I remember how it all started, and I just want to go back to the very first day you walked into my life. It’s not so easy trying to rekindle and spark an old flame, but I do miss the person you were and the person I was while trying to save what became of the two of us.
—  Keen Malasarte, On growing apart.

rawritsalex asked:

LOL I am not infatuated! It's just her blog means a lot hahah. But you can if you want haha, I don't care :p

KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN ALEX SAYS HI lol. The infatuation part………… whole other story lol :P so yeaup. You mean a lot to people, don’t stop writing please :3

People think I’m still the same person I was years ago. I’m not. The only thing you can never really take away from someone is their character, and yes. I am still that, although a little less extreme. I no longer pine for things and people who don’t value my time and company. To differentiate between genuinity over obligation, it takes experience, and I truly do believe that you are the company you keep. I like that I am at this point in my life.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

On the topic of financial and emotional woes, I’m coming into terms with this idea to want less and to need less- throughout the years of experiencing all kinds off loss, the kind of loss money can’t buy, I finally decided I should be a lot more kinder to myself.

And with kindness, comes acceptance and the ability to pick and choose what I feel is right. Therefore, I promise to be a lot more frugal with the time and effort I choose to spend with people I spend them with.

#KeenWriting by acupofkeen