about to be crushed

  • you: marichat is the sin ship
  • me, an intellectual: marichat is the slow burn friends-to-lovers ship
As the smoke slowly traveled out of your mouth, I saw you look at me with your glossy, bloodshot eyes. In that moment, I knew I wanted you. The drugs in your system wanted me too. Just the drugs, not you.
—  the drugs // 10:45am
People like you don’t notice girls like me. You’re the type of person to play sports and hang out with large group of people, whereas I’m the type of person to hang out with a few friends and read a book. Some say opposites attract, but not in my case.
—  opposites attract // excerpt from a book I’ll never write #9
nothing’s going to hurt more than the “what ifs” and “could’ve beens”. nothing’s going to hurt more than realizing all the chances we never took. nothing’s going to hurt more than missing out on something amazing. so if you love someone, tell them.
—  because who knows when you’ll find another chance like this.
Missing someone I shouldn’t even be thinking about.
—  March 17, 2017

Mekke øl + mutually failing at talking to their crush because they’re nervous