Summary: You had finally decided to confess your deep and intimate feelings for your crush, Taehyung. You had been waiting for this specific day because it was a year since your best friend, Jimin, had introduced you to him.
You rung the doorbell. Adrenaline rushed through your veins as you were growing impatient by the minute. You took a deep breath to remind yourself that there was no turning back.
Today was the day.
Exactly a year ago, you were struggling with your on-and-off feelings for Jimin. As you looked back on it, you blamed it on hormones. You had noticed the slight changes that puberty had brought forth. Jimin was a beautiful person and you weren’t sure if you confused your infatuation for admiration. Eventually you came to the conclusion that Jimin was simply not interested.
It was at that time that you met Taehyung. Your feelings for Jimin had been pushed aside. Taehyung was everything you wanted and more. He was either really friendly or really flirty to you. You hoped for the latter. Taehyung had started hanging out with your group of friends more often and you couldn’t help but fall for him. His laughter was music to your ears, his beautiful smile-a killer. He was amazing both inside and out. You had gotten past that awkward stage with Jimin and your relationship went back to normal.
“(y,n)? Its a surprise seeing you here. Come on in.”
Taehyung, looking as handsome as ever, opened the door a little further. His face wore a shocked expression that he quickly masked with that heart racing one of a kind smile. You walked inside his familiar home and didn’t even bother sitting down.
“I have to tell you something!” You both said simultaneously. You both laughed and waited for the other person to speak up.
“You go first.” Taehyung gestured for you to continue.
Finally, the moment you have been waiting for. He was observing your face, a direct result of the close proximity.
“Well, I’ve been-.” You started before taking another deep breath, your voice was shaking from nervousness. You heart was pounding as you quickly rehearsed over what you were going to say.
“Um. I wanted to-”
“Oh my god. I’m so sorry.“ He interrupted when a ringtone broke the silence. His phone lit up with the caller id, Babe. It showed a picture of him with his arm wrapped around who you assumed was babe. He noticed your confusion and blushed before explaining himself.
“I meant to tell you, thats my new girlfriend.” Taehyung said, his brown eyes sparkling and his lips pointed upwards in a huge smile at the mention of her. You watched as he declined her call, quickly texting her a ‘ttyl’. You had asked for his undivided attention and that was exactly what he gave to you.
“Oh. Is that what you were going to tell me?” You felt as if your heart was being torn out, your soul withering away.
“Yea. It was just recently that I asked her- Did Hoseok tell you already?” He asked as he rolled his eyes at how excited he believed his hyung was for him.
“Yes…Thats why I brought the rose. Congratulations!” You said giving him the rose that you had originally brought for a different purpose.
“Thank you so much!” He said, with a look of pure admiration, before embracing you into a hug. You blinked back your tears.
“Are you…crying?” His eyebrows furrowed. “All women are the same. I’m pretty sure Jin almost cried when I told him.” He said when he pulled back, his hands still holding your shoulders. You quickly wiped the tear and covered it up with a laugh.
“I’m so happy for you! Really. I feel like a proud mother. Don’t do anything to mess this up. I can tell you really like her. Anyways, I think I left my phone in the car.” You said, thinking of an excuse to leave as soon as possible.
“Is that all you were going to say?” Taehyung questioned. “You didn’t have to come all this way for that.”
“I wanted to.” You lied, giving him one more forced smile before running back to your car.
A million thoughts raced in your head. You couldn’t focus on what was ahead of you. The same few words echoing in your head. Why hadn’t I chose to tell him earlier?
You couldn’t hold it any longer, imagining different scenarios on what could have happened. You screamed in anger. Your head hit the steering wheel and a loud horn was let out as a result. Angry tears escaped your eyes. You drove back home without a single care in the world. You slammed the door shut and slid against it feeling the life drained out of you. You threw your head into your hands allowing the darkness to engulf you. Your house was unusually quiet. Loud footsteps suddenly came about, breaking the peaceful setting.
“(y,n), you’re back?” You didn’t have to look up to know that the soothing voice belonged to Jimin. You didn’t say anything in response.
“Are you crying? Why are you crying? He asked incredulously. When you still didn’t reply, he tried again. “You got what you wanted. Why would you be sad?”
“What? What do you mean ‘you got what you wanted’?” You spoke up raising your head. You got up from your crouched position in front of the door.
“I saw you hug Taehyung.” He replied, biting his lower lip, his brown eyes fixed on your face.
“You what?” You ask, once again, not recalling his presence.
“That’s not the point.” He states gritting his teeth.
“Well… you assumed wrong.” You swallowed, looking up to stop the tears that were threatening to fall, before continuing.
“Tae has a girlfriend.” You finally said, your voice being the only sound in the house. Unfortunately, saying it out loud didn’t make it any less true. The harsh reality of the words stung. Jimin didn’t say anything. His eyes were filled with pity and he realized he misunderstood the situation when he had decided to drop by Tae’s.
“If only I had said it a little earlier. Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything at all.” You admitted out loud, breaking the silence. “I’m so stupid to have waited for so long. I’ll always hate myself for it.”
Jimin’s breathing suddenly increased.
“I didn’t get what I wanted.”
Jimin’s gaze was on the floor. You turned away to walk towards your room. He grabbed your hand, pulled you back, and pushed you against the wall in one swift motion.
“Look at me.” He growled. “Don’t you EVER say that about yourself.”
“Look at me (y,n).” He repeated, his voice dangerously low. You finally brought your eyes to meet his. His face showed an expression of anger that could not be mistakened for anything else. The other guys weren’t exaggerating when they said Jimin was the scariest when he was mad.
“Taehyung clearly isn’t good enough for you if he is making you doubt yourself.”
“Why do you care so much?” You ask, silence following shortly after.
“You’re acting like you like me or something.” You blurted out feeling annoyed. The tense atmosphere had become even more tense. He opens his mouth to say something and closes it in shock. His face was just centimeters from yours. His eyes flickered to your lips for a few seconds before returning to your eyes.
“N-no.” He stutters and looks away, his arms still on either side of your head. You rested your head on the wall. While you were so wrapped up on Taehyung, Jimin was feeling the same towards you.
A few seconds of heavy breathing followed. You didn’t know if it was the heat of the moment, the close proximity, or whether his lips looked extra plump but you pulled him by the collar and closed the gap between your lips. You closed your eyes into the kiss. It just felt right. The feelings you had pushed away had flooded back and you found yourself enjoying the kiss. The little gestures from Jimin that you had tried to ignore, as much as you didn’t want to admit it, had clearly had an affect on you. You could not deny it to yourself any along. Perhaps Taehyung was a mere distraction.
Jimin’s lips were open in shock because he didn’t believe what was happening. He pulled back. That could have been the drive from anger and he didn’t want to make it seem as if he was taking advantage of you. You opened your eyes. His forehead was pressed against yours, his eyes still closed, and he tried to calm his steady breath.
“Stop.” He said shakily, thinking of the consequences. “You might regret this later.”
A part of you deep down had always imagined what would have happened in this situation. You knew that you would never get this chance again. You closed your eyes waiting for the feeling of his soft lips once more on yours.
He smiled, leant down and kissed you again. You tangled your fingers in his hair. He licked your lips in an attempt to get you to part them slightly. You didn’t give in. You let your hands travel from his toned chest to rest around his neck. He opened his mouth slightly and you bit his bottom lip.
“F-fuck.” He breathed out. He pushed you harder onto the wall. He rolled his hips against you.
“J-jimin.” You moaned when you felt his growing boner press against you. He took this chance to slide his tongue into your mouth. He grabbed your thighs and you wrapped your legs around his waist. He pulled back to gasp for air and started leaving open mouthed kisses on your jawline. He kissed down your neck making you tug his hair harder. He sucked on your collarbone, leaving a hickey, and earned another moan from you. He grinded on you and you were extremely turned on. You changed things up and started messing with the hem of his shirt. He set you down and you pulled it off. The abs that he worked so desperately for to impress you had finally made their appearance.
He smirked when your gaze followed his v line down. You bit your bottom lip seductively before kissing him again. You let your hands trace his abs while he let his hands travel your lower back and ass. This time you fought for dominance and let your tongue into his mouth.
“Do you want to take this upstairs?” He winked and he hoisted you up once more. You kissed your whole way up the stairs and lazily shut the door.
My Idol is a South Korean competitive reality dating game show. It currently airs on Wednesday nights on Jae-bummer’s blog. First broadcast in 2016, the show offers the opportunity for a lucky fan to go on seven blind dates with seven idols. The idol plans the date with the show throwing in specific missions to complete during the day. At the end of the initial dates, the show opens up an audience vote to decide what three idols will move on to the second date.
BTS Reaction to seeing you in a sari for the first time
As an Indian girl, I want all the other indian kpop fans feel included~
Rap Monster: Joonie would be fucking shell shocked! This is the first time he’s ever seen you in a sari before and he thinks you look absoultely stunning. He admires every inch of you, his stare lingering fora bit. He doesn’t even know what to say. Let’s just say: RIP Kim Namjoon
Jin: Jin would be stunned, to say the least. He knew you were beautiful, with your dark skin and mezmerizing eyes, but he thinks the sari just brings out more of your inner beauty. Jin thinks that you are the most beautiful creature he’s evr seen. He’s crying.
Suga: Yoongi has his eyes fucking bulging out of his head. He thinks you’re sexyyy. He thinks that the embrodories complement you. Yoongi might not voice it, but he’ll make sure you know you look absolutely stunning.
J-Hope: Now, Hobi would TELL you how amazing you look. He MIGHT do a lip bite, too. But, you won’t be able to walk after you take your sari off. Hobi would be shocked, and he’s respect you, as well as your culture!
V: Tae would be TAE AND SCREAM! Homeboy would flip out, yo. He’d be all happy and jumpy and scraem-y and hyper because you look so good. He’d definitely kiss you sometime soon. Tae would also blush a lot and run his hand over the sari.(Don’t mind everyone else in that gif, just Tae)
Jimin: Our poor mochi would die. He would think you look sooo cute and pretty and he’d just die. That’s it.Or he’d just look at you and just stare. But a good stare.
Jungkook: He’d be a mix of Tae (I almost wrote Tar wtf) and Chimin~ He’d stare and then get over the initial shock and THEN get really jumpy and hyper and shit. He’d think you’re very pretty~