a dream is reality

“what did you say then?”

magnus was sure he had been saying something important a moment ago, but when he blinked he realized that alec was looking at him, expectantly and he couldn’t remember for the life of him what he had even been saying. something about work, something about a client, something about a summoning maybe, but he couldn’t recall.

because somewhere in between speaking and alec’s fingertips idly dragging their way down magnus’s arm, magnus had lost his train of thought. those fingers travelled over his shirt, down to the sensitive crook of his elbow and then lower, tracing the veins of his forearm. the soft slow motion of those fingers moving, the grounding feeling of that touch left magnus somewhere between reality and some kind of dream space as he just stared at alec for a moment.

alec was looking at him, focused and expectant, wanting to hear more, wanting to know more, so god damn open. magnus felt it, like a wave in his chest, all of those feelings surging up in the center of his rips, watching this man look at him with such open honesty.

the lights were low and the room was dark, and alec didn’t seem to realize what was happening until magnus caught his mouth. he didn’t realize, but he made the prettiest noise and magnus hummed as alec melted underneath him, underneath his palms and his mouth.

the story would get finished later, but for now, magnus preferred the silent kind of stories of their lips.

You are both one of my favorite and least favorite dreams. I wish I could get myself to stop thinking about what could be. After all, you have the potential to become a nightmare just as much as anyone else does. My heart believes that you’re special, though. It’s always like this before people make it speed up for all of the wrong reasons. But hey, maybe you’ll be different. Maybe this time a figment of my imagination will become reality.
—  NaPoWriMo Day 24 - Dreams // Maxwell Diawuoh
God Gave Me You

Characters – Sam x Reader

Summary – And old friend comes by to visit the Winchesters and a few secrets are revealed.  

Word Count – 3,241

Warnings – Drinking and drunkenness; the things that go along with hypervidulance – panic, terror, etc.

A/N – Anon request: I was wondering if I could get a sam x reader and a Dean best friend x reader where the reader has hypervidulance? And she can’t tell the diffrence between dreams and reality…the reader did normally okay but she left her meds at home and just starts screaming at the wall or something? It’s kinda like a panic attack times 1000. Some fluff at the end please???

Also written for @atc74’s 1K Challenge.  My song lyric was #4: “On my own I’m only half of what I could be. I can’t do without you.” (God Gave Me You - Blake Shelton); also written for @scarygoodfanfics and @samgirlcarmen’s Sam Winchester Birthday Challenge.  My prompt was “Wow, you’re drunk.  Can you even walk?”

Originally posted by demondetoxmanual

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You pulled up excitedly in front of the building your friends called their Bunker.  It definitely looked industrial and abandoned, just as they’d described.  Turning off your car, you got out and opened the trunk, grabbing your bag as you heard the noise of an old, heavy door opening nearby.  You looked up to see Sam and Dean walking up the stairs towards you.

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Tropetastic Tuesday #8

Hey guys, so as @thegreyhenley said I’m going to be looking after the baby for a little while, so hopefully I can fill those lovely shoes okay. For this week we’re going a little Freaky Friday with a popular trope. The prompt is…

Body swap - 2000-5000 words. This can be taken in many interesting directions. They could be switched via a dream, some form of magic, glitching realities or something else - with humourous or smutty results. 

Some great examples of what you can do with this are:

Play the Part by @loudspeakrSwitched by @arel-rhink and
The Rabbit hole series by @whilhelminaprince 

Post your stories here on Tumblr with the tag #tropetastictuesday8 and add it to the collection on AO3 by 11:59 p.m. PST on Sunday, April 30. A wrap up will be posted on Monday, May 1 an hour after GMM.

I believe that every person are facing their own kind of pain, in different situations, in different form; but the feeling stays the same. We cry, we get hurt, again and again. And at times we just want it to end, to stop. Some of us, even flirted with the idea of death itself.

Because life is a bitch, and sometimes it can eat us alive. And we wonder, when will all of these stop? We wander deeper into the woods of thoughts; opening different kinds of doors, dreaming of a better place to live.

Because all we could do is to dream. Dream so we could breathe, escaping reality that life has brought us.Shutting the doors to where pain could find us.

But even if we choose to be happy, and stay positive at all times, pain will always be knocking at our doors, waiting for the day we forgot to unlock.

For pain is inevitable, and it will find a way to eat the tiny bits of our hopes, of our light.

But my dear,

even if life had forsaken you, pushes you to your limits, kick you until you fall and cough blood.

Don’t ever stop searching for a reason to live.

Own your life, find your light.

               Itward, the creature of the night
   He always came around in dreams or reality
                        Itward was a friend
   Itward was the link between darkness and light
                               
He was gray.


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Consider this: You can see less than 1% of the electromagnetic spectrum and hear less than 1% of the acoustic spectrum. As you read this, you are traveling at 220 km/sec across the galaxy. 90% of the cells in your body carry their own microbial DNA and are not “you.” The atoms in your body are 99.9999999999999999% empty space and none of them are the ones you were born with, but they all originated in the belly of a star. Human beings have 46 chromosomes, 2 less than the common potato. The existence of the rainbow depends on the conical photo-receptors in your eyes; to animals without cones, the rainbow does not exist. So you don’t just look at a rainbow, you create it.
—  NASA Lunar Science Institute, 2012
My best movies ever:

1. Chatroom
2. Prozac Nation
3. Trainspotting
4. SLC Punk
5. Requiem for a dream
6. Third person
7. Girl, interrupted
8. Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo
9. Mr. Nobody
10. Nowhere boy
11. Breakfast at Tiffany’s
12. Reality bites
13. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
14. Buffalo 66
15. Sid & Nancy
16. The silence of the lambs

EDIT: 17. On the edge of innocence