a conversation on cool

omg my grandma called me and I haven’t talked to her in a while right so like .. she kept asking me if i was sick and i thought that was kinda weird n like the 6th time she asked she was like “ur voice is just so low it sounds like u just woke up with a cold!!” how beautiful ??

anonymous asked:

Yours is the only blog I follow. I love how you write like you are just sitting around talking with friends and how all your followers know you and call you by name. It's cute.

Really? Cool. Thank you. I write in a conversational style in my informal posts for just that reason. I am glad that it is working. It’s weird but I feel like I am among a few friends instead of thousands of strangers. If I really gave much thought to how many people are actually reading my words I would probably get stage fright. 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.
We throw around the word never likes its nothing but a small rose petal. The word never is a doubled edged sword. On one side it says ‘I will never leave you’ and on the other it says ‘I will never love you.’
—  The Word Never
You claim to love her, inside and out, but the only time you call her beautiful is when it’s 3 in the morning and I’ve already turned you down.
—  girls tell each other everything, c.j.n.