a little iffy but not bad

Interview With Eric’s Friend

In the 18 years since Columbine, there has been a fair amount of new information about Dylan Klebold released mostly by his family. This gives us more insight into his mindset and what type of person he was. However, hardly anything new has been released by Eric’s family or friends. He remains largely a mystery, as his family and friends have kept silent about him. Now, I realize that the transition from child to teenager changes people drastically, but any insight into the mind of Eric Harris at any point in his life can provide a more complete view of who he was as a person.


 Can you tell me a little about your childhood up to the point you met Eric?
-How old were you when you met Eric Harris?
-Can you recall the first time you met him?

I met Eric when I was about 9 or 10 years old.  The first time I met him was during my first baseball practice.  I’ve already told you the story of that day, so I won’t re-tell it unless you’d like me to.

How close would you say your friendship was with him? Were there any defining moments in your friendship?

I won’t lie and pretend that we were best friends or anything.  He was a grade above me in school, so he had more friends that were in his own grade, so we only would hang out or talk during recess or outside of school hours.  We did stay over at each other’s house once or twice maybe.  In hindsight, the biggest thing that stands out is how he reacted when he accidentally hit me with a baseball at my first practice. It’s quite a thing to think that he was so upset and sorry that he had hurt me at practice, then fast forward to seeing him on the news during high school.

In a few sentences, how would you describe Eric’s personality during the time you knew him? Was he a nice person, or mean?
-Do you recall any of his interests? What sort of things did you two bond over?


He was a really normal kid from what I knew of him growing up.  He wasn’t some obnoxious kid, nor was he overly shy.  He was very vanilla, in a good way. Around that age, most kids liked playing outside since there were always so many kids living on the air base, and video games.

Where did Eric rank on the social totem of the elementary school you two attended? Was he considered popular? Unpopular? Somewhere in between?

My recollection of Eric was as a very middle of the road kid.  I never recalled him getting picked on during recess or by other kids in the neighborhood.  He wasn’t mean to other people, at least as far as I can remember.

Did you ever meet Wayne and Kathy Harris or any other members of Eric’s family? If so, what did you think of the family dynamic/atmosphere of the household?
-What was his relationship with his father like? His mother?
-Have you ever met Kevin Harris? If so, what did you think of him?
-Do you have any memories that stand out of the Harris family?


I couldn’t say what his relationship was like with his parents behind closed doors, but I remember his dad or mom being at little league practices and games, which wasn’t the case for all of the kids growing up.  I don’t recall his dad being “that guy” who would yell at his kid from the stands or anything like that (my dad was “that guy”).
I was never really around Kevin, so nothing stands out about him to me.
Our dads worked together in the military, so they already knew each other before Eric and I ever met.

Did he ever give you any indication that he was violent or unstable? If so, could you elaborate?
-Did he bully anyone in school, or was he bullied?


No, there was nothing I saw that would have ever indicated that he was violent or unstable, which is why it was so shocking to me when I saw him on the news.  I don’t recall him ever bullying someone or being on the receiving end of it.

Do you have any specific memories that stand out of Eric? We’ve heard about the little league story, I’m wondering, are there any other memories that come to mind?

I just remember him being a nice kid, overall. The little league story only stands out now in light of what happened with Columbine.  If not for that, I wouldn’t really have any story that stands out about him.


Did Eric ever speak about wanting to do anything violent, or said anything weird along those lines?

No, he was not an angry kid when I knew him.  I definitely would have remembered him saying something outlandish, even if Columbine hadn’t happened. 

Did you keep in contact with Eric after he moved away?

We ran into each other on occasion at Plattsburgh, since both of our families moved there, but again, he was at a different school and we didn’t see each other much.  No internet back then, so I completely lost track of him after Plattsburgh.

Are there any inaccuracies you have noticed in the media/culture surrounding the persona of Eric Harris?

I’ve only seen the part of Bowling for Columbine that pertains to the kids from Oscoda that were interviewed. I was off at college during that time, so I wasn’t aware of the interviews after the fact.  I wouldn’t have agreed to be on camera talking about it, because that’s just not who I am.  I will say that at least one of the kids interviewed seems a little “iffy” to me.  I know it’s bad to say, but Eric’s father was a high-ranking officer, so I have a difficult time believing that he would have been in the same social circle as some of the kids interviewed.   Not to say that Eric would have thought himself better than them, it’s just that he wouldn’t have been in the same circles by virtue of his circumstance as the child of a military officer.  I can’t say with 100% certainty that the people interviewed in the documentary were lying, but i’m skeptical.

What are your personal thoughts/opinions of Eric Harris and the Columbine massacre? What do you personally believe led to Eric and Dylan killing their schoolmates and then themselves?

Growing up in the air force, you move frequently.  After the base in Wurtsmith, we moved 2 more times.  At Wurtsmith and then Plattsburgh, I was a relatively popular kid and did not have any real social issues with people.  At the very last base we moved to, I was instantly a social pariah and picked on incessantly. It’s a weird thing to go from one end of the social spectrum to the other, just based on the air base you’re at, but it can definitely happen.  The last move completely scarred me socially and I still have issues based on the experience.  I think it’s completely possible that Eric experienced this when he moved to Colorado, possibly even before that, when he moved to Plattsburgh.  I rarely saw him there since we were in different schools.  It would not surprise me if he didn’t start getting bullied until after he moved to a new base.  It can be that simple that someone is a regular kid who gets along with people at one air base and then moves to another where you get bullied constantly and completely change your mentality.

Thank you all so much for your interest in this interview! Hope you enjoyed the read!

{ five’s company // ch. 15 }

a/n: up early again. enjoy!

t/w: reader has a hard time one night. other than that it’s good!

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fifteen.

Jefferson was fired the next morning. Just before Jefferson left the office, Alexander punched the man in the face. John turned a blind eye and acted oblivious to it.

John did look up when he noticed Madison rushing over to get in between them, but John so effectively blocked the way to hold Madison back. He was going to enjoy this. 

John smiled, even cheered as Alex yelled, “If you even look at her the wrong way, I’ll call my other boyfriends to kick your ass too!” 

John knew he should have stopped Alex, knew he should have let Madison be the one to pull them apart, he found himself saying, “Land a good punch on him for me too, babe!” 

That was why Washington sent them home for the day with a stern look. With nothing else to do, they decided to go visit you. 

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वसुधा मर चूके है।

फिर, आप कों हो?

कोई नहीं।

“Vasudha is dead.”

“Then, who are you?”

“No one.”

Vitality at her most sads, sometime after the whole ordeal… when she was wandering… nameless and an abomination.

Revenge of the Sickness

An Ethan fiiiccc!! Sorta a sequel to “Little Blue Sick Boy” where you get sick from his stomach bug.

Fic Request:
“Where the reader is sick with a sore throat but is whiny like a child and Ethan finds it absolutely adorable and Teamiplier comments on how smitten Ethan is.” 

I changed it a little so he feels bad about getting you sick as well as finding your whiny voice a little cute. Hope that’s ok. 

Originally posted by jiminy-krispies

Another fit of sneezes attacked you. You groaned and sniffled, wiping your nose in case of stray nose liquid. 
“Aww, no,” Ethan said with a pitying gaze. “Are you sick?” 
You shrugged, coughing before you were able to speak. “I do feel a little iffy,” 
Everyone stopped at the sound of your voice.  It was a little pitched, almost squeaky in it’s tone. 
Your eyes widened, surprised that your body could make that sort of voice. 
“Oh my God, that was adorable!” Ethan laughed. 
You glared up at him, about to speak, but then slamming your lips shut. 
“Oh come on,” Ethan said, “Say something else.” 
You only shook your head vigorously, stubbornly crossing your arms and looking away.
Mark chuckled, “I think (Y/N) caught your illness,  Ethan.” 
Ethan grimaced, “Oh. Sorry.” 
You shook your head, but didn’t reply. The hell with your voice. You weren’t allowing this sickness to crack your dignity.
Tyler chuckled, “She doesn’t want to speak. (Y/N) we won’t laugh at you.” 
You glared at him, shuffling in your seat. “Yes you will.” 
The boys erupted with laughter and you felt your cheeks glow red. Amy whacked Mark’s arm and crossed the room to you. 
“Alright, we should get some medicine into you.” 
“No, I’m alright.” You chirped and Ethan almost melted at the sound. But Amy dragged you to your feet and pushed you towards the bathroom. 
She knew how much you hated medicine. And if you didn’t take it willingly, she’d force it down your throat. 
Knowing this, you reluctantly took the tablets and spoonful of cold medicine without complaint. 
“Now, go get some rest.” Amy ordered. 
“But I have work to do,” You squeaked and Ethan chuckled. Having followed you into the bathroom, he leaned against the door-frame. 
“You don’t want it getting worse.” He said, “Come on, I’ll get some soup for you while you work.” 
You tried to resist, but Amy playfully kicked your ass with her foot and pushed you after the blue-boy. 

He set you up by your desk. Wrapping a blanket around your shoulders and getting you  bowl of soup to nibble on while you worked. 
“You know this is really unnecessary.” You said, your voice cracking slightly.
Ethan only smiled at you. “You did this for me.”
“Yeah, but you were throwing up.” You commented. Trying to force your voice to sound somewhat normal. “You literally were chucking up your stomach. I just have a sore throat and a stuffy nose.”
“I’m still going to take care of you,” Ethan replied with a shrug.
You half glared at him. Slipping the headphones onto your head and blocking out everything in the room.
As Ethan went to his own desk, he was unaware of the three heads peering at them from the stairs.
Mark, Amy and Tyler were all watching their interactions from the steps. Staring through the railings and whispering between each other.
“He’s so adorable,” Amy said about Ethan. “I wish those two would get together already.”
“I’m sure if (Y/N) asked, he’d get her anything they wanted.” Mark giggled. “Our little blue-boy seems rather attached,” Tyler agreed.
Suddenly Amy squeaked and ducked down. The boys turned, and upon seeing your quizzical expression staring at them, they cursed and ran downstairs. 

Throughout the day, you found yourself feeling more and more exhausted the longer you slaved over your work. 
The soup helped keep your body energized but the meds were kicking in and your was getting tired from fighting the sickness. 
Your sneezes had worsened and you kept rubbing your eyes to keep them from getting fuzzy. 
Upon the fourth time redoing the task in front of you, you gave up and stood. 
“Having a break?” Ethan asked, turning away from his desk to look at you. 
“I think I’m gonna take a nap or something,” You told him. “I’m suddenly quite sleepy.” 
He nodded and followed you downstairs. Amy and Mark were on the couch watching a movie, and Tyler was across the room reading. 
“Hey, how are you feeling?” Mark asked you when he spotted you. 
“Sleepy,” You replied, stifling a yawn. “I’m gonna head to bed.” 
The three nodded, sending you off with “get well” and “sleep well”. Ethan continued to make sure you didn’t fall over on your way to your bedroom. 
“Do you need anything? He asked as you crawled onto the bed. You shook your head, laying your head on the pillow with a content sigh. 
“I’m alright. Thank you, Ethan.” You said through another yawn. “This is the thanks you give me? A cold and a sore head?” 
Ethan chuckled, scratching the back of his neck. “Sorry. I feel terrible about that. Thanks for taking care of me, though. It was nice.” 
“I couldn’t leave you to suffer alone,” You said with quiet chuckle. 
Your eyes closed on their own. In the few seconds of your mind falling into sleep, Ethan maneuvered the blankets over you. Setting a box of tissues on your bedside table and making sure the bin was nearby so the used papers weren’t on the floor. 
Amy had crept up on the door, peering in and smiling when Ethan moved a strand of hair of your face. He sat on the other side of the bed. Taking a book off your shelf and reading it. Settling beside you as you slept. 
She clicked a quick photo and dashed back to the two men. Gleefully showing them the two of you.

ENGL145, Creative Fiction Writing

       When Nursey sees the option on his list of classes, at first he doesn’t even think about it. He is a poetry guy, he likes obscure metaphors and overwhelming imagery. And he’s good at it, so he doesn’t have any reason to branch out of his comfort zone. Then he makes his schedule and realizes that all the English electives he wants to take are during practice or when he already has a scheduled class that’s fulfilling a credit. All that’s left over is Creative Fiction and Straight White Guy Novels Only (he may be paraphrasing the second one a little.)
        So Nursey checks the box next to ENGL145, Creative Fiction Writing.
        That’s the start of it, really.

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Svt/Seventeen Hip Hop Unit Reaction : Catching Gf Smoking

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Seungcheol:

Can I Just say that the parent kinda comes out in him? In Korea, its kinda normal to smoke, However he would be slightly concerned. When you say you smoke because it calms you down (or whatever your reason may be) he would still be iffy about it. Ik people think of him as “omg imagine daddy coups smoking” but he seems like a guy who thinks of risks before doing things. 8/10 wants you to quit.

“babe why smoking?”

Originally posted by katalxy

Wonwoo:

He would kinda stare at you with a blank expression. He might be a little iffy about you smoking but he doesn’t wanna upset you so he won’t say anything. He might cough a little around the smoke but he wouldn’t try to make much of a reaction to it. He’s in the middle of Scoups and not giving a sh*t tbh.

“I love you and whatever makes you happy I guess”

Originally posted by mingyuwagyu

Mingyu:

Kinda a lost puppy who’d wanna try it. He probably wouldn’t just because he’s scared of papa coups or even worse, Pledis staff, catching him. If you smoke too much, like a LOT, he’d tell you to limit yourself. Doesn’t understand good/bad effects of smoking so just tries to forget you even do it. Might try to get you stop if you smell too much like smoke around his manager/staff, he is not risking people thinking he smokes.

“I dont smell like smoke right?? I have a meeting today..”

Originally posted by mingyay

Hansol:

Ok, don’t kill me, but he’d defiantly ask if he could try. He knows the risks of getting caught but he’s honestly been curious about it for a while and just wants to try. Might (highkey) end up choking though. Also like Mingyu, wouldn’t let you smoke excessively. He’s young and wants to try out new things and doesn’t think about risks at first. But then takes risks into consideration eventually.

“Smoking makes you look hot bab- don’t slap me!”

Originally posted by rappershua

I AM IN NO WAY PROMOTING SMOKING, I WANT EVERYONE ON MY BLOG TO BE HAPPY. SO I WILL OFTEN DO REQUESTS I OR OTHERS MIGHT BE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH

Peace

-El

Being Archie Andrews' Younger Sister Would Include...

Originally posted by jughead-thethird

•You being a year younger than him-so you would be a Freshman while he was a Sophomore
•Him always calling you ‘sis’ or ‘baby sis.’
•You calling Archie ‘bro’, ‘big bro’, and ‘Arch.’
•Being best friends with Betty and Jughead
•Continuing to be friends with Jughead even after him and Archie have their falling out.
•Being the first one to find out about Ms. Grundy.
•Archie freaking out: “You’re not gonna tell anyone are you??”
•"Dude, do you know how many times you’ve covered for me for sneaking out? I owe you this, bro.“
•Hinting subtly that Grundy is a bad idea because you don’t wanna hurt his feelings.
•Being super supportive of Archie with his music.
•Being super supportive of Archie in football.
•Going to all of Archie’s music performances.
•Taking pictures of him during performances.
•Going to all of Archie’s football games.
•Taking pictures of him during the games.
•Archie not letting you help with anything that involves Jason.
•You being involved anyway.
•The two of you hiding how you’re secretly investigating a murder from your dad, Fred.
•Covering for Archie to Fred when Archie sneaks out to go listen to Josie and the Pussycats.
•Archie always trying to protect you because you’re his 'baby sister.’
•Archie always trying to get you to go to school dances and making even more of an effort when you decline.
•Archie being super over protective of you at the dance.
•Becoming friends with Veronica.
•Urging Archie to ask out Veronica after the 'Closet Incident’ at Cheryl’s.
•Cheryl always saying irrelevant things to you just because you’re Archie’s sister.
•Archie trying to stand up for you but you tell him 'i got this’ and totally roast Cheryl.
•Stealing Archie’s letterman jacket when it starts to get cold outside.
•Taking Polaroid pictures together and having them hung around your room.
•Helping each other with homework so you can both be able to stay in your extra curricular activities.
•Being super close with Archie.
•Him being the only one you feel comfortable talking to your mom about.
•Being 100% on board with Jughead moving in.
•Being a little iffy about FP coming back to work with the construction business, but not voicing your opinion to Archie since he’s confident FP won’t mess this up.
•Helping Betty and Jughead with writing the Blue & Gold to make it not seem like just a newspaper about Jason’s murder.
•Always standing up for Archie.
•Never leaving each other.
•Because no matter how bad things get, you two ALWAYS have each other’s backs.

Fan Reality (Seth Rollins X Reader) Chapter 2

AN: Here’s chapter 2!!! I hope you guys enjoy. Sadly, there are no steamy scenes in this chapter, but there will most definitely be some in chapter 3.

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I’ve been staring at my phone for 10 minutes straight. I was excited, anxious, confused, and not even sure if this was real or not. Seth Rollins just messaged me. The Seth Rollins. The message read, Hey.

Hey, really? Anyway, I was still shocked that it was sent to me. Was it a mistake? Did a hacker send it?

I was a bundle of nerves at this point. If this really was Seth Rollins and for some reason on God’s green Earth that message was meant for me, obviously I had responded to it. 

(Y/n): Hello, is this really Seth Rollins?

It’s been about 3 minutes since I sent that message. I was basically counting every second. Finally a notification dinged on my phone and I saw that he responded. 

Seth?: Yes, it is

Okay, even for some strange reason this is Seth, why and the hell would he be messaging me?

(Y/n): If you really are Seth Rollins, why are you messaging me?

Seth: I can honestly assure you I’m Seth

Seth: And I wanted to message you cause I’ve seen some of your comments on my stuff before. They were very entertaining.

Oh, fuck. I write some of the most cringey, horny, fangirly things on his stuff. I don’t intentionally do it. I usually console myself with the thought that he’ll never see it, but that reasoning has come back to bite me in the ass. He must think I’m some whore.

(Y/n): Are you talking to me cause of some of the shit I say? I’m really not that kind of girl.

Seth: I’m not up to any funny business. You caught my attention and I just want to get to know you, if you’re cool with that.

I felt myself release a breath I didn’t even realize I was holding. Was this really happening? Does Seth Rollins actually have some sort of interest in me? I was more than a little nervous and I still wasn’t completely sure if this was Seth. Maybe I was being paranoid, but it’s understandable after what I had been through a few years before.

(Y/n): K, that doesn’t sound too bad. I’m still iffy about whether its you I’m talking to or not.

Seth: What can I do to make you believe me.

I thought about telling him I’d be going to a WWE Live event next week, but if he was some weirdo, that wouldn’t be very smart. Even though I’m going with a group, I still don’t like that idea. Should I get him to send a picture?

(Y/n): Send me a picture of yourself rn and I’ll believe you.

Seth: Fine

A couple of seconds later I get another message from him. I was expecting to see a picture, but I got a video instead. Once I clicked on it, Seth popped up.

“Hey, (y/n). I thought that sending you a video would be more persuasive than a picture, so tada!” He finished with a smile. I was speechless. He looked so damn good. His hair was tied back, and a pair of glasses sat above his nose. He had on a royal blue t shirt and some pajama pants I’m assuming because there were bed sheets covering his lower half.

I watched the video multiple times, trying to take in every little detail. The adorable, yet shy smile that was on his lips, the piece of stray hair that kept trying to get in his eye. Especially the cute little laugh he did at the end. How could a person be that perfect?

(Y/n): K you convinced me. I still don’t know why you would want to talk to me.

Seth: Why wouldn’t I?

(Y/n): You’re THE Seth Rollins. I’m just a nobody compared to you.

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A nobody? You could never be a nobody to me, Seth thought to himself. If she knew just how much Seth thought about her over these past few months, she’d probably think he was some creep.

Seth: You’re not a nobody. You seem pretty remarkable.

Seth broke out in a sweat after he sent that. Was that too forward? Was that not the right response? Should I have said cool instead? Fuck, I feel like a damn teenager again.

(y/n): Thanks that was really sweet 😊

um I have something to finish up before I go to bed so I’ll have to leave now. Can we possibly do this again tomorrow?

Seth felt his cheeks warm as his heart started beating like crazy in his chest. She actually wanted to talk to him again?

Seth: Sure tommorow is fine.

Seth knew she had a story she was posting on her blog tomorrow. He didn’t want to get in the way of her completing it, especially since it was one about him. If it was one about someone else, then maybe he would’ve tried to convince her to keep talking to him.

(Y/n): Goodnight Seth

Seth: Goodnight (Y/n)

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I was on cloud nine when I finished my talk with Seth. I couldn’t believe he agreed to talk to me again tomorrow. I felt feelings in me that I hadn’t felt in a long time start to bubble inside me when I replayed what happened in my head over and over again.

I wanted to ditch my plans to finish up my writing in order to keep talking to Seth, but I would feel like shit for lying to my fan base.

I’m an author for a dirty wrestling blog. There are some people who might look at me with disgust because of what I do in my free time, but I enjoyed it.

I started the blog about 3 years ago. I was going through some tough times and starting this blog was my escape from reality. I desperately needed a way to escape then. I still needed it now if I’m being honest with myself.

I was currently working on a Seth Rollins oneshot right now. How ironic, I thought to myself. I was almost done, but I was struggling to find a way to end a steamy sex scene.

I walked over to my workspace table and took a seat in the chair in front of it. I opened my lap tap, and found the Seth Rollins story. Feeling extremely inspired, I started typing away. “How embarrassing it would be if he actually saw these.” I mumbled to myself, slightly chuckling as I became immersed in the tale I was currently writing.

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Seth sent me that message 2 weeks ago and we’ve been talking to each other everyday since.

Halfway through the first week, we exchanged phone numbers. Seth was such a cool guy. It felt as if we’ve known each other for years instead of weeks.

We’d talk about everything and nothing at the same time. At first, it was just general information exchange. Stuff like age, occupation on my part, family, even favorite color.

I got to learn a lot about Seth the more we talked. Even though he came off as cocky and brazen on TV, he seemed humble and even shy when we had conversations. I found myself leading most of our talks at first until he gained more confidence in our quickly forming friendship.

Friends. I think that’s what we are, or at least what were heading for. And I was fine with that. That’s what I kept trying to convince myself of. Truth was I really didn’t know what I felt for Seth. I knew it was entirely too early to start catching feelings, but Seth was bringing forth those feelings fast. He was incredibly sweet and funny. Anytime he would like my latest Instagram photo or tweet (I gave him my other social medias, too) I would feel my heart flutter.

I knew we’d never be a couple, though. I wasn’t even ready for a relationship. My last relationship was 2 years ago and those were the worst 2 years of my life. I still had scars that hadn’t healed from that mess. I didn’t want to even think about jumping into another relationship until I could official move on from that train wreck.

My phone ringing startled me. I picked it up and saw it was a call from Seth.

“Hey” I answered with a smile planted on my face.

“Hey, (y/n). You getting ready for tonight?” I heard him ask. Tonight was the night I’d get to see Seth live and in action at the event in my hometown. I was extremely excited and beyond nervous.

“Of course I’m ready for tonight! I’m waiting for my brother to pick me up right now.”

“What are you looking forward to the most tonight?” He asked.

“Finn Balor, duh.” I answered, barely containing my giggles. I knew he was jealous because Finn was my favorite wrestler.

There was silence on his side of the line. “Do you enjoy hurting my feelings?” He asked dramatically.

I laughed. “Oh buck up! I’m also looking forward to you and Dean kicking Shesaro’s ass tonight.”

“Nice save.” He responds, smile evident in his voice. He goes quiet again. “Do you still want to meet up tonight?” He asked worriedly.

I was looking forward to that more than anything. When he first brought it up 2 days ago I was hesitant. What if he saw me face-to-face and was unimpressed. What if I did something stupid? The question stressed me out, but I eventually agreed to meet up with him after the show. I would be a real idiot if I passed up this opportunity.

“(y/n)?” I heard Seth speak nervously.

“Oh! I’m sorry, Seth! I was in a daze for a moment. Anyway, of course I still want to meet up. Maybe that’s what I’m looking forward to the most…” I shyly added, face heating up at my admission.

“That’s a relief to hear. What’s the address of the bar again?”

“I’ll text you the address.”

“That’ll work. I gotta finish getting ready for the show. I’ll see you soon.”

“Ok, bye” I finished, hanging up shortly afterward.

After I hung up the phone, I threw it on my bed and made my way to the full length mirror in my room. I fluffed my hair and adjusted the Burn It Down shirt I had on. Maybe this was too much. I quickly took the shirt off and found a plain purple tee. I slipped it over my head and adjusted it over my gray skinny jeans. I kept looking in the mirror. Maybe he’ll like seeing me in his merch. Oh, fuck it, I thought as tugged the shirt over my head and pulled the Seth shirt back on.

Perfect. I had to fix my hair again after all that shirt changing. I took one last look in the mirror, appreciating how my jeans hugged my hips and back side, before I turned to slip on my black converse. As soon as I slipped my shoes on, my phone started ringing again. It was my brother. “You outside?” I questioned.

“Yup.” He responded. “Hey auntie!” I heard my little niece yell. “Tell your kid I said hey and I’m coming.” I said, hanging up.

I quickly grabbed my keys and my purse before I left.

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The ride to the venue was very loud. That was to be expected when traveling with my brother’s family. His wife was naturally loud and their daughter seemed to pick up that trait.

“You excited for tonight?! You ready to see your ‘husband’ Finn Balor?!” my niece excitedly asked.

“Can you not scream in my ear, brat? And obviously. And don’t make fun of my crush. You’ll probably faint when you see Roman.” I snickered, poking fun at her obsession with the Samoan.

“No, I won’t!” She defended hotly.

“Calm down, children!” My brother yells mockingly at me and his daughter. 

“She started it..” My little niece muttered. I smile in her direction. I loved being around my brother and his family. They fit together so well and they had their shit together. Being around them made me feel like I had mine together as well. I used to be jealous of what my brother had built for himself, but now I have nothing for respect for him. Maybe one day I’ll have my own family to be proud of.

“We’re here!” My sister in law stated excitedly. 

You can do this I told myself still trying to mentally prepare for meeting up with Seth later that night.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Seth was currently standing by the gorilla, waiting for his cue to make his entrance. He was trying to stay focused on his upcoming match, but he was failing miserably. I hope she still wants to meet up afterwards. Did she make it. Will I see her out there? Questions of those nature kept popping up in Seth’s head. 

“Hey, you OK there, brother?” His partner Dean asked, taking in his friends worried face.

“Yeah, man. I’m fine.” Seth answered hurriedly

“You sure you gonna be able to focus out there? You look like you’re about to be sick.”

“I promise you I’m fine Dean. I’ll be able to keep up out there.” Seth answered, growing annoyed with Dean’s constant badgering.

“Alright, man. Just tryna look out for you.” 

“I know. Thanks for having my back.” Seth said, giving Dean a pat on his.

“Anytime. That’s my cue, so I’ll see you out there!” Dean finished, making his way past the gorilla in order to make his entrance.

Not long after, Seth’s music starts to play. Focus, Seth Is his last thought before he steps up to make his entrance.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

The show had been amazing so far! I was in awe at the performers. I was always impressed by the stunts they did on TV, but seeing it live gave me a whole new appreciation of their art. Plus, my brother managed to score us some good ass seats. We were 3 rows behind from the barricade. I saved up for a few months in order to purchase these seats and still came up short. Thank God for my brother’s generosity.

Once I saw it was time for Seth’s match, I broke out in a sweat. Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my God I kept thinking to myself. Dean made his way to the ring first. My sister-in-law was cheering loudly.

“Don’t you think you’re cheering a little to loud?” My brother asked side eyeing his wife.

Before she could respond, Seth’s music hit. I jumped out of my seat cheering.

“Why aren’t you telling her she’s being to loud?” I heard my sister-in-law ask.

Seth came bounding down the ramp. There was a swagger in his walk and a cockiness in his smile. I was screaming my lungs out at this point.

He made his way to the steel steps and fist bumped a kid before climbing them. He then made his way into the ring.

Once he made it in the ring, he took his shirt off and tossed it randomly in the crowd. I’ve never seen this many beautiful male bodies this up close. I greedily drunk in the flesh he bared to the crowd and his ass looked even better in person than it did on TV. I felt my lady parts begin to throb at seeing him like this. Down girl, I thought to myself.

While Seth and Dean were waiting for their opponents to make it down the ramp, you could see Seth was scanning the crowd, looking for something or someone. He turned around to scan the side I was on and it didn’t tale long until our eyes met.

Once his eyes locked with mine, it felt like time stood still in that moment. There was no noise, no crowd, nothing but me and Seth. All previous insecurities I had about him seeing me vanished because when his eyes met mine, it all felt right.

I quickly averted my eyes, not liking the train of thought I was having. I barely knew the guy and now I’m sounding like some lovestruck idiot. “Don’t be stupid.” I quietly mumbled to myself. I couldn’t allow myself to be caught up in the fantasy that was Seth Rollins.

I chanced looking in his direction to see that he was still staring at me, but his eyes held a question in them. He was probably wondering why I looked away as quickly as I did. Soon, Dean was tapping on Seth’s shoulder, motioning for him to go stand on the outside of the ropes, by the side closest to me.

Throughout the whole match, Seth and I kept making eye contact. My nerves were on edge throughout the whole thing. Every time our eyes caught each other it felt as if electricity was running up and down my spine.

“Why is Rollins making googly eyes at you?” My niece asked with a smirk planted on her face.

“Shut up, twerp!” I hissed at her. Out of all the things she just had to comment on she had to choose this.

“You know, she’s not lying. That man has been watching you ever since he stepped foot in that ring.” My sister-in-law added on.

“Is it really that obvious?” I asked insecurely.

“Yes!” The family added in unison. I felt my cheeks heat up as I sank lower in my seat.

Before I knew it, I heard a bell ringing, signaling the end of the match. I quickly got up out of my seat. “Great, you guys made me miss the end of the match!” I exclaimed annoyed.

“Girl, please. You were watching Seth, not the match.” My sister-in-law stated, throwing a sly smirk in my direction.

Before I could respond, my attention was grabbed when I saw Seth make his way over to where we were standing.

As he was high fiving and signing stuff for the kids in our area, including my niece, his eyes never failed to connect with mine. He took a little longer to sign my nieces signature book compared to the other kids. Once he was finished, my niece came rushing over with a huge smile on her face.

“ Look!” She screamed, practically shoving the damn thing in my face. I grabbed the book and made a face at her. What I saw sent my heart beat sky rocketing.

Bellow his signature he wrote, you look even more beautiful in person. I looked up to see if he was still close by, but he was long gone.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

It was more than halfway through the show now. After drinking 2 large fountain drinks, my blatter was nice and full.

“I’m gonna go to the restroom!” I tell my family.

“Be careful.” I heard my brother respond.

The trek to the restroom was a long one, but it was well worth it once my blatter was empty again. As I was washing my hands, I heard my phone vibrating in my purse. I quickly dried my hands and then grabbed the phone out of my purse to answer it.

“Hello?” I answered, not even looking at who was calling.

“(Y/n),” I heard Seth say.

“Oh! Hey, Seth.” I responded, confused as to why he was calling me right now.

“I’m glad you answered. I didn’t think you’d be able to hear with all the noise out there.”

“I was just in the restroom. Did you want something?” I asked walking out.

“Actually, I do,” he started, “Do you mind if we meet up right now?”

“Right now? The show isn’t even over.” I stated, amazed that he wanted to meet me so badly.

“I know, but I just…..I don’t know. I’m sorry if I’m making things weird.” Seth finished, sounding discouraged.

“No, it’s fine. Seeing you was the highlight of my night anyway. I honestly wouldn’t mind skipping the rest of the show if that means I can see you again.” I internally groaned at how that sounded. I sound so cheesy, I thought to myself.

“Really?” Seth asked, sounding excited. “That’s great! I mean, um, yeah…” I heard him let out an exasperated sigh. “I’m sorry if I’m coming off as cringey as I think I am.”

“You’re not the cringey one here! I feel like I’ve been given that word a whole new meaning tonight.” I giggled, amused at how our conversation was going.

“Maybe two cringey people equals no cringiness? Isn’t that how math works? Anyway, let’s get back on topic. Me. You. Meet up. Now where exactly do we do that.”

I laughed at his earlier logic. “I didn’t know you were so good at math. And how about the parking lot?”

“Sure, that sounds good. We should make it the one where the superstars are, though. And there’s a lot of things you don’t know about me sweetheart.” He finished in a flirty tone.

“Are you flirting, Mr. Rollins? And OK, that works.”

“I don’t flirt. Maybe I was foreshadowing some future learning of me on your part. You know, on a more personal level.

I felt a fire start in the pit of my stomach at the words.

“You,” I started off making my way closer to the exit of the building, “Are too much, Mr. Rollins.”

“Maybe…” He trails off. “Maybe I’m just enough.” He answered, cockiness evident in his voice.

“Oh, by the way!” I heard him say, a sudden change in his tone, “Are you gonna be able to make it to the parking lot?”

“I have my ways. I grew up in this city, remember?” I used to sneak in this building all the time as a teen and I knew the best ways to go around the building undetected.

“Really now?I’ll leave you to it then. I’ll see you soon.”

I was already outside by the time I hung up and walking toward the left side of the building. This was the direction of the parking lot usually reserved for any performers or VIPs when events were held in the building. I stepped over the low chains that bordered the parking lot and made my way inside easily.

Damn, I should’ve asked where he wanted to meet up specifically in the parking lot, I thought to myself, growing annoyed as I was aimlessly walking around the lot, looking for Seth. I grabbed my phone and tried calling him, but there was no response.

“Where the hell is he?” I muttered to myself. I was about to abandon my search and head back until I heard someone call my name.

“(Y/n)? Is that you?” I heard a growingly familiar voice ask.

I quickly turned around, and smiled at the sight that met me.

“Seth”

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I hope you guys enjoyed the second chapter! From now on I’ll be full speed ahead with this fic cause I know exactly what direction I want to take this baby in. Let me know what y'all think and thanks for reading!

anonymous asked:

AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO STILL FEELS IFFY ABOUT THIS SHIRO? I'm going to end up feeling bad if there wasn't any clones to begin with

tbh i was a little disappointed with how project kuron was never brought back up… the dynamics between all the characters just changed so much and there’s just so much… tension there?? why bring it up at the beginning of this season and never address it again? here’s hoping it’ll be discussed in the future, I guess. 😕

Got7 Kinks

Anon your request got eaten but I know you requested this, along with Block B I think?, so damn long ago and I’m sorry for the wait but here you go. I talk a lot of shit in this just saying, read with caution.

Jackson: Thighs, Dark Skin, Sweat; Jackson’s the only one I know for sure, and that’s why he has the most and he’s first up here. I don’t really think he has a kink for dark skin, but I know he love love loves him some beautiful tan girls. We all know he loves thighs, he makes sure to tell the fandom every single day. Thick thighs would get this boy so fucking horny, he’d love to just squeeze at them and bite and suck and leave really dark marks. He said, somewhere, that he likes girls who sweat and workout once, and what better place to do that than in this kids bedroom. He’s a steamy, hot, slow, loud sweaty sex kinda guy. Plus I’m just going to casually slip in the daddy kink down here. Jackson is so daddy af it’s not even fucking funny, plus it’s fun to call guys daddy so.

Mark: Biting, Bondage, Hickies; I literally only chose biting for Mark because his mouth is just so god damn pretty. I fucking can’t with his perfect teeth okay and whether he has a biting kink or not, who fucking wouldn’t want those pearly whites all over their fucking body? If you don’t you’re crazy. He’d be such a tease too, knowing you like the biting as much as he does and he’d slowly bite your bottom lip, slowly tug on your nipples, just slowly bite every god damn fucking thing he can while you’re tied up to his bed and helpless. Can you imagine him just fucking biting onto your shoulder when he comes? Fuck. He’s the jealous type who wouldn’t let you leave the house unless every fucking inch of your skin was covered in bright purple bruises, just so no man talks to you.

Youngjae: Bondage, Whining, Slut Shaming; Uhhh this is like the best combination of fucking kinks I swear okay. Bondage, you know tying your hands up, or your legs up, handcuffing you. I also feel like blindfolding would be included in that, but it’s iffy af. On to whining, I can just see him getting so worked up with your high pitched whines, and that could easily bring him to the edge, no problems. He’d do extra little things like twist your nipples and maybe spank the side of your thigh so you’d whimper even louder. We all know what slut shaming is right? We should but I’ll explain anyway. It’s simply shaming a woman for being a slut. I’m not meaning slut shaming in a bad way at all, nor would Youngjae use it in a bad way, little sentences like ‘That’s right slut, suck my cock,’ or ‘You little slut you couldn’t even wait five minutes for me?’ Would give him the extra push to come, there’s a little dominance in there as well.

Jin Young: Daddy; I feel like he would rather have a mommy kink, but I don’t even know if that’s a thing so we’ll go with daddy. Everyone knows how the daddy kink works, and with Jinyoung it would definitely come with all the perks. Calling him daddy outside of the bedroom, letting him pamper you like a baby all the time, bending you over his lap and spanking you, just everything you know. He’s so sweet so he’d probably feel bad afterwards and make it up to you by fucking you really slow and lovingly. Baby girl and Princess are his favorite nicknames for you.

BamBam: Orgasm-denial, Teasing; Whoo alright here we go. Bam Bam is fucking bae, just wanted to throw that out there first. He’s such a little fucking tease as well and ugh. He’d ghost his fingers and lips all over your body, loving the way you’d squirm under his light touches. As for orgasm denial, this lovely fuck fuck would happily pound into you and pull out just when you’re about to come. Then start fucking you really fast again and instead of pulling out, just slow the pace of his thrusts down. Your whines and whimpers would go straight to his cock and he would quickly fuck you both to release.

JaeBum: Dominace, Hair Pulling, Spanking; Alright another hella good combination of kinks so le go. Dominance my lord he’d be so god damn dominant and if you disagree I’ll fukkin fight you. I can see him not letting you touch him, and when you tried he’d grab your arms and slam them down to the mattress, punishing you(not really) with a sharp, deep ass thrust that makes you squeak. If you couldn’t keep your hands off, that’s when he’d flip you over and hold your head to the bed with his hand curled into your hair. He’d fuck you hard and fast from behind, pull on your hair a little bit, spank your ass and groan at the way it blooms red. He’s the full package okay, get with this one if you down with rough shit.

Sorry about Youngjae’s essay but also not really.

Admin B
Unpopular Opinion

I don’t think Hero is that bad. Or, to clarify, I’m reserving judgement on it for a few weeks. I admit that the first chapter was a little… meh… as far as story line, but I’m treating it like pilot season. Some of my favorite TV shows had iffy pilots, especially in the sci-fi/fantasy genre. They have to do world building, introduce a whole new cast of characters, and present the jumping off point for the rest of the story. I mean we haven’t even seen our super powers yet! If a show has an intriguing premise I’ll give it a few episode, so I’m giving Hero a few chapters before I form an opinion. For everyone disappointed in it, I feel you, but here’s hoping it gets better when we really get into the plot.😊

Nico discovers the world of ‘American Cooking’ (fried butter) and wants to see how deeply he can immerse himself in this before it kills him. (Dad’ll just bring him back after, its just a fun little experiment)

Three weeks in he starts to feel a little iffy so he goes to the doctor to see how it’s coming along. His arteries are completely clogged, like, there is nothing going through that in the least, and according to his doc here he should have been dead months ago. 

Turns out, factoring in stress, bad eating, not sleeping, he should have died at least six or seven times from that alone, but Hades -really- did not want an impromptu visit from his son and just kinda…. put it off so they wouldn’t have to speak for more than just holidays. 

RFA reacts to a very sleepy MC

A/N: This is just a little starter/warm up for myself. However please feel free to send requests and I’ll be sure to take my time and post them!


:: Zen ::

-Since the day you started working for RFA, Zen was aware that you hardly come onto the chatrooms unless you need help planning the party.

And since the day you both started dating, he didn’t mind who you are or how different your personality is, let alone what you are into.

But for GOD SAKES-WAKE UP!

It’s good that you get a lot of rest and not to mention you look super cute when your asleep(not that you wasn’t cute before) but can’t this boy get your attention for just a couple hours?!

He wants some snuggles and lovin, not to mention you hardly eat!

He makes a schedule for you; What time you need to eat, what time you can sleep,etc…

However while he is concerned about your health, he will give in to your complaining; “You look so cute when your grumpy, MC~

Don’t expect to go to sleep at night; he wants some of that suga’~


:: Jumin ::

-He doesn’t like the fact that you sleep a lot in Rika’s house.

“ I mean you have a party to plan, wake the hell up, MC

However he got used to it and notice that you ARE trying hard to plan the party. That’s at least a good step.

It gets to the point that he’s in love with you–and that you live with him–that he doesn’t mind you sleep a lot. He will defiantly ask his security to keep an eye on you and makes sure the maids tend to your needs–maybe take pictures of you while you sleep or something.

Jaehee finds this disturbing but won’t say anything; she doesn’t want to think about what he’s doing with those pictures and videos.

Sometimes he’ll have the maids wake you up so you can greet him in his return before taking you to the living room. You both will have a small talk, some snuggles/loving moments, maybe some tv as well before he let’s you sleep again.

Did I forget to mention that he loves the idea of having Elizabeth the 3rd sleeping with you on the bed while you both curl into each other? It will butter his biscuits so much and will make sure to take so many pictures.

If only he was good at taking pictures….


:: Yoosung ::

-He’s aware that you hardly get online, he’s worried that maybe you might have second thoughts on being part of RFA. Soon he starts to get scared if you left all together-or worse!

Tries to reason with 707 in telling him where Rika’s house is so he could see if your alive.

LoL silly Yoosung, MC is a sleep~

But it’s now evening! What if they’re dead!?

Suddenly you pop into the chat and my god you made this boy cry so hard–DONT SCARE HIM LIKE THAT!

After you guys confessed and you move into his place, he gets used to you sleeping a lot, gives him a chance to play LOLOL in the mean time. But after a while he’ll miss your love and will bother you for some attention.

Just like Zen; Yoosung thinks you look cute when your grumpy–but also scary so he wont bother you too much.

Overall he’ll make sure you ate, get some fresh air, showered, and spend some time with him before you fall asleep.

He’ll end up sleeping with you too~

:: Jaehee ::

-Got information that you sleep a lot, no matter if it’s day or night. She’s a little iffy if you have what it takes to plan this party, which then she is disappointed because she thinks your slacking. Of course in the end she say some pretty harsh things to the point where you decided to go back to sleep.

And man the whole chatroom became a ghost town after that.

Later on, she begin to do little research and finds out you have hypersomnia and feels bad about what she said. She finds you in the chatroom again but before you could leave, she apologize and asks if she could be of service. Which in the end you said yes.

She makes sure to keep notes of what time you wake up and when you get sleepy, to the point where she schedules her breaks to match with the time you are awake. She also makes sure you eat a proper meal too. What’s more, you both were able to have a nice conversation.

After you both confess, Jaehee decided that you live with her so she can take care of you more. She makes a schedule for you so you can eat, get some air, etc…

You better not argue or get ugly with her, she don’t play.

Damn it woman, let me sleep!

”…Get up now, MC

”…Yes, ma’am…

In the end, she loves it when you snuggle into her~

:: 707 ::

-Well, he’s a hacker, so he already knows that you sleep a lot. He just wonders how the heck you were able to make it to Rika’s house without falling and sleep on the sidewalk.

He’ll make sure that you eat proper meals, though he’s the last one to talk with all that Honey Buddha Chips. But he’s trying! ( I think? )

He watches you sleeping on the spare pc and omg you hears you sleep talking. Totally going to record you next time.

So what’s that about you being a dolphin, MC~? “

Stfu, Seven

He’ll totally use your weird dreams against you but he has to admit, you are so cute~

Of course after reuniting Seven and Saeran back together, and after you and and Seven become a couple, he makes sure to take good care of you and Saeran.

However that doesn’t mean this meme lord won’t stop teasing you.~

It get’s to the point where every time he finish work/on break, he’ll find you sleeping and tackles you; wanting your tender love.

It pisses you off every time he does this but no matter the thrashing, scratches and bites you give him, you both end up making out.

Much to Saeran’s dismay; “ I’m surrounded by morons “

Shit I've Heard In Class (Part Two):
  • "Don't be lazy because that's crazy."
  • "Remember that the Irish are... bad."
  • "This is stupidness."
  • "Come on, it's just a little sex."
  • "It's an awesome trampoline."
  • "This is just a smattering."
  • "What's unattractive about that kind of vow?"
  • "Is that a political statement?"
  • "Our parents got mad at us and burned the whole thing down."
  • "You're not the maker of the world."
  • "I might be misunderstanding who's on the other end of the phone."
  • "Spit in your hand."
  • "I promise to try to stay married to you."
  • "You have a moral obligation to break up with him."
  • "I like shiny, I like honesty."
  • "Hollywood is kinda iffy."
  • "Come on, try harder."
  • "I think killing babies for the fun of it is wrong."
  • "Who wants to have an orgasm forever?"
  • "Shiny stuff makes us go yay!"
  • "Don't say you never had fun in class."
  • "Can you breathe irrationally?"
  • "You're hideous."
  • "I'm not tall enough to make it longer."
  • "It's too cold—let's rebel."
  • "Maybe we messed up our children."
  • "Here's the law, don't do it."
  • "But the creek might rise next week."
  • "You can't really explain that in a classroom."
  • "I must be using my teeth wrong."
  • "Frankly, I don't care about trees."
  • "If you're drowning, I'll help you."
  • "What kind of music do they use in Spongebob?"
Alternative Magical Uses for Chocolate

So you love chocolate. Like, really love it. All its various forms and fashions and flavors. You’d eat it every day if you could (and you do). 

And hey, you’re also a witch! And you think it’d be a really cool idea to utilize one of your greatest loves into your spells and rituals! Awesome, yeah? (Yes. Yes, it is.)

Only then you start researching to get some ideas, and it turns out that all the traditional uses for chocolate in magic have to do with generating love/lust. And not that there’s necessarily anything wrong with that, but you’re not feeling it. Maybe you’re aromantic and/or asexual, like me. Maybe you just went through a bad breakup and all thoughts of romance make you sick right now. Maybe you’re really iffy about the consent minefield involved with love spells and want to steer clear, or maybe that just isn’t your magical niche- there are literally innumerable reasons for not wanting to utilize chocolate for its traditional magical uses. 

So if any of that sounds familiar, or if you’ve got the urge to get a little inventive, I’ve brainstormed up a few nontraditional ways to use chocolate magically:

  • Dark chocolate is quite high in antioxidants. Use it in spells to rid yourself of toxic people, or help you cleanse yourself of negative emotion.
  • Dark chocolate is also anti-inflammatory. You might find it useful in spells or rituals meant to calm strong emotions or diffuse tension, or even to rebuild broken bridges.
  • Both milk and dark chocolate contain caffeine, and could be used in energy boosting spells and rituals. 
  • Milk chocolate is also the world’s most popular comfort food and mood booster. When directing your magical energy to comfort and uplift, you might find milk chocolate useful. I’ve also used it when warding my house, and it’s really amplified that comforting, safe, yay-I’m-home feeling I get when I walk in the door. 
  • White chocolate has the highest sugar and cocoa butter content. Use in any situation that could use a little “sweetening”- like, say, when you’re about to start a new job and you want them to offer you a really good benefits package- or when you need to be able to “slip” your way through a tricky situation. 

I’m sure you all could come up with many, many more uses than the small list I’ve created here. If you have an idea, please share! And remember, when using food with magic, remember to clean up after yourself really well, because ants :P

x-darkness-xx-deactivated201709  asked:

Could you please do something with Murdoc and 2-D having a s/o which is depressive and suicidal? And maybe something with selfharm scars? Thank you.. and I'm sorry if it's too sensitive or triggering..

(I am a little iffy about these things, but I’m still willing to do it as long as it does not include the actual attempts) 

2D:

  • He hasn’t always been around problems such as suicidal thoughts/tendencies, but he knows well enough about depression to be more aware of it. He doesn’t have the best mental status either. 
  • He easily noticed your scars, old and new, but he didn’t say anything to you because he wanted you to come to him about it when you were ready. Nonetheless, he still payed closer attention to you just in case. 
  • When things got to bad, though, he finally brought it up because he was getting too worried for you. What if something happened to you while he knew about it? For certain, he would end up blaming himself for not saying anything. 
  • He doesn’t necessarily start treating you like a baby who can’t look after themselves properly, but he does start to show a stronger concern for you, and is always checking in to make sure that you’re doing okay. If not, then he’ll be there to talk to. 
  • If you really need some medical advice, he offers for you to talk to his mother because of her expertise in the medical field

Murdoc:

  • He completely understands the mental struggles of suffering from depression since he has it to some extent himself, so he’s able to not just sympathize with you, but on an empathetic level as well. 
  • When he first found out about it, he was a bit angered, mainly at himself for not noticing the problem quicker. It makes him sick to know that you were going through such problems and he couldn’t do anything to help you. 
  • When he calmed down his nerves, he talked it out with you and sought out an explanation as to why you were feeling so down and why you hurt yourself. That way, he could have a better understanding so that he was able to help you properly.
  • He urges you to go see someone that can help you, and maybe get the proper medications to cool down the depression. He would even go with you if you wanted it, and do anything else to help you. He just wants you to get stronger. 
  • He’s probably one of the best people to go to if you need someone to rant to, or to ask for advice from because of his past experiences with depression himself. 

i get so frustrated… every time i meet someone my parents know, the only
thing i ever hear is, “you talk/look JUST like your mom!” and i feel like nobody ever sees me as my own person. i’m just a mini, blonde version of my mother. which is not a *bad* thing; she’s lovely… but i feel forever doomed to be labeled as, “___’s little sister” or “__’s youngest daughter” and never me.

NDRV3 - Kiibo comforting a chubby S/O with self esteem issues

Mod Kaito showed me this ask and we agree that we all want to hug you, anon. I know how hard it is to have self esteem issues and I wish you the best and I want you to know we love you <3 - Mod Rantarou

Also, I did this in headcanon format so I hope that’s fine!


  • He notices you’ve seemed a little different today.
  • You still seem like you, of course, but something seems off.
  • He tries to analyze it, but looking up “person seems a bit off” doesn’t really, help,
  • and he’s slightly worried, wondering what to do because he doesn’t want to ask you in case you get upset.
  • So he’s there, quiet, thinking/panicking and you notice, and go to ask him what’s wrong and
  • “TURN ON.”
  • “…what.”
  • That was not what he was supposed to say.
  • He stutters, and tells you that you’ve seemed a little off today, and he wanted to, well,
  • not turn you on in that way
  • but try and find a way to make you seem better.
  • He asks you what’s wrong and you try to brush it off, but you eventually tell him about your self esteem issues.
  • He goes quiet, and you worry a little and try to laugh it off.
  • “It’s not that bad, I just feel a little iffy about myself sometimes..”
  • Cue a small forced giggle, but it still takes him a few seconds before he speaks.
  • “Why?”
  • You repeat his question, confused.
  • “I mean…you’re lovely.”
  • You swear your heart just started beating more.
  • “You’re really nice. And funny, and you know how to take a joke, and your eyes shine so nicely when you’re excited about something and the faces you make when you’re daydreaming are adorable. You look wonderful in all your clothes and your hugs feel so nice and warm and your skin color and shape are wonderful!! I mean, I’m forever going to look this way no matter what, but you get to grow and change and no matter what you always look amazing!”
  • “I..suppose I can’t change how you feel about yourself but…I think you’re amazing, just the way you are, and I hope one day you can feel that way too!”