a good in the world

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i think these were glimpses of even’s internal conflict that the common viewer wasn’t necessarily meant to notice

in the first moment, when they’re at even’s place, the viewer is led to believe that even is this very confident, laid back stranger. he nonchalantly invites isak to join him outside after they’ve faced each other for the first time in the restroom. he’s that guy who, the next week, says hi to isak on the bus like it’s no big deal at all, who nonchalantly invites isak back to his place because he “forgot his id”

making the first step, spontaneous, no second thought. the common viewer who’s only seen the first two episodes is not meant to second guess that

and then they’re lying in bed. after even invited him for a pre-drink, after even tells him they’re leaving the girls behind and they’re going somewhere, anywhere, after even convinces isak to break into someone’s home and to have a swim in their pool, after even is the one who first kisses isak 

making the first step, spontaneous, no second thought. the common viewer who’s only seen the first four episodes and that bed scene is not meant to second guess that

but it is already there, the internal conflict, the “will he stay if he knows?” and it’s so subtle, and the common viewer is not meant to notice it then, is not meant to try to see it because there are other things they are meant to concentrate on 

in that first moment, they finally sit down and talk to each other for the first time and even realizes that he doesn’t want to lose this person he is starting to get to know because he already knows that he’s loving everything he’s learning about isak, and he only wants to learn more and more and more 

in that second moment, even is holding isak close and he is starting to get used to the feeling of having isak pressed against him after they’ve spent all that time together, he is getting used to the weight of him, his smell and his face and his kisses and it’s a feeling that he already knows he doesn’t want to lose 

and the internal conflict is already there because even has probably wondered from the start how isak would react to the truth. these two moments were before isak’s comment in the locker room about people with a mental illness. i do think that comment was a catalyst for even and it quickly made him decide to pull away. but i don’t think it was the comment alone that made him leave. the comment turned his indecision into a decision, but i think, somehow, even had also been scared from the start 

i heard a gay playlist yesterday, probably made by an angel or smth,,,, about these boys & have not stopped crying since : more @ 8

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Viral Deer-Feeding Teen Kelvin Peña Creates Everybody Eats Foundation to Help Feed Families

While most people would have taken that 15 minutes of fame to capitalize and make some money for themselves, Kelvin did the exact opposite, he used his newfound notoriety to help others. That all came to a head this Thanksgiving when Kelvin and his Everybody Eats Foundation came together to provide 120 turkeys to churches and food pantries and over 30 thanksgiving meals to needy families.

“Gaining all of these eyes on me made me realize I can make an even bigger impact on this world. And that nothing makes me happier than helping people.”

News the media doesn’t want you to hear.. This makes me want to cry, dude got internet famous and then fed the homeless. This is real as fuck!

An Emo (Pop Punk) Christmas

Just a compiled lists of christmas songs/covers:

All I Want For Christmas Is You - My Chemical Romance

Every Snowflake Is Different (Just Like You) - My Chemical Romance

Merry Christmas Kiss My Ass - All Time Low

Fool’s Holiday - All Time Low

White Christmas - Panic! At The Disco

Sickly Sweet Holidays - Dallon Weekes    (Bonus ft:Amelie Weekes)

Christmas Drag - Dallon Weekes

Don’t Jump (It’s Christmas) - Dallon Weekes

Yule Shoot Your Eye Out - Fall Out Boy

What’s This? - Fall Out Boy

Christmas Time Is Here(Live) - Fall Out Boy

Nothing For Christmas - New Found Glory

Ex-Miss - New Found Glory

This Christmas - The Summer Set

Christmas Lights - Yellowcard

I Don’t Wanna Spend Another Christmas Without You - The Ready Set

I Won’t Be Home For Christmas - Blink-182

Happy Holidays, You Bastards - Blink-182

Xmas Sux-Frank Iero

Don’t Shoot Me Santa - The Killers

O Holy Night - Brand New

Right Where You Want Me To Be - A Day To Remember

Last Christmas - Jimmy Eat World

Ho Ho Hopefully - The Maine

Do You Hear What I Hear? - William Beckett

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - Issues

I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus - Bowling For Soup

O Come, O Come, Emmanuel - Tyler Joseph

Christmas By The Phone - Good Charlotte

Merry Christmas, I Missed You So - Taking Back Sunday

My Christmas List - Simple Plan

30 Days - Nevershoutnever

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas - The Academy Is…

Winter Passing - The Academy Is…

This Christmas (I’ll Burn It To The Ground) - Set It Off

Bonus:

Brendon Urie singing Christmas songs on periscope 

Seasons Greetings from:

  Cobra Starship

Panic! At The Disco 

Fall Out Boy

Ryan Ross