a thousand feelings

King of Memes

Or, how Tony Found Out About Bucky’s Blog. 


Tony couldn’t seep. Sometimes he managed a few hours if he was tired enough, so usually he went to the gym and worked out until he was exhausted. Tonight, though, he found the gym already occupied: Barnes, with his hair tied up, working steadily at the heavy bag. Normally Tony would make an awkward comment and leave him to it, but instead he just heads for the opposite side of the gym. After setting up at one of the far treadmills, Tony worked his way to a easy run. Barnes was laying his fists rhythmically into the bag, and the quiet thumping was sort of strangely soothing. Between the running and the thumping, Tony slipped into a near-trancelike state.

 And then Barnes let out an ungodly howl, drew back his left fist, and slammed it straight through the heavy bag with a roar of, “DIE A THOUSAND BURNING DEATHS!”

Tony fell off the treadmill, scrambled to his feet, and booked it to the elevator.


kingofmemes posted:

holy shit you guys there was a spider on my punching bag !!! thanks to my many years of combat experience & martial arts training things are okay now

Posted at 4:47 AM, 37294 notes


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[TRANS] EXO :: For Life

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A mystery that came to me
with the face of an angel,
the warmth that is you.
And to believe that I’m the one
who gets to stay by you side
and love you.

Even on cold winter mornings
and somewhat lovely evenings,
we’re together here
so I’ll change the darkness
with your light tonight.
An unbelievable miracle.

Today I’ll hold you in my arms,
giving you my heart and soul.
You’re my everything, for life.
Even thousand words feel like they wouldn’t be enough
to say why even if I’m born again,
it has to be you, for life.

I’ll try to be the kind person
you want to lean on
when you’re worn and tired.
A person like the Christmas trees
you dreamt of as a child,
surrounded by presents.

So that we can become more beautiful
melted as we are
in the long harmony that is life,
I’ll change silence into this song that is you, tonight.
I want to listen to it for life.

Today I’ll hold you in my arms,
giving you my heart and soul.
You’re my everything, for life.
Even if I’m born again,
the reason it has to be you…
I only want to look at you for all my life.

It won’t all be easy.
I’l protect you, for life.
This love, this love
won’t end forever.

Oh, never gonna let you go,
giving you my heart and soul.
You’re my everything, for life.
Even if I’m born again,
the reason it has to be you…
I only want to look at you for all my life.
I only want to look at you for all my life.
For life.

i feel like a senior citizen on this site like ive been here for 6+ years and i cant keep up. back in my day i clawed my way to the top with shitty puns and Relatable Meme Gifs, now everything is carefully calculated shitposts that i cant seem to grasp the formula of… im in ruins….. i did not live thru the mishapacolypse and tumblr prom for this…

A summary of UT's bizarre doll project ever since the campania arc
  • Undertaker: It was for love!
  • Ciel, Will, Grell, Ronald, Othello, Ludgar, Sascha, the Superiors, Diederich, Frances, Alexis, Tanaka, the fandom, Yana, God: Cool motive. Still murder.
  • Sebastian: lmao I no understand love 'cause #demon but definitely still murder.
  • Undertaker @Ciel: You don't even go there, you burnt children!
  • Ciel: IT WAS FOR ANGST!
  • Undertaker: Cool motive. STILL MURDER!!

please be respectful of the fact that mental illness is not something that we, mentally ill people, find easy to talk about.

it’s not something we’re proud of having, because sometimes, when you get reminded of the fact that you are mentally ill, that is triggering enough.

and this is especially true when you’re having a series of “good days”, where things are so positively working out and well for you. and then one small thing happens that reminds you that you are mentally ill, and … the downward spiral begins. and so you close off. you shut down. you keep your distance and lock yourself away.

and this? it’s a NEVER ENDING cycle for those of us who are mentally ill. it never stops. it never goes away.

having long conversations and opening up about our mental illnesses isn’t easy for those of us who are mentally ill. it’s hard enough when you yourself are feeling a thousand different overwhelming emotions to the point where you feel numb, and then there’s the never ending fear of “if this person i love finds out i am mentally ill, how would they treat me? what would they think of me? would they even want anything more to do with me?” especially if that person you love, in passing, has said to you that they don’t keep mentally ill people in their life.

and especially if you have someone who’s on your back “trying to control you” in the sense that you fear that they will tell everything to that same person you love, and you are in no way ready or have even remotely mentally prepared yourself for the fallout. even if that person means well in telling the person you love everything about you so that the person you love may support you. we, mentally ill people, will always think of the worst case scenario possible first.

even is living with one foot right now in the reality that he knows his “epic love story” with isak could end and die and wither at ANY moment if isak finds out the whole truth.

is this fair on isak, that he’s in the dark about even’s past? no. does this mean even is playing isak? no. because those of us who are mentally ill are NOT playing their partner. we simply do not know how to even talk about this … disorder, this illness, that we carry within ourselves, to the person we love, without fearing the consequences.

so where does that leave us, in terms of how this all has to come out into the open?

A) isak asks even. plain, clear, to the point, and simple. he asks even.

b) even himself tells isak. but that will only happen when even is even remontely ready to talk about it.

c) isak /has no other option/ bc even won’t talk, so he has to use a reference from even’s past: either mikael or sonja. and if even finds out isak went behind his back and did that, even will either react in one of 2 ways: he’ll either feel REALLY REALLY REALLY betrayed, to the point where he feels worthless (and remember, even already suffers from fear of feeling worthless and insignificant), OR, he’ll feel REALLY REALLY REALLY guilty bc isak had to find out from someone else and even will feel like he was the one who’s fucked this entire thing between him and isak up.

and in BOTH these instances, EVEN WILL SHUT DOWN. he WILL keep his distance. because of how guilty and/or worthless he feels.

and THAT IS WHERE ISAK NEEDS TO STEP UP. that is where isak will realise EXACTLY how BAD things can get. and that THIS is what life is like, it’s not pretty and all happy happy, if you have a partner who is mentally ill. at days, it’s frustrating and it feels like you’re trying to get through a brick wall. but that’s where isak will need to support even the most, to make him feel that isak won’t leave him. isak won’t leave even.

please respect this issue. please, please respect this issue.

SIX WEEKS SINCE IVE BEEN AWAY NOW YOURE SAYING EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED AND IM AFRAID THAT I MIGHT BE LOSING YOU AND EVERY NIGHT THAT WE SPENT ALONE KILLS ME THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR OWN AND I WISH I WAS BACK HOME NEXT TO YOU OHH EVERY DAY YOU FEEL A LITTLE BIT FURTHER AWAY AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ARE WE WASTING TIME TALKING ON A BROKEN LINE TELLING YOU I HAVENT SEEN YOUR FACE IN AGES I FEEL LIKE WERE AS CLOSE AS STRANGERS WONT GIVE UP EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS SO MUCH EVERY NIGHT IM LOSING YOU IN A THOUSAND FACE NOW IT FEELS LIKE WERE AS CLOSE AS STRANGERS LATE NIGHT CALLS AND ANOTHER TEXT IS THIS AS GOOD AS WERE GONNA GET ANOTHER TIMEZONE TAKING ME AWAY FROM YOU LIVING DREAMS IN FLUORESCENT LIGHTS WHILE YOU AND I RUN OUT OF TIME BUT YOU KNOW ILL ALWAYS WAIT FOR YOU OHH EVERY DAY YOU FEEL A LITTLE BIT FURTHER AWAY AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ARE WE WASTING TIME TALKING ON A BROKEN LINE TELLING YOU I HAVENT SEEN YOUR FACE IN AGES I FEEL LIKE WERE AS CLOSE AS STRANGERS WONT GIVE UP EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS SO MUCH EVERY NIGHT IM LOSING YOU IN A THOUSAND FACE NOW IT FEELS LIKE WERE AS CLOSE AS STRANGERS ON THE PHONE I CAN TELL YOU WANNA MOVE ON THROUGH THE TEARS I CAN HEAR THAT I SHOULDNT HAVE GONE EVERY DAY IT GETS HARDER TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU SO TELL ME ARE WE WASTING TIME TALKING ON A BROKEN LIKE TELLING YOU I HAVENT SEEN YOUR FACE IN AGES I FEEL LIKE WERE AS CLOSE AS STRANGERS WASTING TIME WAAASTING TIME TALKING ON A BROKEN LINE BROOOOOKEN LINE TELLING YOU I HAVENT SEEN YOUR FACES IN AGES I FEEL LIKE WERE AS CLOSE AS STRANGERS WONT GIVE UP WOOOOOOONT GIIIVE UP EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS SO MUCH EVERY NIGHT IM LOSING YOU IN A THOUSAND FACES NOW IT FEELS LIKE WERE AS CLOSES AS STRANGERS SIX MONTHS SINCE I WENT AWAY AND I KNOW EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED BUT TOMORROW ILL BE COMING BACK TO YOU

Artist problems
  • “my music playlist stopped three hours ago and I never turned it back on”
  • “merge the layer Kronk””WRONG LAYEEEEEEEEEEER”
  • “why do I even HAVE that layer”
  • “HNNNNNG I DUNNO WHAT COLORS TO USE”
  • “where the fuck is the hole”
  • “IT’S ONLY A DAMN PIXEL LARGE WHY IS IT STILL CONSIDERED A DAMN HOLE”
  • “writing action SUCKS”
  • “Hm…if I kill this character I can progress this story how I want it to, but everyone will hate me…”
  • “WHAT SHOULD THE NEXT DAMN PART BE”
  • ”…how long ago did I save”
  • *site crashes*”…NYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO”
  • “THAT’LL TAKE AGES TO RECREATE”
  • “it looked so much better in my head”
  • “i really gotta go to the bathroom BUT IF I GO I’LL GET OUT OF THE ZONE”
  • *posts work on the internet**gets two notes*”all these hours wasted”*sees a picture of a bagel with thousands of notes*”wtf”

Feel free to add more to this list.