Request: “heya! i loved ur draco
fic “sanctuary” it was incredible! could i make a request for a long
ish draco fic about the reader having a shitty few months and it feels like
everything sucks, but draco her best friend starts saying all the wonderful
times they are like yet to have, and includes them falling in love by accident,
and then confesses his love for her and then smut? Xoxox”
Pairing: Draco Malfoy x Reader
Word Count: 2.2k
Warnings: depression, self-harm, negative thoughts. A lot of this
writing is easy for me because I’ve been there, and I’m okay now. But if you’re
not feeling too good, I’m always here to talk, I love you. P.S. I made this super
fluffy bc Draco cares about you a lot :’)
The light peeking through the window stirred you, awakening your
mind but somehow not your body. With lead in your arms and legs, you rolled to
the side of your bed, checking the clock. You were once again late for class.
Already a steady stream of tears was beginning to slide down your cheeks, and
you pulled the duvet over your head. The last time you had slept in, you had received
a very stern talking to by Professor McGonagall. And you were already so far
behind on your transfiguration homework, your pile of responsibilities
seemingly never ending.
Once again you let your thoughts wander where they should not go.
To blood filled bathtubs and rivers running red. To the sound of a swinging
rope, weighted with something heavy. To the feeling of nothing. You argued with
your inner monologue, talking to yourself as you sobbed under the covers.
- in all honestly, I don’t like my hair. I dyed it blonde thinking I would grow some type of love for it but it didn’t happened. These pictures kind of helped me accept the fact, that my hair came a long way from when I was forced to big chop after becoming sick my freshman year of college in 2015. It’s a huge insecurity of mine to wear my Afro in its natural “wash n go” state. It’s rare you’ll see me like this. It was definitely a humbling experience to finally show my fro out to this social media world. 🌙🌼🌞
A girl as small as a violet A girl as fluttery as a flower petal
Is pulling me with a mass more immense than that of the earth.
A mere moment, and I
Like Newton’s Apple
Fell and rolled toward her wildly
With a loud thud, with a loud thud-thud
From heaven to earth
Swung dizzily to and fro like a pendulum She was my first love.
robert and aaron (finally) talk about robert’s bisexuality and aaron’s insecurities. post ons reveal.
Robert watched as Aaron shuffled around the kitchen, his focus on making himself something for tea. The silence between them wasn’t exactly comfortable, there was an underlying tension there that Robert couldn’t stand.
They’d been having a lot of days like this, lately. The first few months, things had been okay - they’re really done their best to work through their problems, for Robert to earn back Aaron’s trust, for Aaron to deal with his insecurities, but five months down the line from the day he told Aaron he’d slept with her, and well, it felt like there was more cracks in their relationship than ever.
It was because of that new girl, working in the cafe part time. He’d smiled at her, maybe, when they’d gotten coffee one morning, and he’d felt Aaron stiffen instantly beside him.
They’d mostly been siting around in silence since, Aaron sleeping with his back to Robert and his body stiff, even going as far as skulking off to the Woolpack for his dinner twice that week alone.
Robert hated it. Robert hated that their marriage was like this, hated that it was his fault, hated the way Aaron barely even acknowledged him as he made a sandwich, Robert sitting at the kitchen table, watching him to and fro between the cupboards and the fridge.
“Aaron, are you okay?” he asked, hugging his half cold mug of tea to his chest as he spoke, waiting for Aaron to reply.
“Fine,” Aaron grunted in response, his focus still on his sandwich, the kettle boiling in the background, breaking the silence of the flat. Liv was in Ireland with her mum, spending the last of the summer holidays with her mum.
“Are we okay?” Robert asked quietly, sounding unsure of himself as he spoke. He hated how he suddenly needed to hear Aaron say those words aloud now, that he didn’t just know.
“We’re fine, Robert.” Aaron said, the plate clattering against the wood of the table as he set it down, sliding into the further chair from Robert. He didn’t add to his sentence, taking a generous bite of his overflowing sandwich.
“You can’t keep pretending things are fine,” Robert blurted, his heart pounding as he waited for Aaron to respond.
Aaron raised an eyebrow. “You what?”
“You can’t keep pretending things are fine.” Robert repeated, more firm in his words now. “We can’t keep pretending things are fine, Aaron. We’re falling apart, and I know - I know it’s my fault, I know it’s because of what I did, but we can’t live the rest of our lives like this.”
Aaron set his sandwich down, sitting back in his chair. “It’s not your fault, Robert,” he began, trailing off mid-sentence.
“It is. I know it is,” Robert said, feeling sick to the stomach as he spoke. He knew it’d been his fault that they were like this - if he hadn’t gone and slept with Rebecca, of all people, maybe they’d have had less to get through.
Maybe they could have been happier.
“If you can’t forgive me for what I did, I get it. I just, I need you to tell me now, so I can just go, and let you move on.”
“That easy, eh?”
Robert shook his head. “You know it wouldn’t be, but I just want you to be happy, Aaron, and - we’re not very happy right now, are we? I’ve barely seen you this week, and when I have, you’ve ignored me. Even Jimmy’s noticed we’re barely speaking, what does that say about us?”
“Did he say something to ya?” Aaron was imeadiately on the defensive, Robert knowing he hated the idea anyone else was butting into their relationship. He’d been like that a lot, since they’d decided to make their marriage work - Chas hadn’t been impressed, and neither had Paddy, and Aaron was more than frustrated at his parents interference.
Jimmy would just be another person on a long list of nosey neighbours waiting to see when Aaron and Robert would finally crash and burn, and prove everyone who’d ever told Aaron he was wrong to give Robert chance after chance right.
“No.” Robert shook his head, remembering the face Jimmy had pulled at him, trying to make a joke out of the tense silence in the portacabin that day. “But would he be wrong if he had, Aaron?”
Aaron sighed, quiet for a few minutes before he spoke. “I have forgiven you for what happened with her.”
Robert looked at Aaron, looked at his husband’s earnest face, and his heart ached. Aaron had always worn his heart on his sleeve, for better or for worse, the love, or hurt always clear on his face.
The honesty clear on his face.
Robert didn’t know what he’d done to deserve Aaron’s forgiveness, he really didn’t. It hadn’t be instantaneous, it had been bloody hard work, Aaron bringing Robert to counselling more than a few times so he could try and explain how hurt he was, both of them working through it with Aaron’s counsellor.
But Aaron had forgiven him, somehow.
“Then what’s wrong? What have I done?” Robert asked, leaning forward slightly. He just wanted to know, so he could fix it. “Was it what happened in the cafe? Because I swear to you, Aaron, I was just being polite, I don’t fancy her or owt.”
Aaron looked uncomfortable, twisting his ring around his finger as he spoke. “What’s to stop you cheating on me with a woman again? Clearly - clearly a woman can give you something I can’t, or you wouldn’t have slept with Rebecca.”
“I told you why I slept with her.” Robert shook his head. “She was easy to manipulate, Aaron. Her - her being a woman, that had nothing to do with it.”
“But it does.” Aaron sighed. “It always does, with you. Being with a woman’s more normal for you, and I don’t know how to deal with that.”
Robert’s stomach clenched. “It’s not more normal for me,” he said firmly, shaking his head. He hated that Aaron thought like that, hated that all he’d done to persuade him otherwise had been undone with one drunken, anger fueled mistake.
Aaron stayed silent.
“You have a problem with me being bisexual, don’t you?” Robert said bluntly, asking the one question he’d wanted to ask for months now, since that day in the car, before the crash, and a thousand times over ever since.
His husband had a problem with his sexuality.
“I guess I don’t understand it,” Aaron shrugged. “It’d be easier if you could decide one way or another, I guess.”
It’d be easier if you could decide one way or another, I guess.
Type- Smut (did you read the title? lol) major daddy kink here folks :)
Word Count- 1060
Request- Can I have something based of Marilyn Monroe’s “My heart belongs to daddy” ;) Something smutty with Yoongi cuz you know he’s my suga daddy and my heart belongs to daddy U 3 O - @whitefoxgirl
A/n-@whitefoxgirl‘s heart really does belong to daddy. I’m going to hell for this hehe
Sitting at the dinner table, you may have been flirting with an old friend who sat across from you. Next to you, Yoongi-your boyfriend- was getting annoyed, which you didn’t notice. Yoongi was good, almost too good, at hiding his annoyance. So when you arrived at his apartment, you were confused by his pissy mood.
“Dinner was fun. We should get together with them more often.” you flopped down in chair at the bar.
“Yeah sure.” he sat across from you, scowl on his face.
“Thanks for coming over,” Kara said as she placed a hot cup
of coffee in front of her sister.
“Especially on a Sunday morning…I hope Maggie wasn’t too annoyed that
I’m stealing you away.”
Alex quickly waved it off as she took her first sip. “Mmm…no, she’s fine…sleeping in this
morning…we have plans to meet up for lunch later.” Alex took another sip as she studied her
sister, who was humming while she doctored her own coffee. “Sooo…is the reason I’m over here have
anything to do with the fact that you haven’t stopped smiling since I’ve walked
through the door?”
Kara immediately pressed her lips together as she stirred
her coffee. “Pppfftt…whhaat? I haven’t been….”” Another smile crept through but she tried to
hide it by taking another sip, but as soon as she swallowed another smile
bloomed on her face. “Okay, well…” She cleared her throat as she pushed her
glasses. “Perhaps a little the
reason…okay, the main reason…yes, I’m….” She broke off into a fit of
giggles. “I’m sorry…I’m just…”
“Happy,” Alex finished for her as she smiled herself. “You look happy.” She then narrowed her eyes, studying her
flushed cheeks and toothy grin as she did a cute little swaying dance where she
stood. “Oh….I know that look…did you?”
Kara pressed her lips together tightly, nodding her head
erratically as she let out a little squeak.
“With Mon El?!”
She repeated the excited gesture…lips pressed, giddy
nodding, tiny squeak.
“Of course with Mon El, why would I even ask that, you two
have been playing the cat and mouse game for months, oh my god….” She set her mug down and covered her hands
with hers. “Okay tell me everything,
don’t leave anything out…go.”
It wasn’t suppose to be this way, you were suppose to fall in love and have this amazing man in your life. But it just wasn’t that way.
Harry filled my heart with so much love, but I didn’t fill his. He used me and never gave anything in return, well what I wanted in return. All ever did was use me for his own pleasure and go be with another girl the next night. It truly broke my heart.
My phone starts to ring striking my attention to it sitting on my nightstand. When I pick it up and squint to see who it is from.
“Can you come over?”
It was a text message from harry asking me to come over, sadly I know exactly what he is asking for. What he always wants fro me. I look at the clock and see that it is 12:38 am. It’s actually pretty early compared to the usual times Harry likes to call me.
“Yes” I respond back to him
I get dressed into something a little more put together but nothing to impressing because what’s the point to impress someone who doesn’t love you. I jump in my car and ride over to his place. He doesn’t live that far away so the ride back and forth isn’t the worst. I pull up and park the car in his drive way. I sneak out of the car and stride my way up to his front door. He always keeps it unlocked when I come over and I just walk right up to his bedroom.
“Glad you came” harry says laying on his sheets just in his boxers
“I’m happy to see you” I say trying to muster up a genuine smile and not wanting to get upset
“Come over here” harry says patting the empty spot next to him
I walk over and before I lay down I strip to just to underwear and bra. I lay with him and instantly Harry rolls on top of me, he starts this my lips and leads down to my neck. We both rid of the rest of our undergarments.
The whole night Harry made me feel so much pleasure I can’t even describe how good. But it isn’t good enough. Isn’t good enough because to me it is making love but to him it’s just a hook up. When I’m getting close to finishing I’m trying to hold back my tears. I feel like I can’t do this anymore. Thankfully it ends a bit sooner then I expected and I last flat against his bed. We sit there in silence till Harry speaks up.
“I got a long day tomorrow, I’m going to bed. Just make sure you lock the door before you leave” harry says pulling the blanket up to his shoulders
“Do you want me to leave?” I asks sounding really confused and kinda shocked
“Sorry y/n I know but I got a long day” harry says not wanting to face me and keeps his eyes closed
“Fine Harry, maybe it’s best that this is the last time than” I says ripping my close back on quickly and walking out his bedroom door
“No y/n don’t be that way, I’ll miss you so much” Harry yells out to me
But when that’s all he said and I kept on making my way to his front door I knew he wouldn’t really miss me. He would find a new girl to replace me and I truly never meant much to him. This man would never love me.
There was a post saying you needed more requests? If they are still open I have one? Rfa and saeran reaction to female MC getting really clingy with them because one of their co-workers were flirting with them? Sorry I tried my best English isn't my first language and I'm still trying to work on it
Yes, requests are still open, I promise to write a post when they’re closed, and will update it on my page. And this sounds interesting, just he way the FRA would react. I hope you like it, and let’s begin!
You didn’t think something like that would ever happen
Usually Zen was the one flirting
Of course that stopped after you two became a couple, but you never expected it to go the other way
Not really, not until you saw it
You hope that she was drunk, the way she acted, if not then it would be seriously embarrassing, not that you cared in the moment
“Hey babe~” she had said, approaching the very confused actor during the after party of one of the companies’ new hits. “Going my way?” Her voice seemed half slurred, and she leaned heavily on the man, who tried desperately to make his excuse, nudging his way out of the incident
You were hiding behind some curtains, watching the scene with nervousness and slight jealousy, no that wasn’t the right word, bitterness was more of it. The whole situation made you feel like a poisoned seed was planted in your stomach, nudging its way upwards, and slowly affecting you with it
“Um, I don’t know who you are, and I really need to go.”
“Come on sweetie!” She said, her words lilting and dipping downward
At least she wasn’t drunk enough to hug him, but she was obviously pushing her limits, skating her fingers along Zen’s leg, which made him twitch back again and again
“Look, I have to go. I’m sorry.”
Zen walked over, and spied you
Rushing over to you he titled his head questioning, and you nodded, seeing his face fall
“I’m so sorry.” He said, you just shook your head and hugged him tightly around the waist, burying your face in his shirt
He knew that you weren’t the most comfortable with PDAs, so he immediately melted
Hugging you back he stroked your hair gently, while you just breathed in his smell, trying to forget what had just happened
The rest of the night you gripped his arm tightly, looking around warily at every other girl who approached him
Zen noticed this, and made sure to kiss you and remind you that he will never leave you
Because sometimes we needed to be reminded that in life
Showers you with affection
And makes sure everyone else knows that his heart is taken, you are the only one for him
That will never change
Poor baby didn’t know what to think
He was so confused when this chick at the clinic walked up to him and started flirting
And not very subtly at that
He was tomato faced, embarrassed and guilty, being Yoosung
You had walked in on this, and immediately stepped to the side, unsure about what was going on
When you saw him awkwardly pushing the blonde away you breathed a sigh of relief, then decided to walk over
“Hey Yoosung!” You felt your heart pound in your chest
“MC!” Yoosung looked relieved, although the other did not, exclaiming; “Who is this?”
“This is the love of my life.” Replied Yoosung
“Hi I’m the love of his life.” You extended a hand
Yeah, you were putting on sass!
The girl gave a disgusted shake of her head and walked away while you hugged Yoosung tightly, him doing the same
The whole time you two were really lovey together
You both did not want to experience that again
She was socializing at a party, trying to scope out people to recruit
Baehee never stops working let’s be honest
So when she saw this guy walk up to her she thought it was the perfect chance
“Hello sir, I was wonderi-”
“Hey sweetie, you got some fries to go with that shake?”
Totally taken aback
And totally pissed
You do not flirt with the bae
“Um excuse me sir, but please refrain fro-”
“Come on baby!”
Just then you walked over
It was like you had a radar for girlfriend in distress
“I’m a girlfriend, I’m in distress, I can handle it. Have a nice day!”
I had to
You immediately kissed her and hugged her super tightly
The guy kinda got the gist, looked disgusted, saw Jaehee’s glare, and walked away
The whole rest of the time you were trailing after her, asking her a bunch of questions, trying to make conversation
Eventually she laughed and kissed you
“I will always love you MC”
You blushed slightly but accepted
You will too
He doesn’t understand the concept of flirting
No really, hear me out
He hated the idea of love, seeing his father was a reminder of that
Then you came along and changed that
So there was no period when he actually flirted
So he’s really innocent when it comes to this
He was at a party, you with him, and a girl walked up to him
She was flirting so obviously you were cringing
But Jumin just stared at her like she was from outer space
“What are you talking about? You’re being ridiculous.”
Yes this boy is totally innocent when it comes to flirting
But you made sure to let the girl know that you were the one for him
“Sorry, I need to speak to my fiancée for a minute, please excuse us.”
The girl was left dumbfounded while you pulled Jumin aside for a kiss and a hug
Realization dawned on his face, and he looked down expectantly
“Are you mad at me?” He asked anxiously
“No, don’t worry. Just please let me be a bit clingy.” You admitted, to while he smiled
Of course he’ll let you
You snuggled up to him once more, hearing his heartbeat
You loved everything about him
And no one was going to change that
He thought that too
Now even though this guy doesn’t get around a lot he knows a thing or two about flirting
So at a party he caught onto the girl immediately
You yourself were hiding behind a pillar watching the whole thing go on
Saeyoung kinda goofed off, and eventually he waved you over
“This is the love of my life MC! MC, this is Emilia.”
You nodded a greeting, half clutching at Saeyoung’s waist
She nodded to you, before going back to her scene, trying somehow to get Saeyoung to ditch you or something
Saeyoung deflected everything with tact, but you were getting obviously uncomfortable
Eventually Saeyoung laid the girl off and went to ask you something
“Are you okay MC? You seem really tense.”
To that you hugged him tightly
He smiled softly before hugging back
You nodded against his chest and he lifted up your chin slightly
“Listen, I will always love you. That will never change. And just because some random girl tries otherwise doesn’t mean I’m going to change that.”
Kissing you he allowed you to process everything
“I love you.” Was your only answer
He smiled against your lips
“I will always love you.”
He hated any form of PDA
Heck hugging when his brother was in the room was too much sometimes
Okay maybe all the time, but the point still stands
So when he was buying you ice cream, you were on a bench nearby, and a girl approached him he immediately turned sullen
Kudos to her she didn’t back down
She just continued
“Oh you bad boy!”
By then Saeran was grinding his teeth, staring at the back of your head as if to say; DO SOMETHING!
As if by magic you turned around to see the whole thing
umping up you ran over to Saeran and gave him a firm hug, nuzzling your cheek against his chest
The girl looked taken aback, and Saeran looked so relieved
Hugging you back he put the cups onto a table on the side
He usually hated this but, he could feel your unease
You obviously hated this situation as much as he did
The girl scoffed at you, but Saeran gave her a death glare so poignant that she gave a small shriek and went away
Hugging you back he rubbed his hands on the back of your shirt
“Is she gone?” You whispered softly, voice on the verge of tears
“Yes, yes she’s gone.” He said, and you relaxed
“Want ice cream?” He asked and you took it
At the park you were much more touchy than usual
Your hand never left his body, arm, hand, waist, it didn’t matter
You just needed to feel grounded to him
And you realized he was doing the same thing
When you asked he just smiled at you and kissed you
Actions speak louder than words right?
“I love you MC, I will always love you. No one is going to take me away from you because I won’t let them. I won’t leave you.” HE whispered to you, and you smiled
you?” repeated Cameron “did you really believe that I would ever want to date
you?” he continued. I stared in disbelief watching his friends smirk in the
corner watching me heart break from every syllable he made causing soft running
tears fall from my face, “but I just thought that since you were so fri-”
this some sick joke you and your friend pulled ugly? I would never go for
someone like you!” Cameron gave out a small chuckle and gave me a last look
before returning to his friend’s high fiving them compared to me who was alone
in the halls broken hearted and disregarded.
cried as if my blood was being drained out, along with my confidence, from the
outside. Emotional plain poured from every breath I drew getting closer to the
pain like a sharp jab touching my heart. From my mouth came a cry so raw that
the sounds of my bedroom door opening was close to the quiet movements of a
mouse. I still lay under the duvet pulling them back and staring directly at the
ceiling. Before I could swear to whoever walked in the familiar home smell scented
Justin wrapped an arm around my shoulders and pulled me close from the bed,
gently rubbing my arm. Despite the heaviness in my stomach and warmness of my
face, it fluttered at the feeling of my body pressed against his. We laid in silence
where I sunk into the warmth of his side, appreciative of the simple gesture.
His touch made the room warmer somehow.
told him didn’t you Y/N” muttered Justin
sobbed into his plain white t-shirt no longer caring that I was only wearing my
Nike sports bra and matching shorts, “I’m the biggest idiot ever Justin, he
told me I was ugly and I never would be able to date him.”
stroked my curly hair and pressed a sweet kiss on my forehead. “I came here to
check on how you were and being my childhood best friend your Far from ugly.”
thanks for the compliment Jay but Y/N the troll is still here”
beautiful you know that. You don’t see
it but have you even notice the amount of guys and girls that just stop and
watch you when we go out? Don’t every doubt yourself”
inexorably, he presses his lips to mine. It’s soft and gentle and chaste and
maybe there’s no fireworks or sparks, but it’s better than that – it’s a wave
of warmth that fills me up, spilling out
from both of our hearts and the warmth of Justin’s lips on mine rushing to
every corner of my newly mended heart.
“I’m going to take care of you, okay?”
am having mayor writer’s block and I feel not 100 percent me but thanks anyway
fro reading and send in requests. I am trying to fill requests now.
Could you do a Lydia x Deaf!Reader imagine? Like Lydia is drawn to her because she’s not scared of her voice/scream (bc she obviously can’t hear it) but then falls in love with her?
(A/N): Fun fact! , I have a friend that is also deaf, and he told me that he was going to teach me how to sign so we could gossip in secret, I fucking love that guy <3
Being deaf wasn’t easy, but you manage to live like a normal kid would. Your parents had taught you since an early age how to read lips and sign language, and the school that you were currently studying was also very supportive. Your friends were also pretty cool and learn sign language only for you. Everything was okay in your life, well except for the fact that you were deaf but other than that, everything was fine. Until one day, your life took a turn of events.
You were on one of your friend’s house, it was pretty late, your friend insisted you to stay cause it was dangerous to walk around at this hour, but you weren’t scared, you can defend yourself. you were planning to went directly to your home, but it was a beautiful night for just go home, so you went for a walk instead. And that was a really bad idea.
“Really Y/N?” He said as he saw you in bed at 5pm. “Come on! Get up! Let’s get some energy going around here!” He jumped on the bed and fell down next to you. “Please?” He looked at you and you groaned, turning your head to the other side.
This puppy was astonished at your stamina for sleeping for so long and he would keep on checking up on you if you were just sleeping or if you were dead.
There is a 50/50 chance he might just lay next to you and sleep but he has too much energy bottled up in his large ass body so he gently tries to wake you up.
He would scrunch up his face when he saw you STILL sleeping like how dare you ignore this giant. “Aish this girl,” he whispered and sat on your back and tried to pull you away fro slumber. “WAKE UP WAAAAKKE UP!” He sang as he shook you.
“Jagi, I know you’re tired but sleeping so much is bad for you too. Come on! Let’s go out to eat and get some fresh air.” All his attempt resulted in a failure and he decided to leave you alone. still not over this gif
*sleeps down next to you and cuddles you through out the day*
Ok no Nakamoto Yuta is a mountain man which means he’s always on the roll. He would pull you out of bed because no you can’t rest when this sunshine is in the house. End of story.
“Wow look at you sleeping when I can’t even close my eyes for two seconds,” he said while pulling the covers off you When you woke up groggy he felt really bad and put them back on you, apologising and left the room to let you sleep.
“Ok girl, you can’t sleep when I’m here to get up and get ready cuz we’re gonna go out for some fresh air.” He took all the covers off you and pushed you off the bed as you landed on your bum. He gave you a proud smile as you only stared at him in amazement.
I walked in my classroom as usual being the first student to get in there I started to write stupid things on the black board.After 5 minutes of drablling weird things someone enterd the class with a loud sound.
I turned my head to the door to see no one but my friend Jackson looking lost at his books that where all over the floor.
“I swear Jackson,every time you enter a class you need to drop something."I said lifting his books from the floor and putting them on the fist desk that I found.
"Sorry ,I was reading something a text from Ella and I got distracted as always."he responded with a gummy smile,giving me a hug and taking his usual seat in the second desk.I looked at him for a few seconds almost laughting at his extremly concertated face while texting his ultimate girl crush from 6 grade.Jacksonn is an amazing boy and is always there when you need him or when you feel down and sometimes I really can’t understand why Ella is not dating him though.
I sighted really hard and started to erase my writings from the board.The class started to fill quickly and soon the teacher eneterd the classroom .
Angela was talking to me about her last dream while the teacher was corecting some test when the door swing open and the "bad boys” of our highschool entered filling the class with their expensive parfume smell.
“Mister Kim ,you and your friends are 15 minutes late for my class."the teacher said getting up from his seat even tho he was so short comparing to the tall boys.
"And the earth is round,do ypu have any irelevant facts for me now ,profesor Park?"V asked taking his seat beside me.
The teacher opened his mouth to say something but gave up really quickly and took his seat back.
I was allready familiar with V’s comebacks for everyone he didn’t like ‘because after all he was in the same classrooms with me for 2 years now .He and his group of frinds are hands down the most atractiive guys in our high school but the bad thing about them is that they are dangerous ,a lot of people are scared of them because last year ,rumors about them where floating around the school taht they are the kids of the most dangerous mafia group in Seoul.
On the other hand I didn’t belive it because rumors where always floating in our school,like 2 years ago when I came here and everyone thought that I was spy send fro CSI to find things about Korea.
"Y/n,are you going to stop staring at V?"I heard Minho say and I imediatly snaped not realizing what I was doing .
"It’s really funny when stupid girls like you stare at me like they never seen beautiful peoples in their life."V said giving me a smirk and bumping his fist with Jimin.
I rolled my eyes knowing how big it’s V’s ego and retun to Angela to listen to the final of her dream.
The classes where over and me,Angela,Minho and Jackson where going to the convenience store to pick up some icecreams for Valine who has her leg broke.
"Do you think she would like vanilia ove apple?"I asked getting lost betwen flavours.
"Just pick whatever and let’s go home,it’s getting dark"Minho said pushing my back to the cashier.
"Y/n,you think you could run to the school,I forgot my math paperworks in my locker and I need them for tomorrow or profesor Park is gonna fail me"Angela said coming to me out of breath .
"But why me?"I asked whinning about going all the way to the school.
"Girl,you have freaking abs and you wined 5 medals at long running marathons and you are still asking us why you?"Jackson sopke paying the icecreams.
I groned in respons and got out of the store and started running to the school.In 10 minutes I was enetering the empty hallways of our highschool and starteed shearching for Angela’s loocker when I heard a lot of giglles coming from our math clasroom.I ignored the thinking it was our teacher flirting with one of the nurses as usual and grabed the math papers and walked out .
The sun was completly set down as I was leaving the was school yard and to be honest I was scared as hell to walk alone to my house in this pitvh blacknes so I called Jackson.
"Please tell me you and the guys are coming after me right now?"I almost whispered in the phone scared of my own voice in the empty street.
"No,we are still waiting for you at the store,where are you tho ,is really getting late."Jackson asked with a wary tone.
"I’m on my way but everything is really dark and I can’t see much,could you abd the guys come my way because I’m really scared to be honest."I said and started to walk slowly haering footsteps from my back.
"Okey,we are coming your way,see you in 10."Jacskon said an hang up.
I put my phone in my front pocket and started to walk on the lonly streets scaring myself everytime a cat apared on the road.While I was thinking about what way to walk to get to some ilumintaed streets I heard someone talking form my back.
"Aish,you really are lost in your stupid world,aren’t you?"I heard a low voice say from me back.I turned faster and saw the one and only headass from my school ,V.
"I didn’t heard you."I said trying not to stare again at his face.
He smiled and looked at me "Trying not to stare at me like a crazy person again?Don’t worry,like I said today ,I’m used to weirdos like you to stare.”
“What do you actually want?"I asked strated to lose my interes in this stupid conversation.
"You said you where scared to walk alone so I thought that you might want to me take you somewhere close to your house."V spoke pointing to his expensive sports car waiting for him a few steps back.
You heard about him and his gang inviting girls to get them home but insted they took them out to drink and made horrile things with them after ."I think I will pass,my friends are coming for me."I said and started to walk away from him.I just heard a short laugh and them a car door closing and the street became silent again.
As ususal I got early to school and because I did’t want to stay alone in my classroom I took my gym close and headed to the football field.There was no one as usual so I quickly changed my school skirt to some Nike leggings and put on my running shoes and head off to the field.I loved doing sports,I was in the track team back in my home country but now being in the 12 th grade I had to focus more on grades than hobbies.
While I was running my last lenght I saw Angela and Minho sitting in the players steats on the field so I started to slightly run trowards them.
"What’s up with you guys so early at school."I asked getting a water bottel from Minho.
"Well I had to take some books from the library and Angela wanted to make sure she didn’t came late at least to this class."Minho spoke whipping some sweat with his shirt sleve.I changed qiuckly back to my school uniform and headed to class with them.
"Do you think V has a think for you?"Angela asked for the 14 time in the last 5 minutes.
"No ,I am not the only girl he asked to walk home."I said bored while grabing my notebooks.
"Maybe he actually likes you but you are being ignorant as usual and can’t see that."She started jumping excited while holding my free hand.
"Angie,for the last time,V is never gonna like me or even look at me ,there are more changes for me to freaking hit a freaking phoneix bird than go on a date with him."I said while moving my hand dramaticaly in the air.
When I swing open my locker door I herad a loud sound and everyone from the hallway stopped in their tracks and looked at me worried.I didn’t understand what happend so I closed the door slowly and I almost jumped out of my shoes when I saw V rubbing his hand on his now read forehead.
It took me 10 seconds to proced what happend and I imediatly dropped my books and put my hands over my wide opened mouth.
"OMG,are you okay?"I asked feelling my cheeks turn red from the embarsement and the stares.Angela was in shock too but she managed to move a few steps away letting me sit there hopeless in front of V and His boys.
"You really are some difficult women to deal with."he said still rubbing his forehead"You don’t have other things to do?"Joon shouted loudly and the crowd of students quickly started to move.
"I’m so sorry."I managed to say one more time before he passed by me bumping hard into my shoulder………
There are familiar faces on these trains, people I see every week, going to and fro. I recognize them and they probably recognize me. I don’t know whether they see me, though, for what I really am.
— The Girl on the Train (dir. Tate Taylor)
FLAT MESS TO FAB FRO : How I take care of my hair
04/07/2014 ► 07/30/2015
A post about -almost-
everything about my hair ! In this post, you’ll be able to know
the phases I’ve been through to get my hair all healthy, then my hair
– Going Natural
used to hate my curly hair, like most of curly girls I would say. My
cousin offered me a straightener for my 14th
birthday and made me swear to use it for special events only. It was
the case, though. I’ve used it for my birthday, it was my first time
ever seeing my hair all straight and flat like pastas. But, people at
school were complimenting me on my long straight dark hair, saying
how much I look better. These same people used to bully me because of
my natural curly hair, and the fact that I was half Black (it was a
catholic school where I was the only « person
of colour »),
but that’s another
story. I was so happy
to receive COMPLIMENTS from people who were hating on me since day
one, to see these White boys trying to approach me in a seducing way
and all, asking me to hang out…you know, that I began to straighten
my hair once to twice a week.
moved to another city, a bigger city in fact where there were much
more diversity. But, every Black or Mixed girl was
straightening/relaxing their hair, wearing straight weave.
graduated to High School. Unfortunetely, it was a little High School
-but its reputation was really good-. One more time, I was one of the
rare coloured person. During my first year, I realised that my hair
was damaged. But I wouldn’t let my curls take a rest. I’ve cut my
hair -not that much
comparing to my big chop-,
it was my first time ever cutting my hair. My hair was wayyyy more
healthier, but I couldn’t let my curls appear.
I was 16, I began to be more curious about things that were
surrounding me. I began to be curious about my African side, that
I’ve always wanted to deny. I’ve fallen in love with my own culture,
and since that moment I started to embrace my Black features more
than ever. I decided to stop using my straightener during Summer
2013. But it was too late, my hair was fried to the max. My hair was
kind of straight, but in a really mysterious way … my curls were
non-existent, my hair was flat, wavish, my ends were horrible. I
realised the impact of 2 years of trying to hide my beautiful curls.
I didn’t know what to do! I didn’t know how to take care of that mess
that was on my head ! Then, back to school, I wanted to get a pixie
haircut in order to start all over again. I couldn’t trust the
hairdressers of my city; they were White, and didn’t know anything
about Afro Hair. Everytime I would visit one of them, I could see
their faces looking at my hair like “how am I supposed to style
that shit ?”, literally. Nobody in my family wanted to cut my hair,
saying how I will regret it after. I started to transition SERIOUSLY;
I was doing homemade protein masks once a week, then I was using the
which was awesome on my poor curls who were struggling to pop. I was
using a really special technique to curl my hair while
transitionning. I was using a handband,
placing it on my head, and I would just wrap my hair arround it. If
you want to try it, you should be able to find loads of tutorials on
YouTube. The results went quickly, I was really happy. But not as
quickly as I wanted. In February 2014, I decided to pass the step of
the big chop, finally ! I just took my pair of scissors and cut my
hair quite randomly to be honest, hopefully the shape was pretty nice
! I went to my bathroom to wash my hair… right after, my curls were
popping like … damn ! I was so surprised, I didn’t even know my
“real curls” were looking like that, even though they were a
little weak and not as tight as now. At this point, I was altering
between protein and moisture. But my hair was so short, I was too …
“shy”… to appear with my hair down in public. It was still
pretty flat, but my curls were alive and almost healthy ! I was
always wearing various protective styles, except the week-end. Until
July, my hair has grown and was easier to “assume”, if you want
to. Plus, my curls were tighter. In August, my hair was completely
healthy, and beautifuuuul. I was so happy. Since August, I’m just
letting my hair grow. But, as you can see, I don’t have that much
tips for my ladies who are transitionning. I was just waiting mostly,
using some proteine and moisture, but that’s all.
By the way, I really advise you to take pictures every month to really see your evolution. It helps a lot because sometimes we have the impression that there is no evolution but when you look at your pictures you see how far you’ve come !
don’t know where to start so I’ll follow my instinct… sorry if it’s
a little messy. Lol.
I do monthly :
: I make my masks. I
don’t buy them. Except for the Hair
Mayonnaise that I was
using while transitionning but I don’t use it anymore. I just use 2eggs
with Olive Oil to
do my protein mask.
When it comes to the moisture,
I use Yogurt,
and drops of Lemon
Juice to make my hair
shines. I put a plastic bag on my head, with 2 beanies (LOL yeah I
look really ridiculous when doing that) to assures some heat and make
my hair infuse all the good nutriments. When it’s time to wash my
hair, I do it with cold
water. When there is
nothing left on my hair, I rince my hair using Mineral
Water with 1
or 2 tablespoon of Vinegar Cidar.
Your hair may smell a little, but when you’ll use your products after
the smell will be gone.
my hair : Well, I
don’t do it monthly. I do it between 2 to 4 months. When I feel the
need to, to be honest. I’m so lazy when it comes to do that.
Personally, I love to twist my hair with some Coconut
Oil on my hands and
cut the end, which should be “thiner”.
my scalp : At the end
of the month, I like to massage my scalp with Coconut Oil, to remove
all the dirt on my scalp (and it’s also soooo relaxing). After that,
I shampoo my hair using the Shampoing
Sunshine Clean Citron Grenade
by Les Secrets De Loly,
I stay a long time massaging my scalp again before focusing on my
hair to remove all the products that it could have accumulate during
the month. After that, your hair and your scalp is all pure and ready
for another month !
I do weekly :
: I co-wash once to
twice a week. I’ve just remarked that I tend to wash my hair more on
Sunday and Wednesday. But, sometimes I do it another day, depending
on the circumstances. I usually do it the evening, so I can let my
hair airdry and pineapple it to stretch it, and be ready the next
morning. That’s the best option for me, personally. I don’t wash my
hair and my body at the same time. I start with my hair. I just bend
over my bathtub, so my head is “reversed” (I do the same thing
when I wash my mask, by the way). I do this because I want to avoid
having spots on my back, because the products you use stay on your
skin and the back is the space I tend to forget sometimes while
taking a shower. I don’t touch my hair, I don’t try to detangle them
before applying the Too
I let the products on my hair for few minutes before detangling my
hair using my fingers, simply, or a wide tooth comb when I find it,
lol. I rince with cold water. Then, I crunch my hair and put a
t-shirt as a turban on my head. I let my hair dry a little in it, so
during that time I can wash my body, wash my face, do my make up, put
my clothes… After that, I can apply my Lait
by Les Secrets
a little bit of Confident
blended with Rockin
both from Jessicurl,
and seal everything with some Oil (Almond,
it depends of my mood,lol). Then, I let it airdry. When my hair is
like 90% I like to use a blowdryer (not hot) while shaking my head,
to not have my roots “stuck” to my scalp, and encourage the
volume of my hair. After that, I can use a pick and comb through my
roots to maximise the volume. Et voilà !
I do everyday :
my hair before sleeping :
This is my technique to sleep while not crunching my poor curls
against my pillows, since I move a lot when I sleep. I just take a
satin scarf that I wrap arround my head and I tie it on the front. I
helps stretching my hair, and the next morning my hair is longer and
even bigger !
my fro :
After the night, comes the morning, when your fro has been enduring
all your movements during the night. To refresh my fro, all I do is
putting some cold water on my hands, then I -kind of- massage my
scalp. After that, my hands still a little wet so I take advantage of
that to reshape quickly my fro and the wild curls. Finally, I put
some moisture back on my hair, but not too much because I don’t want
the products to weight down on my hair. I spray my hair with cold
water lightly, I put my Lait
by Les Secrets
and my favourite oil in my fro, especially the “outer” curls
which tends to be drier than the rest.
Hope I didn’t forget anything … I hope it was clear too !