No Need To Worry
@kpoptive requested: “Namjoon and reader are both leaders to popular idol groups, and Namjoom gets his month off as tge reader has a come back, and the reader doesnt sleep in their apartment with Namjoon as often, and Namjoon gets angry/upset and is about to break up with tge reader but it turns out the reader was preparing a special comeback stage- a song for Namjoon. Idk it just popped in my head you dont have to do it”
Summary: Schedules aren’t matching up, frustration levels are getting higher, and even though the love is there, you aren’t.
Word Count: 1283
*I am so sorry that it took this long to post! I hope you enjoy!*
“But…” *click* and the other end of the line went dead. Namjoon brought his phone away from his ear, and saw the call has ended after 1 minute and 28 seconds. A call that was longer than he expected. He threw his phone at the ground, and sat on the couch putting his hands on his face. He knew it wasn’t your fault, you were trying your best. You both were. This is what happens when you’re both idols.
Namjoon came back to your shared apartment right when promotions ended and was prepared for their month off. But when his month off began, you were just getting started. Working on a new album, writing songs, singing and dancing - you were never there. Namjoon always waited for you to walk through the door each night, to just relax with him for one night, but you never showed.
He was getting anxious, and nervous, and a bad feeling took over his stomach. The texts were getting shorter, the calls weren’t occurring every day, and he always had to contact you first. Did you still love him? Was he enough for you? He’s been in the same boat as you, everyone has, but somehow he always managed to stay in touch in with you. Why were you being so distant?
“Hey Y/N, I brought you lunch!” He fumbled with the plastic bag in his hand as he saw you hunched over your desk in the studio, finishing up a song. A position he has been way too many times. You just nodded your head, not acknowledging him. He set the bag on the chair next to you, sighing, and shoving his hands down his pockets. “Why don’t you take a break Y/N? Eat some lunch with you boyfriend.”
“Joon, I can’t right now.” You rubbed your temples and sighed heavily.
“Yes you can Y/N. If I can take a break for you, you can for me.” He started to rubbed your shoulders and you wanted to give into him but you couldn’t. “That looks like a nice song.” You slammed the book shut in front of you and stood up quickly. He couldn’t see what you were writing.
“Joon you need to leave.” You opened up your studio door indicating for him to get out. You nodded your heads toward the door, silently telling him leave.
“Y/N come on.”
“No Joon, leave.”
“Fine.” And with that the door slammed shut and you sat back in your chair thinking to yourself what exactly did you just do?
You felt guilty, it was eating you alive. You kept texting Namjoon everyday before your comeback stage happened, and all of his responses were cold.
Y/N: Hey Joon, we’re performing tomorrow, are you coming?
Y/N: Well, I think you should.
KN: I’ll think about it.
Y/N: Oh okay.
You wanted him to be there. You were performing with your group, and you were also performing your first solo song. A song about Namjoon, you wrote it because he was your inspiration, and you were in love, yet you pushed him away, and you didn’t notice it until it was too late.
“Make-up is done Y/N.” The stylist smiled at you and you showed her a smile too. You were getting ready to go on stage to perform your solo, and Namjoon still hasn’t showed. You understand if he didn’t want to come for how you were treating him, but you wanted this to be a surprise.
You looked at your phone again, maybe he texted you, but there were no notifications. You stood up and started walking towards the door when you saw Namjoon leaning against the doorframe.
“Hey.” You said in a soft tone, it was like you didn’t know him. You were scared to talk to him. He just nodded his head at you and walked inside the room, and shut the door behind him. You had a bad feeling about what was going to happen.
“Y/N we need to talk.” He sat down on a chair and you stayed standing.
“Us.” Your breath hitched, and you tried your best to prepare yourself for anything. You walked over to him and took a seat next to him. “I think we need a break Y/N.” You shook your head, this isn’t what you wanted to hear right before you were about to go on stage and perform a love song.
“I’m sorry that this isn’t exactly what you wanted to hear before you went on stage but it needed to be done Y/N.” You nodded your head and the director walked into the room and told you, you were on.
“I have to go.” You said it so quietly that you barely even heard it. Namjoon nodded his head and didn’t even watch you leave. He was about to get up and leave when your other members walked into the room.
“Hey Namjoon.” They all said, and he greeted them as well. He was confused as to why they weren’t on stage with you.
“Aren’t you guys performing right now?”
“Uh, we aren’t but Y/N is!” One of your members said. Turning on the TV in the dressing room to watch your first solo performance.
“Yeah it’s her first solo and the song is so beautiful! She’s so nervous.” Another one said while taking a seat in a chair. Namjoon just watched them from the doorway.
“She wrote the song all by herself too.” Another one added.
Namjoon couldn’t believe it. You were debuting your first solo song and he just pulled this on you. He felt horrible. He walked into the room and stood behind the group while watching your performance.
And they were right. The song was beautiful. It meant more to Namjoon because he knew everything you were talking about. Staying up late on the phone, heart beating faster whenever you were together, the inside jokes, and the love. It was a love song, for Namjoon. How hard did this have to be to perform since he just told you he wanted a break?
This was why you were acting so distant. You didn’t want him to find out about this. He knew that you could never keep your mouth shut about exciting news and you probably would have told him, but you just shut him out.
You walked back from the stage and opened the door to find the members greeting you with smiles on their faces and hugs being thrown around. “Well Y/N, Namjoon is here, we’ll leave you two be.” Your member winked at you as they all ushered out the door.
“Y/N…” You held up a hand to Namjoon.
“I don’t want to hear it Joon, it was hard enough performing that when I know we’ll probably break up.” You walked past him, or tried when he grabbed your wrist and turned you around and pulled you into a hug, his arms interlocking around your waist.
“I’m sorry.” You sighed and hugged him back. It felt great being in his arms again, it was too long.
“No Joonie, I’m sorry.” You pulled away. “I ignored you, and was a horrible girlfriend to you and you didn’t deserve that, it’s just I wanted this song to be special and a surprise and knowing me I would have told you.” He laughed at your confession, and kissed your forehead.
“I’m sorry I got frustrated with you, I don’t want a break babe, I want to go back to the apartment and just cuddle with you.”
“That sounds great.”
With a kiss on the lips, your relationship was fixed and you were both happier than ever.