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The end of all things (Pt.1)

Genre: Angst

Pairing: Taehyung X reader

Fandom: BTS

Summary: BigHit thought it would be a good idea to have someone else be your boyfriend’s girlfriend. As in she walks around him and takes pictures with him for social media but he was all yours when he came home. That’s what you thought until he admits you’re actually the other woman and he’s been in a relationship the entire time you were dating. He’s just now telling you he wants to break up after you tell him you love him for the first time.

Originally posted by the-rap-man

The restaurant was filled with people sitting around the two of you. Across the table was the man you’d fallen in love with but he had yet to say anything since you arrived. You watched him face to get a read on him but all you ended up focusing on was the details of the face you loved so much. He long eyelashes became apparent as he just stared down at the table. You focuses changes to look outside the window and across the street you see a sign about a movie night. Your lips curve into a smile and you look back at Taehyung.

“There’s going to be a movie night tonight. We should go together-”

“Y/N, Stop it..” He says with his deep voice.

Your smile begins to fade and you grow quiet. 

“I don’t want you to make this harder than It already is. We both know why we’re here….” Taehyung adds.

You look down into your lap, trying to push down the overwhelming feeling to cry.

“I know. I just Don’t believe you.”

He finally looks at you.

“You’re lying when you say you don’t love me. You’re lying when you said you never loved me..You-…..We spent all that time together so don’t tell me that none of it meant nothing to you. I don’t even care if you’re still going to see her! I just want to be with you. Please, Tae.”

He sighs, knowing you wouldn’t just give up.

“I don’t love you. What did we do for the most part?”

You looked up at him, meeting eye to eye. He serious expression was a little intimidating but you had to respond. 

“…What are you implying?”

Taehyung stood up from the chair, getting his wallet out of his back pocket. He paid for your meal.

“Let’s not do this here. Come on, let’s go.”

You grabbed onto his arm, turning him around.

“Just answer me!” You finally cracked. 

The whole place got quiet and people turned their heads to see what was going on. When they took notice of the two of you people started to recognize Taehyung and they took pictures. You knew this would be bad publicity for him but nothing else matter to you than the fact that you were going to lose him. He pulled his arm away from you slowly, leaving the restaurant alone. You stood there in the middle of the place all by yourself. Before you could stop yourself you chased after him. 

“Wait! Just give me one week!”

He stopped walking on the sidewalk to turn around and look at you.

“What?”

You ran over to catch up, looking up at him.

“If you stay with me for a week I’ll make this easy for you. No strings attached and we can have a clean break-up….Please. I don’t know if I can just get over you this easily otherwise.”

A look of pity swept across his face and he sighed once more. 

“Fine. One week but Y/N. I love her and one more week with you isn’t going to change that.”

You nodded. “I know…but can you at least act like you love me for this last week?”

Taehyung looked down as if he was contemplating it but eventually agreed. You had him for one more week and it didn’t even bother you that it would be filled with fake love and meaningless sex. If you got to hold his hand for just a little bit longer or see him smile at you one more time you were happy. That in itself was sad but you were blinded from the stupidity of it. The two of you went your separate ways home and you found yourself in your bed checking twitter. Not to your surprise were pictures of you two at the restaurant from earlier and people wondering who you were. You sighed knowing this would cause slight drama for him but also felt he deserved it. You kept replying the memories of you two that you cherished. You refused to believe that he was using you for sex when he was always so sweet to you. Afterwards he’d turn on the TV for the both of you and cuddle you until you fell asleep. The night he thought you’d fallen asleep he kissed your head and whispered something you knew was a lie.

“I love you…what bullshit…” You mumbled to yourself.

Then you started to think about all the times he invited you over with the boys and how well you all got along. He’d sneak up behind you and scare you, making you both laugh. The thought of him laughing back then feels so strange now. Why would he try so hard to just hide the fact he never loved you? What did that girl have that you didn’t? She never once interacted with the other boys, unlike you. From the one time you met her she was high maintained and awfully stuck up. You couldn’t help but wonder why someone as sweet-well who you thought was sweet, would end up with someone like her. You reached for your phone off the night stand, dialing the number and placing the phone up to your ear. You took a deep breath.

“Hey Jimin…are you busy?”

“Y/N I don’t think I should be talking to you right now.” He stated, sounding sorry for you.

“P-please, just wait. I wanna know what I did wrong and I know for a fact he won’t talk to me about this. If you don’t know anything it’s okay…”

Jimin sighed. “It’s really not what you think and it’s not my call to talk about this.”

“Did he really never love me?”

Jimin grew silent on the other end.

“I think it’s best if you just let him go. He can make his own decisions and he made it clear to us what he chose. I’m really sorry. Things will get better, okay?”

“No, I get it. Thanks anyways.” Your voice was starting to shake.

As you hung up the phone you realized you couldn’t hold it back any longer, sobbing into your pillow. It felt like a huge weight had been lifted when you finally ended up crying but you also felt weak. Normally you wouldn’t be so hung up on a guy who cheated on you but technically he was cheating on someone else with you. A text notification went off, penetrating your train of thought. You wiped your eyes, checking to see who it was.

TaeTae ♥:

  “I’m coming over soon so be ready.”

You sat there trying to figure out what he was talking about until you remembered what you had said earlier about the movie night. You jumped up and rushed to get ready before he showed up. If you had one week left you were going to make the most of it.

elemental-rabbit  asked:

Hello~ I'm new to your blog ^^, but are the headcanons request still open? If so, how about fluffy JuminV from Mystic Messenger? Thanks in advance!

Sorry about the wait.

Headcannon time!

~JuminV~

- These two would be so pure and cute.

- You know how Jumin is normally cold? Yeah, none of that around V.

- Just nights of cuddling and talking about their childhood. 

- V showing up to Jumin’s office randomly just give him a hug and kiss.

- When Jumin finally gets V to get eye surgery he suddenly notices that V is taking a lot of pictures of him.

- A whole photo book just filled with pictures of Jumin, alone or with V.

- Jumin giving V random gifts and going a bit overboard with some.

- “You bought 200 roses for me? Why?” “Because I love you.”

- Most of their dates would be at a park or a museum so they can just be quiet and hold hands.

- V could make Jumin smile just by smiling himself.

- When Jumin goes on trips he takes V, and vice versa.

- If they can’t they will just be texting each other 24/7.

Mod MC ♡ Is out

anonymous asked:

Okay but... tamar x Nadia modern ?

YES YES AND Y E S

- they live in a small apartment /the kind you see in sitcoms/ near a river or a lake or SOMETHING bc it reminds tamar of the sea and nadia can cause tiny storms when she’s bored by manipulating the weather/air
- tamar is a bit like mazikeen from lucifer in the sense that she struggles with finding a ~normal~ job and eventually ends up working as a hit man (of sorts) for the local police except she doesn’t kill the people she’s hired to find, she just flushes them out and brings them in. sometimes they even pay her a little extra in case they need a trustworthy lie detector bc she can sense if/when someone’s heartbeat speeds up when they’re lying
- meanwhile nadia becomes VERY good friends with genya (since the two of them share a common love for fashion & gossip)
- nadia is a bit shy still and she prefers to show intimacy in private rather than public where there’s always this one nasty ass douchebag who might call them names or yell at them and it makes nadia flinch bc until tamar she was never that open with her sexuality
- tamar on the other hand? doesn’t care. not a single fuck in sight. she’ll hold nadia’s hand and kiss her into oblivion ANYWHERE and WILL FIGHT any homophobic asshole who’s stupid enough to give them a dirty stare and nadia tries to hold her back and tell her it’s not worth it but her heart is swelling with pride like damn that is my BADASS GIRLFRIEND RIGHT THERE
- nadia is very down to earth but sometimes she gets nostalgic and mushy so often finds herself buying souvenirs and trinkets that reminds her of home (they have a special raft for those tiny objects and it looks very aestheticTM to the naked eye but everything has a great sentimental value)
- tamar’s style is very simplistic and she practically lives in oversized checkprint shirts and basic, often baggy tshirts (think bex taylor-klaus meets hayley kiyoko)
- tamar has A DOZEN sweatshirts with “heartbreak” slogan on them and they’re all from nadia
- nadia becomes a fashion model for genya and let me tell you tamar is literally clapping and yodeling at her beautiful smart amazing gf’s runways and sometimes nadia finds it very hard to keep her emotionless model face and keep walking and genya sees that so eventually she calls nadia in and tells her it’s okay if she smiles or even laughs during her catwalk
- nadia is the type of girl who won’t say anything and smile sweetly at your insults before she grabs the nearest water bottle and pours it over your head so Beware
- in fact, tamar wants to fight (and does) everyone and yeah she stands her ground and throws hands but the moment nadia’s smile becomes saccharine that’s when you should r u n bc hell hath no fury like a lesbian whose gf has just been insulted
- i kinda see tamar as a horror fan?? (more ghost/spooky/occult stories than slasher themes but still) so they have horror marathons every sunday
- nadia prefers cute romcoms so she always hides behind tamar’s when things get too scary and honestly that’s… probably one of the reasons why tamar enjoys that particular genre
- ice-cream dates!! homemade sushi!! heart-shaped cookies and bright pink candy!!
- nadia always smells like strawberry bubblegum and tamar starts to refer to their kisses as ‘chewing gum’ except the flavour never goes away ;)
- their theme song is pretty girl (by hayley kiyoko) and no one can convince me otherwise
- tamar goes by the shu calendar and nadia goes by the ravka calendar so their year is practically one big holiday bc they have so many days and things to celebrate!!

        please stop objectifying my brother

《All For Show》 Chapter 2 (Zen x MC)

   "Are you sure that you’re okay with this?“ He asked. “I don’t want to push or force you into doing something you don’t want to do.” He finished, rubbing your back comfortingly. It was the day of your first public appearance and, if anything, Zen was more hesitant than you were. You had hung out a bit at each others’ places and had gotten to know each other pretty well, but, besides that, you weren’t all that familiar with the other. At best, you were acquaintances. Not that you didn’t want to be more. Being friends would be great. But you couldn’t bring yourself to call him that just yet. You didn’t know if he considered you any more than someone who was helping him out. You thought it would be too much of a stretch, but you were at war with your own thoughts on the matter. You hoped maybe it wouldn’t be too much to call him that. Just maybe.
   You broke away from your internal conflict and gave him a reassuring smile. “Of course, I’m fine! And, plus, I’ve made up my mind on the matter. I’m way too invested in the outcome of this story, now.”
   He let out a laugh and smiled at you gratefully, “I just know that I’m asking a lot of you. I know that you’re the one who offered up the idea, but I feel bad letting you go through with it.” He confessed.
   You sighed, “Honestly, it’s fine. Don’t think that you’re making me do anything. I want to. Besides, you’re my friend,” you paused to see his reaction to your words. His expression didn’t seem to show that you had gone too far, so you continued, “so I want to help you out as much as I can. If this,” you gestured to your, now, interlocked hands, “is what it takes, then so be it”
   He pulled you in for a hug, and your eyes widened in surprise, “Thank you, (MC). You’re really the best.”
   "Well, I mean, I wasn’t going to say so, but if you insist…“ You joked, trailing off and backing away slightly.
   He let out a slight chuckle at your words, “Alright, well… Here goes.” He stated, opening the door to your apartment.
   To say that your heart was racing was nothing short of an understatement. You were quite, no, really nervous. Of course, not wanting to worry Zen, you had no plans to tell him so.
   As you stepped out into the street in front of your apartment complex and took a few steps down the road, you felt eyes glued to your back. You could only imagine what the whispers and thoughts of others around you held.
   Looking up at the actor, you saw that he had a serene expression on his face as he took in the scenery. Soon, he saw the look on your face and pulled you closer, wrapping his arm around your waist, “Hey, babe?” You were surprised at his use of the word to address you. He was really pushing for realism here, wasn’t he? “Are you alright? You seem a bit down.” He asked.
   "Huh? Oh, I’m fine. You just looked really peaceful and happy.“ You replied, hesitantly. How could he do this so flawlessly? Yes, he was an actor, but you didn’t even really know each other all that well. Was this even the slightest bit awkward for him?
   "Oh, so you were admiring me?” He questioned, “I understand. I mean, with this face, who wouldn’t?” He teased.
   You know what, you thought. You would play his little game. “Yep, I was.” You answered as you turned away. You tried to busy yourself as you looked at everything around you, from the people across the road to the clouds in the sky, to the people walking on the sidewalk on the other side of the street you were both walking down.
   You could hear him make a small sound of frustration before he began to speak again, “(MC)…” He whined, “I never said you had to stop.”
   Turning, as if you hadn’t seen him walking next to you, you answered him, “Oh, no. I’m done. It was just something I noticed in passing, I guess.” You replied, seemingly brushing it off. You leant in closer, “Although, I will admit that you look really cute when you’re all frustrated like that.” You whispered.
   A pleased smile plastered itself back onto his face. It was the stupid kind of smile. The kind that you got when you’re happy, or you receive a compliment, or you give a gift that the receiver really liked. Of course, though, he still looked amazing. You weren’t going to ignore that. It was almost annoying how effortless that was for him, no matter what.
   You let out a breath, “So, where do you want to go?” You asked after a bit of silence.
   "I believe that’s the lady’s choice.“ He answered, smoothly.
   "Bad choice.” You replied, a definiteness in your voice.
   "And why is that?“
   "You should know that I’m terribly indecisive.” You explained, “I’m absolutely awful at deciding on things like what to do, where to go, and what to eat.”
   He rubbed your back, “That’s alright. We can just walk for a bit more. Or, are you all that hungry?” He asked. You shook your head in response. “Okay, well, then why don’t we just go to a cafe or something like that?”
   "Ooh! Why not a cat cafe?“ You joked, knowing that he was allergic.
   "Hey! Don’t even speak that word around me!”
   Laughing, you apologised for the joke, “But, hey, I know this place we could go to. Their pastries are amazing. Do you mind if we head there?” You asked, a hopeful look in your eyes.
   "Not at all.“ He replied kindly.
   The walk there was relatively uneventful. That is if you don’t count the piercing stares of those around you. Seriously, how did Zen deal with all of this? Wasn’t he uncomfortable in the slightest? You pulled away from him a bit. Would that keep people’s eyes off of you?
   The sigh you let out is what drew Zen’s attention back to you. He was just so caring. It was admittedly a bit strange to be given this much attention from someone like this. You didn’t really have much dating experience, so this was a pretty new concept for you, even if it wasn’t technically real.
   He pulled you in towards him, "How are you holding up?’ He whispered.
   Trying your best to perk up, you answered him, "I’m fine. Why do you ask?”
   He gave you a knowing look. One that, even though you hadn’t known him for long, you had gotten fairly used to seeing, “(MC), I know that you’re upset. I’ve known you long enough to tell.”
   It’s not like he was lying. You were never good at concealing your feelings. Everyone always told you that they were written on your face no matter what. It didn’t matter how long someone knew you, so you didn’t know why you were trying to spare him the trouble of listening. Letting out a breath, you began to speak, “I guess it’s just that I’ve never been watched and stared at like this before. I even saw some people taking pictures of us. How do you deal with all of this?” You rambled.
   Zen gave you a kind look, “Really? I didn’t even notice. I guess I just don’t anymore. The only thing I could really think to say is that you get used to it over time.” He paused, grabbing your hand, “But, don’t worry. This just means that the girl will see us together even sooner.” He whispered the last bit before bringing your hand to his lips and pressing a tender kiss to the top of it.
   You couldn’t stop yourself from blushing, and he definitely took notice, “Aw, I made you blush!” He teased, pinching your rosy cheek.
   "Hey, stop that!“ You pleaded with a laugh.
   "Okay, okay, I’m sorry.” He surrendered.
   Soon, you arrived at your destination. You were about to go up to order when Zen held you back.
   "What are you doing?“ You asked.
   "You just sit. Tell me what you want and I’ll order it for you.” He replied.
   "No, really, you don’t have to do that.“ You protested.
   ”(MC), I want to.“ He reminded you, kindly. You conceded, taking your seat and letting him know what you wanted. "Be right back!” Zen said with a wink, causing you to laugh in response.
   You watched as he walked to the register with a spring in his step, before turning your attention to your own thoughts. Though this date was for show, he really seemed to be going out of his way to make you feel special. Although, maybe you were deluding yourself into thinking that. Regardless, despite the initial awkwardness, you were really enjoying yourself. If anything, you were glad that you went through with this. You knew now that you had gained a new friend out of all of this, and hopefully, you two would become closer as well, even if it was under sombre circumstances.
   In no time at all, Zen returned to the table. Before you could say more than two words, he took your hand that was resting on the table in his. His hands were very large in comparison to yours. It was almost comical in your opinion. You couldn’t help but laugh.
   "What is it?“ He asked. "Is there something on my face?”
   "No. But look at our hands!“ You exclaimed, "I’ve never noticed how small mine looks in yours.”
   "You’re right,“ he replied with a laugh, "But I think it’s cute.” He let out offhandedly. You blushed in response. He was just showering you in compliments today, wasn’t he? “Aw, but you’re even cuter, now!” He teased.
   You hit him lightly in the chest with your free hand, “Hey!”
   "What? It’s a compliment!“
   "Well…” You paused, “Stop?”
   Then, he spoke the words you thought you’d never hear him say to you, “Fine,” he got closer to you, “make me.” He taunted, with a glint of mischief in his eyes.
   You couldn’t help but look down at his lips. They weren’t even inches from yours. Just like the rest of him, they were seemingly flawless. Plump, full, and perfectly kissable.
   You looked at him with the same intensity and made a split-second decision. Why not do just as he asked. You took a breath and planted your lips square on his. You could feel him let out a surprised gasp, but didn’t miss a beat in responding to your actions. If anything, he seemed to be more prepared for this than you thought he was. Of course, he was, you thought. Why wouldn’t he be?
   As you pulled away after a few seconds, you looked at him to find his porcelain skin flushed red. From his cheeks to the conch of his ears, everything. You smiled, “Well, who’s cute, now?” You asked playfully.
   He laughed drily, “Oh, shush.”
   "Aw, can you dish it out, but not take it?“ You continued.
   "What are you talking about? Of course, I can!” He defended.
   "Sure you can.“ You countered, sarcasm lacing your words.
   Before he had a chance to respond, the waitress came, placing your food and drinks down in front of you. Looking over at him, you mouthed a silent ‘I win.’ before thanking her. In response, he shoved you playfully, before the two of you fell into a fit of giggles.
   After an extraordinary "date” you stood, again, at your front door. It was probably the best date you’d ever had, though it wasn’t real, and you knew that. You felt like you’d had more fun in this few hours you’d spent out and about with Zen than you’d had in a long time. You couldn’t shake the feeling, though, that you had to get something off your chest.
   "Hey, Zen?“ You piped up, hesitantly.
   "Yeah, what is it?” For some reason, those four simple words felt like a stab through the chest. You could feel something. There just wasn’t the same… tenderness as before.
   "I, uh… About me kissing you back there.“ You started.
   "Oh, yeah. Nice going with that. I hinted for you to do it, but for a second there, I didn’t think you would.” He jumped in.
   "Um, yeah, thanks. No problem, really.“ You answered, a small smile looming over your figures, but only for a second. "Everything was good, right? Believable?”
   "It was all perfect.“

u know when ur watching a broadcast on v app and they go for like half an hour and ur all having fun but then all of a sudden they’re like “BYE” and ur like “oh what-” and the broadcast cuts off and ur just left there,, cold,,, alone,,, w the words “BROADCAST JUST ENDED”…. its a genuine feeling of loneliness….. where did my friends go.? they left u, boo

What you should know about Riverdale:

Looks like a cinnamon roll but could actually kill you: Betty Cooper

Looks like they could kill you but is actually a cinnamon roll: Veronica Lodge

Looks like a cinnamon roll and is actually a cinnamon roll: Archie Andrews

Looks like they could kill you and could actually kill you: Cheryl Blossom

SINNAMON ROLL: Jughead Jones

Bangtan’s New Album

You don’t understand how thankful I am to Bangtan and other idols and singers who bring up attention to the whole Sewol Ferry Tragedy and the victims from that incident. If you’re unaware about what happened please please please educate yourself before they release the album because I want the fans to realize how big and devastating this situation was in SK. So them making an album based on this is a really big deal.

It wasn’t even the case of them not being trained properly, it was the fact that these students were told to stay inside the ferry by the captain, because they thought it would be the safest thing to do, and most of the students listened and lost their lives. The ones who went outside when the ferry was tilting were the ones who were ‘saved’. The most outrage was caused by the fact that the captain himself got off the ferry first onto a rescue boat without telling the students to leave. So all these kids were inside waiting to be saved (if you really want to there are multiple videos and documentaries of the kids in the ferry, that they recorded).

Families waited for days and weeks begging the government to send out more rescue teams to search for their kids because they were receiving texts from them while the ferry was still going down. But due to the weather and being late (so very dark) not much could be done. The worst and the part that makes me the angriest is that the president may not have even tried her best to rescue these kids, after the whole scandal with her not actually being in charge of the country and leaving her responsibilities to someone else, just ticks me off. (If you don’t know about this situation i suggest you search it up as well because this was another huge huge issue in SK where there was a lot of anger and protests that took place). She had a huge amount of power and to think that instead of trying to help these families and look out for her country she was just laying back and doing nothing is really something that isn’t right.

The main reason I’m writing all this is so that when this album and these songs gets released I want fans to realize how meaningful it actually is and to know the context behind it because there are too many fans who only think about their idols and dramas when thinking about Korea. I want people to understand that Korea is a pretty corrupt country at the moment where it’s not all happy endings and pretty people, there are issues there and some people just don’t seem to want to take the time to read about it or educate themselves on it, all they think about is their ‘oppas’ and ‘unnies’. 

So please pay respect to the families of those who lost their children and friends in that tragedy instead of just thinking about BTS.  #YouNeverWalkAlone