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AM Kidd | Everything I Used To Know

I’m not the type to open up to everybody
maybe it’s the walls I put up so I hold a lot back
'Cause in my past, I gave my all to everything
and never got it back. Now I feel it’s only right to go half
I know I’ve done wrong
I know I’m not a saint
I got a lot of issues that I still need to face
It’s part of growing up but I guess I rushed change
and it wasn’t fair of me to point at you to blame
I miss what we used to have then and the way we used to be
I believe we can go back
You and I run deep and we can’t forget that
so tell me where you at, tell me where you at
Usually my pride runs way too high
but I’d rather say “Hello” again than say “Bye”
Friends come and go but I’m not one of them
so here I am

Saying that I’ve missed you
out of everyone I’ve known
no one ever got this close

You know that I’ve missed you
nothing feels like home
you’re everything I used to know

You know that I’ve missed you
some things might of changed
but our friendship still remains

You know that I’ve missed you.
You were my best friend

I don’t want to hold a grudge or believe I’m in the right
'cause it doesn't matter when you lose a friend for life
I hate it when my ego takes the place I use for love
I’m always finding reasons for the walls I’m building up
pointing fingers at each other. Trying to play victim
This is why I’m here. My pride is why you’re missing
Knew it along but I didn’t want to be the first to admit it
now I’m over here thinking why we acting different
but since you’ve been gone, nothings been the same
you’re the one that understood my ways
since back in the days
I never had a friend like you
doing what real friends do
looking out for each other when we both did dumb things
you were there when I was broke and had nothing
I just want my friend back
I just want my life back



























IHOPEYOUUNDERSTAND

Somebody Special
  • Somebody Special
  • A.M. Kidd
  • Gotta Love Me
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now tell me do i wish too much?
is it cause i kick it and i drink too much?
but the truth is i wanna live too much
and you’re the type of girl i’d like to give too much, till it’s enough
please tell me i’m close to your type
i’m not cute but i know what’s right
i’m not sweet but i know what’s nice
and i could make you laugh and smile all night

  • I Can't Stay
  • Am Kidd
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A.M. Kidd - I Can’t Stay


I feel like shit right now. This song doesn’t relate to me but it’s sad so close enough. I can’t keep going  for you if you don’t feel the same.

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AM Kidd | Through The Rain


For once I hope I’m wrong
For once I wish my life related to a different song
These walls in my room are the only ones that listen
I swear I’m growing numb ‘cause I’m feeling so indifferent
Every time we fight, I tend to push away
A part of me wants to run. A part of me wants to stay
Maybe I’m just scared to be in love
'cause I wonder if I'm blind
and I’m just trying to find the reasons to stay another night
but maybe I’m just trippin’ too much
'cause inside, I don't deny that I'm committed to us
and I want to tell you everything that’s on my mind
but every time I start to tell you I just want to run behind my fears
and it’s so hard to see your face with all those tears
and I don’t want to pull away, I want you near
and it hurts that it makes you feel alone
but I want you to know that you’re not standing on your own
in the rain

I promise one day it’ll fade away
and the sun will shine through these rainy days
I promise one day it’ll be okay
and the sun will shine on us again

I used to think that love was just a game for only fools
I used to only think of me, now I’m adding you
in the equation and it took me by surprise
I never thought I’d care enough to stick around and fight for us
I hate to feel that I could be the reason why
I lose something that’s good because of what I fear inside
I’ve been there before
but what you bring is new
and everything I see in you
so I’m telling myself I should let it go before it’s too late
my past becomes my present and it gets in our way
I love the fact you’re patient but you shouldn’t have to wait
I know that it’s wrong
I know I belong
right here, in the middle of the storm I’ve made
you shouldn’t have to ask if I want to stay
the last thing I want to see is you in pain
so I’m right here beside you
standing in the rain

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…Give me just another minute and then I’ll let you go. Remember all them promises I said when we were gold? Well I meant them, every single one of them. How I never gave my love like this to any other woman. You were the exception, I was your infection. I hope you think good of me every time I’m mentioned. You’re the only one that made me want to say “Forever”. I was down to put you in my life, front and centered. But look at us now… we don’t even talk. It’s like we never happened and everything was lost. I see you moving on and I should do the same. But have you ever wondered, love… what if you stayed? What if you never left my house that night? What if we never ever had that fight? What if you stayed and never called it quits? I guess that’s a dream that I’ll never get to live. I’m sorry I tried so hard to not to slip. But you became a part of me I can’t resist, and even though we went our separate ways and you’re happy where you are, but for me, you’re the one I miss.
—  AM Kidd (via girlvisual-s.tumblr.com)

I’m not the type to open up to everybody
Maybe it’s the walls I put up so I hold a lot back
'Cause in my past, I gave my all to everything
and never got it back. Now I feel it’s only right to go half

I know I’ve done wrong. I know I’m not a saint.
I got a lot of issues that I still need to face
It’s part of growing up but I guess I rushed change
and it wasn’t fair of me to point at you to blame

I miss what we used have then
and the way we used to be
I believe we can go back
You and I run deep and we can’t forget that
so tell me where you at. Tell me where you at?

Usually my pride runs way too high
but I’d rather say ‘Hello’ again than say ‘Bye’
Friends come and go but I’m not one of them
So here I am…

You know that I’ve missed you.

Love Rain (feat. Jeff Lum)
  • Love Rain (feat. Jeff Lum)
  • A.M. Kidd
  • Black & White Memoirs
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A.M. Kidd Ft. Jeff Lum | Love Rain 

& I know that it’s obvious I’m after ya
If I’m noticing your hair & your manicures
Yup, & the other guys were amateurs
Test me on my physical & my mental stamina
Love, the way you look is just a part of it
Uh, the way you are is the heart of it.

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AM Kidd | Somebody Special

I don’t really know how to say this but..
You’re the only song in my playlist, love.

I tried so hard not to slip
but you became a part of me I can’t resist
and even though we went our separate ways
and you’re happy where you are but for me
You’re the one I miss.
—  A.M. Kidd
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AM Kidd | Waiting For Your Love

my dreams turned into slideshows of memories we’ve made
replaying our history, happiness, and pain.