The fact is, I don’t know where my ideas come from. Nor does any writer. The only real answer is to drink way too much coffee and buy yourself a desk that doesn’t collapse when you beat your head against it.
The second secret was perfect in its concealment. Ronan did not say it.
Ronan did not think it. He never put lyrics to the second secret, the
one he kept from himself. But it still played in the background.
a morning pynch headcanon before i forget: adam’s bi awakening was ronan doing that jock thing and wiping his face sweat with his shirt at tennis practice or smth and adam was walking by on his way home but he looks over and ronan’s all sweaty and ABS and he almost walks into a telephone pole rb if u agree
when you realize that one of the very first things the series establishes about adam is that he’s a very pragmatic and careful and responsible person, but also that he and ronan dragged each other behind a moving car for fun
when you realize that despite their bickering, adam actually relaxes completely around ronan and sometimes even lets himself forget his responsibilities for a little while when they’re together
when you realize that ronan actually brings out adam’s carefree side more frequently than any of the other characters
when you realize that adam’s pov chapters tend to be calmer and more focused on the present when ronan is there with him
when you realize that ronan was making adam quiet all along
Sometimes I wonder if our favorite historical figures look at us from the afterlife and say “that’s my person. That’s my person and I will guide them thru the next seventy-five years” and then there’s others that are more “you read my wife and I’s letters one more time and I will end you.”
“He couldn’t tell if he was letting himself idolize this place or Ronan, and he wasn’t sure there was a difference. When he opened his eyes, he saw that Ronan was looking at him, as he had been looking at him for months. Adam looked back, as he had been looking back for months.”
rtx sydney is coming up soon so i figured i’d get myself more hype by throwing some art together !! but of course my first piece of RT fanart in literal months turns out to be the sex von shaukel boyz, because i cannot control myself,