I’m kicking myself for wasting 4 years wondering. That’s 4 years I could have had with him. If you’re waiting for the right time to take a leap there is only now. Do it.
I have one month till he gets home which is one month for me to get in ridiculously good shape. I’m going to give my box of Krispy Kreme to my neighbour.
I was panicked about my exam but it has passed. I’ve done all I can do. Let it just happen. It’s not life or death.
My iPod classic appears to have died. I need to replace it. Maybe with an iPod touch or something? I also have a huge amazon wishlist of expensive tech and games I want. Give me money. I appear to haemorrhage it.
Charlie wasn’t kidding with the Facebook thing. Out on a training op in the middle of Bosnia and he has indeed updated his status and profile photo of us together. Lawd this guy has no idea what he’s in for when he gets home.
My new job starts next week. Beth the bar manager at your service. The hours are pretty sweet and it means I have a good 4 hour window when University finishes in the afternoon so I can do things for myself again.
I need to sleep but I can’t. I’m being all emotional in a good way. Thank you karma for not being a little bitch.