Mental Spectrum Positivity #11

To those with Dependent Personality Disorder, like, you’re the best ever and you totally try so hard and stuff! (yeah, the best ever!! ❤ )

To those on the ADD / ADHD spectrum, keep your chin up, little buddy. It’ll all work out. ❤

    Never forget how beautiful you are!


BGM: Kara no Kyoukai OST 7 Track M38+39

It was supposed to be finished before 0130, until I found a fatal mistake on the last page - I drew the wrong direction of hands holy shit why I made such dump mistakes fuck myself

Tbh the first draft of this story is full of fluff and idk why it turns out to be like this meh anyway I don’t care-

Last thing: Do not re-post. Do not claim it’s your work.

There was something in the air. Something that Elsword could not see, but feel. He felt it in all of the members of the El Search Party.

It all started when he decided to practice the ritual he learned through Echo. After sparking his very first fireball, Elsword started to stop practicing his usual sword techniques. He didn’t know why, but he wanted something more than being a knight. He wanted magic, he wanted to go down a different path.

It was then that he started to feel the very same aura in everyone else.

He felt it when he saw Aisha reading up on dark magic, trying to summon plasma balls every once in a while during battles. He felt it when Raven went on an angrier streak than usual, obliterating everything in front of him, nearly injuring Rena. Speaking of Rena, she started to stop waking up early in the morning to practice her bow. Instead, she kept focusing on martial arts, strengthening her kicks to the point where she could break bones.

He tried to ignore the feeling, but it lingered even more after that.

When Eve activated the Exotic code, she became even more deadly with the spears she could summon, and Elsword made sure not to annoy her after that. He would rather be slapped again than face a harsh stabbing.

The feeling became even stronger when Chung and Ara went against their family’s typical ways of combat, Chung focusing on faster attacks with his new Silver Shooter and Ara practicing martial arts that went against the Haan family ways. When Elsword met his sister for the first time in years, he was surprised to see her bending fire more smoothly than he ever could, scorching her enemies rather than depending on her Claymore constantly.

When Add started to use drones in combat alongside his own dynamos, Elsword started to realize what he and everyone else was feeling. The feeling felt so close, yet not close enough for him to give it a word. He was still trying to figure it out when Lu and Ciel started to become what felt like partners in crime, complimenting each other’s attack styles in a more friendly way, something different from Queen and Servant, commanding the fear of their enemies.

Finally, he realized what he was feeling when he heard of a royal servant who took the dark el and became a ruthless assassin for the sake of her Princess.

The aura he had been feeling everywhere, he finally knew what it was. The sparks in the air, the nagging need to be something else, something different than what they were supposed to be.

It was the need for rebellion.

AD(H)D Things I just "love"

“Why weren’t you listening to me!?!? Can’t you just listen!”

“Oh, well everyone does that”

*eye roll when you talk about something that your passionate/hyperfixated on*

“Shhhh! Your talking too loud!”

“That has nothing to do with your ADD”

Then my all time favorite:

Me: *doesn’t understand something supposedly simple* wait what?

Person: seriously…you still don’t get it? *starts to get frustrated*

Me: no, I don’t and you can ether explain it in simpler terms or forget it. It’s not my fault so stop getting mad at me

  • Raven:So. Who broke it? I’m not mad. I just want to know.
  • Aisha:I did. I broke it…
  • Raven:No. No, you didn’t. Elsword?
  • Elsword:Don’t look at me. Look at Add.
  • Add:What?! I didn’t break it.
  • Elsword:Huh. That’s weird. How did you even know it was broken?
  • Add:Because it’s sitting right in front of us and it’s broken!
  • Elsword:Suspicious.
  • Add:No, it’s not!
  • Rena:If it matters, probably not… Elesis was the last one to use it.
  • Elesis:Liar! I don’t even drink that crap!
  • Rena:Oh really? Then what were you doing by the coffee cart earlier?
  • Elesis:I use the wooden stirrers to push back my cuticles. Everyone knows that, Rena!
  • Aisha:Alright let’s not fight. I broke it, let me pay for it, Raven.
  • Raven:No. Who broke it?
  • Rena:[whispering] Raven, Ara has been awfully quiet…
  • Ara:Really?!
  • Rena:Yeah, really!
  • Raven:
  • Raven:I broke it. I burned my hand so I punched it. I predict ten minutes from now, they’ll be at each other’s throats with warpaint on their faces and a pig head on a stick. Good. It was getting a little chummy around here.

20 Things to Remember If You Love a Person with ADHD

This nifty little (article?) was posted in my ADHD doctor’s office! It’s pretty validating!! It was hard to get all of the points in pictures and legible, so I’ll list them down here. 

It’s nice for a lot of these things to be written down, especially because a lot of people think ADHD is fake or some hyper 12 year old in a Walmart who won’t shut up. 

I’ll be changing ADD to ADHD since ADD is kind of a dated term.

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