a bit huge and big i'm sorry ; ;

Shouji’s a pretty protective guy. 

anonymous asked:

Hi! I really like your videos, but I was wondering if you're okay? You seem comparatively low energy in your latest video. I'm really sorry if I'm reading too much into this.

hi! been getting this comment a lot. i’m definitely doing alright. and i’m really happy u guys are checking in on me the way u are, it means a lot. the energy shift is a bit of a complex thing to explain in a tumblr ask. it’s a big part of why I took a huge break from the internet actually- i should explain that in a video sometime soon. 

anonymous asked:

"Hey, Jyushimatsu! I hope you're enjoying your Halloween! I was wondering if you wanted a bit of this chocolate I got. I got a really huge candy bar and I don't need this much chocolate." ~fifthdimensionalpain

{…Actually, you know what? Enough with this meme. I’m gonna get rid of it.}



Rock Montreal commentary without context
  • Bri: Another one of our endings.
  • Rog: Big ending.
  • Bri: End big!
  • Rog: Lots of spitting, swearing, death, eye contact, and thumping.
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  • Bri: Is that your huge gong behind?
  • Rog: Mm. I’m known for the hugeness of my gong.
  • -
  • Bri: This bit also gives me a chance to explore different parts of the audience.
  • Rog: Care to rephrase that?
  • -
  • Bri: DON’T ask what they’ve been doing backstage.
  • -
  • Bri: Lil’ twiddle with his knobs.
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  • Rog: Nothing like a big bang at the end of the night.
A couple words on the 1dff community...

In typical Kath fashion, I’m going to throw some psychology at all of you:

In positive psychology, there are two schools of happiness and well-being theory – hedonia which defines happiness as ‘feeling pleasure’ and eudaimonia which defines happiness as ‘living well’. Ryan and Deci did an examination of eudaimonia through the lens of self-determination theory (a theory about intrinsic motivation), and found that eudaimonic happiness is dictated by three things: the need for autonomy, the need for competence, and the need for relatedness, “feeling connected to and cared about by others”. 

I’m sure you’re all like, “Kath, shut up and get to the point”, so what does this essentially boil down to? To be happy, we need to feel connected to people, to feel like we belong.

That’s what makes a fic community like ours so important – connectedness. We could all be sitting alone, writing up a novel that might one day be published in complete and utter solitude (what a concept, writing for money, wouldn’t that be wonderful…), but we’re not. And I can’t speak for anyone else but the reason why I write fic and post it on a public forum like this is because it fosters a connection with every single person who reads it and gives me feedback, the kind of connection that can be hard to find offline especially if you’re an introvert like me.

(that’s why feedback is so important but that’s an issue for another post)

We all started here because of a shared love of one direction; I think it’s safe to say we stay for the people. I have never met a group of people so warm and open and accepting, so friendly and welcoming, so supportive and encouraging, so talented and wise and outspoken and emotional and everything in between. I have made so many friends through my writing that I wouldn’t have made otherwise, fostered connections that have gotten me through some of the toughest times I’ve had over the last few years. I am the person I am today because of all of you, my fellow writers, the readers who have stuck with me from the first chapters of my now deleted first fic, every single person I have ever had the pleasure of speaking to since I first started posting fic. I owe all of you the world and I don’t think a simple thank you would ever suffice, but here it is:

thank you. you have all filled my need for relatedness. I am much (eudaimonically) happier for having met all of you.

there’s a couple of people I’d really like to thank:

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

hi there um I'm a bit confused with the other relations between blogs there in your highschool au! care to explain? sorry qwq


So. Me and ask-space-dorito are cousins by the same name. I go by Peri, and she goes by Dottie to avoid confusion.

My Peri has a huge crush on ask-big-buff-cheeto-puff who bullies her to do her homework but she doesn’t mind much. (does anyone know that fad of people saying “I want her to step on me/beat me up” cause that’s literally Peri with Jasper ahaha *slapped*)

ask-big-buff-cheeto-puff and asktheblueoceangem are step sisters not biologically related at all. Both of them however are blood related to Malachite ( ask-diamond-gems )

ask-half-of-square-mom and asktheredmacaroon are twins, Ruby and Judy.

aaand that’s all I know of that are related! I hope this helps c: