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Not Alone

A/N Lyrics from “Not Alone” by Red.

Pairing: Analogical (Anxiety/Logic)

Genre: a little hurt/comfort, fluff i guess, yet another song fic

Word Count: 660

Summary/Prompts:

Anxiety has a low key love for Logan’s singing voice and convinces him to sing just for anxiety. The song Logan sings? Not alone -RED (low (high) key am in love with this song) - @sanderssides-fics

if you can just… fluff and hugs but with a rocky start??? any pairing is fine im bored - anon

Any bad day can be fixed with a slow dance, Anxiety thinks.


Anxiety tried to hide it – he did, he swore – except Logan was too tuned into his emotions now for him to get away with something like this. His boyfriend had found him in his room, willing himself not to cry, after a stupid fight. It had been a rough day for both of them, and with tensions flying high like they were, it was a little too easy to give into the urge to squabble over a meaningless thing. Nonetheless, Logic found Anx and both of them apologised. They had decided that perhaps it would be best to spend the rest of the day lounging around on the bed and each side readily agreed.

“Logan?” Anxiety asked, head resting on the logical side’s shoulders, eyes fluttering shut as his back was rubbed in soothing circles.

“Mmm?” Logic murmured. He pressed a quick kiss to Anxiety’s hair. “What is it, love?”

“This is really dumb –“ Logan frowned, but allowed Anx to continue, “but could you sing for me? I love your voice, even though I know you don’t like it…  I don’t know, it was a dumb idea, forget I said anything.”

Logan shook his head. “My silence was not a ‘no’. Don’t put yourself down like that, Anxiety. If it makes you happy, then of course I’ll sing for you. Please do not judge me too harshly on my performance as I’ve never been too good at-“

“You just told me not to put myself down.”

Adjusting his glasses, Logic nodded. “You’re right. Here goes nothing, then.” He cleared his throat and begun to sing, already having a song in mind.

“Slowly fading away, you’re lost and so afraid, where is the hope in a world so cold? Looking for a distant light, someone who could save a life, you’re living in fear that no one will hear your cries.”

Anxiety recognised it from all the times he had played it himself, and mouthed the next line.

Can you save me now?”

Logan moved off the bed, pulling Anx with him. Confused, he stood up, and stumbled into Logic’s arms.

I am with you. I will carry you through it all. I won’t leave you, I will catch you when you feel like letting go, ‘cause you’re not, you’re not alone.”

Before he could stop himself, the darker side leant his head on Logan’s shoulders again, willing himself not to cry. His boyfriend was being so sweet. Especially when he felt Lo grabbing one of his hands and his waist, and suddenly they were dancing.

Your heart is full of broken dreams, just a fading memory, and everything’s gone but the pain carries on. Lost in the rain again – when will it ever end? The arms of relief seem so out of reach, but I, I am here.”

With those words, Logan tightened his grip on Anxiety and they turned slowly. “I love you,” he whispered, pausing for a moment to kiss him.

“I love you too,” Anxiety mumbled, a blush dusting his cheeks.

The chorus passed by all too quickly as they simply held each other.

And I’ll be your hope when you feel like it’s over. And I will pick you up when your whole world shatters. And when you’re finally in my arms, look up and see love has a face.”

As he sung the lyrics, he made sure that Anxiety knew he meant every damn word as he brushed away his lover’s tears. He kissed him again and again, suddenly full of the illogical emotion he had come to appreciate. Anxiety was good for him, and Logan could only hope that he would be good enough too.

Their dancing came to an end, but Anxiety clutched Logic like he was his lifeline.

And I will be your hope,

You’re not alone,

And I will pick you up.

And I will be your hope.

And I will be your hope.

“You will always be my hope.”


A/N Not to happy with this but like ehh.

anonymous asked:

This is Yule again, requesting angst again, can I have some Headcanons on Kanda, Lavi and Allen dealing with a crying s/o?


Kanda:

  • Will try to murder what / who made you cry
  • Leads you somewhere else more private (maybe your room, his room, or even around the corner of a hall, pretty much anywhere with low foot traffic)
  • Has no idea what to do to actually stop the tears
  • Will actually stand there with a dumbfounded stare before he gets irritated and awkwardly gives you a semi hug (pulls you a little closer but doesn’t wrap his arms around you)
  • Tries patting you on the head really lightly a few times
  • Tries his best with words of encouragement (it’s rough around the edges, but it’s the feelings that count for Kanda)
  • Isn’t very physical and just let’s you cry it out
  • Will wait until you’re ready to talk or anything and is extremely patient
  • Glares at anyone passing by (if they stare or try to help)
  • “(y/n), I’m not good at this stuff, but I’m here if you need a shoulder or something.”

Lavi:

  • He’s frEAKING oUT
  • Like what happened to make his angel cry???
  • Immediately leads you somewhere private (most likely his room where he’ll kick out the Bookman if he’s there)
  • Very good at trying to help you (gives you tissue, pats you on the back, whispering encouragement)
  • He doesn’t like waiting for you to stop crying but he knows it’s for the best, usually
  • Asks what’s bothering you when you’ve calmed down and will definitely try to help or give some advice
  • Extremely understanding and caring no matter what the situation
  • He always runs his fingers through your hair while lending his shoulder for you to cry on
  • Wraps himself and you inside his blanket and cuddles your tears away in warmth
  • “I’ll always be here for your darkest moments no matter what, (y/n).”

Allen:

  • Might actually cry if he sees you crying (he hates seeing you cry, it really does hurt him)
  • Gets a little panicky when he sees tears of any sort on your face
  • He empathizes with you so much and will hug you for hours or just until you’re good
  • Would rather take you outside or a garden of some sort since he thinks the fresh air and the overall outside-ness is better
  • Would rather get to the bottom of the problem soon as possible
  • Let’s you cry for a little while, but then he springs in and calms you down himself, either by comforting with words or actions
  • Always sits next to you with his hands in yours while he mumbles gentle words into your ear
  • He’s always trying to find new ways to make you smile again after crying (food, cuddling, reading, strolling around, feelings sharing, kissing— he’ll literally try everything)
  • The best listener when you talk about feelings and really hates when you keep things to yourself but if you don’t want to talk, he understands
  • “Your pain is my pain, (y/n), and whenever you cry, I feel like the whole world is ending.”

- Admin Katsudon

anonymous asked:

Passive aggressively supportive Akira though. Like, he's supportive of all of his friends but he's aggressive about it. You call one of his friends a bad name? Prepare to either get roasted on the spot or to find a bag of moldy curry in your locker. Friend is feeling sad or has a low self esteem, they'd better prepare for a giant bear hug as well as some compliments and reassurances of how great they are. All said in a very stern but kind tone that lets you know this guy is serious.

I think this is the main way he would do it actually considering he’s on probation and everything, or else he’d get in a lot of trouble. Like bad-mouth him, and it’s all ‘yeah whatever’, but as soon as you mention a friend, prepare yourself.

calmbud  asked:

All Time Low by Bellion!

Send me song recs and I’ll respond with:
Couldn’t listen all the way through | Not my thing | It’s okay | Kinda catchy | Ok I really like this | Downloading immediately | Already in my library

Already in my library: My life is a constant low, hahah ha a

anonymous asked:

Prompt: Anxiety has a low key love for Logan's singing voice and convinces him to sing just for anxiety. The song Logan sings? Not alone -RED (low (high) key am in love with this song) -Sanderssides-fics

here!

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17th April ~ 12:15

English essay planning & finishing off holiday homework this morning. I’ve started doing that thing where you plan each day on post-its? We’ll see how it goes. Also I’m running low on post-its.

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“Ghost hunger”, more like the phandom secretly wanting to see Danny vore

why is ghost hunger specifically an angst thing? like hell yeah i want to see Danny put a fuckin ghost in his mouth and devour it whole, like a carnivore

min yoongi probably.....
  • Yoongi: finally my hair doesn't match our albums anymore
  • Jimin: guys check it out i dyed my hair pink now i look like the right version!
  • Yoongi: *already reaching for the blue dye* wow what a coincidence
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