a((wake))

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I’ve got bruises on my body, scratches on my face
cookie crumbs, empty bottles all over my place
and my bathroom mirror seemed to lose its shine
when you leave you always seem to leave a little mess behind 

I want to sleep with someone??? Like not sex I just want to lay my head on someone’s chest and chose my eyes as they trace constellations on the back of my neck and run their hands through my hair. I want someone be alive right beside someone and feel the breath of another human being oh my skin and I want to feel like I mean something