a mun speaks

anonymous asked:

I'm betting ashi might help jack if she's still alive even though he killed all her sisters she seems very interested with the world outside of hunting jack (for the mun)

“ Yeup! she’s definitely  alive,Anon! It has already been confirmed that she is going to be traveling with Jack. There is a picture from the storyboards where she is standing next to Jack without her mask. I think he is going to show her around the world and the goodness it has. Im not too much on the whole Jack and Ashi romance but i do think he might be some kind of father figure to her. Since Jack has only encountered evil machines in his life he has never had a chance to turn them good, since he only destroys them. But now that he facing enemies that are actually HUMAN it opens new doors to Jack. Like his first kill and now being able to change their thoughts on the outside world.

Would anyone be mad at me if I came back? I’m not trying to be an ass, I just don’t want anyone to be pissed if I leave and then return right away. I just had a mental breakdown the other day, because I was panicking due to losing my entire month supply of meds and whatnot. That might sound stupid, but it’s the truth.

I wasn’t being entirely untrue about the atmosphere of Tumblr upsetting me, but I think that it kinda upsets most people. Also, I need to work more on maintaining relationships myself. Just stop being so shy and avoidant, and then bitching when I am lonely.

I will still rp on Skype with those who wish to. I am just letting you all know that I am returning, finally.

hey guys, just thought i’d make a post instead of just vanishing. i’m probably going to take a hiatus for a bit. i don’t know why, but i’m in a major rough patch right now and it’s affecting my work, replies, etc and i really don’t want to give out shit work, especially because you guys deserve the best. i’ll probably just take a break for a few days and see how i am then. thank you. 

Respect

Okay I’m not really sure how to start these kinds of posts but after seen as much of this going around lately as I have. I feel the need to speak out and put in my say about this. I have been noticing a lot of people being very rude and disrespectful. This can apply to many fandoms but I speaking directly about this fandom.

People please keep in mind that behind these blogs you follow are people and not machines. You can not expect people to always respond right away. We all have lives outside of the internet. We have jobs to go too, school to attend, children to take care of, friends and family, some people struggle with physical and mental illnesses/disabilities. Some days we may just want time to our self. Whatever the reason may be please be respectful to one another. Please be patient with each other. We may not always be able to respond right away or may not want to at the time. It is not okay to pressure people into your ways. Sometimes We may get many asks a day. It’s not always easy to respond to things. So please have patience. 

Another thing I want to address is the gender issue. It is totally okay to be part of this fandom regardless of your gender. It does not matter, if you like this series that’s awesome and this doesn’t even apply to just the DL fandom it applies to many fandoms. It’s not okay to ridicule others for liking something. We all have different interest and like many things. Don’t hate other over something so petty. You are welcome to enjoy this fandom.

One other thing I want to address is people thinking you can’t be part of this fandom because you maybe be sensitive to certain things or things that may trigger you, mental illnesses that effect you and anything along these lines.

You can totally be part of this fandom regardless if sometime in this series may have things that are triggers for you. It’s okay if you are sensitive to something but still enjoy DL. It does not matter who you are. You are welcome to join this fandom.  You are not the only one. There are many who struggle with past events that also enjoy DL. Some people even use series like DL as a way to cope or even help them get over it. Some people use series such as this one as a place of comfort. Maybe they can really relate to a character and that particular character gives them a sense of comfort. or Just maybe they really enjoy this series and want to enjoy it with other despite the triggers and sensitives. Please respect this.

 I am not going to lie there is actually some things in this game that does trigger my anxiety a bit because it has happened to me in the past when I was younger. I have mentioned one of these things before directly but not in detail for obvious reasons. The other one you could say is there but not mentioned directly I’ve sorta discussed these things in my post I made answer an Anon-chans question regarding “my favorite character and if I can relate to them”  I’ll link it here if you wish to read it. It’s at the very bottom and it’s not very detailed just a very short and basic summary.

Why I Don’t Write Abuse

Buckle up because I’m crying and having flashbacks so it’s time for Kimmy’s abuse story!

By the way the word trigger is used in this as an actual term for PTSD if you think trigger jokes are funny then please do me a favor and leave I don’t want you here in my bubble.

Why do you write for DL if you are an abuse victim?

Because if I let my abuse get in the way like I have for the past year and a half then I wouldn’t enjoy anything. I know good and goddamn well that Diabolik Lovers is a fandom of sadists, abusers, rapists, and the victims of it. There is no way around that, and yes it has triggered flashbacks in the past when I first started getting into it. I’ve become desensitized to the boys’ behavior and that is the only reason why I can actually sit in this fandom and shrug it off.

I don’t write abusive situation because I unconsciously go through my own situations as I write them. Do you know what it’s like to replay your ex beating you with a metal pipe over and over again just to finish a scenario for someone you don’t even know? No? Then shut it. Yes? Then we’re on the same boat.

A story for the ages is under the cut

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