Day 5- Day 05 - Comic character you feel you are most like.

Sadly because of working a lot with people I have acquired the ‘Megan,’ voice, the super chipper “Like oh my gosh you guys!” type of split-personality when I’m trying to work with others…


Then on the other hand when I’m not working- I’m most like Rachel Roth hiding in my room with a book (or laptop) seriously pissed off when disturbed… 

Just depends on the day you get me.


●This one may have a second part.●

Mood: Latch - Disclousure ft. Sam Smith.

There’s just one thing you like about your school. Your friends. Even if you see them out of school everyday. They just make the school better, funnier.
Today is one of those days they make you laugh until it hurts. All of you are in lunch, sitting on a table outside the cafeteria. Then he arrives. Late as always.
Maybe there is another reason you like about going to this school, and that’s Isaac Lahey. He has become like part of the pack now, so he’s around all the time and that does not help because you have this huge crush on him. But(because there’s always ‘buts’) Allison, one of you’re best friends, does have a crush on him too. But, the thing is, you aren’t planning just stay away. You’ll fight for him.

Isaac: “Hi there.” He sits between Stiles and Scott.

Y/N: “Why are you always so late?” You ask playfully. He looks at you and smirks. In that exact moment you feel like you went to heaven and hell at the same time.

Isaac: “Some of us have a life, you know?” He continues the game.

Y/N: “Oh, so you call ‘masturbating all day long’ a life? What a interesting life.” You say with the same smirk but less beautiful. Everyone laughs at your comment, even him.

Isaac: “Do you wanna join me? I may nee-”

Allison: “Okay, that’s enough” She interrupts. Is she jealous? Amazing. “Isaac, are you going to Lydia’s party tonight?”

Isaac: “Are all of you going?” The question seems to be to everyone in the table but he’s only looking at you. What does that mean?

“Yes” We say at the same time.

Isaac: “Okay then.” The bell rings.

Allison: “Perfect.” She says with a evil smile on her face. “See you there.”

You look at Isaac before you go and he does the same. You smile an he winks. He fucking winks and goes. This party will definitely be a good one.

[Later that day]

Mom: “Y/N, Stiles is here!”

Y/N: “One minute!” You take a last look in the mirror. You decided to wear a blue dress, because you’ve never went with a dress. It’s a normal one, it shows the necessary.
You say bye to your mom and go to meet Stiles.

Stiles: “Wow, this is new. I like it. Who are you gonna impress tonight?”

Y/N: “Thanks and I’m not going to impress anyone.” You try to hide your smile.

Stiles: “You’re a terrible liar, Y/N.” You hear how the motor comes to life. “I know Isaac will love it.” The car starts moving and any of you say a word.

It’s almost midnight and you haven’t seen Isaac or Allison. You’ve been distracting yourself with alcohol to not think so much in that. You start to feel a little bit drunk, and the fact that you stand up from the couch to dance, confirms it.
The move at the rhythm of the music, which is perfectly slow. As you close your eyes, you feel two hands on your hips and the chest of someone on your back.
Is it possible that a human recognize someone just by his touch? Even if he hasn’t touch you like that, ever? Because you do, you know is him.

Y/N: “Where were you?”

Isaac: “Looking for you.”

Y/N: “It did take you a while, didn’t it?”

Isaac: “I love your dress.” He whispers in your ear. That simple act sent an energy all over your body that you’ve never felt. You turn around to face him.

Y/N: “You were with Allison, weren’t you?” You two still dancing surprisingly good.

Isaac: “Jealous much?” He fucking smirks.

Y/N: “Maybe.” You blame the alcohol for this.

Isaac: “Why?” He’s teasing you.

Y/N: “I wanted to dance and you weren’t here. That’s why.”

Isaac: “I’m here now, Y/N.” He gets close to your ear to whisper something again. “And we can do more than dance.”

Y/N: “If you want someone to fuck you can call Allison, you know?” The sudden anger makes you stop dancing and run away from him. It’s obvious that you two want different things from each other.

When you’re in the garden, you call Stiles to ask him if he can take you back and he obviously says yes.
Ten minutes later, someone who’s not Stiles comes to drive you home.

Y/N: “I don’t want to talk to you right now. So please, just let’s go.” He nods.

He sighs and says “I can’t.” Then he stops the car.

Y/N: “What are you doing?” You know exactly what he’s doing.

Isaac: “What happened there?”

Y/N: “I was drunk, Isaac. Forget it.” You turn your head to look the window.

Isaac: “No, I won’t. Explain me, please.” He really looks confused.

Y/N: “Are you really that stupid?” You face him again. “Don’t you see that I have this huge crush on you like it’s driving me crazy and so does Allison. So that’s wh-”

Isaac: “I wasn’t with her, okay?” He interrupts. You just nod. The silence in the car is so uncomfortable that you decided to get out of the car. “Where are you going?” He asks.

Y/N: “I don’t know. Away from you. Again.” You’re sad. You’re angry. You’re not okay.

Isaac: “Hey, Y/N. Stop. Listen to me.” He says as he follows you.

Y/N: “You had your time inside there.” He’s faster than you, so when he’s behind you, reaches for your hand and makes you turn around to face him. “Isaac, don’t do this.”

Isaac: “Just listen to me, please. I like you too. I was just… yeah, maybe you’re right and I’m stupid but now that I know you feel the same I won’t let you go never.” He suddenly kisses you. At first you didn’t follow the kiss, but you did after. After realizing this what you wanted a long time ago.

Y/N: “You have to feel very lucky at this point, you know?” You say playfully.

Isaac: “I do. I’m the luckiest man in the world.” He says kissing you again.

Might be hard to believe but I DO eat savoury food. 😅 This is udon and a discounted edamame pea salad from Tesco. Udon is £2 for 4 packs (I have 2 packs here) and the salad was 40p. I added some gochujang and nooch and BOOM cheap easy lunch. ☺️ I’m going to try and get back to high carb low fat meals as much as I can. I haven’t been feeling that great lately and I know it’s because I’m eating all the tasty fatty things! New goal is only one donut or small sweet treat per day. I already cut sugar out of my tea and coffee, motivated by the nutrition course @umeko_chan and I I took in Edinburgh the other week. I can do this! #selfcontrol (at Glasgow, United Kingdom)

Dopey Challenge 2016 Recap: Day 8

Let’s be honest here, waking up the day after a marathon is never fun - waking up the day after a marathon + 10 miles of walking + 3 races the day before is pretty shit as well.

Our last day was pretty boring, we had a late check out and I spent most of the morning slowly packing my bags and mostly moaning.

Given our flight wasn’t until the evening I had the genius idea of booking a rental car so we could go shopping and then just drop it off at the airport  - it worked out cheaper than taxis and actually was pretty much the only way we could have done anything with four suitcases (I don’t travel light soz!).

Because it costs more to get me on the car as I’m under 25, it didnt make sense to do it just for a day so for the first time my mother drove us in America -  surprisingly something she has never done (and I have, a lot!)

We officially left Disney property…

We headed to the Florida Mall for some lunch and last minute shopping. It was a pretty relaxed afternoon, and annoyingly the weather was the best it had been the whole time!

After a couple hours of shopping (and me sitting down and waiting for my mum to be done because I just couldn’t hack walking) we were off to the airport for check in (again, no upgrade BOOOO) and a couple last photos with friends!

I had booked us Premium economy on the way back (for the sake of post Dopey legs) and so we were almost immediately on the plane and I was ready for a comfy flight of sleeping.

And then it was back to reality, back to work.. and the magical week of Dopey was over.

I’m so sorry these took SO long to post, life’s a little hectic. I will follow up this weekend with a post about What next!

Note about Activity: Permanently

Hey guys! So I’ve been giving this a lot of thought, and my decision didn’t come easily, but I have decided that this site will be updated in the time I’m not doing work or helping my family. Lately I’ve been staying up until late hours (2am-5am) trying to get matches done on top of my already packed days and with the job I have (modeling) it’s taking a toll, not just because I’m up for 20 hours at a time but because when you’re that tired you don’t function well and you can’t look and feel your best for your job. I love this blog to death, I love matches and fashion and I love talking to all of you; but my career has to come first. I have to be able to pay my bills and eat and i have to make sure I am healthy. This might mean that I don’t get around to matching every item from every show or event, but I’m not a kid in school who just comes home and has hours of free time to be online anymore. 

Typically I’ll go to a photoshoot or acting job for 8-14 hours a day and when I come home I still have to clean and grocery shop and get things together to my professional life so that I work the following week. I’m not giving up DressLikeR5, I’ll continue to post matches, R5 Closet and Dream Fashion’s just like I always have-but it just may not be the day it comes out and it may not be the entire bands outfits from head to toe, Because If I match every item for ever member of the band for 1 tour date it usually takes anywhere form 6-10 hours and that’s just for one tour date. If they change clothes that day that’s an additional 4-8 hours, just for that one day of matches. Once you add that all up with how many tour dates there are back to back you can see why it’s a lot to try and add on top of a full time career and a second job as well. 

I love all of you, so please don’t see this as me quitting or forgetting about you because I will still be working hard to bring you exacts and matches and everything else; I just won’t be able to dedicate as much time to it as I used to. I’m going to try and work out a system, I’ll be posting only new items and listing re-wears in the text only, not the graphic, so that you still get everything matched but I don’t have to try and put aside 6 hours a day to be online.  This way you all still get the matches but I won’t be sacrificing my career. 

I love you all very very much and I hope you all understand where I’m coming from! <3


@theninjasethrollins liked for a dominant alpha starter

He was rushing. He knew he was rushing, bcause he was late in picking up his daughter, his pack from her mother, the one person he doesn’t like her being around – her entire pack really, and he was late, rushing and not paying attention at all when he bumped into someone.

And of course, because he was in a rush, and in a bad mood for allowing his daughter inside his ex-wife’s pack, he couldn’t help but snarl before being jolted backwards at the man he bumped into.

“Oh. I’m uh. Sorry.” He mutters, turning re at the fact that he’s muttering, for crying out loud, he’s a dominant alpha, this isn’t like him. 

21 - Hardcover

day 21, posted late because…reasons (like my puppy’s birthday and an unplanned all-nighter). -_-;;  it’s a continuation of this prompt’s universe, so i hope you like it!

oh, and fun fact, there are wolves in northern california now, and they are, in fact, being known as the shasta pack–a mated pair, and their six pups! super exciting! :D

“And now, reading from his new book, Shaping Our Shasta, New York Times’ Best Seller, Stiles Stilinski!”

Stiles stood to a round of applause, something that still baffled him, and his face heated with his signature blotchy blush. He raised a hand to both greet and calm the crowd, his smile more sheepish than humble as he strode to the podium. This was his second most-hated part of success—the public readings. His extroversion came from his anxiety; his placating smiles often mistaken for genuine enjoyment, and his desire to please and impress a misguided instinct to deflect attention as quickly as possible. Despite his distaste for public appearances, for public speaking, for anything, really, that had every set of eyes on him, Stiles was a skilled and engaging orator. He was animated and sincere, his body language open, welcoming. He was good at writing and he was good at reading his writing.

And he hated it.

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Must Watch Love Story Movies.

This movies not only so romantic but it can also teach us a valuable lesson about love. 

“You know, just because you’re beautiful doesn’t mean you can treat people like they don’t matter,

  - 500 Day Of Summer.

“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall  for each other…Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever”

 - 500 Days Of Summer. 

“There are two kinds of people in this world: hopeless romantics and realists. A realist just sees that face and packs it in with every other pretty girl they’ve ever seen before. The hopeless romantic becomes convinced that God put them on Earth to be with that one person. But there is no God and life is only as meaningful as you fool yourself into thinking it is. Guys who get laid a lot are realists. You should be listening”

- Stuck In Love.

“If love is setting a place at the table for someone who is never coming home, I think I’ll pass”

 - Stuck In Love.

“If you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise, the moment just…passes you buy”

-  My Best Friend’s  Wedding

 “I don’t think that we’re meant to understand it all the time. I think that sometimes we just have to have faith.”

― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“Love is like the wind, you can’t see it but you can feel it.”

― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

“I chose to stay with him for all the things he’s done right; not the one thing he’s done wrong. I chose to forgive him.”

-  The Vow

“Sometimes, when you give up someone, it’s not because you don’t care anymore, its because you realize that they don’t.” ~ The Vow

- The Vow

 “Our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle, and an end. And although this is the way all stories unfold, I still can’t believe that ours didn’t go on forever.”

― Nicholas Sparks, Dear John

 “And for the briefest instant, it almost feels like we’re together again.”

― Nicholas Sparks, Dear John


Sorry for the silence over here. Life has been overwhelming lately.
- We’ve basically been sick since the beginning of 2016 and I’m 100% done with it. Yesterday Mike had to stay home from work in order to care for the kiddos because I was not able to function and slept the entire day.
- The whole being sick all the damn time thing is putting quite the damper on our “do ALL the things” plan. We are moving in ONE WEEK and I have a ton of packing and stuff to do. I also still need to finish painting Scarlett’s room. She’s been sleeping on her mattress on our floor for a week now… Family bedroom!
- How is it already February?! Wren will be one in a month and I am not ready! Someone please make time slow down so I can savor this sweet baby for just a little longer.
- We will be in our new house in 8 days!!!! Yay!!!!

Good evening my lovely tumblr cuties!

As you might have noticed, I haven’t been as active during the past weeks as I was last year… That’s because my job started again 3 weeks ago.
Unfortunately I can only come here in the evening (maybe it’s in the morning or night where you live, depending on the timezones)… And sometimes I can’t come online at all because I’m sitting in front of a Computer for 8 hours each day at work and my eyes refuse to look at a screen anymore.
Additionally I’m also getting new kitchen furniture atm so I’m really busy with packing dishes, rearranging cupboards etc.

I just wanted to let you know, so please be patient with me when it’s about answering messages and especially tag games (I think I missed a lot of these lately, sorry! .__. )

Hopefully you’re all fine! <3
And since I don’t have time to go through my whole dash anymore, just feel free to tag me in posts you want me to see! I get the feeling I missed a lot lately ö.ö

P.S. I’m also thinking about setting up a queue… Maybe I’ll do this soon. Because right now I only come online for maybe half an hour a day and reblog as much as I can during this time before vanishing again :P


Day 96

Holy. Fucking. Shit. I got attacked by a bear. I had just packed all my essential equipment and set out to find Pleasant Valley, when I spotted a bear. It appeared to be stuck between two trees, ‘easy kill’ I said to myself… I got within shooting range, aimed at his head and fired my rifle. The bear got ‘unstuck’ in about 0.3 seconds and I found out (a little too late) I couldn’t run away because I was too heavily packed, trying to scrawl up a steep mountain. 

Before I knew it, he was on me, all I could see was claws and teeth. There was no way to fight back. The attack seemed to last forever, but the bear must have tired of his new toy and left me for dead. Heavily injured I stumbled to a nearby trailer and tended to my wounds. My wolfskin coat miraculously survived the attack, but my boots and trousers are ruined. It seems Pleasant Valley will have to wait.

p.s. Followers from my main blog, the resemblance was uncanny!

Too much work

Omg! I have been working at least 10 hour days all week! I’m so exhausted! I slept through 4 alarms this morning to wake up to work out and/or go to work. I can’t wait until Friday after work it’ll be another late night, but then it will be over. I’ve been doing pretty good on my eating even with the crazy hours only because of already having all the food cooked! Thank God for meal prep. I’ve been getting home from work packing my lunch feeding the cats and going to bed. 😩 Only two more days! I can do this… Maybe.. 😌 At some point the extra OT money just isn’t worth it… I’m at that point 😖

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Eval: Expedite

Commentary - First, I would like to say that if Surge wasn’t in this set, I wouldn’t even have given this card the time of day. Haste is worth about half a mana, and drawing a card is worth slightly less than one mana at instant speed, so this card comes together to do two very small things that have a minimal impact. In a normal Magic set, Expedite should go late and in the pack and not be played, like Dutiful Return. However, this set has a mechanic called Surge, which rewards you for casting a spell before you cast the card with Surge. Is Expedite worth it as a Surge enabler?

My gut instinct is still that, no, it isn’t worth it. Especially because that makes the text on this card completely irrelevant: if this is the first spell you’ve cast, you have no creatures to give haste to (that it would matter for), and if you did, then that creature already enabled Surge! It’s a confusing conundrum, and one that, quite frankly, I don’t have the answer to. I would need the chance to play with Expedite and some Surge cards to see how good it is.

Even if it turns out to be worth playing, I still would not take it highly in Draft. Let it wheel, and pick it up late if you think your deck might want one or two. Take the Surge cards, then this, not the other way around.

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Mt. Maculot | 947 MASL | Batangas, PH
27-28 June 2015

We’ve become such experts when it comes to unplanned adventures, and this climb was another one for the books. Although we’ve paid the hassle of being unprepared several times, a profound lesson has yet to be learned - but i guess we’re having more fun this way…for now.

It was supposed to be just a day-hike, and we planned on starting the hike as early as possible to chase the sunrise. But then we arrived *late* at the jumpoff site, the sun was already so bright above. And then our young tour guide, John, sort of talked us into staying overnight at the summit - it wasn’t like we agreed in an instant, because we’re pretty much sure we didn’t pack for an overnight stay and it will absolutely double the costs.

Minutes later, while on the process of applying our sunblock and gearing up for a sunny hike - maybe some push on my side - we decided to camp overnight at the summit for the first time. John let us borrow his tent, we bought some trail food, canned goods & cup noodles at their sari-sari store. We just had to buy the hot water and cooked rice at the campsite, triple the price. Hahaha.

Words of advice, do not underestimate this mountain - or any other mountain for that matter. (lol) We had to stop many times because of its ascended trail, we took four hours to reach the top - good thing we had time to kill.

Surprisingly, there are many other hikers who spent overnight, who were more prepared with the stuff a smart traveler has. But I say we’re also good at improvising so there’s that.

That foggy picture of perfection at the campsite? It was worthy of all the leg pain going up. See that sunset there? We ran off to the Rockies in 10 mins to witness that. Dreams do come true. <3 I make the best decisions every time I feed my wanderlust and just go with these people in a heartbeat.

*Photos taken with an iPhone, editing done thru Snapseed.*


(It’s music major Monday. There’s nothing special going on, Monday’s are just ridiculous for all music majors. I go from 9 am to 9 pm every Monday. My day is only half way done. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to come online because I’m done so late and I still have to pack because the band is going on a small tour this week. Still. Bombard my ask box please! If you wanna rp with Marly or Sakura just drop an ask or message and we’ll sort things out!… I just need to try and get more involved….)

"Be My Valentine, Charlie Brown" Returns To ABC - Win A #PeanutsValentine Gift Pack

“Be My Valentine, Charlie Brown” Returns To ABC – Win A #PeanutsValentine Gift Pack

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“Loving people is scary.
Having people in my life whom I love this much is beyond scary- it’s terrifying.
Why, you ask? Why would such a beautiful thing such as love terrify me like this?
Because I’ve loved people and had them leave without warning, as I know many others have as well. Because I am constantly worried that, while I care deeply, they do not reciprocate. Or that one day they will have had enough. That they will decide that I’m not worth it and pack up.
I love loving. Yet I get terrified by the uncertainty and the impending possibility that they could leave. Losing relationships is inevitable, I know. But it is a pain that is hard to come back from.”

//late night thoughts

lately I’ve been really pissed off, mainly at Hux, it’s a real problem! The other day I was called in by the Supreme Leader because Hux told him that I was saltier than a pack of chips. I am not saltier than a bag of chips! MY GRANDFATHER WOULD NEVER STAND FOR THIS!!!111!!1!1!one!!1!11


Good Evening Study Bugs!

It’s about 6:00pm and I’m a little late. I wanted to do my daily post earlier in the day. :/ But, life. Whatchu gun do bout it?

Anywho, I just wanted to show y'all how I plan. I use the bullet journal method! I’m a list lover. They keep me sane. 😂

For a while now I’ve been using this graph paper Cahier Moleskin that I got in a pack of 3 from Barnes & Noble. I love these for planning because they are super light and thin, so they’re easy to carry around.

I’m not much for decorating my bullet journal pages mostly because I just don’t have the time or patience. 😂


Black Cahier Moleskin (graph paper)

Muji 0.38 black gel pen

Washi tape from Hobby Lobby

Arrow paper clip from Target

Do you know what a mandala is?

“Um, those are those round Buddhist art things.” 

“The Tibetan monks make them out of dyed sand laid out into big beautiful designs. And when they’re done, after days and weeks of work, they wipe it all away.” 

“Wow, that’s, that’s a lot.” 

“Try to look at your experience here as a mandala, Chapman. Work hard to make something as meaningful and beautiful as you can. And when you’re done, pack it in and know it was all temporary. You have to remember that, it’s all temporary.” 

I’ve been looking over this exchange a lot lately. I know it’s supposed to be liberating, but right now all it does is terrify me. 

Because I don’t want it to be temporary. 

But I know that it is.