i hate myself bc sometimes i just. pick words or phrases to say and i cant let go of them so im stuck saying them until my brain moves on and sometimes its fine but this cycle Is Not bc my phrase is “not to..[be that person, complain,etc]..” which gets super old and also….”swag’…ik Kill me but its bc johnny said it one time in the nct video and i havent been ablr to get it out of my head since :/