I know I’ve been completely lacking in presence on here for probably three weeks now and there is a reason for that. I’ve been dealing with a lot lately and figuring myself out and I happened to come to terms with my sexuality this past month.
I am bisexual.
And it feels really amazing to admit that. It kind of came out of me at the wrong time and I had this week where I wanted to flee back into the closet and I completely regretted coming out because I worried what my friends/roomies would think. I was stressed, my anxiety was going crazy, BUT then my friends (most of whom are gay haha GO EMERSON) were completely supportive and wonderful. I started feeling this complete sense of relief an openness and just confidence. I’m already feeling so much better about myself and more true and BLAH BLAH sorry this is boring.
I have told a bunch of my friends and one family member. I know my parents will understand and be supportive and I am extremely lucky for that, however I’m not quite ready to tell them.
SO YEAH I’ve been focusing on myself a lot and haven’t really been spending much time on here. Midterms are also this week so I’ve been preparing for those. Next week is my spring break and I plan on one hundred percent throwing myself into writing more pynch, andreil, and answers for your asks.
I’m not ignoring anyone, I have read all the messages and I want to answer them with my fullest attention, so expect those to start popping up this weekend.
*BIG DRAMTIC SIGH OF RELIEF* Okay so yeah I won’t bore you with the trials of me figruing myself out but if you do want to talk about anything feel free to message me.
I’ve been living on Twitter lately so I apologize for my Tumblr absence. My KuraSawa entry for the Daiya Rare Pair Big Bang will be posted on August 9th and then Song of the Sunshine Child should be getting a chapter on Monday. Another new large-scale story should be revealed soon for Daiya (It’s Chrisawa) whenever SotSC wraps up and then another big MiyuSawa story will be dropping soon after. Thanks for your patience, and thanks for reading! <3
Lol, right now I’m looking through magazines for french. We’re doing a project where we have to get cut-outs or drawings of clothing and make some sort of magazine… I only took the Instyle ones because the Glamour ones are ew-y…(inappropriate ><)
Nicknames: T-Bell, Tink (both short for tinkerbell), King Charles
Star Sign: Capricorn
Time right now: 2:27 AM
Average hours of sleep: 5 :(
Lucky number(s): 8 and I have no idea why
Last thing I googled: panera’s website (got me some mac n’ cheese fo dinner)
Number of blankets: 1 in winter and 1 in summer bc im hot all the damn time it’s terrible
Favourite fictional character: HA okay well picking one is not realistic or possible so i’ll list a few; dustfinger, fire, ronan lynch, YEAH THERE ARE TOO MANY IT’S HARD
Favorite books: Fire, TRC, Inkheart triology, once again there are too many to list
Favourite musicians: amber run is currently at the top but i listen to absolutely everything and anything
Dream job: film editor :) working on getting there
When did you create your blog: WELL this past summer HOWEVER i had another blog for about 4 years until i got locked out of it (im bitter) ((the url was eyeoftheangel)) (((it still exists but ill never be able to get back into it :’()))
What do you post about: TRC and pynch, although lately aftg/tfc have been regular
Have any other blogs: YES see above (still bitter)
When did your blog reach its ‘peak’: ummmm i think im at my peak rn prob??? idk
Do you get asks on a daily basis: yes but im slow as fuck answering them woops
Why did you choose your url: i am slightly obsessed with trc