abandonedment

It seems like I’ve lost
all my sense of self
Blindly burning
these cards I’ve been dealt

My words were never heard
just phrases falling in middair
So just choke them out of me
Until I have nothing left to spare

I want my boiling veins
cold and black
So just rip them out of my wrists
and take this heart you lack

Emptiness is all I am
so fill me with your poison
Turn me cold
and don’t thaw me once I’m frozen

Abandonedment’s my thing
I’m always left torn and battered
So whats the use of building up
what’s only to be shattered

A person only has so much fight
only so much strength is given
You’ve always seen the bad in me
So it’s time I start acting like the villain