Some people drink themselves sick night after night.
Others get high almost as often as they take in oxygen.
And some find a new lover every other month.
And the sad part of that isn’t the fact that they’re destroying themselves, though it may be true.
The saddest part of all of it is that each of those people are just looking for a remedy for whatever bullshit they’re forced to feel.
Lets be honest, we’re all just looking for a pain-killer. And mine just so happened to be you.
—  You were the only remedy.
What my phone thinks I love:

I love the fact I can when she gets to me
she is a little kid
she is my favorite character
she has been a lesbian
and she is so much better
and then she gets me a lot more to me
she is my mother
I am so glad that I have been a mother to the mother
and I love her so so far as far
she gets to her as well
and I am not going on the same thing she is
a mother of a woman and a lesbian
mother of all who are still feeling the love for her
she is the best thing that I ever ever heard

Hey guys!

Here’s a little post for Fic Rec Days.

I’ve decided to focus on tumblr fics, because they can easily be swept away amongst dozens of other posts. So here are some personal favourite Check Please fics for you to enjoy! And don’t forget, after you’ve given them a read, hit reblog! The authors will love you.

Note: a lot do not have names so I’ve just done a vague summary; my top recs get an asterix.

Additional note: do you know how many times I was thwarted in my quest because people don’t live at the same URL anymore?


Pick It Up Slow*, by brandnewfashion (nsfw)

Bitty crashes his bike into Jack, by omgittybits

French Practice, by mydearboy

Political Talk Show AU, by tiptoe39

Diners, Drive-Ins, and Dives, by dereknursey

Holster and Bitty prank call Jack, by lirapheus

Oh no, it can’t be you*, by zimsbitty (soulmate au)

Bitty’s First Kiss(es), by omgericzimmermann

Jack comes out and Bitty overhears, but it’s in French*, by sadquebecois

Bitty navigates sex with Jack*, by heyfightme

Bitty accidentally sexts Bob, by poetry-protest-pornography

Roadside Rescue, by iboatedhere


What Are You Waiting For?*, by marswithghosts (nsfw)


Traffic Jam AU, by imaginethehaus

Accidentally knocked a hole in our shared wall AU, by omgericzimmermann

And if that wasn’t enough, + I’ve got 40+ pages of reblogged fic (where there’ll be other pairings). A bit of weekend reading maybe…

Haven’t written anything for awhile so while I was cleaning out some old magazines, I started circling words to try and kick start something. Got some interesting combos out of it.

From REALSIMPLE magazine Dec. 2015-

I’m the stress
navigating harmony
in seven sticky situations

run wild
it’s such a triumph
it’s  worth disrupting
periodic check-ins
to let the good times roll

Fabulous sparkling festive mix

Delight the details
Bring simple scene-stealing guaranteed win
Nice shimmery polished panache
Sparkles mean go

From Live Happy magazine April 2015

maximize ritual
touch fulfillment
time to soak
noiseless stillness
inevitable answers
include design
achieving riches

Sweet groove like
in step of happy habit
Wire in a reward
Shift connection to gain

Lobbying the foolish man

Heartbreaking Teeth Are Tender to Bite and Sensitive so Heat and Cold

back at it again with the spam dental advertisement poetry

It is created to soothe the sclerosis allowed by infected jag.
Immediate fixing may breathe needed when the tooth comes till be woeful, tender in passage to bite, is sensitive to cold and heat and stalwartness have satisfied dental caries which reaches the nerve.
Root narrows mode of operation is the piece of preserving the tooth streamlined the mouth when the nerve has perished or is preferment away. My humble self aids now bring back the tooth against its effect toughness and feature.

there is a lot of horror media with really good accidental “poetry” in it. creepy, knowing, mysterious messages written in blood, found in electronic devices, scrawled on notebook paper, etc.

doki doki literature club is a game that explicitly uses poetry as part of its story. the poetry itself was alright but what is more impressive is how its used to demonstrate states of mind, hidden depths, and personality shifts in characters that we don’t know very well. many poems in the game have implications that are full of dread, suggestive without confirming anything. i feel like poetry can seem pretty dull to most people, which is understandable, but i appreciate that a game in this genre used poetry to such an interesting effect and made poetry interpretation entertaining.

i personally liked yuri’s poems a lot, particularly “wheel” and “mdpnfbo,jrfp”. it’s hard to explain what i find appealing about them but i would have to say i like how dark, abstract, and obsessive they seem since they are both jumbles of words or sentence fragments. i’m distractible and enjoyed the variety of concepts expressed by what seems like a complete mess. they’re also evocative of mental illness which is openly discussed at certain points, an internal struggle that many people can relate with.

(i would be interested in what poems other players enjoyed from the game and why, if anyone wants to tell me in the reblogs!)

Two Types of Forever

Originally posted by pinkhoodiemark

A/n (PLEASE READ) My first fic! And it’s a vampire!BamBam fic but really him being a vampire isn’t apparent until the very end. I know my writing is a bit suck-ish now but I’m working on it like it’s a muscle that’ll get stronger with more exercise :) please support it and I hope you actually enjoy it! Hopefully, this will be a chapter fic as long as I keep up the motivation I have for writing it. Also! I’ll be posting this on a writing blog that me and a friend Admin for called “write-the-sun” by tomorrow, so if you like what you read you’ll be able to see more of my work on this account (my personal account) and on that one! Thank you for reading and I hope you have a lovely day <3

Rated: M for smut and graphic depictions of sex

Word Count: 12,080


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