.”

Addison gave what could only be described as a shit-eating grin from her spot in the back seat. She swung her legs happily. “I know Daddy, but Papa says that I should mess with you more often. He says its funny”

Derek was going to kill his husband.

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[Why I Love] - Chpt 7.

 Honey, I’m Home! •

Negan x Addison 

A/N: :)) sorry if there are grammar errors, I’ve had a super long day and really didn’t feel like nitpicking xxxx sorry >.<

Chapter 6 || Masterlist 

Originally posted by starkchemistry101

Instead of being happy that I’m back in Alexandria, I’m filled with dread. Once Negan had arrived, he ensured that he made his presence known to everyone. He wanted to go straight to Rick’s house even though I had a feeling he wasn’t around. 

As we walked, Carl grabbed onto my elbow, the guilt written all over his face. I put my arm over his shoulder to softy squeeze it, letting him know it’s okay. After all, he can’t blame himself for this. 

The first person I see at Rick’s is Olivia. 

“Addison!” Her cheeks turned pink from smiling. She pulled me in for a hug. “It’s so good to see you, and you too little guy” She said fluffing Toby’s messy locks “Everyone is waiting for you upstairs, they missed you a lot” 

“Olivia…” I tried warning her.

“Honey, I’m home!” Negan sang from behind me. Olivia’s face dropped as she watched him casually stroll inside. “I’ll let Addison explain why I stopped by” He said walking over to me. 

To Olivia’s surprise, Toby easily reached his arms out to Negan. “I’ll take my buddy upstairs” he informed, making his way up while Carl followed him. 

“What the…”

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A part of me knew from the moment I saw her behind the ice cream counter. But the truth hurt too much to accept. Her death would have been one wound too many that day, and I think I would of let go of this life.

Chris Winters: Wait… *point to Jake* You actually my reincartion of myself??? I thought my version will be beautiful, nice and—

Jake: At least im not that guy who don’t lie that i actually have a ex-wife.

Wes: Burnnn.

Chris Winters: Excuse me?!

Addison: Guys, please stop fighting.

Autumn: Agree with her, fighting won’t solve everything!

Quinn: How come both of you have first letter A while I don’t??

Addison and Autumn: Don’t ask.

Ethan, Ezra and Diego: *eat popcorn*

Ethan: It will be quite a story.

Diego: Agreed.

“It’s really aggravating to see people hating on Addison for snapping at Kenzie. First off, he had an entire bucket of paint dumped all over him (and maybe even his artwork) first thing in the morning and second, I’m pretty sure he reacted the way he did because he has some form of PTSD from being in the Xirxine Labs and that’s why he was more upset about being touched than the paint. I’m sure you wouldn’t be too happy about that, either.”
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Life is fragile but still beautiful Part III

You can read Part I here and Part II here

At the cafeteria Meredith joins with April, Maggie, Alex and Jo, who were eating their breakfast.

“Hey, Grey. Where’s Amelia? I need a consult.” April asked.

“You haven’t heard? Amelia was sent on a break.” Maggie told her.

“What?” Everyone asked.

“Hey, what did I miss?” Owen asked while sitting down.

Everyone stayed quiet but then Meredith finally spoke up.

“We talked about Amelia.” Meredith said like it was nothing.

“Oh, okay.”

Everyone saw sadness in his eyes.

“Is she still on a plane?” Maggie wondered loudly.

“Nope, it landed 45 minutes ago.” Owen watched his phone and then he remembered, she promised to call. “Excuse me.” He said and stood up to walk out of the cafeteria.

Owen dialled her number but she didn’t pick up.

“What’s up with him?” Callie sat down and was very surprised.

“Amelia left.” Meredith told her.

“Oh… Wait… What?! She did what?!” Callie yelled all over the cafeteria.

“No, not like that. She left to LA for two months but she’ll be back.”

“When did he find out?”

“I think last night. Well I saw him in our kitchen at 3am.”

“Oh and how they seemed?”

“In love. I think they finally talked about what they are.” Meredith said.

“Well, this is a great news.”

“Wait, you knew about it too?”

“Yes, they both wanted my advice once.”

Everyone’s pagers went off what meant there’ll be a big trauma coming in.


Amelia got out of the plane and saw that her phone had only 1%.

“Damn it!” She told herself.

She took a cab and headed to the practice. It was warm and sunny day in Los Angeles. Amelia had forgotten how much she loves this weather. The practice was quiet when Amelia got out of the elevator and headed to the kitchen, where she hoped to see someone. She was right. Cooper, Violet, Sheldon and Charlotte were eating their breakfast when Amelia greeted everyone and took a cup of a coffee and faced them. They looked really surprised. Sheldon was the first one who welcomed her.

“Hi, what are you doing here?”

“Can’t I visit my friends anymore?”

“I didn’t mean it like that…”

“Oh Sheldon, I’m just messing with you.” Amelia laughed.

“I’m glad to see you Amelia. And I’m thankful you haven’t changed.” Charlotte stood up and hugged her.

“Well, I’m still trying to filter more, you know.” Amelia smiled.

“So why are you here? Did you get fired or something?”

“No, it’s just that the hospital sent me to my two months break and I decided to come here.”

“Why the hospital had to do that?” Violet asked.

“I didn’t took any breaks last year.”

“Why not?”

“I didn’t want to feel alone in this dream house. After Derek, Meredith left with the kids and I had this big house all by myself. So, the hospital felt better place. There was my job, patients and people. I wasn’t alone in there.” Amelia said sadly.

“You could have called me.” Charlotte said.

“Addison called me many times…”

Amelia was looking something to eat in the fridge when Addison and Jake entered the kitchen.

Jake noticed Amelia but he didn’t tell Addison.

“Hey, everyone!” Addison greeted them. “Oh Charlotte, how are your triplets doing? Do they still have a high fever?”

Everybody started laughing and she was really confused.

“What? Why are you all laughing?”

“Well, hello to you too. I missed you Addie. It’s great to be back and I’m doing fine or even good.” Amelia grinned.

Addison almost ran to Amelia and hugged her.

“Oh my God. What are you doing here? How did you get here?”

“Remember I’m not a kid anymore. I can fly with planes by myself.”

“Okay, you haven’t lost your humor in Seattle. That’s good, but what are you doing here?”

“Bailey sent me to my two months break.”

“Why she had to do that?”

“Well… After Derek I almost lived in the hospital and I did double shifts.”

“Oh, Amelia…”

“Please, let’s skip this part. I’m good, I really am.” Amelia smiled and everyone saw happiness in her eyes but they didn’t know that she was in love.

Then Amelia remembered.”Addie, can I borrow your phone?”

“Yeah sure. Why don’t you use yours?”

“My phone battery is dead and I forgot to take the charger with me.”

“Okay, is there something wrong?”

“No, no. It’s just that I promised to call someone. So?”

“I think I left my phone on my desk. You know where’s my office.”

“Yeah, I’ll see you soon guys.” Amelia said and left.


“When did she arrive?” Addison asked.

“About 10 minutes ago.” Charlotte said.

“Did she tell you something?”

“Nothing more than you already heard.” Violet told her.

“What do you think, is she running or in a trouble again?”

“Addison, Amelia is just visiting. She told you she’s good and you saw how happy she was. I think Amelia is in love.” Jake tried to calm his wife.

“What if she’s pregnant…”

“Addison please stop, I think Jake is right. Amelia seemed really happy.” Charlotte agreed with Jake.


Amelia found Owen’s number in Addison’s contacts and called him but it went to a voicemail.

“Hey Owen. It’s me, Amelia. Sorry, I promised to call you right away when my plane lands but I only had 1% and my phone died. Then I found out that I forgot to take my phone charger with me and right now I’m calling from Addison’s phone. It’s been only couple of hours when I left but I already miss you. Call me back as soon as you can, okay? Oh right, I don’t have a phone right now but I’ll try to find a charger here. Anyway, if you call on this number tell her you want to talk to me. Okay, bye!” And she hung up.


“Hunt, do you know what you’re asking from me?” Bailey almost yelled at him.

“I do and I know that I can take a break for two months. I was the chief before.” Owen told her calmly. “I know it’ll be hard but Kepner can cover me. She was okay with that.”

“Okay, fine. Can I ask you something?”

“Of course.”

“Is this about Amelia?”

“Kinda.” Owen tried to lie little but he knew that Bailey didn’t believe it. “Okay, yes it’s about her. We finally made things clear to each other but I’d like to tell people that I’m heading to a vacation in Hawaii to take time off for surfing. It’d be really helpful if you tell others this version of the break’s cause too.”

“Your secret is safe with me.”

“Thanks, I have to go get rest before my plane leaves.”

“See you soon Hunt!”

“Bye Bailey!”


It was 10pm when Meredith opened the door for Owen.


“Hey, what are you doing here?”

“I forgot my charger in here when I left earlier. I came here to take it.”

“Okay, come on in.”

He found Amelia’s charger on her bed and took it. Owen headed downstairs.

“Did you find it?”

“Yeah, all good.”

“See you tomorrow, Owen!”

“I’m afraid not. I’ll go to Hawaii tomorrow morning for two months.”

“What?” Meredith and Maggie, who was making some tea for herself, said way too loudly.

“What are you doing there?” Maggie asked.

“I thought it’d be great time to take some time off and enjoy beach and surfing.”

“Wow, I didn’t know you surf.” Meredith was surprised.

“Well, when I went to Hawaii first time, I fell in love with this. I think I have to go get some sleep. See you in two months then.”

“Okay, Owen, it’s us you’re talking to. Are you going to see Amelia?”

“Okay, fine. Yes, I’m going to see her in LA but please don’t tell the others. Bailey knows the truth too but her mouth is shut, so I’m asking you to do the same, please.”

“Well, good luck on this surf in Hawaii then and say hello to the sun from me” Maggie said.

“Thank you and I will.” Owen smiled.

After 10 minutes talking Maggie and Meredith said goodbye to Owen.


It was 12am and Amelia sat on the deck and looked at the ocean.

“Hey, you seem worried, what’s going on?” Addison joined her.

“Nothing, just a lot to think about.”

“Like what?”

Amelia sighed. “Okay, I’m waiting for a phone call. I promised someone to call when my plane lands but my phone died. So I was able to call him later in your office and he didn’t pick up. I know, maybe there was a big trauma and he was operating but his shift ended almost 3 hours ago but he hasn’t called. I don’t know, I just… don’t know.” She sighed again, looked up to the stars and closed her eyes.

Addison watched her and she knew that Amelia isn’t ready to share who she’s talking about.

“He’ll call.” This was the only thing that came into Addison’s mind.

“Yeah, he’ll call. It should be just some big trauma, right?”


   be   careful   —-   or   i   might   actually   start   to   believe   that   there’s   a   softer   side   to   sally   mckenna.      it   might   be   masked   by   cigarette   smoke,   cruel   words,   &&   harsh   lines,   but   maybe   it’s   there      unknown   to   a   world   that   wishes   it   harm   &&   glad   of   it.      we   wouldn’t   want   that,   would   we??      //   @spookyragdoll

So I’ve decided to do a weekly playlist thing. My playlists are random. And pictures are NOT mine

👽Sunday Playlist👽

Monster // Skillet
Don’t Stop Believin’ // Journey
Hospital For Souls // Bring Me The Horizon
Middle Fingers Up Attila // Attila
Kick It // Neck Deep
The Drug In Me Is You // Falling In Reverse
Invisible // Disciple
Fight Another Day // Addison Road
We Are The Reasons // We Came As Romans
Alien Days // MGMT

Thunderstorm (HuntxMC)

Not sure how this happened and why I’ve wasted HOURS of my actually super packed afternoon on this *sigh* :D

Anywho, I guess you all know by now that I haven’t played the last two Chris Winters dates. However, I loved the idea of Hunt showing up at the MC’s wedding and whoomp, this thing happened. I had originally written a very sad ending but I figured you guys would appreciate this one more (we are on a freaking Hunt date hiatus after all). Anywho, hope you enjoy! :)

‘Cause this is torturous electricity

Between both of us and this is

Dangerous 'cause I want you so much

But I hate your guts

Daughter – Landfill

I study my reflection in the mirror. My make-up is on point and my hair has never looked this orderly. Still, there’s this tiny glimmer of sadness in my eyes. Now that everyone has left to give me some room before the ceremony, I finally stop pretending for a minute. Stop pretending that I am 100% sure about this. That I love Chris with all my heart and that there has never been anyone else. Because there has, and no matter how hard I force myself to forget him I never quite manage.

Chris is sunshine. He lights up my world, he is sweet and warm, he takes me to places I’ve never been before.

Thomas Hunt was a thunderstorm. Dark, intimidating, electrifying. Our encounters were always charged with energy, an underlying tension that could find no relief.

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Story based on this SCENE. It’s set at start of season 13.

Her phone vibrated on the bedside table and through her squinted, bleary eyes she could see it was 1am. Who the fuck is calling at this hour? she thought to herself. To any human, a phone call in the middle of the night means one of two things- a) somebody is drunk or b) somebody is in trouble. She frowned at the unknown caller and hurried to answer.


“Amelia Shepherd?” the thin and monotone voice sought to confirm.

“Yes,” she groggily responded. “Although it’s Shepherd-Hunt now…” Amelia felt Owen stirring beside her, turning towards her and draping a hand over her waist.

“Ah, ok, sorry madam,” the lady apologised. “I’m also very sorry for the hour of this call but it’s an emergency. Am I right in thinking you used to live in L.A.?”

“Yes. Why? Wait- who is this?”

“This is the L.A. police department, I’m Trish, and I’ve been put in charge of reaching the emergency contacts for Addison Montgomery and Jake Reilly. I’ve just come off the phone with Mr Reilly’s daughter, Angela…”

“What?” Amelia panicked, sitting bolt upright. Owen rose too, knowing something didn’t sound right in his wife’s voice. “What’s going on?”

“Ms Montgomery and Mr Reilly were in a car crash tonight. It took place around an hour ago and all the people involved are now being treated at St Ambrose Hospital. Do you know where that is?”

“I’m in Seattle,” Amelia dumbly said, not actually answering the question. She knew exactly where St Ambrose was, she knew how to get there by public transport or by car, she’d operated on her friend whilst drunk there, she’d sutured her own hand in one of the exam rooms, she’d waited for news in the depressing waiting room, she’d met her ex-fiance there, she’d walked the corridors and taken the lifts and knew each room on the surgical floor inside out. But her brain had numbed, her fingers had started to involuntarily shake, and her heart was hammering into her throat as she tried to stop the threatening vomit from coming up.

“Amelia?” the voice was smoother and calmer than the one on the phone, deeper and more comforting. He ran a hand up her spine, checking she was ok. When she turned to look at him, he knew instantly something was wrong from her pale complexion and deathly scared eyes. She looked like a lost child.

“Ms Shepherd? Do you know where St Ambrose Hospital is and is it possible for you to travel here from Seattle?”

“Charlotte!” Amelia grabbed the blonde’s attention, storming into the waiting room and seeing Charlotte’s head in her hands. With mascara running down both cheeks under dark and tired eyes, the southern belle looked up to see a confused and worried Amelia with her new husband in tow.

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Firecracker: Chapter 1


It had been two months since the masquerade ball, and Lola was not any closer to moving on from the reclusive Thomas Hunt than she’d been the night he had pulled her mask off. It was infuriating, really. She had a reputation for being a heartbreaker, unable to slow down for anyone or anything- a firecracker. Always on the move. She blazed across the sky with a spark no one could rival.

 No way would Lola Myers ever be hung up over some guy. 

So why was she still dreaming of gold chandeliers and navy masks?

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 and now, for something no one has asked for but i’ve been eager to write for some time now. addison characterization, in particular. 4.1k + words

“Where are you headed?”

She looked at her best friend, the beautiful Addison Sinclair, whose face flashed concern. Snuggled up in their shared dorm room, she was sketching out new ideas for her internship, elegant dresses and cute summer sundresses alike. Still, when she had gotten up, Addison snapped out of her reverie immediately, as if to warn her of some incoming danger. It alarmed her, to see Addison look so worried so quickly.

“I was just going to head down to the ice machine.”


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