I'm the exact same way with reading fics and getting really opinionated about the portrayal of a character. You're the one of the only authors who I know will always portray Zen accurately and understand his character completely. I need to get back to writing fanfics, tbh. I set up a writing blog; I just haven't had time to write fics. College classes where I have to write as well as chronic illnesses get in the way. :/ Hopefully in a few weeks when summer break starts I can write fics again.