a beautiful mess jason mraz

We’re still here–
what a beautiful mess this is
it’s like taking a guess when the only answer is “Yes”
And through timeless words and priceless pictures
we’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides ‒ they turn ‒ and hearts disfigure
but that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
but it’s nice today. Oh, the wait was so worth it.

In prison with you (Part 4)

Title: In prison with you (Part 4)

Pairing: Kai x Reader

Word count: 673

Theme song: Jason Mraz- Beautiful Mess

(Part 1), (Part 2), (Part 3).


Sorry for making you wait so long and for such a short part! Hope you still remember this series and there are someone who will be waiting for another part.

Hugzzz and kisses! xx

That was really sudden. Even for Kai. He was surprised about his openness. He said what wanted his heart and now his mind said to him that it was really stupid and way too fast to ask for.
“Sorry. I didn’t… I don’t understand what I am talking…” He started to explain himself but you interrupted him.
“Yes,” Was the only word that escaped from your a little bit parted lips. It was new to you too. You felt like hypnotised. Every part of your body wanted him to be as close as possible.
You had a boyfriend when you were alive but you didn’t feel him the feeling that you did for Kai. Even when you met him barely one day ago. It felt magical.
A little smile popped on his face. He looked at you like you were the only thing that matters in this world. The only one who could make him happy.
Kai gently cupped your face still not letting go of your eyes.
You shivered under his soft touch and closed your eyes.
Kai smiled to himself while looking at your beautiful face and slowly leant closer to you.
His lips gently pressed into yours.
This feeling that you felt was sensational. You drowned in it just like a sinking ship into the deepest see. This beautiful feeling that you felt when his lips slowly and tenderly moved with yours consumed you and made you feel like never before.
You slowly brushed his hair with your fingertips and tried to be as close to him as you could. When his lips left yours, you still sanded with eyes closed.
“This was much better than I expected,” Kai muttered more to himself than to you. He gently stroke your cheek and watched how you reacted. As you slowly opened your big Y/E/C eyes, his smile widened. You were trying to understand what just happened. This felt weird but in a good way. In a damn awesome way. All your body was still tingling and your heart was about to jump out of your chest. Your breathing was deep but at the moments hitching. When your eyes opened they met Kai’s gaze.
“What?” Your voice was a bit shaky from all the new feelings that you felt at the moment.
“Just thinking how you can be so perfect.” He told you while smiling.
“I am far from perfect.” You whispered as you blushed and lowered your head.
“You are to me.”

It felt nice. To lie beside sleeping Kai felt nice. You snuggled closer to him and closed your eyes. You really liked his warmth. It was cold outside but here with him – you felt warm. You were still afraid of these old vampires but felt much safer with Kai beside you. You still wanted to know more about him but you understood that you have to give him some time. Especially after what he had said earlier. He was a bad person. But now he isn’t. And you really believed him. You saw the good in his eyes and you thought that you can trust him. But you understood that he was afraid that if he would tell you what he has done in the past that you would turn him your back. Deep in your heart, you were afraid of that too. And deep there you were a bit afraid of him too. He was really powerful in your eyes. And you always had this trusting others problem. You took a deep breath and opened your eyes. When you looked at his sleeping face butterflies started to flutter in your stomach.
“What is this feeling?” You whispered to yourself while smiling and still looking at his beautiful face features. You shrugged and laughed silently. You thought that things are going to be better now when you finally are not alone. Then you close your eyes and finally let yourself fell into the realm of dreams. What you didn’t know was that the hell was about to break loose.

acoustic:cuddle time
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▶ a playlist that soothes the souls of the minds that understand and feel the music. enjoy this acoustic playlist :) relax your minds

// Like Real People Do (Acoustic)- Hozier // Collide (Acoustic)- Howie Day // Beautiful Mess- Jason Mraz // Hesitate- Steve Moekler // Silent- Tori Kelly // Tee Shirt- Birdy // Fortune (Acoustic)- William Fitzsimmons // Give Me Love- Ed Sheeran // She is Love- Parachute // I Don’t Feel it Anymore- William Fitzsimmons // One (Live)- Ed Sheeran // Not About Angels- Birdy // Echo- Jason Walker // Breathe Again- Sara Bareilles // Face The Sun- James Blunt // Holes Inside- Joe Brooks // Belief- Gavin Degraw // Gravity- Sara Bareilles // These Broken Hands of Mine- Joe Brooks // Down- Jason Walker //

anonymous asked:

how do you like calm yourself after having a panic attack, like when your over it but not completely? I'm still on edge and bored line of having another one

Take deep breaths. If you feel strong enough, stand up and walk around. Stretch. Count your fingers. Get a glass of water. Cuddle a stuffie or a pillow, and listen to calming music

Calming music recs
Pulaski at night- Andrew bird
A beautiful mess- Jason mraz
90210 (accoustic)- blackbear
Lost boy- Ruth B
Willow- jasmine thomspon
Work song- hozier
Suburbia- Troye Sivan

The “Baby It’s Okay” Playlist

This is my comfort playlist. Thought I’d share in case anyone else wants it: 

- “Unsteady” by X-Ambassadors
- “Details In The Fabric” by Jason Mraz**
- “Wreck Of The Day” by Anna Nalick
- “Swim” by Jack’s Mannequin
- “Beautiful World” by Carolina Liar
- “Sweet & Low” by Augustana
- “Break Me Open” by Anna Nalick
- “Beautiful Mess” by Jason Mraz
- “Boston” by Augustana
- “You Can Breathe” by Jack’s Mannequin**
- “Wake Up” by Eden
- “Angel By The Wings” by Sia
- “Thunder” by Boys Like Girls**
- “The Night Starts Here” by Stars
- “Pocket Full of Dreams” by Hedley

[listen] // [artist credit]

1. bones - lewis watson // 2. heart like yours - willamet stone // 3. our song - ron pope // 4. is there somewhere - halsey // 5. cold coffee - ed sheeran // 6. come under the covers - walk the moon // 7. straight into your arms - vance joy // 8.  can’t help falling love (with you) - twenty one pilots cover // 9. a beautiful mess - jason mraz // 10. i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys

wheres-your-rum  asked:

20 & 30!

20:A song that has many meanings to you

“Your New Twin Sized Bed” by Death Cab for Cutie, which I’ve related back to every time I’ve had to move home, and every time my terrible not-relationship has ended. Being that I’ve been home for two years and the not-relationship ended seven months ago, it’s thankfully gone a little stagnant in meaning. For now.

30:A song that reminds you of yourself

“A Beautiful Mess” by Jason Mraz. I have always connected to this song on a personal level. There are so many lines to this that I identify with.

Come play?

Queen of Heaven: A playlist about the baddest diva on Olympus.

1. Primadonna Marina and the Diamonds || 2. Bad Reputation Joan Jett & The Blackhearts || 3. Flightless Bird, American Mouth Iron and Wine || 4. I Won’t Say (I’m in Love) Disney’s Hercules || 5. Emmylou First Aid Kit || 6. I’m Not Calling You A Liar Florence + The Machine || 7. Maneater Bird and the Bee || 8. I’ve Just Seen a Face The Beatles || 9. Royals Pentatonix || 10. All I Want Is You Barry Louis Polisar || 11. Cupid Amy Winehouse || 12. All Men Are Pigs Studio Killers || 13. Peacock Katy Perry || 14. Little Bit Lykke Li || 15. Eet Regina Spektor || 16. The Golden Age The Asteroids Galaxy Tour || 17. Want TroubleMaker Back DJ Ryson || 18. Turning Page Sleeping At Last || 19. A Beautiful Mess Jason Mraz || 20. The Lion’s Roar First Aid Kit || 21. Dark Paradise Lana Del Rey || 22. Mother (Piano_) Homestuck

Listen to it here

anonymous asked:

For another Stony song, Missy Higgins' "Where I Stood" for the ANGST. Imagine Steve on the run, taking pics in random photo booths and mailing them to Tony. For a different kind of mood, like, fond exasperation, A Beautiful Mess by Jason Mraz. Which is also the basis for one of my favorite Stony fics, of the same name!

That’s a beautiful one for Steve’s POV!  Love it.

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain’t leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

‘Cause I don’t know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don’t know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won’t be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

compromised »  (kŏm′prə-mīz′d) - to expose or make liable, often to danger, suspicion, or disrepute. (listen)

01. Assassin - John Mayer | 02. Broken Arrow - The Script | 03. No Light, No Light - Florence + the Machine | 04. Things We Lost to the Fire - Bastille | 05. Trust Me - The Fray | 06. Run - Daughter | 07. Buzzcut Season - Lorde | 08. I’m Yours - The Script | 09. Gravity - Sara Bareilles | 10. A Beautiful Mess - Jason Mraz | 11. Edge of Desire - John Mayer | 12. Soon We’ll Be Found - Sia | 13. I Will Follow You Into the Dark - Death Cab for Cutie 

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