i am rather speechless today on my 30th birthday. i have no words to explain my life experiences thus far, or to speak on the amount of love being shone to me, each and every day. all i can do is sit in comfort knowing i have all of this because i am all of this; my world is truly a reflection of me. learning to love myself, learning that i am only in control of myself, learning to let go and let live - these 3 aspects forever changed my life and without them i would not be me, or have ever known that this lovely version of me was capable of existing. whoever you are today you, whatever you want to be tomorrow - it’s all up to you. be your biggest fan, greatest supporter and bestest friend. turning 30 today, with a gigantic amount of love and respect for myself, is a huge accomplishment.