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Urgent Prayer Request 12/3/16

Ive been sitting here trying to think how to write this through all these tears. My stomach is in knots an I feel so sick. I have cried so much this day over Ash that my eyes burn and hurt.
Let me first get this out…  I HATE CANCER. I HATE BRAIN CANCER. UGH! 

Please know I’m not posting this to gain popularity on here or attention. Im posting this because I desperately need it to spread. Please reblog this and pray for Ash daily. He really needs them. Pray for his strength. Pray that he makes it. This is such a hard battle on him. He promiced me he’s gonna fight. Thats what hes doing. He hasn’t given up on me yet. Hes came close. But hes still pushing with all he has in him. 

Where do I start?

5am I wake up to a text message.  “Im at the hospital.” and every bit of this day has gone downhill fast.

Ash has been fighting a fever for three days now. Last night he had a bad nose bleed that wouldnt stop. He got sick an started vomiting blood he got so nausious an that scared him. But the worst part up in the night his eyes got stuck wide open. He cannot close them or blink but he is able to move them; an now they are bloodshot red. The hospital has admited him. They have told him that this is very dangerous.
Theyve given him pain medicine, muscle relaxers, took blood the whole nine yards.

He came back to tell me after they had covered his eyes an put drops in them to protect him from infection that he is so tired an exausted. They scanned him again the second Brain Tumor in the back of his head has gotten worse.Its very deep. They are now planning his surgery they said he cannot make it to January that it has to happen now. So now the time frame is 10 days. Anytime that the main surgen flys in they can do it. I just pray that he hurries up and I also pray that his Family hurries up an gets to him before its to late. He is all alone, nobodys there and it kills me. God please comfort him.

“The human brain its very complicated an this can be one of the new Tumor damages” This keeps ringing inside my mind. That tumor has destroyed his eyes an now they cannot close…. WHY! 

Im on a time watch with Ashi an I cant stand it. This is so hard.
I am so heartbroken.  Why does God give you people to make you so happy an then take them away just to be sad again?


Please pray everyone. Pray hard. Pray for healing an peace. Pray for Ash’s Family. Ive lost people in my life to Cancer but this is the hardest one ive ever had to go through. 

WIN ASH! BEAT THIS! COME ON YOU CAN DO IT! DONT GIVE UP ON ME!



Help us Father God!

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Axinite

Axinite is the fusion of Amethyst and Topaz. When they fuse, their insecurity and weakness convert in a powerful gem sure of herself. As a stable fusion, Axinite can manage her powers at all, and she is always around not only in fights but at peace moments too.

Curious fact; Axinite has a self character, and loves being the fusion of two small gems, because she feels secure when tall!

Some guys have been requesting her, so this is gonna be the first fusion draw of the week!

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It’s Just 3 Words (ChanyeolxYou)

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“How am I gonna tell her that I love her? I mean this is the first time those words will ever be said …” Chanyeol says to Baekhyun.

“As nervous as you are these are feelings that are rushing through your body, true feeling Chanyeol. I’m pretty sure ____ feels the same.” Baekhyun says trying to reassure him.

“I understand all that but … I’m saying it first. What if the only reasons she hasn’t said it first is because she doesn’t feel like same way?!” Shouting through the phone.

“Chanyeol, calm down … Where are you right now?”Baekhyun asks.

“Outside her house” He swallows spit which can’t even form in his mouth the right way. “I’ve been out here for about an hour and a half” he says looking at your front door.

“Okay, what I need you to do is breathe, call her, and tell her to come outside. Just take it step by step, I’ve heard you practice what you would say so many times in your rooms I’m sure words will come to you soon. I’m hanging up now by the way.” Baekhyun says.

“Wait I-“ Chanyeol tries to say before hearing the empty sound on the other end.

With him being so nervous and a sweating mess in the car, you’re patiently waiting on his call to say he has arrived. His palms are sweating, finger shaking; he picks up his phone and calls you after swallowing the spit that can’t form in his mouth.

“Hello?” you answer with joy.

“Jagiya … I’m outside” he says in a low shaky voice.

Without hesitation you rush outside, he sees you coming out looking beautiful. He can’t even find the words to say to you as you approach the car, his mind can’t even form thoughts as so much starts to rush through his mind. He gets out opening the door for you.

“Hi babe” You say standing on your tippy toes to give him a kiss.  He smiles looking down at you, so you smile back at him because you know exactly what that looks mean. “Thank you” you say as if you can read his mind and his expressions. You hop in the car and he closes the door after you, walking to the other side to get back in the car.

Both of you in the car listening to music as he drives around the city, enjoys each other presence. He can’t keep his eyes off you as you notice out the corner of your eye that he keeps looking over at you yet still trying to keep his eyes on the road. It’s as if he has seen heaven in front of his very own eyes.

“Babe could you please pay attention to the road, I would very much like to keep my life” joking around.

“I’m sorry I just can’t keep my eyes off of you. I can’t believe how beautiful someone could be.” He says looking at you with that big smile of his.

You smile at him, seeing that sparkle you always see him his big brown eyes. “Where are we going yeollie?” You ask looking around at all the lights.

“Well, I just wanted to go for a drive tonight. We never really go into town so I though let’s go drive around &&’ look at all the lights.” Smirking while looking at the road.

“Sounds perfect” you say smiling leaning over to him.

“It does baby?” he smirks as he leans over so you can kiss him on the cheek.

Riding around the city singing and dancing to music. How could someone bring you so much joy just by being in their presence? Watching all the people walk around, looking at the city lights and seeing how it’s so lit up making the sky look pitch black. This was a wonderful moment. He starts to drive up a path you never knew existed.

“Where are we going Chanyeol?” you look at him with curious eyes.

“Do you trust me___?” he says with a smile on his face.

“Well of course I do but-“  he cuts you off “Then just enjoy the ride baby” he says turning into a loop. Noticing that you are driving up hill you don’t pay attention to how far away from the city you are. Looking down at the lights still wondering where he’s taking you, thinking it was only going to be a late night drive. You don’t even pay any mind, he told you to enjoy the ride so you did.

He finally reaches the top of the hill and parks backwards into a parking lot. He unbuckles his seat belt and looks at you with a devious smirk on his face. You just look at him and start to get worried, a moment of silence for a good 10 second, just looking into each other’s eyes.

“Close your eyes” he says. “No questions … just do it” without any hesitation you cover your eyes. He hops out the car to run to your side and opens the door. You turn towards him as he helps you out the car slowly. Not peaking, not saying a word, and just hoping you’re not at the edge of a cliff. He holds you close to him, holding onto your arms making you feel secure. As a millions of thoughts rush through your mind he finally stops moving you, slowly gliding his hand on your waist.

“Open your eyes” he whispers in your ear.

You slowly open them and you’re standing on the hill that lays beyond the city, letting you see the whole town , all the lights, all the cars, and all the buildings. Your face lights up with joy and you couldn’t help but smile. You lean back to feel his embrace as he wraps his arms around you as you both gaze at the city lights. You lean your head on his shoulder and feel his warmth against your skin.

“Look up babe” he says to you looking up as well. You both notice that the sky isn’t pitch black anymore but filled with stars. You look with such a shocked look on your face. “I never thought we had stars … well at least I never seen them out before especially not down there anyway.” You say.

“Well with all the lights in the city lit, it dims out the brightness of the sky” He says looking up as well.

“How did you find this place yeollie?” you ask gazing at the stars.

“I always wondered what this hill was for and one night I just drove up here and found our new spot” looking down at you with that twinkle in his eyes. You smile as you both just stand that holding each other.

You feel his heart start to beat fast against your back and he starts swallowing as if he’s trying to find the words to say.

“ _____?” he says slightly.

“I love you too Chanyeol” you say turning towards him kissing him before he could form any words. He grips your hips tightly pulling you closer to him. You let your lips slide off his slowly trying to open your eyes as well.

“How did you know I was- “you cut him off “I could see it on your face all day that you been wanting to say it but didn’t know how. It’s just 3 words Chanyeol … just 3 meaningful … words.” You say as you lock your lips to him again.

Slowly kissing and holding each other close under the night sky, couldn’t have been a perfect moment.

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Ash Update - 11/19/2016

Its been a little while since ive made an update. I try my best not to flood everyones pages with the sadness of my Ash going through the pain an suffering of this brain cancer.

There’s not much of an update this time. His surgery is scheduled for January an they are still pretty certain that they will not be able to get all the Tumor an that he does have a very high risk of going into a coma. (God forbid the Coma part to ever happen.)

Everyday is a new symptom for him. (Bleeding, Sickness, Nausea, Passing Out, Not being able to eat, Severe Weight Loss, Vision issues, Dizziness. A headache that never ends, Reactions…. This list never ends it seems)

Doctors has now started him on Chemotherapy three times a week. (Sundays, Tuesdays an Thursdays) at first they was not gonna do it an now they are. Ash told me he was not going to start the treatments but then I came to his mind an he is now doing all these hard treatments for me. He’s fighting to stay alive for me. I cried so hard when he told me.  Love is an amazing thing. It is true, Love knows no boundaries an this is our boundary (Cancer). 

He told me today hr dreads these days an I cannot blame him.

He told me before he went to sleep.
“I used to love Sundays. Now I just hate them.
I am so tired I want to get some rest.”                                                               He said a few weeks ago  "I am unable to smile, I hate myself when I get these injections" 

Its all taking a hard toll on him daily it seems. Last night he had a vision of Heaven an he seen his best friend there. She held his hand an told him to come home that theres so much I have to show you.

He is now unable to talk as much as he used to, But he still comes an tries.
The quiet days are the hardest. You can’t help but wonder.

It’d be nice if there was a way to give him my energy and strength.
I hate to watch him suffer

Only thing I can do is pray for time, healing, comfort an love for him. I know our Father in Heaven can do all things. He is the God of Healing an I really do believe in time God will heal Ash. I really do believe. I cannot give up this hope an prayer. I pray that God always gives me the right words to say to him an that I do not become a burden to Ash.


Ash Covets your daily prayers. Please pray for him.