abenteuerimengland a réagi à votre billet : I withdrew from my remaining classes. Really upset about it.
Guys, this seriously sucks. Right now, I’m okay. (Took my medication and had a lie down.) But I’m realizing that I will probably never be able to go to school. I will never get a degree, which is okay, but I’ll never even be able to get a certificate. Do you know how many jobs require certification?
I will forever be stuck in low level positions unless I can suddenly become an expert in something or discover a talent. Considering I haven’t even been able to find a hobby I’m capable of, that’d be a miracle.
I don’t even know if I’d be able to do one of those continuing education classes or a workshop. You know, courses that just teach you skills or are just for fun. Because it’s not about the grades, I just can’t work at a weekly pace. What an online community college course asks me to do in one week is what I’m capable of doing in one month at best.
I feel like such a failure as a human being.