tonight was the reception for that scholarship i was selected for :) it was really cute and nice. all these little old ladies seemed so excited about my work and so confident that i am going to be successful. it was ….. a nice ego boost? hahaha. when the presenter read my biography there were a lot of positive reactions from the crowd to things i am working on and then i had to say a few words, which was a little scary but not bad! i feel like i have been branching out a bit and getting out of my comfort zone in regards to being social and presenting myself/my work and i feel good about it. i am proud of myself right now :)
Today is a not a good day for me mentally. My hubbs keeps calling me from work to check up on me. I'm just in one of those moods where I want to vanish for a bit, but responsibilities demand my attention. So, I am having a cry before my child gets home from school. I have started therapy and we are discussing medications and I know that is a good step. But I'm terrified all the same.