I SQUEALED WHEN I RECEIVED THIS! I LOVE PEEPERS AND THE WATCHDOGS SO MUCH This lovely detailed WoY Christmas card was made by my sweetie friend @trustnooneyoucant as a gift for me <333 (It came with other things, but I want to keep them private) And I just HAD to show this beautiful handmade card njebnfkr (she allowed me to post it ;3; ) @trustnooneyoucant is a cutie pie and she is very very sweet and she deserves big hugs Now this card stands proudly on my desk (with the tiny owl plush <3 ) She spent so much time on this omg <33333 again thank you so much my dear!
I FINALLY !! finished this weeps kanan’s face came out a bit weird and i’m not happy w the background but I’ll fix that sometime in the future when I don’t have any commissions to do !! ; u ; [ speed paint here ]
I got to take a nice 4-5 day weekend // break from school stuff which was nice weeps i got to just RELAX AND HAVE FUN AND PLAY OVERWATCH !! (my battlenet id is mimasho#1863 btw haha)
My first love will always be astrophysics but as I do more research with nuclear physics I’m falling in love with that too and aaah I love them both I’ve been having a bit of a crisis lately and then today my astro profs old mentor from grad school came to do a seminar and I got invited to the dinner afterwards (that’s usually only faculty and the speaker) because I kept asking questions and so at dinner the guy was like “you’re gonna be a great astrophysicist someday! [astro prof] should be proud!” And I was like “ah ha yeah I guess” and so we got into this conversation about how I can’t pick between astro and nuclear and he’s just like “do both! Get your doctorate in Astro and then a masters in nuclear! A doctorate in nuclear even! I was in your shoes once, I have 3 Ph.Ds now!” alfjfkskdjdjdasl I appreciate your level of confidence in me buddy but holy shit
Long story short I got his email because he wants to keep in touch with my progress and he told my astro prof to keep an eye on me
Already saw this here, but I HAD to post it too.. I mean.. look at Chuuya ♥ Look how he carry Q like a sweet hot mafia daddy (that he actually is). And Queen Ozaki smiling at him like it was his son ♥ Aaah I can’t help it, I just love them too much~ ♥
390 (“You’ve only heard his side of the story. You never asked mine.”) || 366 ("You heard me. Take. It. Off) || 338 (“Will you just shut up for a moment so I can say something nice to you!”) || 322 (“Where were you? Do you have any idea how worried I was?”) || 283 ( “There are plenty of people out there who love you.” “Yeah, like who?” “Like me.”) ALL JAMILTON PLS I COULDNT DECIDE ON ONE SO YOU CAN CHOOSE BUT JAMILTON PLSSS ILY
aaah! okay, so i picked 283, but i loved all of them!! please enjoy :D
Word Count: 678
Warnings: panic attack (please don’t read if it will trigger you, take care of yourselves <3) and swearing
The last thing Thomas ever expected to see was a moment of
weakness in his enemy, Alexander. The guy never shut up. He was always
over-confident and looked like he had life all figured out. Though he would
never admit it, Thomas was jealous of that trait. He tried to carry himself in
the same way, but he always had a little inkling of self-doubt in the back of
He would’ve died before admitting it, but he would give
anything to trade places with Alexander.
So it was to his great surprise that when he entered the
custodian’s closet to return some paper towels his class had borrowed, he found
Alexander tucked into the corner. He was curled in a ball, his head between his
knees, hyperventilating. Thomas dropped the paper towels and rushed over.
“Jesus, Hamilton, are you okay?” he asked, kneeling in front
of the shaking boy. Alexander jumped at the sound of Thomas’ voice, but didn’t
look up. He seemed frozen where he was, violently trembling and gasping for
Thomas knew immediately it was a panic attack. He’d had many
of them himself, but he never could have pictured Alexander having one. He
tried to think of what would help.
“Alexander, can you look at me?” he asked in as gentle a
voice he could. Alexander didn’t respond to the sound, so Thomas laid a hand on
his shoulder. He jumped at the contact, and his head snapped up. Tears coated
his red face as he hissed ragged breaths through his teeth. Thomas immediately
felt for him. Even though he normally acted like he hated the guy, he knew what
this kind of attack felt like, and he wouldn’t wish it on his worst enemy.
“Keep your eyes on mine, okay?” Thomas said calmingly.
Alexander nodded his head sharply, still unable to breathe properly. “Okay,
when I take a breath, you take a breath, got me?”
Again, Alex gave a jerk of his head. Thomas gave him a small
smile and took in a deep breath. Alexander gasped loudly.
“Slowly,” Thomas said softly, and took in another slow,
exaggerated breath all the while keeping a warm grip on the smaller boy’s
shoulder. Alexander inhaled raggedly, but taking in more air than before. He
let out the air as Thomas did. They continued like this, Alex’s breaths slowly
getting longer and smoother, until, finally, he had stopped shaking and his
tears had slowed.
“You good?” Thomas asked, removing his hand from Alex’s
Alexander wiped at his face with his sleeve, a blush
creeping into his cheeks. He shrugged in response.
“What triggered it?” Thomas asked before remembering that
they weren’t friends. “Sorry, you don’t have to tell me…”
“No, it’s okay…” Alex said weakly. “Thank you, for… helping
me, I just… sometimes I feel like nobody loves me, you know? Like all my
friends are from far away, or at a different school, and… my fucking enemy was the only one here for me.”
Thomas’ heart hurt at the helplessness in his voice. Maybe
he shouldn’t have been so mean to him for all these years, but he always seemed
so… impervious. Thomas kicked himself for all the times he could have been
nice, but instead took the low-road. He felt like such an asshole. Maybe… maybe
Alexander needed to hear the truth.
“There are plenty of
people out there who love you,” Thomas said, resting his hand once more on
Alex gave a snort of derision. “Yeah, like who?”
Thomas took a deep breath, his stomach filling with
butterflies. “Like me.”
The shock was apparent in Alexander’s eyes as he gazed into
Thomas’. “But… you… hate me,” Alexander whispered, confused.
“I’m jealous of you,” Thomas said honestly. “And… I like
you. But I thought you’d never feel the same.”
After a moment of silence, Alexander whispered. “You were
A little smile broke out on each of their faces and Thomas
wrapped Alex in a hug. Thomas had never felt happier to be proven wrong by
hi!!! after logging off from tumblr awhile im finally back😁 and i will tell you story too ha ha anon you will never change me i love myself and you should love yourself too muah much love💖
aaah finally doing my bujo again i miss them!! i did it after i went to a little stationery haul omg im so happy i bought like 13 washi tapes (and wow it only costs 31.5k rupiahs im amazed) and 2 deco stickers but theyre not in the pic also a usa flag pouch!! (ye ive usa flag everywhere in my room even ive like 3 usa flag pouches already but really tho ever since trump won i feel guilty but sigh i cannot help that i love it)
((also i just kinda remember ive already ordered +15 washi tapes from a local online shop but i guess Lazada is in PH too lol but its okkk i feel happy about it and really cant wait for them to arrive!!))
and if you remember my 5dop post, there was a rose plant and it died already lol idk my dad bought it and guess yeaah ummm lack of water maybe?!? sorry rose i love you tho🌹💗🌹
and yes i used different vsco filter for this two pics but i guess A6 and HB2 dont really have that much differences soo yeaah😀 hope yall have a great day!!💖💖
waitt also big thanks to @pacifistpadme because now i finally have links on my bio after i read her answer!! much more organized😍
song of the day:
🎶 Heavy - Linkin Park ft. Kiiara 🎶