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About Troy’s Family

The family runs a training facility/dojo for all types of styles, inlcuding their own they arent super well off money-wise, so they rely on the children for additional income: 

- the elder brother is a gladiator, basically the wrestlers of the world, keeping his hands off, and merely sending money 

- Troy isnt good at the family style, and was upset in not being able to help, so we went off to do bounties in secret 

- but the youngest sister in particular is extremely skilled in the family’s fighting styles, much more refined in them, and utilizes a saber/cutlass. she’s much more of a duelist than an all out fighter like her brothers, she is VERY full of herself and cocky. She would challenge you to a fair fight, but then taunt you if you lost. 

so suvi will tell mryder that she doesn’t find a relationship with him professional, gil tells fryder he’s not “”“susceptible”“” but liam and cora can plainly tell you they don’t fuck men/women. the home of phonia of it all

Hey y’all! It’s been a while since I’ve done a follow forever and since I’m on winter break, I thought I would make one for everyone who has stuck with me since the beginning. Thank you all for everything! I apologize for not being as active for the past few months, it’s been a wild ride since college started. I feel so sad because I know I have lost contact with many of you and it’s gonna be hard to talk once college starts again, but I will try my best to rekindle that fire we once had. Anyways disregard the crappy image, I just wanted to thank all of you! Please check out these awesome blogs listed and have a happy holidays!

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*Note* - If I didn’t include you I dearly apologize, this was the list I had at the moment. Also if anything is misspelled or if we are mutuals and you aren’t bolded please don’t hesitate to tell me.

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@-yaoi-prince-, @10kou, @53180008, @8zip, @8yml

A-E

@a-n-t-i-g-e-n, @a-pervert-girl, @a-phonia, @a-riisa, @aavro, @addicted-to-yaoi, @afterstories, @aichirou, @aiciy44, @aiko98, @alsielsashiya,@amantokun, @amerabu, @anarume, @another-way-of-love, @aoisound @aphor-ism, @aquilaria-agallocha, @arcchi, @atsu-i, @augichii, @autobottesla @ayakaacchi, @ayatoh, @baaaaaara, @baka-satan, @bakaletters,@bakatachii, @bara-boner, @bara-everywhere, @bara-infinite, @bara-is-life,@bara-or-gtfo, @baradilf, @baraflux, @baratown, @baraworld, @barayaoi-fapmaster, @bentou, @bertholdts, @bishounenpalace, @bl-daisuki,@bloggaythingsuniverse, @blooi, @blutprinz, @boba-tae, @boys-with-things-in-their-butts, @boysai, @boysyaoiboys, @carriehuang, @catnappe143,@causeofdeathmakoharufeels, @chibird, @chigiris, @chihiruu, @chin-moku,@chuangdog, @chuushite, @clubzfanboy, @coco-desu, @colourlessradio,@ctrlaltjesus, @cutegvys, @cuteyaoi, @cymphony, @d-delusions,@deadlyaoisins, @derikisu, @dmmd-sounds, @dolleye, @dragonolong,@dreaming-yaoi, @e-r-w-i-n, @edisyaoi, @emperorofyaoi, @endou-nii,@enter-me-yaoi-love, @errichi, @euthanaize, @evanqelic, @ewizaya,@excrvciating, @explicit-yaoi

F-K

@f-uwa, @fanqx, @fearlessknightsandfairytales, @fien-d, @fishfilaids, @fjolb,@fluffyaoibuttsex, @frac-t-ures, @fuckmeupppppp, @fuckyeahboyxboy,@fuckyeahgaycouples, @fuckyeahgayships, @fujoshi-senpaiii, @furanpuran,@gay-hetero, @gay-love-is-beautiful, @gay-senpaii, @gayhaven, @gayincollege,@gestarinaaa, @gghostling, @giraffetarium, @godbara, @gourmet-chi,@gravityascends, @gregoryswanson, @grelxbayart, @h-a-i-s-e-k-i@ha-namiya, @haisesempai, @haisue, @hakuryuusscar, @hana-yori,@hanachuuu, @hanatsuki89,  @hanayumi, @hardcore-yaoiluver, @haru-kami,@haru-ocha, @headingsouthart, @himitsu-kun, @himizuka, @hiragi-shinya,@hiroki-sama, @hitsugayafan, @ho–moe, @holyyaoi, @homoneki,@homosexualpancakes, @hopelessbaka, @huiro, @i-am-yaoi-sensei,@iamfudanshi, @icequeenkatara, @iiwanu, @ikasle, @imalsoabignerd,@inknose, @ireadyaoimangas, @itsumohomo, @jey-oshi, @joegrazi,@johanndro, @just-cute-yaoi, @justlikemymetal, @jxmnz, @kagune, @kaiitou,@kaizune, @kanerdki, @kd-baras, @kenmasan@kiarakirai, @kid-shinji, @kietaii,@kikunosouretsu, @kill–p0p, @kittlekrattle, @kiri-bara, @kiwi-tamadra,@kodoku-na-koibito, @konayukii, @kosame, @kossoribl, @kouha-ing,@koujakusexual, @kubiwokiru, @kumeichan, @kuroshirotoiro, @kuseiro,@kuzuun, @kvnai, @kxncho, @kyuokie, @kzuru

L-O

@l3puscoz, @laccus, @laughingyaoi, @lawliel, @levhin, @life-fleeting-and-not-eating, @lookingfortheman, @lust-stag, @lynxgriffin, @m-a-d-n-e-s-s-m-a-n-i-a-c, @madamefujoshi, @madhous, @maebe-me, @makoharusexfeels,@makoto—lover, @makoto-tachibanafree, @makotoisabottom,@mangafascination, @maosstuff, @markimooosexual, @mayium, @mazjojo,@mei-ku, @melfuwa, @melodioussilence, @merakieros, @metakatta,@midori-nagamasa, @mikatake, @mikeinelart, @missdawntwilight, @miuses,@miyakuli, @mlim8, @monokuronoai, @moonlightinyoureyes, @moosoppart,@more-yaoi-onegaii, @mostlyanimemusic, @mugenchi, @myfujoshihaven,@mysaviorsnameisyaoi, @myuumin, @nagafuckingchika, @nanakasenpai,@naome, @nasi-lemak, @natsutv, @nekopata, @nemuicchi, @nephilium,@nezuhi@nezuyaoi, @nickchan-san, @nobuo-senpai,@noranb, @norunir, @nsfwbetitngoan, @nyan-cattie, @oarou, @oriondiary,@oxymoronic-paradox

P-S

@p-lutochild, @pancakepornography, @paperbone, @paralian-s,@peeeeeeeeeeh, @perfvert, @phoeix, @piixeled, @pinkish-fangs, @pinky-vi0lence, @pitt0, @pixie-draws, @pocketsfullofyaoi, @pokemon-personalities,@pokemonpalooza, @poo-pooping, @praythegayway, @princemichaela,@prince-vegeta, @psycho-kaneki, @psychopas-s, @psychoticscream,@purelyrice, @raikee-hime, @rebellious-phantom, @reclamon, @redgart,@reikacchi, @renshisou, @reuniclus, @ricedere, @rinamyv, @rnilkhun, @ro-ku, @rochun, @ruil, @s-h-i-t-a-i, @sadasuna, @saka-nade, @senpaaaii,@serelyne, @sharpzero, @shir0tani, @shirazuginshi, @shirochiin, @shirozi,@shitsaekki, @shizuos, @shotas, @shoujo-lovers, @shoujo-moments,@sireai, @slutty-ukes, @softt-kiss, @solangie-kuroi, @soldiergame,@somebodyisthereforme, @sonoshi, @soulielle, @souls-end, @sounflee,@speechless-mangacaps, @steamed-bun, @stopkaneki, @strawberry-slut,@stutterhug, @submachineguns, @supposed-ly, @suyazu, @suzukii, @sweet-kokoro

T-Z

@t-amaki, @takisu, @tales-of-nsfw, @tamaeki, @tebarar, @tenshii-ro, @the-distortion-world, @the-yaoi-otakus-blog, @thequeenofhurts, @this-puppy-flies-too, @timeforbara, @tokidokikokoro, @tokyoloversart, @tor-u, @tratania,@truemadhatter, @tsudaa, @tsuieru, @tsukiou, @tsukiyamxs, @tsumochis,@txkyolights, @tykikakusei, @tyrannosaur-neko, @u-kiyo, @ugly-bakemono,@ushiouji, @velocesmells, @vicgumball, @vimoravec, @waistbandboy,@wanderinginmonochrome, @weaboo-crazed, @wenxchel, @whinydog,@whythemadman, @witchkenma, @writingsforwinter, @x0401x, @xe-neko,@xworu, @xx-petrichor, @xym, @y-ozora, @y-u-u-n-a-r-i, @y-ureii, @yagioloi,@yamaken-chi, @yamakuchi, @yami-no-kuni, @yaoi-blcd, @yaoi-butts, @yaoi-crave, @yaoi-h, @yaoi-haus, @yaoi-is-heaven, @yaoi-is-paradise, @yaoi-lover-for-life, @yaoi-prediction, @yaoi-sensation, @yaoiaddicted, @yaoiandporn,@yaoifunlife, @yaoiisaneed, @yaoikink, @yaoiology, @yaoiotakulovers,@yaoioverdose, @yaoirealm, @yaoitrance, @yay-gay-people, @yechiru,@yonaaka, @yoongii-min, @yourspookydick, @yukiimisaki-chan,@yumetsugu, @zetsuubo, @zephyrbliss

The home of phonia in mea has been so so deeply upsetting and heartbreaking like knowing that a series that meant so much to you hates you and considers you a burden

It’s a Tuesday and my air conditioner is on, and my bedroom sounds like a train platform, where I am a mute conductor living as a submissive to my own self conscious-now I’m nauseous.
Tapping my stolen pen against the pages of a book filled with lies and aesthetics, I clip my own red wire and spiral into an abysmal trench of trauma.
My subconscious was never as friendly as pink noise, and at one point I thought I stopped loving my dad because he snores.
I stopped eating, no, not because of my weight, but because I couldn’t stand to listen to my heart pounding in my ears for much longer.
Temperatures and time and people linger, but how could I love music if I resented sound-how could I be a singer?
The word ‘diagnosis’ was an all too familiar word in the dictionary of my life, bound and wound tighter than a clock; and that may not make sense, but it didn’t make sense when I cried because my friend Megan tapped her foot too much.
Repetitive sounds are a prison unlike any physical torture you could subject me to. Any trip to Rikers or Sing Sing would be a vacation away from the solitary confinement that already exists in my mind, all the time.
I miss out on life, with plugs in my ears, but I worked too fucking hard to get over my fears; and Doctor D clarified that it was a phonia and not a phobia but all I remember was feeling terrified and outnumbered.
I never thought a noise could bring me so much pain until I heard a certain person say my name, my dad snore, my friend Megan tap her foot, the clock tick, or a fork scrape glass, and trust me, it was all a big pain in my ass.
I learned how to lose people I loved when I stopped sitting at the dinner table with my family, or sharing a bed with someone.
I searched for someone to understand, someone who knew like the back of their hand, and for now I am alone, and this prison has become home.
—  Snob. A poem about Misophonia
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