a part of your life

GREY AREA. (M) 11

 And just like that, your fate was sealed - because Min Yoongi was absolutely going to destroy you. But hell, if you weren’t going to let him, or bask happily in the flames as he did so.

And sadly, at the time, you didn’t think that your thoughts would become so literal.


Pairing: Min Yoongi x Reader
Word Count: 12,039 yikes!
Chapter Index
◇ Soulmate!Au, Slowburn, Angst



Over the short magnitude of time that Min Yoongi has been a part of your ever moving life – his decision or not, you have come to discover one thing about his complex character, and that is: when you think you have him figured out, he does something to throw your entire thought base off balance and send it spiraling into the depths of somewhere unknown.


This is what happens the following Monday when he ventures into your shared English Literature class.


Now, when you had told Jungkook to pass along your reply to Yoongi, you weren’t sure he had received it. Because you had yet to acquire a text message from him. That’s right, not a letter, word, sentence, or paragraph had you received. In fact, you were starting to wonder if Yoongi had indeed changed his mind regarding the friendship or not.


To be honest, it wouldn’t surprise you.


Because, after all, trying to guess when it came to Min Yoongi was trying to guess the weather. There was a fifteen percent chance that the New’s was correct and a seventy five percent chance that something irrational could happen and everything would change.

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2

You May Not Know Jack Antonoff. But You Probably Love His Music.

Stopping for bagels on the drive back to Brooklyn, Mr. Antonoff was resituated in the present when a car drove by blasting Lorde’s “Green Light.” To hear his work in public has not stopped being exhilarating, he said, as it provides palpable evidence of the kinship he is always seeking through art.

“I could ask anyone here and find a way that they know me,” he had said earlier. “They’ve heard the music. It makes me feel like the world is smaller, like I know people.

“I’m a part of your life,” he added. “You might not know it, but I am.”

for the new Bleachers album, they recreated his childhood bedroom and took it out on tour (bottom photo). 

“For years now, I wanted to contact you and be a part of your life, but I was too scared to. It was actually my wife that convinced me to just bite the bullet and send you a message,” He smiled wistfully. “She’s called Marie, she’s a really nice woman.”

I struggled to think of what to say next.

“Maybe… maybe if you’d tried when I was a lot younger I’d have let you. But you didn’t, and that’s why I’m not interested. I was prepared to let loose and unleash fury when you came here, but… that didn’t happen. It’s just… I don’t  think I could ever forgive you for what you said to Mom back then. I’m an alien too, and I don’t want to have a father who thinks we’re monsters. We’re not like that. My dad doesn’t treat us any different and accepts us for who we are.”

“You have to understand, Pippa, I was young and ignorant then. Only eighteen! I was raised by my very prejudiced father after my mother died who didn’t encourage me to have an open mind, and that led to my downfall. You aren’t a monster, you’re my child. Even if you won’t accept me as your father, I’ll always consider you to be my daughter. If you ever change your mind, I’ll always welcome you with open arms, so will your sister and stepmother,” I nodded, not having any intention of joining that family. “I should probably get going now, it’s clear that I’m overstaying my welcome.”

rebel-with-cause  asked:

I dob't know if my message was sent or tumblr ate it, but I want to say again that you are an amazing writer and artist (your fics and fanarts are amazing!). I'm not a big fan of first person pov in fics, but your fic SOA is amazing and one of the few I like! Also, your drawings are amazing, I wish I knew how to draw!

I got your message!  I’ve been out running errands this week so I hadn’t gotten around to the compliments in my inbox. I usually answer questions first bc I never know how to say thank you 😅  

but thank you!  I was hesitant for the first person pov, just because it is usually cringy (and still feels a little cringy even now), but TSOA pulled it off, so I tried to follow Miller’s steps until I could stray from her style a little bit.

as for my drawings, they’re usually just a conglomeration of meshing together different references until I have what I want, so I wouldn’t say I really know how to draw so much as mimic what I see. but the thing is- no one knows the difference when the final product is something new, and by now I can make a picture without references just from having practiced copying other people’s talent.  so don’t be quick to decide you can’t!

Today is a special day not only to our boys but to us, carats aswell. To the boys whom we all know to be the most humble, hardworking, and talented with of course godly looks. Happy 2nd Anniversary. I may only be a small part of your life but I am forever greatful to have you in mine. Stay humble and great as always. I wish you good health and the best in your careers. 사랑해 #2YearsWithSeventeen

silandis-spindleweave  asked:

As a paladin, ever had a moment where you stood on the same side of someone but still disagree on the application? Like a lawful paladin who disagrees with a chaotic good rogue. Of giving mercy and freeing a thief, or giving them to a known uncorrupt authority to keep honor and law pure?

Sure. You don’t always get your way, and that’s part of life. There are moments where you have to decide what’s worth making your stand on and what you have to let slide for a greater cause. Letting a petty thief free is frustrating but acceptable to letting a murderer go free. Which hill would you rather stand on?

anonymous asked:

How do you think the guys would react to their old lady being raised catholic, and still going to church at times and doing the sign of the cross in front of churches, cemeteries or memorials?

I don’t think they’d have much of a reaction really. They’d respect that it was something that you did and was something that was a part of your life. As long as you didn’t use your religion to try to control them or tells me how they should be living, I doubt any religious beliefs their Old Lady had would warrant much of a reaction. Maybe just a knowing smile whenever they see you do it.

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

6

           To the sweetest, most caring and loving puppy person i’ve had the luxury to know,
           Happy Anniversary!

                                                                                                   #5YearsWithCHANYEOL

The Signs as Heartbreak Quotes (Sun & Venus)

ARIES:

“Be careful when trying to fix a broken person, for you may cut yourself on their shattered pieces.” 

TAURUS:

“It’s not what I feel for you, it’s what I don’t feel for anyone but you.” 

GEMINI:

“The only thing that makes it a part of your life is that you keep thinking about it.” 

CANCER:

“If brokenness is a form of art, darling, you’ve turned me into a masterpiece.” 

LEO:

“I hope I cross your mind once in a while just so that I won’t feel pathetic for thinking of you all the time.” 

VIRGO:

“I hate you because I will have to wonder for the rest of my life why I wasn’t enough.” 

LIBRA:

“Those who are heartless once cared too much.” 

SCORPIO:

“The reckless irony in how I tried to get revenge on you by destroying myself.”

SAGITTARIUS:

“I don’t hate you, I never will. I just act like I do, because it’s easier than admitting that I miss you.” 

CAPRICORN:

“The worst goodbyes are the ones never said.” 

AQUARIUS:

“Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love.” 

PISCES:

“If I treated you the way you treated me, you’d hate me.”

Descendant Signs 101

What? Your Descendant is ruled by Libra and Venus. It mainly represents relationships, partners, romance and who are attracted and why. Your Descendant is exactly opposite to your ascendant/rising sign and is held on the cusp of the 7th house. 

Aries: You will attract and are attracted to people who possess Mars like qualities. People who are obvious, loud, aggressive (not like punch aggressive), blunt, and bright. You will have a libra Rising, and this indecisive, fair ‘attitude’ directly contradicts with the bright, aggressive, in your face people they attract. You are attracted to very kind and generous people too though.

Taurus: People who can provide for you are attractive in your opinion, in a relationship you crave someone who can be co-dependant with you and you can equally (heavily) rely on each other. You will have a Scorpio Rising sign, and this means you love to help people become the best version of themselves, so you may be attracted to people who are not similar to you so you can help them build on qualities they lack. 

Gemini: You have a Sagittarius Rising to go with your Descendant. In relationships you like to be with someone you can feel free with, you like adventurous, constant change, and not too heavy commitment (at least at first). It will take the right kind of person to persuade you into marriage but you fall in love with the people you think are the most true and kind hearted (that’s your weakness). 

Cancer: With a Capricorn rising , the people around you are the ones you hold the most dear and near to your heart. You are attracted to people who have similar family backgrounds to you, because this is a part of your life you find important to relate on. You attract people who want to take control of a relationship, you love to have an equal involvement, but like to be treated and be the one in a back seat. 

Leo: Love can become an obsession to you, you are likely to be undoubtedly in love with love, This means you are attracted to people who are romantic, and pick out the smallest of  details. You are incredibly attracted to people who make you feel like you can do more than what you already do, people who are inspiring and kind. You attract eccentric people who don’t know how to fit in because you show them they do. (Aquarius Rising).

Virgo: You are someone who changes yourself for you partner without even realising. You fall in love and are attracted to people who point out things about you that are permanent and you don’t change. For example “I love your natural curly hair”; it makes you feel actually wanted. You attract (luckily) very kind hearted people because they know they can give you a lot of love and affection. Pisces Rising. 

Libra: You are someone who might overuse the term “it’s not you, it’s me”, but really mean it. You are attracted to people who tell you to sort your head out, and tell you not only when you are in the wrong, but when actually you aren’t. You are also attracted to people who really considers your feelings and needs. You attract lively and tenacious people, people who are fun loving and natural smooth talkers. Rising is Aries.

Scorpio: You partner will choose you because they want to really feel love. Your rising is Taurus. You are attracted to passionate people, who never do anything to make you feel jealous and concerned (unstable) in your relationship. You attract strong minded individuals. You fall in love very hard and crave the same in return. 

Sagittarius: You are attracted to people you can talk on another level with; whether this is a deep talk or an intelligent conversation, In fact, you value the conversations over anything else. You attract people with hell of a will power. You attract people you are blunt and not co-dependant. Your Rising is Gemini, so you also think a physical connection is important, and will attract partners who feel the same. 

Capricorn: You have a very emotional and sensitive rising sign; Cancer. You are attracted to people who value family and get along with yours (no matter what your relationship with them is). You tend to really fall for people who don’t make you feel like you have to do anything, as you often will feel like you need to be perfect and do everything perfectly for them. You attract people who have a huge sense of humour and love to be safe and feel secure.

Aquarius: You are attracted to people who challenge and attract people who are full on and intense. You fall in love with people who wear their hearts on their sleeves and love very openly and publicly. You attract people who want a 24/7 relationship and someone to really rely on. The people who want you tend to be wanted and are fairly dependant on you to make them feel good. You also attract very understanding people. Rising in Leo. 

Pisces: Your ascendant/rising is Virgo (the virgin). You attract people who are sensual, and love the physical parts of relationships. You also attract very intelligent people, who like balanced and honest relationships, too (just pick them apart wisely). You like people to be romantic for you, especially when they aren’t naturally romantic people. You are attracted to people who are unapoligetically themselves, people you just couldn’t change even if you wanted to. 

10

“You could have come in a bit sooner, though!
                                                                                        “Well, I was enjoying it too much.”

When you were asked about your plans for the future for the first time, you hadn’t even had your first day of school yet and there were dozens of szenarios in your head of how you’d spend your life.
It took a few years for your dreams to be shaped, until the vary shadows formed contours and you could answer with a small smile playing around your lips whenever someone asked you about that time which still felt so far ahead.
However, in middle school, you had to realize that life wouldn’t be as easy as you had thought before; that many of the things you had once dreamed of would never be possible but then, new ideas started to form in your head and when your friends told you about the subjects their older siblings were studying at university, you almost couldn’t wait to grow up and follow your dreams.
In high school, you had learned about your abilities and the topics you’re interested in, what you are good at and which issues you would rather avoid.
Now, when you were asked about your plans for the future, you could answer with several opportunities lying ahead of you and you’d talk about the cities where you would have liked to study. Graduating no longer seemed out of reach nor sight but still far enough away to not worry about details or feel the need to have your whole life planned out.
But then senior year comes around.
The first weeks, even months, still feel relatively normal, compared to high school, even though more and more people around you have a concrete idea of what they will do after they graduate.
But in the beginning, it’s still possible to laugh it all off, to shrug your shoulders and form an alliance of carelessness with those who feel as lost as you do when it comes to the future.
And you begin to remember all those dreams you once had, especially those who will never truly leave your mind and you cannot stop asking yourself whether it would actually be possible for you to follow them;
if maybe, just maybe, you are really free to achieve whatever you want.
Yet, it is still easy to forget about it all by focusing on the tasks ahead, the final exams and the preparations for the last educational events you’ll ever witness with these people who have been a part of your life for so long.
It’s not hard to simply surpress your worries and fears but then the end of this final year in school comes closer and closer until all the ‘last times’ are beginning.
The last time studying for an exam, the last presentation or the last movie you’ll watch bored to death while doodling on your paper.
But also the last free period spent outside in the sun with the people who mean the world to you, laughing until there are tears in your eyes and your ribs hurt, the last time being late to class because all of you rather stay in the car to finish singing this one song, the last time of ever laughing about a joke of that funny kid in your math class.
And then, suddenly, there is only one week left until you will all go separate ways, hoping that your paths will cross again someday and you cannot possibly understand that this part of your life, which seemed endless back when you were eight, will actually come to an end.
—  // and it is when you are standing on that hill behind the building, looking over the place where you spent almost your whole life, that you realize that it might just be true what people say;
that good things have to come to an end to make room for even greater adventures
j.d.m.
Redemption // Jeon Jungkook

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the prompt: Jungkook scenario when your pregnant unplan baby he finds the test when you get home he starts yelling, blaming you throwing things,tells you to gtfo of his life with the baby saying fucked up things. So you leave Korea 3 year later you come back with your daughter and you guys see each other again he tries to win you back angst beginning but fluff ending?

words: 8942

category: heavy angst + fluff ending

author note: it’s time to see how good destinee’s character development skills are. also y/n didn’t leave, jungkook did. hope that’s okay. im so proud of myself for writing this?? I didn’t give up and I’m glad i didn’t. anyway, this took forever to write you can literally see my writing improve as you keep reading its kind of funny anyway let’s go!

- destinee

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Sometimes I hate being trans. A lot of the time, actually. While everyone else is moving forward, you’re feel like you’re waiting, waiting, waiting. For the next GIC appointment. For hormones to show any effect. For surgery. For the next surgery. For forms and reports and assessments to be filled out.

These things take weeks, months, years. Whole parts of your life get eaten away on waiting lists for services that are already stretched to their limit. And all the time you want everything to stop - to right itself in some magical overnight miracle. You spend nights crying and asking ‘why me?’ Why am I the one who has to be stuck here? 

But you will get there. I promise you. Nobody knows patience like us trans folk. We have to be strong, mentally, emotionally and physically, because we are forced to be by our very nature. It’s something huge to bear and it’s okay if you’re not always okay. It isn’t fun, and it isn’t fair. And it’s okay to grieve - for being born with the wrong parts, or for all the times that your body restricted you in life - for the things you wish you had. Grieve if you need to. 

There is light and dark to everything in life. Being trans is no exception. Keep going. Wait and fight and grieve and celebrate and live - in the way that only we trans people know how. 

You’ll come out stronger in the end.