a phonia

so suvi will tell mryder that she doesn’t find a relationship with him professional, gil tells fryder he’s not “”“susceptible”“” but liam and cora can plainly tell you they don’t fuck men/women. the home of phonia of it all

Hey y’all! It’s been a while since I’ve done a follow forever and since I’m on winter break, I thought I would make one for everyone who has stuck with me since the beginning. Thank you all for everything! I apologize for not being as active for the past few months, it’s been a wild ride since college started. I feel so sad because I know I have lost contact with many of you and it’s gonna be hard to talk once college starts again, but I will try my best to rekindle that fire we once had. Anyways disregard the crappy image, I just wanted to thank all of you! Please check out these awesome blogs listed and have a happy holidays!

Bold - Mutuals/Favs/Fam

*Note* - If I didn’t include you I dearly apologize, this was the list I had at the moment. Also if anything is misspelled or if we are mutuals and you aren’t bolded please don’t hesitate to tell me.

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@-yaoi-prince-, @10kou, @53180008, @8zip, @8yml

A-E

@a-n-t-i-g-e-n, @a-pervert-girl, @a-phonia, @a-riisa, @aavro, @addicted-to-yaoi, @afterstories, @aichirou, @aiciy44, @aiko98, @alsielsashiya,@amantokun, @amerabu, @anarume, @another-way-of-love, @aoisound @aphor-ism, @aquilaria-agallocha, @arcchi, @atsu-i, @augichii, @autobottesla @ayakaacchi, @ayatoh, @baaaaaara, @baka-satan, @bakaletters,@bakatachii, @bara-boner, @bara-everywhere, @bara-infinite, @bara-is-life,@bara-or-gtfo, @baradilf, @baraflux, @baratown, @baraworld, @barayaoi-fapmaster, @bentou, @bertholdts, @bishounenpalace, @bl-daisuki,@bloggaythingsuniverse, @blooi, @blutprinz, @boba-tae, @boys-with-things-in-their-butts, @boysai, @boysyaoiboys, @carriehuang, @catnappe143,@causeofdeathmakoharufeels, @chibird, @chigiris, @chihiruu, @chin-moku,@chuangdog, @chuushite, @clubzfanboy, @coco-desu, @colourlessradio,@ctrlaltjesus, @cutegvys, @cuteyaoi, @cymphony, @d-delusions,@deadlyaoisins, @derikisu, @dmmd-sounds, @dolleye, @dragonolong,@dreaming-yaoi, @e-r-w-i-n, @edisyaoi, @emperorofyaoi, @endou-nii,@enter-me-yaoi-love, @errichi, @euthanaize, @evanqelic, @ewizaya,@excrvciating, @explicit-yaoi

F-K

@f-uwa, @fanqx, @fearlessknightsandfairytales, @fien-d, @fishfilaids, @fjolb,@fluffyaoibuttsex, @frac-t-ures, @fuckmeupppppp, @fuckyeahboyxboy,@fuckyeahgaycouples, @fuckyeahgayships, @fujoshi-senpaiii, @furanpuran,@gay-hetero, @gay-love-is-beautiful, @gay-senpaii, @gayhaven, @gayincollege,@gestarinaaa, @gghostling, @giraffetarium, @godbara, @gourmet-chi,@gravityascends, @gregoryswanson, @grelxbayart, @h-a-i-s-e-k-i@ha-namiya, @haisesempai, @haisue, @hakuryuusscar, @hana-yori,@hanachuuu, @hanatsuki89,  @hanayumi, @hardcore-yaoiluver, @haru-kami,@haru-ocha, @headingsouthart, @himitsu-kun, @himizuka, @hiragi-shinya,@hiroki-sama, @hitsugayafan, @ho–moe, @holyyaoi, @homoneki,@homosexualpancakes, @hopelessbaka, @huiro, @i-am-yaoi-sensei,@iamfudanshi, @icequeenkatara, @iiwanu, @ikasle, @imalsoabignerd,@inknose, @ireadyaoimangas, @itsumohomo, @jey-oshi, @joegrazi,@johanndro, @just-cute-yaoi, @justlikemymetal, @jxmnz, @kagune, @kaiitou,@kaizune, @kanerdki, @kd-baras, @kenmasan@kiarakirai, @kid-shinji, @kietaii,@kikunosouretsu, @kill–p0p, @kittlekrattle, @kiri-bara, @kiwi-tamadra,@kodoku-na-koibito, @konayukii, @kosame, @kossoribl, @kouha-ing,@koujakusexual, @kubiwokiru, @kumeichan, @kuroshirotoiro, @kuseiro,@kuzuun, @kvnai, @kxncho, @kyuokie, @kzuru

L-O

@l3puscoz, @laccus, @laughingyaoi, @lawliel, @levhin, @life-fleeting-and-not-eating, @lookingfortheman, @lust-stag, @lynxgriffin, @m-a-d-n-e-s-s-m-a-n-i-a-c, @madamefujoshi, @madhous, @maebe-me, @makoharusexfeels,@makoto—lover, @makoto-tachibanafree, @makotoisabottom,@mangafascination, @maosstuff, @markimooosexual, @mayium, @mazjojo,@mei-ku, @melfuwa, @melodioussilence, @merakieros, @metakatta,@midori-nagamasa, @mikatake, @mikeinelart, @missdawntwilight, @miuses,@miyakuli, @mlim8, @monokuronoai, @moonlightinyoureyes, @moosoppart,@more-yaoi-onegaii, @mostlyanimemusic, @mugenchi, @myfujoshihaven,@mysaviorsnameisyaoi, @myuumin, @nagafuckingchika, @nanakasenpai,@naome, @nasi-lemak, @natsutv, @nekopata, @nemuicchi, @nephilium,@nezuhi@nezuyaoi, @nickchan-san, @nobuo-senpai,@noranb, @norunir, @nsfwbetitngoan, @nyan-cattie, @oarou, @oriondiary,@oxymoronic-paradox

P-S

@p-lutochild, @pancakepornography, @paperbone, @paralian-s,@peeeeeeeeeeh, @perfvert, @phoeix, @piixeled, @pinkish-fangs, @pinky-vi0lence, @pitt0, @pixie-draws, @pocketsfullofyaoi, @pokemon-personalities,@pokemonpalooza, @poo-pooping, @praythegayway, @princemichaela,@prince-vegeta, @psycho-kaneki, @psychopas-s, @psychoticscream,@purelyrice, @raikee-hime, @rebellious-phantom, @reclamon, @redgart,@reikacchi, @renshisou, @reuniclus, @ricedere, @rinamyv, @rnilkhun, @ro-ku, @rochun, @ruil, @s-h-i-t-a-i, @sadasuna, @saka-nade, @senpaaaii,@serelyne, @sharpzero, @shir0tani, @shirazuginshi, @shirochiin, @shirozi,@shitsaekki, @shizuos, @shotas, @shoujo-lovers, @shoujo-moments,@sireai, @slutty-ukes, @softt-kiss, @solangie-kuroi, @soldiergame,@somebodyisthereforme, @sonoshi, @soulielle, @souls-end, @sounflee,@speechless-mangacaps, @steamed-bun, @stopkaneki, @strawberry-slut,@stutterhug, @submachineguns, @supposed-ly, @suyazu, @suzukii, @sweet-kokoro

T-Z

@t-amaki, @takisu, @tales-of-nsfw, @tamaeki, @tebarar, @tenshii-ro, @the-distortion-world, @the-yaoi-otakus-blog, @thequeenofhurts, @this-puppy-flies-too, @timeforbara, @tokidokikokoro, @tokyoloversart, @tor-u, @tratania,@truemadhatter, @tsudaa, @tsuieru, @tsukiou, @tsukiyamxs, @tsumochis,@txkyolights, @tykikakusei, @tyrannosaur-neko, @u-kiyo, @ugly-bakemono,@ushiouji, @velocesmells, @vicgumball, @vimoravec, @waistbandboy,@wanderinginmonochrome, @weaboo-crazed, @wenxchel, @whinydog,@whythemadman, @witchkenma, @writingsforwinter, @x0401x, @xe-neko,@xworu, @xx-petrichor, @xym, @y-ozora, @y-u-u-n-a-r-i, @y-ureii, @yagioloi,@yamaken-chi, @yamakuchi, @yami-no-kuni, @yaoi-blcd, @yaoi-butts, @yaoi-crave, @yaoi-h, @yaoi-haus, @yaoi-is-heaven, @yaoi-is-paradise, @yaoi-lover-for-life, @yaoi-prediction, @yaoi-sensation, @yaoiaddicted, @yaoiandporn,@yaoifunlife, @yaoiisaneed, @yaoikink, @yaoiology, @yaoiotakulovers,@yaoioverdose, @yaoirealm, @yaoitrance, @yay-gay-people, @yechiru,@yonaaka, @yoongii-min, @yourspookydick, @yukiimisaki-chan,@yumetsugu, @zetsuubo, @zephyrbliss

2015 has been a bit of an odd year, so I hope you all have a fab 2016 and stay warm this Winter!

Just like I did last year, I’ve decided to include every single blog I follow as a big thank you, so you can expect to see various styles throughout the list hahaha!

I also recently hit 8.2k which is craaaazy, so this is a sort of thank you for that too! So yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah here we go i follow 350+ blogs this is going to be painful………………

@-jenjam @0bent0 @0ujo @10kou @5203am @53180008 @6oox @8-bitstories @8zip @a-phonia @a-r-m-i-n-s @a-riisa @acvilekerman @addictivities @agoodfeelingis @aichirou @ainochii @aisarenai @akashis @all-i-want-is-anime @almightyone @altairis @amerabu @annyeong-bishes @anything-shoujo @ao-kun @arakawa802 @arcchi @arukemeia @askthebonebrothers @atapi @badlydrawneverything @bakeemono @besho-san @bentou @bittersuggestion @blutprinz @bokunosekai @botanricecandyismadewithstardust @bunji-kun @buriedat-sea @buthwhy @capriciousquirk @chihiruu @chillat @chiriiko @chitaii @chunchuun @cibee @cieled @cmxciii @coffee-to-ghoul @cold-decay @contracttodevil @coolsuggestion @creepyyeha @curryart @cyanide-s @d–oki @d-reamt @daenti @damn-feels @daughterofsatan @ddeku @derikisu @determination-from-undertale @divorced-lama @dolleye @doodlesandmistakes @doreishounen @e-iien @e-r-w-i-n @e53363 @easy-way-out @emissarium @endlessnoctis @epipfhany @errichi @escarletes @etosuki @euthanaize @evanqelic @f-u-g-i-t-i-v-o @f-uwa @fallen-sights @fanqx @fien-d @firedrill @frac-t-ures @fujocherry @full-san @funnyshoujomoments @gasaisyuno @girlsapling @godflesh @guro-txt @gurocurse @gurosans @gyou @h-a-i-s-e-k-i @h-i-r-o-m-u @h-xrder @h4nnky-panky @ha-namiya @haisedere @haisesempai @hakuryus @hanachuuu @hanamiyah @haneurii @haru-ocha @heiguang00 @henpai @hhotaru @hibarielly @hikari-kami @hopelessbaka @horrorjapan @horrorlovver @housekii @i-reach-for-you @ikasle @imagine-undertale @imayoshishouichi @isla-chan @isntoolate @italianwriter @itslarni @ixthushiv @japaneise @jieunswifeu @jikoshu @junsui-chan @juzuzus @kainsgate @kaito-jpn @kaizune @kanekine @kanekir @kanekis-kitten @kangnams @kanye-kun @kat-su @keieru @kenma-n @kenmasan @kida-masaomi @kietaii @kiimdracula @kirishimma @kno-wing @konayukii @konohura @kowai-koneko @krkaro @kurai-reii @kurocchii @kzuru @ladyguts @leona-dracontis @leuchtender-stern @levhin @lkushion @locoyaki @lollypoopz @lovelysuggestion @majishi @mangafascination @mangastories @mangatenderness @melfuwa @metakatta @mikatake @milkyeo @mira-ni @mirayama @miu-ki @miuses @miusiq @mokacheer @monochhrome @monochromesan @monokuronoai @mookkyul @mooloch @mortis-a @mugenchi @mysticalthinking @narakubaka @nareku @ne-zushii @nemuicchi @night-lyght @nikoruouji @nkyomu @no-puppy-eyes @noizomis @norunir @oarou @ochiru-unmei @ocvate @ohboythemes @ohmykirigiri @oihentai @oikawawas @oninokosan @osakuu @oshietee @p-sychotique @panic-static @papeebs @paperbone @paralian-s @paranormaldaily @phoeix @phrompto @plagueful @pockettokyo @positiveundertale @prince-vegeta @psycho-chan @psycho-kaneki @psychopas-s @purpleraine @qalaxiah @raaawrbin @rainnieday @ramyn @raspberry-corpse @rebanikki @rebellious-phantom @reikacchi @ricedere @rikoro @rinkain @rivaillin @rnilkhun @roseyume @routexx @rubyetc @ruukina @s-eramic @s-shirayuki-hime @sabishiis @saccstry @saka-nade @satan-dono @satoshikurosaki @seijuros @senj0ugahara @senju-swag @senpaaaii @serelyne @shi-no-monogatari @shiningscales @shinjukuu @shinkachiiin @shinkaworu @shinoass @shiroiroom @shishlo @shitsaekki @shizuos @shoujo- @shoujo-himechii @shoujo-paradise @shoujocaps @shoujohearts @shoujomagic @shoujomangapictures @shoujonotes @shoujoromance @shreya-chan @sireai @sixpenceee @soficchi @sorrism @soulinwonderland @speia @spiraphobia @spknear @sshitboy @ssinz @steamed-bun @stevieftbucky @submachineguns @sui-zakki @t-amaki @tabusemio @tamaeki @tasuyashii @tenshii-ro @tetshit @texts-from-underground @the-darling-deer @theshoujolife @tobiocchi @tokimekiwaku @tokyo-parade @tokyoslutts @tomarr-y @tor-u @transcendently @tu-sa @tuga-chan @txkyolights @uahi @ugly-bakemono @undertale @undertale-shitposts @undertaletext @unwither @v-onn @veirlys @vimoravec @viscerad @voicelessbaka @wearylimbs @wensdaytoday @winced @xuea @xxhukixx @y-o-r-u @y-uume @yagaminatsume @yamideteru @yannase @yuguhan @yukiimisaki-chan @yumetsugu @yumierro @yureishi @z1coh @zakiyonari @zetsuubo @zuraun

*WIPES A TEAR* ITS FINISHED

(。・ω・。)ノ♡ Hey guys and gals! So recently I reached 2k followers and I won Ritsiu’s BOTM and I thought it was a good time to do a follow forever (I forgot to do a 1k ff whoops). I would like to say thank you to those who have followed me since the very beginning and thank you to all those who are following me now. Thank you for sticking with me, even when I got on super long breaks.Thank you to those who voted for me for the BOTM as well! If it wasn’t for all of y’all this goal wouldn’t have been met. I know this follow forever is crappy, but just know that I love you all so much.♡

If I made a mistake please tell me or if I forgot to include you please tell me.  Voters are included in this Follow Forever.

BOLD = MUTUALS

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10kou, 53180008, 8zip 

A-E

a-n-t-i-g-e-n, a-pervert-girl, a-phonia, a-r-i-m-a, a-riisa, addicted-to-yaoi, afterstories, aichirou, aiciy44, aiko98, alsielsashiya, alucvrd, amantokun, amerabu, anarume, another-way-of-love, aogir-i, aoisound, arcchi, asterokid, atsu-i, augichii, autobottesla, ayakaacchi, ayatoh, baaaaaara, baka-satan, bakaletters, bakatachii, bara-boner, bara-everywhere, bara-or-gtfo, baraflux, baraworld, bertholdts, blooi, boba-tae, bowl-0f-rice, boys-with-things-in-their-butts, boysai, carriehuang, causeofdeathmakoharufeels, chibird, chigiris, chihiruu, chin-moku, chuushite, city-in-waiting, cmxciii, coco-desu, colourlessradio, ctrlaltjesus, cummingcourtesy, cutegvys, cuteyaoi, cyberbaka, cymphony, d-delusions, deadlyaoisins, decxm, derikisu, dolleye, dreaming-yaoi e-r-w-i-n, edisyaoi, efflorescentnights, emptymanga, emxalee, errichi, euthanaize, evanqelic, ewizaya, excrvciating, explicit-yaoi, 

F-K

f-uwa, fanqx, fearlessknightsandfairytales, fien-d, fjolb, frac-t-ures, fu-joshira, fuck-my-aesthetic, fuckyeahboyxboy, fuckyeahgaycouples, fuckyeahshounenai, fujosh-i, fujoshi-senpaiii, fullofdark, furanpuran, fvllbuster, gay-love-is-beautiful, gay-senpaii, gayasinbeautiful, gghostling, gourmet-chi, gregoryswanson, h-a-i-s-e-k-i, h-aru, ha-namiya, haisesempai, haisue, hakuryuusscar, halfbreeds, hana-yori, hanachuuu, hana-yori, hanachuuu, hanayumi, hardcore-yaoiluver, haru-kami, haru-ocha, hide0us, hiroki-sama, hitsugayafan, hizu-ka, ho–moe, holyyaoi, homoneki, hopelessbaka, huangcarmen, huiro, i-am-yaoi-sensei, iiwanu, imalsoabignerd, ireadyaoimangas, jey-oshi, johanndro, jordisenpai, just-cute-yaoi, justlikemymetal, jxmnz, kagune, kaiitou, kaizune, kakugans, kanekki, kanerdki, kasukana-kibou, kazuen, kd-baras, kenma-sama, kietaii, kikunosouretsu, kittlekrattle, kiwi-tamadra, konayukii, kouha-ing, kubiwokiru, kumeichan, kuroshirotoiro, kuseiro, kuzuun, kvnai, kxncho, kyuokie, kzuru

L-O

l3puscoz, laccus, laughingyaoi, lawliel, levhin, life-fleeting-and-not-eating, loveyaoi, lovingnekossex, m-a-d-n-e-s-s-m-a-n-i-a-c, maebe-me, makoharusexfeels, makoto—lover, makotoisabottom, mancskapitany, mangafascination, mayium, mei-ku, melfuwa, melodioussilence, metakatta, midori-nagamasa, mikeinelart, miruccu, mistiqe, miuses, mizuchan, momijie, monochromepantsu, monokuronoai, moonlightinyoureyes, more-yaoi-onegaii, mostlyanimemusic, moyashi-sama, mugenchi, myfujoshihaven, myuumin n-o-i-z-u, nain, nanakasenpai, naome, nasi-lemak, naturalvirtue, nemuicchi, nepheene, nephilium, nezuhi, nezushiion, nezuyaoi, nickchan-san, nii-juu, noranb-artstuffs, norunir, nyan-cattie, oarou, ohmyshishio, oriondiary, oxymoronic-paradox

P-S

p-lutochild, paperbone, paralian-s, peeeeeeeeeeh, perfvert, phoeix, pitt0, pocketsfullofyaoi, pokemonpalooza, poo-pooping, pri-shinji. princemichaela, projectdespair, psycho-kaneki, psychopas-s, psychoticscream, purelyrice, r0tten-princess, raikee-hime, rebellious-phantom, reikacchi, renshisou, reuniclus, rinmatzoukas, ritsiu, rnilkhun, royalborn, s-h-i-t-a-i, sadasuna, saka-nade, senpaaaii, sentimentalllamashit, serelyne, seruzard, sharpzero, shinji-ikarii, shinkaworu, shir0tani, shirazuginshi, shirochiin, shirozi, shitsaekki, shizuos, shoudaix, shoujo-lovers, shoujo-moments, sireai, slimeqirls, slutty-ukes, softt-kiss, solangie-kuroi, somebodyisthereforme, sonoshi, soulielle, souls-end, speechless-mangacaps, steamed-bun, stopkaneki, strawberry-slut, submachineguns, supposed-ly, suuper-boy-kon, suyazu, suzukii, sweet-kokoro

T-Z

t-amaki, takisu, takizawah, tales-of-nsfw, tamaeki, tenshii-ro, the-distortion-world, the-yaoi-otakus-blog, thequeenofhurts, tingos, tinyken-ma, tokidokikokoro, tratania, truemadhatter, tsudaa, tsuieru, tsukiou, tsuwamono, txkyolights, tykikakusei, tyrannosaur-neko, u-kiyo, ugly-bakemono, vagaygays, vimoravec, wanderinginmonochrome, weaboo-crazed, wenxchel, x0401x, xworu, xxpetrichor, y-ozora, y-u-u-n-a-r-i, y-ureii, yagioloi, yami-no-kuni, yaoi-blcd, yaoi-is-heaven, yaoi-is-paradise, yaoi-prediction, yaoi-sensation, yaoiaddicted, yaoiandporn, yaoiisaneed, yaoiology, yaoirealm, yaoitrance, yechiru, yoshixka, youhavetoloveyaoi, yukiimisaki-chan, yumetsugu, zetsuubo

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AAAAAH so as usual this is a tad late. This summer I have reached 5k followers and I could not be more surprised/stunned/amazed/full of love for you guys. I make fun of this website all the time but honestly, it has afforded me the opportunity to talk to so many great people and immerse myself in a (mostly) interesting and beautiful community. It’s been almost 2 years and it’s been such a journey.

A busy year is coming up ahead and even though I may not be able to be as active as I’d like in the coming days/months, know that I’ll always be checking in at least once in a while no matter how hectic it gets. You guys are definitely a part of my life, and I’m so grateful for that.

Though this is a little unrelated, I wanted to address this. I know that with the Ferguson situation and the purge and whatever shit’s going on in the world, life seems pretty scary and injustice-filled now. I hope you guys continue to be aware of these events and put your support into what you believe in. I know that sometimes we all live in our own little bubble and we don’t really see what’s going on outside, but when it comes to times like these I hope we can somehow join together and rally our support and maybe we’ll right the wrongs that are going on right now. It seems far-fetched, but one day things can be right again. (if you don’t know what’s going on, check out this)

That being said, I appreciate you guys being with me all this time, all the friends, mutuals, whatever I’ve made on this site and beyond. In the time I started this blog I never thought I’d make it this far and I’d meet so many people who could deal with me and all the phases I’ve been through (●´□`)♡ I love you guys so much!!! (i used to be bentous btw if you’re like who dis)

Thanks to hentaist for helping me choose the image and just being an overall amazing bae and friend ♥

Image source: lightyagaymi :^) 

So without further ado: 

# - F:

81on / 53180008 / a-phonia / a-riisa / actuallysatsuki / aichirou / akiiyo / almightyone​ / amerabu​ / arimiechi / astroemia / awaseru / baka-satan​ / bokusatsu–tenshi / bowl-0f-rice / bribery / byaakko / cakemp4​ / chigiris / cinnabeun / claurence​ / cohldhands / colormyworldd / contracttodevil / crookedexpectations / cutesu / cyhe / d-delusions / derikisu / divorced-lama​ / doseijin / dulcetqueen / durararas / e-r-w-i-n / euthanaize​ / ex-villain​ / fuomi / fushimii

H - O:

hakuryus / hana-yori / hanae-ichihara / hentaiis / hentaist / himewari / i-zumi / iiolo / ileu / internetyen / irikumu / isntoolate / jinyume / joohokorea / k-urage / kagari-kisechi / kanye-kun / kitoumi / koiwais / kurojpg / kuronanashi / kuzuun / kyeoko / kyouqo / l-oo / lamemily / lenpai / locoyaki / lonachu / m00njpg / mangastories / marshiro / midoricchis / midorimaseyelashes / milkhunnie / milkysi / minsug / morningdeer / moruko / mrskurapika / mugenchi / murosama / myukun / myungplant / myuun / nami-mori / negekiobakamono / oikawawas / onegai-sensei / otataki

P - Z:

peeeeeeeeeeh / pinkupetals / psycho-chi / psychopas-s / riemi / rimu​ / rokurouta / saisho / screaming-potatoes / sebby-kun / seiuns​ / seppukus / shinsa / shioru​ / shirochiin / shiroi-bara / shizuos / suonihime / sweet-kokoro / taerotcards / tamaeki / teishoku / thesinofthree / tokeii​ / tooru / toudouji​ / transcendently / tsu-sama / tsukiou / tsume-tai / uppuku / wensdaytoday / xuea​ / y-uhiina / y-ureii / y-uuwaku / yagaminatsume / yamaguchi-kenji / yamaken-chi / yannase / yasashiki / yoruicchi / yoseioji / yuien / yukariis / yukioto / yumetsugu / yuuuta / zeichii

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Bonjour =) I truly wanted to make this new follow forever because I reached 2k followers. I am deeply touched and I do not know how to thank everyone to be by my side on Tumblr. You are always so kind to me ♥ And for the blogs I follow. First: you are amazing. Second: you are fucking amazing! You all have a huge personality and are sweet. Thank you for your beautiful blogs and for making me discover new things every day. I love you!

Lovely people

aerivolix | aku-ro | ao-kun | a-phoniaatarune | atsush-i | auriee | bowl-0f-rice | byuntalex | clarmeine | clockpocket | dekkimu | devthnote | doctormeloku | dreamlike-melody | dy-amethyst | endlessnoctis | ennmae-r-w-i-n | everydayhephap |  fantas-ie | fudanshidesu | f-uwa | haarmonia | hayasakas | hitsuyo | horaizon | jellals | -jenjam | justfujoshi | kaanae | kanerdki | kanojonojijo | keiko-chan | kisekis | kitsuiii | kkimochi | korumi | kuroi-no-josei-san | leona-dracontis | llkiri-kao | lonachu | lucidsilhouette | mounstrum | nadeshiko96 | nain | nareku | oononoki | oumoii | pandora-tears | peacemenow | peeeeeeeeeeh | psychoticscream | ranpanchan | satsuyo | screaming-potatoes | secretotaku | semeteru | sexpai | shauna-shi | shitsaekki | shouyuu | smiley722395 | soranyu | ssawako | tamaeki | tylachan | ukyos | ulquioras | undergroundboyy | utterlyhomo | xamyachok | xteras | yofukashiwoshita | yoikami | yuzuhira | zeino | zelo-s | zetsueen | zetsuubo

Credits

Art by Watanabe Asia | From Candy Man | Edit by me | To watch in 500px

So I hit 1.5k a few days ago but I’ve been lazy - so here’s my follow forever! It’s thanks to these blogs that mine is what it is, so thank you! If I missed you, I’m sorry people keep changing their urls and i can’t keep up /cries.

Symbol - F

-jenjam | a-phonia | a-riisa | a-taeru | aakihito | aetheride | aichirou | aloiel | angrywaifu | anohan-a | ao-kun | ato-sukoshi | bowl-0f-rice | c-ieru | chigiris | chronosmusumee | cielesque | cyhe | d-delusions | death-is-gentle | divorced-lama | doseijin | doujist | dramaticsketch | eeeeeeeeeerenjaegar | eiriian | elyuhrias | ererifeels | errichi | eulaylia | euthanaize | ex-villain | fantas-ie | fliptard | frac-t-ures

H - M

hana-yori | hanachuuu | helpless-otaku | hikariix | hopelessbaka | hoshiko-san | ichi-harumii | ignoranthappiness | instrumentaldream | intermittentskye | irikumu | isntoolate | izayachi | jikoshu | jun-nboy | ka-orii | kagune | kairixxxsora16 | kaizune | kanashi-ai | kanashiine | kanekine | karnevaal | keieru | kimitachi | kiriyaa | ko-do-ku | kohmorebi | konayukii | kootars | kowai-hikikomori | kuragari-i | kuronanashi | kzuru | locoyaki | loserchan | lovely-shoujo | lucidsilhouette | mad-ouji | mitsucchi | murksiuke

N - S

n-eko | n0i-z | nori-tan | norriko | obakamono | ohnigiri | oikawawas | ouzen | p-sychotique | pocketsizedtitan | psycho-chi | raikee-hime | ranayguard | reaper-undertaker | rebellious-phantom | reenox | reikacchi | renshisou | rivaille-fetish | ruukina | saka-nade | seicchan | seriss-a | shilverase | shinkachiiin | shiroi-bara | shirokuro-san | shitsaekki | sketchdream | souls-end | steamed-bun | sugarelixir

T - Z

t-aiiga | t-amaki | takyary | tamash-i | tasuyashii | tenshii-ro | theirworldthatneverwas | transcendently | tsume-tai | usagami | utterlyhomo | vampiretteknight | vimoravec | wish-thief | x-ircuz | y-ureii | y-uuwaku | yagaminatsume | yamaken-chi | yannase | yechiru | yumetsugu | yumierro

I love you all (ノ´ヮ´)ノ*:・゚✧

It’s a Tuesday and my air conditioner is on, and my bedroom sounds like a train platform, where I am a mute conductor living as a submissive to my own self conscious-now I’m nauseous.
Tapping my stolen pen against the pages of a book filled with lies and aesthetics, I clip my own red wire and spiral into an abysmal trench of trauma.
My subconscious was never as friendly as pink noise, and at one point I thought I stopped loving my dad because he snores.
I stopped eating, no, not because of my weight, but because I couldn’t stand to listen to my heart pounding in my ears for much longer.
Temperatures and time and people linger, but how could I love music if I resented sound-how could I be a singer?
The word ‘diagnosis’ was an all too familiar word in the dictionary of my life, bound and wound tighter than a clock; and that may not make sense, but it didn’t make sense when I cried because my friend Megan tapped her foot too much.
Repetitive sounds are a prison unlike any physical torture you could subject me to. Any trip to Rikers or Sing Sing would be a vacation away from the solitary confinement that already exists in my mind, all the time.
I miss out on life, with plugs in my ears, but I worked too fucking hard to get over my fears; and Doctor D clarified that it was a phonia and not a phobia but all I remember was feeling terrified and outnumbered.
I never thought a noise could bring me so much pain until I heard a certain person say my name, my dad snore, my friend Megan tap her foot, the clock tick, or a fork scrape glass, and trust me, it was all a big pain in my ass.
I learned how to lose people I loved when I stopped sitting at the dinner table with my family, or sharing a bed with someone.
I searched for someone to understand, someone who knew like the back of their hand, and for now I am alone, and this prison has become home.
—  Snob. A poem about Misophonia

Alright, so it’s been awhile since I’ve been on Tumblr. A year plus now and throughout my journey, I’ve met so much wonderful people. When I was an anime colour blog going by the url (yaku-soku yes i can still remember my foetus times), & moving onto keiikun, being known as the monochrome potato shit blogger & now 81on/melonday, random korean aesthetic fashion kpop shit seo inguk blogger. Haha I’m just kidding.
Throughout the journey, I’ve met many wonderful bloggers from everywhere who have been supportive, funny and just pure awesome. I’ve gained crazy friends & wonderful followers more like people whom i secretly love but don’t wanna say it.

I’d like to thank those who stayed throughout my transitions. It means a lot, thank you. Doing this while listening to Best Luck by Chen is not a fun thing ;u; wow, the love though haha! I’m serious like, without all of you guys, my dash wouldn’t be as exciting, as shitty, as wonderful, as brilliant as it would ever been. The mix of random text posts to laugh about, beautiful audio music, monochrome mangacaps, korean fashion, idk, shit to spazz about haha.

So that’s all I have to say. I’m just grateful to have this blog as a form of communication & stress-reliever, to get to know more people, to be myself (:

DISCLAIMER: photo taken by me lol.

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00cm | 0111cm | 0181cm | 1110mi | 11melon | 20xp | 36won | 41km | 512kb | 51km | 58in | 5ba | 61cy | 68milk | 6ium | 6oe | 780jpg | 7ae | 87km | 97ho 

A - D

a-phonia | aakihito | ab—-normal | agapi-san | amachu | amanthis | amerabu | aoikoi | aon198 | arcchi | baka-ka | bowl-0f-rice | burning-daydreamer | cakedesu | cecui | cleanbleh | clear-milk | contracttodevil | cos180| crepecafe | cxlty | cyhe | d-a-r-k-symphony | d-delusions | d-reamt | daeint | daeum | derikisu | divorced-lama | doujist

E - K

e-r-w-i-n | eggcafe | etci | euthanaize | fantas-ie | fliptard | frac-t-ures | furumii | fysuh | hachhiko | humanseoul | hvun | hyuks | ichinyuu | irikumu | isntoolate | jdh06 | jinyume | jpgpun | kagune | kinryuu | kuchiki-senpai | kuzuun 

L - P

l084 | lar-ni | lazynim | lcumo | locoyaki | loser-kun | ltmn | megum-i | melodious | milkmp3 | mimilop | miuroll | mlkso | mntea | morino-ryoushi | n-ul | neulri | o-um | oikawawas | okuyr | oucu | panic-static | paperbone | pilsuks | plantbum | psycho-chi 

Q - U

qolour | robct | ruukina | s-eramic | saka-nade | sasquee | sebby-kun | seoun | seukei | shiroi-bara | sorajpg | tamaekitameggo | titayen | tokyogayness | transcendently | tvesae | usagi-doki | utaau

V - Z

vkz | wutea | xiai | xuea​ | y-uuwaku | yagaminatsume | yannase | yechiru | yeolshim | yepeuda | yjns | yorokobinonatsu | yukioto | yumetsugu | yuunoyas | zombai | zuraun

AND there we have it. Thank you so much to all of you guys who make my dash wonderful.

& now, a thank you to note to all my followers. Thank you so much for being with me, for going through the same journey as my blog does. Although, you guys don’t really talk to me that much because I don’t know why maybe I’m just scary or something I don’t know but yeah. Do talk to me sometime about anything! Relationship advices even though i’m a potato as well haha! You guys can always get my kakaotalk or anything else hahaha! So i hope to get to know more of you guys as well! Thank you.

hii everyone!! ;u; it’s been a while since i last made a ff, probably due to my crying over puella magi school.. so thank you so, so sooooo so much to my followers and my mutuals for following me, and thank you to all the people all i follow for making my dashboard so pretty!!! ;v; it’s thanks to tumblr that i’ve been able to release stress (and probably get more stressed due to procrastination.. xD)

sorry if i’ve forgotten anyone; i was in a bit of a rush making this;; (still love you ♥)

i hope you all enjoy august and have a fantastic summer, stay healthy and eat lots of delicious food!! (ノ^ヮ^)ノ*:・゚✧

#-K

-jenjam / 0ujo / 10kou / 2oey / 53180008 / a-phonia / aisarenai / akiashi / almightyone / amerabu / anything-shoujo / ao-kun / bakanekii / billiondollarbaby / blooi / bonjourhime / bowl-0f-rice / byaakko / byakuuran / chigiris / chizusu / colormyworldd / d-delusions / ddeku / divorced-lama / e-r-w-i-n / entons / escarletes / euthanaize / evanqelicfourleafclovertaiga / fushimii / gaiyo / genzais / gourmet-chi / haisesasaki / hakuchu / hanae-ichihara / hashiroi / hibarielly / isntoolate / jafarucchi / jihomo / jinyume / judarw / k-illua / kakerrus / kanerdki / katsu–sama / keieru / kirishimma / konayukii / kurageki / kurummi / kuzuun / laccus / loaf0fbread / locoyaki / lollypoopz

M-Z

mawaruu / megane–kun / mikatake / miniontxt / miruccu / miuses / monokuronoai / mumisija / mysticalthinking / nain / namida-no-nai-sekai / namikazes / nataku-s / nemuicchi / noragamis / oarou / oikawh / oniisann / oshirins / panic-static / paristanhill / phoeix / portgass-d-ace / prince-vegeta / psychopas-s / punkneji / redapplebud / ruukina / ryotachi / s-eramic / saatoru / saka-nade / seiifuu / seikis / sexuoh / shitsaekki / shizuos / suyazu / suzuias / suzuyas / tareui / tfwhxh / theshoujolife / tinytooru / tor-u / toruyama / tsukk-i / ttoudou / uke-aru / uppuku / yagaminatsume / yamaken-chi / yannase / yatax / yumetsugu / yuuuta / zetsueen

also wanted to briefly thank the kpop blogs i follow for satisfying my bts and yg fam feels ;v;b ( thank youuu <33)

0929cm / baekyyunbtsleepy / daesungstrash / dohdoro / geebom / ijnyoungjiyongs-g-thong / jiyonq-ah / jungxook / k0doku / kkwonnnoonakiller-hanbinohmydeez / panda-smack / taehyunssteambgasm / topford / vhopeyg-dragyghigh

Some of you might now remember me anymore. I haven’t been active as much because of college and I’ve been molding into an old fart (Originally Shiroi-Bara). Oddly enough, I reached 3k+ Followers and it’s just a big what the fuck because I’m lazy as shit. Thank you for following me though hahaha. It means a lot to me. Really.

The people I’m putting in my follow forever are people who I’ve been following since the beginning of my monochrome blog, blogs I enjoy, and people who have become close friends of mine on tumblr. I cherish a lot of you guys #no homo. And another thank you to my followers. You guys are fuckin rad. 

#-F

01-shinji 0kasian 0ujo 13lhg 53180008 a-phonia a-r-i-m-a a-riisa a-taeru aakihito adenatsac aloi-s amerabu ancorae angellbeats anokun ao-kun aogir-i arcchi bokunosekai bowl-0f-rice breath-of-sky bronertime bukakko buruberry bukakko c-ieru c-l-o-u-d-y–w-o-r-l-d chidoki chronosmusumee cieled cmxciii-deactivated20150310 cyhe daikys decxm dokkii-n dulcetqueen e-r-w-i-n eiriian ella-bliss emiliobenedettos emissaryofhate emptymanga erensdick errichi eulaylia euthanaize f-uwa fantas-ie ferlay frac-t-ures fushimii fuy-u

G-O

gemma-chan gindooki hana-yori hanachuuu heartfullofsoul heliometric heivva helpless-otaku hentaiis hoshiko-san iiwanu inguks instaliu instrumentaldream irikumu japanlust jesuswatchesyoupee jikoshu jongaylicious k-aenki kagune kaipoku kaizune kaneki-chen kanekine kanekys kanerdki kanye-kun kenketsu kohmorebi kqworu kunimitsuchin kuro-oni kuroi-shiho kuseiro kzuru lawliel locoyaki lonachu m-oto megane–kun metakatta momolisa monokuronoai moonixia mouryous mtooru mugenchi mysticalthinking nareku ne-zushii obakamono oikawawas ouzen

P-Z

persephore pomacusk psycho-chi purpleraine rebellious-phantom reenox rivaille roseskies ruukina s-eramic s-h-i-t-a-i saka-nade seriss-a sevendays-left sevlqi shi-no-monogatari shilverase shinjibae shinkachiiin shirozi shitzuka shizuos sireai siyyon slaughturmelon so-raru sooperboy soraku suohz tenshii-ro theabearr thekeyofthetwilight theradioactivefront towa–no-mirai trafalgar-law-ya trying-to-live-alive tshuu uke-aru ultraraker utterlyhomo vimoravec voicelessbaka wanderinginmonochrome watashi-no-hikari wizkid-ghost xerxes-breaks xtec xworu y-uuwaku yagaminatsume yugiohtxt yannase yuuuta zetsuubo