abstract garbage

Nienna Mahariel is:

a wolf’s howl in the far distance. bare-feet on damp mud. crisp, sweet apples in the fall. inkstained fingertips. sunlight through the tree cover. worn, handwritten recipes passed down through generations and guarded like national secrets. swimming in the early spring. an old journal full of half-written poems. clear nights where you can see all the stars. vines that take back old forgotten buildings for the earth. 

Amaryllis Hawke is:

a warm cup of coffee after being up all night. the smooth feel of a winning poker hand against your palm. the first crack of thunder in a storm. fingertips callussed from playing guitar. scars that were worth it. the crackle of a vinyl record as one song fades into the next. half-empty liquor bottles crowding a shelf. a beloved dog-eared book read countless times. faded, patched jeans. late-night walks on rain-sodden streets. 

Cadence Lavellan is:

warm sunshine on a seemingly endless field of wildflowers. laughter that fills the room. strawberry whiskey. long, flowing, summer dresses. the smell of a campfire, and the memories it brings with it. paint stains on old t-shirts. water so clear it seems to have no bottom. watching the snow fall from the warmth of a bed. quick-turned-lingering hugs where neither person wants to let go. scented candles that smell like home.

@ellenbsimmons​ tagged me & I’ll feel bad if I don’t do it because I always complain that I never get tagged. I love youuuuu Ellen

Rules: tag whoever you want at the end of this

5 Things You’ll Find in My Bag:

1. hand sanitizer 2. my wallet 3. a pen 4. loose change bc my wallet is a piece of shit 5. my phone charger

5 Things You’ll Find in My Bedroom

1. so much canvas 2. old paintings 3. dust 4. empty water bottles 5. I don’t live there anymore, there is literally nothing but garbage and things I didn’t want lol

5 Things I’ve Always Wanted to Do

1. Travel the world 2. Study abroad (!!!!) 3. actually read the entirety of Les Mis 4. see a show on Broadway 5. come out of the closet lmaoooo

5 Things That Make Me Feel Happy

1. actually finishing a painting (a real painting and not my abstract garbage) 2. a clean room 3. finishing a good book 4. putting on makeup 5. getting drunk

5 Things I’m Currently Into

1. acotar 2. acrylic paint 3. Melodrama 4. Hamilton 5. rum

5 Things on My To-do List

1. put away the mail @ work 2. finish the book I’m reading 3. buy new sheets for my apartment 4. buy my college parking pass 5. finish a painting

I tag no one because I have all of 3 friends on this Hell Site™


Your are beaten, feel like garbage.  You have no strength left.  So who will do battle on your behalf?   You.  You will find the energy tomorrow and the warrior within will fight for the next square inch.  You are going to fight on.  You will fight on.