a flower i am

I have such a weird aesthetic… Like, I like alternative rock and classical music. I wear a LOT of black, but I accessorize with flower crowns. I am obsessed with dark, dreary, rainy days, but I also love soft puffy clouds. My favorite color schemes are black and pastels. I am so very much in love with stars and galaxies, but pretty little flowers and plants are good too.

hi!! i had a concerned question.. all the leaves on my baby here just started drooping and it has never looked like this before. the ones on top seem to be the first new growth in a while. the flower sprouts have withered and are starting to die out but i am not worried about that. it is winter where i am and very cold so i have done very limited watering, but have not been keeping it in a window in the direct sun because all my windows have very poor insulation and are extremely cold and i am worried that putting it there will kill it. should i be concerned about it in this state or will it be okay until it starts to warm up outside? thanks 💕

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Hey there. The leaves are doing that because its stretching waaaaaaaaAAAYYYY out to find sun. This wont necessarily harm the plant, but isn’t pretty. It also makes it more susceptible to burning when you do put it outside when it warms up. Introduce it to more sun gradually and the leaves should begin to turn in. Just keep an eye out for any signs of mushiness. The flowers wilting is a normal process. You can cut those off :) 

Writing project: The Spider, book 1 of the Night Flowers trilogy

“So that is how you see it. I am king and master of Prysenn, and you’d have me crown you queen.”
“You have to admit, we’d look good in crowns.”


(Status: First draft, finished. Currently working on book 2/ subsquent revisions of book 1)
(Edit quotes by Segovia Amil and Nikita Gill)

Affirmation
I am thinking with the minds of all, I am dreaming through all dreams. I am feeling through all feelings. The flowers of joy blooming on all heart-tracts are mine.

Seclusion Is the Price of Greatness

Seclusion is the price of greatness. Be alone within. Don’t lead the aimless life that so many persons follow. Meditate and read good books more. There are so many inspiring things to know, and yet man spends his time foolishly. Happiness will never come if you don’t concentrate and act on the wisdom of great men. Their thoughts are there to help you, in the scriptures and other truthful books.

-Paramahansa Yogananda, Man’s Eternal Quest, p 79; Affirmation Metaphysical Meditations, p 45.

i! dont know who i am! who the fuck am i!!! what the fuck do i want to do in life!!! what are even my own interests besides the things i cling to!!! i dont know !!!!